Sangster was the last man he wished to see at the present moment. He kept his eyes averted as he came forward.
"Hallo!" he said. "Been here long?"
"All the evening. Thought you"d sure to be in. Costin said you"d be in to dinner, he thought."
"I meant to . . . stayed with the Wyatts, though."
Jimmy helped himself to a whiskey. He knew that Sangster was watching him. His gaze got unbearable. He swung round with sharp impatience.
"What the devil are you staring at?" he demanded irritably.
"Nothing. What a surly brute you"re getting. Got a cigarette?"
Jimmy threw his case over.
"By the way," he said with overdone carelessness, "I"ve got some news for you. It"ll be in all the papers to-morrow, so I thought I might as well tell you first." There was a little pause.
"Well?" said Sangster shortly.
Jimmy struck a match on the sole of his shoe.
"I"m engaged," he said, "to Christine."
It seemed a long, long time before Sangster moved or spoke. After a moment Jimmy Challoner swung round irritably.
"Well, why don"t you say something?" he demanded. "It"s a nice friendly way to receive news. Why the devil don"t you say something?"
he asked again angrily.
Sangster said something then; something which Jimmy had never expected.
"You ought to be shot!"
And then the silence fell once more.
Jimmy kicked at the blazing coals furiously; he had got very red.
"You ought to be shot!" said Sangster again. He rose to his feet; he threw his unsmoked cigarette into the grate and walked towards the door.
Jimmy turned.
"Here--come back! Where are you going? Of all the bad-tempered beggars----" His face was abashed; there was a sort of wavering in his voice. He moved a step forward to overtake his friend.
Sangster looked back at him with biting contempt in his honest eyes.
"I"m fed up with you," he said. "Sick to death of you and your abominable selfishness. I--oh, what"s the good of talking----?" He was gone with a slam of the door.
Jimmy dragged a chair forward and flung himself into it. His face was a study; now and then he gave a little choked exclamation of rage.
What the deuce did Sangster mean by taking such an att.i.tude? It was like his infernal cheek. It was no business of his if he chose to get engaged to Christine and half a dozen other girls at the same time.
Anyone would think he had done a shabby trick by asking her to marry him; anyone would think that there had been something disgraceful in having done so; anyone would think----
"d.a.m.n it all!" said Jimmy Challoner.
He took a cigarette and lit it; but it went out almost immediately, and he flung it into the fire and lit another.
In a minute or two he had thrown that away also; he lay back in his chair and closed his eyes.
He was an engaged man--it was no novelty. He had been engaged before to a woman whom he adored. Now he was engaged to Christine, the girl who had been his boyhood"s sweetheart; a girl whom he had not seen for years.
He wondered if she believed that he loved her. He sat up, frowning.
He did love her--of course he did; or, at least, he would when they were married and settled down. Men always loved their wives--decent men, that is.
He tried to believe that. He tried to forget the heaps and heaps of unhappy marriages which had been brought before his notice; friends of his own--all jolly decent chaps, too.
But, of course, such a thing would never happen to him. He meant to play the game by Christine, she was a dear little thing. But the face of Cynthia would rise before his eyes; he could not forget the way she had cried that evening, and clung to him.
He forgot how she had lied and deceived him; he remembered only that she loved him--that she admitted that she still loved him.
It was all the cursed money. If only the Great Horatio would come out of his n.i.g.g.ardly sh.e.l.l and stump up a bit! It was not fair--he was as rich as Croesus; it would not hurt him to fork out another five hundred a year.
Jimmy leaned his head in his hands; his head was aching badly now; he supposed it was the quant.i.ty of brandy he had drunk. He got up from his chair, and, turning out the light, went off to bed. But the darkness seemed worse than the light; it was crowded with pictures of Cynthia. He saw her face in a thousand different memories; her eyes drew and tortured him. She was the only woman he had ever loved; he was sure of that. He was more sure of it with every pa.s.sing, wakeful second.
He never slept a wink till it began to get light. When at last he fell asleep he had dreadful dreams. He woke up to the sound of Costin moving about the room. He turned over with a stifled groan.
"Good morning, sir," said Costin stolidly.
Jimmy did not condescend to answer. Pale sunlight was pouring through the window. He closed his eyes; his head still ached vilely. He got up late, and dressed with a bad grace.
He ate no breakfast. He tried to remember whether he had promised to go round to the Wyatts" that morning or not; everything was a blank in his mind except the one fact that he was engaged to Christine.
He could remember that clearly enough, at all events.
About eleven he took his hat and went out. He was annoyed because the sun was shining; he was annoyed because London was looking cheerful when he himself felt depressed beyond measure.
Unconsciously he found his way to the Wyatts" hotel; they were both out, for which he was grateful.
"Miss Wyatt left a message for you in case you called, sir," the porter told him. "She said would you come back to lunch?"
Jimmy muttered something and walked away. He had no intention of going back to lunch; he wandered down Regent Street. Presently he found himself staring in at a jeweller"s window. That reminded him; he would have to buy Christine a ring.
He wondered if Cynthia intended to keep the one he had given to her; it had cost him a fabulous sum. He had been hard up for weeks afterwards in consequence; and even then it was not nearly so fine as some she already had--as some Mortlake could afford to give her, for instance.
He could not yet realise that this detestable thing had really happened to him. He made up his mind that if Christine would have him, he would marry her at once. There was nothing to wait for--and he wanted to let Cynthia see that he was not going to wear the willow for her.
He turned away from the window and the dazzling rows of diamond rings and walked on. He remembered that he had not answered his brother"s letter; on the spur of the moment he turned into the nearest post office and sent a cable:
Letter received. Am engaged to Christine Wyatt, of Upton House. You remember her.--JAMES.