He never signed himself "Jimmy" when he was writing to the Great Horatio. The cable, together with his brother"s address, cost him fifteen shillings; he grudged the expense, but he supposed it had to be sent.
He wandered on again up the street.
He had some lunch by himself, and went back to the Wyatts" hotel.
Christine came running down the stairs to meet him; her eyes were dancing, her face flushed.
"Oh, Jimmy!" she said. She looked as if she expected him to kiss her, he thought; after a moment he lightly touched her cheek with his lips.
"I"m sorry I couldn"t come to lunch," he said stiltedly. "I--er--I had an engagement. If you care to come out----"
He knew he must sound horribly casual and indifferent; he tried in vain to infuse some enthusiasm into his voice, but failed.
Christine seemed to notice nothing amiss; she a.s.sented eagerly when he suggested they should go and look at the shops.
"You--er you must have a ring, you know," he said.
His heart smote him when he saw the way her lips trembled. He took her hand remorsefully.
"I mean to make you very happy," he said. He dropped her hand again and moved away.
In his mind he kept comparing this with the first days of his engagement to Cynthia. He had not been tongue-tied and foolish then; he had not needed to be reminded that it was usual to kiss a girl when you were engaged to her; he--oh, confound it!
Christine had gone for her hat and coat.
"Mother is not at all well," she said anxiously when she came back.
"Do you know, Jimmy, I have thought sometimes lately that she really isn"t so well and strong as she tries to make me believe."
Jimmy was not impressed; he said that he thought Mrs. Wyatt looked A1; not a day older than when she had mothered him down at Upton House all those years ago. Christine was pleased; she adored her mother; she was quite happy as they left the hotel together.
"You choose what you like," he told her when they were in the jeweller"s shop. The man behind the counter thought him the most casual lover he had ever yet served. He looked at Christine with a sort of pity; she was so eager and happy. He brought another tray of diamond rings.
Christine appealed to Jimmy Challoner.
"I would much rather you chose one for me. Which one would you like best?"
He shook his head.
"I don"t mind--anything you like; you"ve got to wear it." He saw a little swift look of amazement in her eyes; he roused himself.
"Diamonds are nice," he said with more enthusiasm.
Christine chose a single stone; the ring just fitted, and she turned her little hand about delightedly to show Jimmy how the diamond flashed.
She felt as if she were walking on air as they left the shop. Now and then she glanced at Jimmy as if afraid that she had dreamed all this.
She had loved him all her life; she was sure that he, too, must have loved her, or he would never have asked her to be his wife.
They had tea together. Over the b.u.t.tered m.u.f.fins Jimmy said suddenly:
"Christine, why can"t we get married--soon, I mean!"
Lovely colour dyed her face.
"But--but we"ve only just got engaged," she said breathlessly.
"I know; but engagements are always short nowadays. If you are willing----"
Apparently she was more than willing; she would have married him that minute had he suggested it, She said she must speak to her mother about it.
"There is your brother to tell, too," she said.
"I cabled to him this morning," Jimmy answered.
"Did you!" Her eyes brightened. "How sweet of you, Jimmy. Do you think he will be pleased?"
"He"s never pleased about anything," said Jimmy with a little laugh.
He leaned an elbow on the corner of the table and looked into her eyes.
"Say yes, Christine," he urged. "If you want to marry me, Mrs. Wyatt won"t stand in the way; after all, you"ve known me all your life."
She flushed and stammered:
"Jimmy--I--I think I"m a little afraid. Supposing--supposing you found out that--that you"d made a mistake----" Her eyes were troubled.
Jimmy"s face caught the flush from hers; for a moment his eyes wavered.
"We"re going to be awfully happy," he a.s.serted then, almost violently.
"If you love me----"
"You know I do." His hand fell carelessly to hers.
"Very well, then say yes."
Christine said it.
She thought everything perfect; she had never been so happy in all her life. If Jimmy did not love her tremendously, he would not be so anxious to be married, she told herself. Theirs was going to be one of those romantic marriages of which one reads in books.
"Shall I speak to Mrs. Wyatt, or will you?" he asked her.
"I think I would like to--first," she told him.
"Very well." Jimmy was relieved. He was somehow a little afraid of Mrs. Wyatt"s kind mother eyes; he dreaded lest she might read deep down into his heart, and know what he was doing--guess that he was only marrying Christine because--because why?
To forget another woman; to pay another woman out for the way she had treated him. That is how he would have answered that question had he been quite honest with himself; but as it was he evaded facing it at all. He merely contented himself with a.s.suring Christine all over again that he was going to be very good to her and make her happy.
"I"ll tell mother to-night," Christine said when they went back to the hotel. "And I"ll write to you, Jimmy; I"ll----" she broke off. The porter had come forward; he spoke to Jimmy in an undertone.