45 - Stapleton Airport, Denver
At 8:31 A.M., MST, a woman on TWA"s Flight 196 burst into tears and began to bugle her own opinion, which was perhaps not unshared among some of the other pa.s.sengers (or even the crew, for that matter), that the plane was going to crash.
The sharp-faced woman next to Hallorann looked up from her book and offered a brief character a.n.a.lysis: "Ninny," and went back to her book. She had downed two screwdrivers during the flight, but they seemed not to have thawed her at all.
"It"s going to crash!" the woman was crying out shrilly. "Oh, I just know it is!" A stewardess hurried to her seat and squatted beside her. Hallorann thought to himself that only stewardesses and very young housewives seemed able to squat with any degree of grace; it was a rare and wonderful talent. He thought about this while the stewardess talked softly and soothingly to the woman, quieting her bit by bit.
Hallorann didn"t know about anyone else on 196, but he personally was almost scared enough to s.h.i.t peachpits. Outside the window there was nothing to be seen but a buffeting curtain of white. The plane rocked sickeningly from side to side with gusts that seemed to come from everywhere. The engines were cranked up to provide partial compensation and as a result the floor was vibrating under their feet. There were several people moaning in Tourist behind them, one stew had gone back with a handful of fresh airsick bags, and a man three rows in front of Hallorann had whoopsed into his National Observer and had grinned apologetically at the stewardess who came to help him clean up. "That"s all right," she comforted him, "that"s how I feel about the Reader"s Digest." Hallorann had flown enough to be able to surmise what had happened. They had been flying against bad headwinds most of the way, the weather over Denver had worsened suddenly and unexpectedly, and now it was just a little late to divert for someplace where the weather was better. Feets don"t fail me now.
(Buddy-boy, this is some f.u.c.ked-up cavalry charge.) The stewardess seemed to have succeeded in curbing the worst of the woman"s hysterics. She was snuffling and honking into a lace handkerchief, but had ceased broadcasting her opinions about the flight"s possible conclusion to the cabin at large. The stew gave her a final pat on the shoulder and stood up just as the 747 gave its worst lurch yet. The stewardess stumbled backward and landed in the lap of the man who had whoopsed into his paper, exposing a lovely length of nyloned thigh. The man blinked and then patted her kindly on the shoulder.
She smiled back, but Hallorann thought the strain was showing. It had been one h.e.l.l of a hard flight this morning.
There was a little ping as the No SMOKING light reappeared.
"This is the captain speaking," a soft, slightly southern voice informed them.
"We"re ready to begin our descent to Stapleton International Airport. It"s been a rough flight, for which I apologize. The landing may be a bit rough also, but we antic.i.p.ate no real difficulty. Please observe the FASTEN SEAT BELTS and NO SMOKING signs, and we hope you enjoy your stay in the Denver metro area. And we also hope-" Another hard b.u.mp rocked the plane and then dropped her with a sickening elevator plunge. Hallorann"s stomach did a queasy hornpipe. Several people-not all women by any means-screamed.
"-that we"ll see you again on another TWA flight real soon."
"Not b.l.o.o.d.y likely," someone behind Hallorann said.
"So silly," the sharp-faced woman next to Hallorann remarked, putting a matchbook cover into her book and shutting it as the plane began to descend.
"When one has seen the horrors of a dirty little war... as you have... or sensed the degrading immorality of CIA dollar-diplomacy intervention... as I have... a rough landing pales into insignificance. Am I right, Mr. Hallorann?"
"As rain, ma"am," he said, and looked bleakly out into the wildly blowing snow.
"How is your steel plate reacting to all of this, if I might inquire?"
"Oh, my head"s fine," Hallorann said. "It"s just my stomach that"s a mite queasy."
"A shame." She reopened her book.
As they descended through the impenetrable clouds of snow, Hallorann thought of a crash that had occurred at Boston"s Logan Airport a few years ago. The conditions had been similar, only fog instead of snow had reduced visibility to zero. The plane had caught its undercarriage on a retaining wall near the end of the landing strip. What had been left of the eighty-nine people aboard hadn"t looked much different from a Hamburger Helper ca.s.serole.
He wouldn"t mind so much if it was just himself. He was pretty much alone in the world now, and attendance at his funeral would be mostly held down to the people he had worked with and that old renegade Masterton, who would at least drink to him. But the boy... the boy was depending on him. He was maybe all the help that child could expect, and he didn"t like the way the boy"s last call had been snapped off. He kept thinking of the way those hedge animals had seemed to move...
A thin white hand appeared over his.
The woman with the sharp face had taken off her gla.s.ses. Without them her features seemed much softer.
"It will be all right," she said.
Hallorann made a smile and nodded.
As advertised the plane came down hard, reuniting with the earth forcefully enough to knock most of the magazines out of the rack at the front and to send plastic trays cascading out of the galley like oversized playing cards. No one screamed, but Hallorann heard several sets of teeth clicking violently together like gypsy castanets.
Then the turbine engines rose to a howl, braking the plane, and as they dropped in volume the pilot"s soft southern voice, perhaps not completely steady, came over the intercom system. "Ladies and gentlemen, we have landed at Stapleton Airport. Please remain in your seats until the plane has come to a complete stop at the terminal. Thank you." The woman beside Hallorann closed her book and uttered a long sigh. "We live to fight another day, Mr. Hallorann."
"Ma"am, we aren"t done with this one, yet."
"True. Very true. Would you care to have a drink in the lounge with me?"
"I would, but I have an appointment to keep."
"Pressing?"
"Very pressing," Hallorann said gravely.
"Something that will improve the general situation in some small way, I hope."
"I hope so too," Hallorann said, and smiled. She smiled back at him, ten years dropping silently from her face as she did so.
Because he had only the flight bag he"d carried for luggage, Hallorann beat the crowd to the Hertz desk on the lower level. Outside the smoked gla.s.s windows he could see the snow still falling steadily. The gusting wind drove white clouds of it back and forth, and the people walking across to the parking area were struggling against it. One man lost his hat and Hallorann could commiserate with him as it whirled high, wide, and handsome. The man stared after it and Hallorann thought: (Aw, just forget it, man. That homburg ain"t comin down until it gets to Arizona.) On the heels of that thought: (If it"s this bad in Denver, what"s it going to be like west of Boulder?) Best not to think about that, maybe.
"Can I help you, sir?" a girl in Hertz yellow asked him.
"If you got a car, you can help me," he said with a big grin.
For a heavier-than-average charge he was able to get a heavier-than-average car, a silver and black Buick Electra. He was thinking of the winding mountain roads rather than style; he would still have to stop somewhere along the way and get chains put on. He wouldn"t get far without them.
"How bad is it?" he asked as she handed him the rental agreement to sign.
"They say it"s the worst storm since 1969," she answered brightly. "Do you have far to drive, sir?"
"Farther than I"d like."
"If you"d like, sir, I can phone ahead to the Texaco station at the Route 270 junction. They"ll put chains on for you."
"That would be a great blessing, dear." She picked up the phone and made the call. "They"ll be expecting you."
"Thank you much." Leaving the desk, he saw the sharp-faced woman standing on one of the queues that had formed in front of the luggage carousel. She was still reading her book. Hallorann winked at her as he went by. She looked up, smiled at him, and gave him a peace sign.
(shine) He turned up his overcoat collar, smiling, and shifted his flight bag to the other hand. Only a little one, but it made him feel better. He was sorry he"d told her that fish story about having a steel plate in his head. He mentally wished her well and as he went out into the howling wind and snow, he thought she wished him the same in return The charge for putting on the chains at the service station was a modest one, but Hallorann slipped the man at work in the garage bay an extra ten to get moved up a little way on the waiting list. It was still quarter of ten before he was actually on the road, the windshield wipers clicking and the chains clinking with tuneless monotony on the Buick"s big wheels.
The turnpike was a mess. Even with the chains he could go no faster than thirty. Cars had gone off the road at crazy angles, and on several of the grades traffic was barely struggling along, summer tires spinning helplessly in the drifting powder. It was the first big storm of the winter down here in the lowlands (if you could call a mile above sea level "low"), and it was a mother.
Many of them were unprepared, common enough, but Hallorann still found himself cursing them as he inched around them, peering into his snow-clogged outside mirror to be sure nothing was (Dashing through the snow...) coming up in the left-hand lane to cream his black a.s.s.
There was more bad luck waiting for him at the Route 36 entrance ramp. Route 36, the Denver-Boulder turnpike, also goes west to Estes Park, where it connects with Route 7. That road, also known as the Upland Highway, goes through Sidewinder, pa.s.ses the Overlook Hotel, and finally winds down the Western Slope and into Utah.
The entrance ramp had been blocked by an overturned semi. Bright-burning flares had been scattered around it like birthday candles on some idiot child"s cake.
He came to a stop and rolled his window down. A cop with a fur Cossack hat jammed down over his ears gestured with one gloved hand toward the flow of traffic moving north on I-25.
"You can"t get up here!" he bawled to Hallorann over the wind. "Go down two exits, get on 91, and connect with 36 at Broomfield!"
"I think I could get around him on the left!" Hallorann shouted back. "That"s twenty miles out of my way, what you"re rappin!"
"I"ll rap your friggin head!" the cop shouted back. "This ramp"s closed!" Hallorann backed up, waited for a break in traffic, and continued on his way up Route 25. The signs informed him it was only a hundred miles to Cheyenne, Wyoming. If he didn"t look out for his ramp, he"d wind up there.
He inched his speed up to thirty-five but dared no more; already snow was threatening to clog his wiper blades and the traffic patterns were decidedly crazy. Twenty-mile detour. He cursed, and the feeling that time was growing shorter for the boy welled up in him again, nearly suffocating with its urgency.
And at the same time he felt a fatalistic certainty that he would not be coming back from this trip.
He turned on the radio, dialed past Christmas ads, and found a weather forecast.
"-six inches already, and another foot is expected in the Denver metro area by nightfall. Local and state police urge you not to take your car out of the garage unless it"s absolutely necessary, and warn that most mountain pa.s.ses have already been closed. So stay home and wax up your boards and keep tuned to-"
"Thanks, mother," Hallorann said, and turned the radio off savagely.
46 - Wendy
Around noon, after Danny had gone into the bathroom to use the toilet, Wendy took the towel-wrapped knife from under her pillow, put it in the pocket of her bathrobe, and went over to the bathroom door.
"Danny?"
"What?"
"I"m going down to make us some lunch. "Kay?"
"Okay. Do you want me to come down?"
"No, I"ll bring it up. How about a cheese omelet and some soup?"
"Sure." She hesitated outside the closed door a moment longer, "Danny, are you sure it"s okay?"
"Yeah," he said. "Just be careful."
"Where"s your father? Do you know?" His voice came back, curiously flat: "No. But it"s okay." She stifled an urge to keep asking, to keep picking around the edges of the thing. The thing was there, they knew what it was, picking at it was only going to frighten Danny more... and herself. Jack had lost his mind. They had sat together on Danny"s cot as the storm began to pick up clout and meanness around eight o"clock this morning and had listened to him downstairs, bellowing and stumbling from one place to another. Most of it had seemed to come from the ballroom. Jack singing tuneless bits of song, Jack holding up one side of an argument, Jack screaming loudly at one point, freezing both of their faces as they stared into one another"s eyes. Finally they had heard him stumbling back across the lobby, and Wendy thought she had heard a loud banging noise, as if he had fallen down or pushed a door violently open. Since eight thirty or so-three and a half hours now-there had been only silence.
She went down the short hall, turned into the main first floor corridor, and went to the stairs. She stood on the first floor landing looking down into the lobby. It appeared deserted, but the gray and snowy day had left much of the long room in shadow. Danny could be wrong. Jack could be behind a chair or couch... maybe behind the registration desk... waiting for her to come down...
She wet her lips. "Jack?" No answer.
Her hand found the handle of the knife and she began to go down. She had seen the end of her marriage many times, in divorce, in Jack"s death at the scene of a drunken car accident (a regular vision in the dark two o"clock of Stovington mornings), and occasionally in daydreams of being discovered by another man, a soap opera Galahad who would sweep Danny and her onto the saddle of his snow- white charger and take them away. But she had never envisioned herself prowling halls and staircases like a nervous felon, with a knife clasped in one hand to use against Jack.
A wave of despair struck through her at the thought and she had to stop halfway down the stairs and hold the railing, afraid her knees would buckle.
(Admit it. It isn"t just Jack, he"s just the one solid thing in all of this you can hang the other things on, the things you can"t believe and yet are being forced to believe, that thing about the hedges, the party favor in the elevator, the mask) She tried to stop the thought but it was too late.
(and the voices.) Because from time to time it had not seemed that there was a solitary crazy man below them, shouting at and holding conversations with the phantoms in his own crumbling mind. From time to time, like a radio signal fading in and out, she had heard-or thought she had-other voices, and music, and laughter. At one moment she would hear Jack holding a conversation with someone named Grady (the name was vaguely familiar to her but she made no actual connection), making statements and asking questions into silence, yet speaking loudly, as if to make himself heard over a steady background racket. And then, eerily, other sounds would be there, seeming to slip into places-a dance band, people clapping, a man with an amused yet authoritative voice who seemed to be trying to persuade somebody to make a speech. For a period of thirty seconds to a minute she would hear this, long enough to grow faint with terror, and then it would be gone again and she would only hear Jack, talking in that commanding yet slightly slurred way she remembered as his drunk-speak voice. But there was nothing in the hotel to drink except cooking sherry. Wasn"t that right? Yes, but if she could imagine that the hotel was full of voices and music, couldn"t Jack imagine that he was drunk?
She didn"t like that thought. Not at all.
Wendy reached the lobby and looked around. The velvet rope that had cordoned off the ballroom had been taken down; the steel post it had been clipped to had been knocked over, as if someone had carelessly b.u.mped it going by. Mellow white light fell through the open door onto the lobby rug from the ballroom"s high, narrow windows. Heart thumping, she went to the open ballroom doors and looked in. It was empty and silent, the only sound that curious subaural echo that seems to linger in all large rooms, from the largest cathedral to the smallest hometown bingo parlor.
She went back to the registration desk and stood undecided for a moment, listening to the wind howl outside. It was the worst storm so far, and it was still building up force. Somewhere on the west side a shutter latch had broken and the shutter banged back and forth with a steady flat cracking sound, like a shooting gallery with only one customer.
(Jack, you really should take care of that. Before something gets in.) What would she do if he came at her right now, she wondered. If he should pop up from behind the dark, varnished registration desk with its pile of triplicate forms and its little silver-plated bell, like some murderous jack-in-the-box, pun intended, a grinning jack-in-the-box with a cleaver in one hand and no sense at all left behind his eyes. Would she stand frozen with terror, or was there enough of the primal mother in her to fight him for her son until one of them was dead? She didn"t know. The very thought made her sick, made her feel that her whole life had been a long and easy dream to lull her helplessly into this waking nightmare. She was soft. When trouble came, she slept. Her past was unremarkable. She had never been tried in fire. Now the trial was upon her, not fire but ice, and she would not be allowed to sleep through this. Her son was waiting for her upstairs.
Clutching the haft of the knife tighter, she peered over the desk.
Nothing there.
Her relieved breath escaped her in a long, hitching sigh.
She put the gate up and went through, pausing to glance into the inner office before going in herself. She fumbled through the next door for the bank of kitchen light switches, coldly expecting a hand to close over hers at any second. Then the fluorescents were coming on with minuscule ticking and humming sounds and she could see Mr. Hallorann"s kitchen-her kitchen now, for better or worse-pale green tiles, gleaming Formica, spotless porcelain, glowing chrome edgings. She had promised him she would keep his kitchen clean, and she had. She felt as if it was one of Danny"s safe places. d.i.c.k Hallorann"s presence seemed to enfold and comfort her. Danny had called for Mr. Hallorann, and upstairs, sitting next to Danny in fear as her husband ranted and raved below, that had seemed like the faintest of all hopes. But standing here, in Mr. Hallorann"s place, it seemed almost possible. Perhaps he was on his way now, intent on getting to them regardless of the storm. Perhaps it was so.
She went across to the pantry, shot the bolt back, and stepped inside. She got a can of tomato soup and closed the pantry door again, and bolted it. The door was tight against the floor. If you kept it bolted, you didn"t have to worry about rat or mouse droppings in the rice or flour or sugar.
She opened the can and dropped the slightly jellied contents into a saucepan- plop. She went to the refrigerator and got milk and eggs for the omelet. Then to the walk-in freezer for cheese. All of these actions, so common and so much a part of her life before the Overlook had been a part of her life, helped to calm her.
She melted b.u.t.ter in the frying pan, diluted the soup with milk, and then poured the beaten eggs into the pan.
A sudden feeling that someone was standing behind her, reaching for her throat.
She wheeled around, clutching the knife. No one there.
(! Get ahold of yourself, girl!) She grated a bowl of cheese from the block, added it to the omelet, flipped it, and turned the gas ring down to a bare blue flame. The soup was hot. She put the pot on a large tray with silverware, two bowls, two plates, the salt and pepper shakers. When the omelet had puffed slightly, Wendy slid it off onto one of the plates and covered it.
(Now back the way you came. Turn off the kitchen lights. Go through the inner office. Through the desk gate, collect two hundred dollars.) She stopped on the lobby side of the registration desk and set the tray down beside the silver bell. Unreality would stretch only so far; this was like some surreal game of hide-and-seek.
She stood in the shadowy lobby, frowning in thought.
(Don"t push the facts away this time, girl. There are certain realities, as lunatic as this situation may seem. One of them is that you may be the only responsible person left in this grotesque pile. You have a five-going-on-six son to look out for. And your husband, whatever has happened to him and no matter how dangerous he may be... maybe he"s part of your responsibility, too. And even if he isn"t consider this: Today is December second. You could be stuck up here another four months if a ranger doesn"t happen by. Even if they do start to wonder why they haven"t heard from us on the CB, no one is going to come today... or tomorrow... maybe not for weeks. Are you going to spend a month sneaking down to get meals with a knife in your pocket and jumping at every shadow? Do you really think you can avoid Jack for a month? Do you think you can keep Jack out of the upstairs quarters if he wants to get in? He has the pa.s.skey and one hard kick would snap the bolt.) Leaving the tray on the desk, she walked slowly down to the dining room and looked in. It was deserted. There was one table with the chairs set up around it, the table they had tried eating at until the dining room"s emptiness began to freak them out.
"Jack?" she called hesitantly.
At that moment the wind rose in a gust, driving snow against the shutters, but it seemed to her that there had been something. A m.u.f.fled sort of groan.
"Jack?" No returning sound this time, but her eyes fell on something beneath the batwing doors of the Colorado Lounge, something that gleamed faintly in the subdued light. Jack"s cigarette lighter.
Plucking up her courage, she crossed to the batwings and pushed them open. The smell of gin was so strong that her breath snagged in her throat. It wasn"t even right to call it a smell; it was a positive reek. But the shelves were empty.
Where in G.o.d"s name had he found it? A bottle hidden at the back of one of the cupboards? Where?
There was another groan, low and fuzzy, but perfectly audible this time. Wendy walked slowly to the bar.
"Jack?" No answer.