CHAPTER X.
PREPARATION.
The days went by and Hazon"s preparations were nearly completed, and it became patent to the Rand at large that "The Pirate" intended to relieve that delusive locality of his unwelcome presence; for a couple of waggons appeared on the scene, bearing his name, and in charge of a mysterious native of vast proportions and forbidding physiognomy, who seemed not to be indigenous to those parts, nor, indeed, to hail from anywhere around. And Hazon, in his quiet, thorough way, was very busy in fitting out these waggons, loading them with articles suitable for up-country trade, eke with munitions of sport, and, if need be, war.
Wherein he was ably a.s.sisted by Laurence Stanninghame.
On learning that the latter was a party to the undertaking, whatever it was, the Rand shrugged its shoulders, and whispered; and the burden of its whispering consisted mainly of the ancient innuendo relating to those who had heretofore accompanied Hazon anywhere. This one--would he not travel the same dark road as others had done, whatever that road might be? But that was his own lookout, and he had been warned. And the two men would hold long and earnest confabs together; but those which were the most earnest were held in the course of long rides away into the veldt. Then they would dismount at some sequestered spot, where, secure from all interruption, weather-beaten maps and plans and darkly written memos., also ciphers, would be produced and long and carefully discussed. Of this, however, the Rand knew nothing; yet from such Laurence would return feeling a trifle graver, for even he had to accustom himself to such a road to wealth as was here held out. But his case was desperate. He was utterly ruined, and to the same extent reckless. It was sink or swim, and not his was the mind to elect to go under when the jettison of a last lingering scruple or two would keep him afloat. As for potential--nay, certain--risk, that did not enter into his calculations.
Now, while these preparations were in progress, Holmes was going about with a very gloomy countenance; more than hinting, indeed, at a desire to take part in the trip. Finally, he put it plainly to Laurence himself.
"Take my advice and watch it," the latter decisively replied. Then remembering that the ostensible object of the undertaking was sport and native trade, he went on, "You see, Holmes, it"s going to be a hard business. Not just three or four months up in the bush-veldt and so forth, but--well, Heaven only knows where the thing will end, let alone how."
"I don"t care about that. Why, it"s just the very thing that"ll suit me down to the ground. I say, Stanninghame, I know you don"t mind, but Hazon? I"ve always stood up for Hazon, and we seem to get on all right?
Do put it to Hazon. I could pay my shot, of course."
There was a despondency of manner and tone that was extremely foreign to the mercurial Holmes, and this, together with certain signs he had read of late, caused Laurence to look up with a queer half smile.
"Why are you so anxious to clear from here, Holmes? Rather sudden, isn"t it?"
"Oh, I"m dead off waiting for a "boom" that never comes. It"s dashed sickening, don"t you know."
"It is. And what else is dashed sickening? That isn"t all."
The other stared for a moment, then, as though he were bringing it out with an effort, he burst forth:
"Oh, well, hang it all, Stanninghame, I don"t see why I shouldn"t tell you. The fact is I"ve--I"ve got the chuck."
Laurence laughed inwardly. He understood.
"Why, I thought you were bringing it on all right," he said.
"So did I; but when I put it to her, she was dead off," said Holmes, disconsolately savage.
"Sure?"
"Cert."
"Well, give her another show. Some women--girls especially--like that sort of application twice over. They think it enhances their value in some inexplicable way," said Laurence, with a touch of characteristic satire. "I don"t, but that"s a matter of opinion. And, I don"t want to hurt your feelings, Holmes, but is this one worth it?"
"I don"t know," answered the other savagely, driving his heel into the ground. "It"s that beast Barstow. What the deuce she can see in him, bangs me."
"Yes, unless it is that you hold a quant.i.ty of unsaleable scrip and he doesn"t," rejoined Laurence, who had been secretly amused in watching the progress of pretty Mabel Falkner"s latest preference. "But in any case I think you"d better not touch it, or you"ll find yourself on the one horn or other of this dilemma; if she is coming the "playing off"
trick, why, that is despicable, and in fact not good enough; if she means business, why, you can"t go begging to her for what she has given to the other Johnny without any begging at all. See?"
"Oh, yes, I see," was the rueful rejoinder. "By the Lord, Stanninghame, I used to think you a deuced snarling, cynical beggar at first, but now, "pon my soul, I believe you"re right."
"Do you? Well, then, you don"t want to go away up-country and get bowled out with fever or struck by a n.i.g.g.e.r, and all that sort of thing, because one girl don"t care a cent for you."
"Perhaps not. Still, I hate this place now. I"m sick of it. By the way, Stanninghame, you"re the sort a fellow can tell anything to; you don"t start a lot of cheap blatant chaff as some chappies do when you want them to talk sound sense."
There was a great deal underlying the remark, also the tone. Though lacking the elements which go to make up the "popular" man, Laurence possessed the faculty of winning the devoted attachment of individuals, and that to an extent of which he himself little dreamed. Not the least important item which went to make up that attribute lay in the fact that he was a most indulgent listener, whom nothing astonished, and who could look at all sides of any given question with the tact and toleration of a man who thinks. This faculty he seldom exercised, and then almost unconsciously.
To the other"s remark he made no immediate reply. Taking into consideration age and temperament, he had no belief that Holmes"
rejection and disappointment had left any deep wound. Still, it had come at an unfortunate time--a time when the sufferer, in common with most of them, had been hard hit in a more material way. He had a genuine liking for the sunny-natured, open-hearted youth; a liking begotten, it might be, of the ingenuously unconscious manner in which the latter looked up to him, in fact, made a sort of elder brother of him. Holmes was no stronger-headed than most youngsters of his temperament and circ.u.mstances, and Laurence did not want to see him--soured and dejected by disappointment all round--throw himself in with the reckless, indiscriminate bar-frequenter, of whom there were not lacking woeful examples in those days, though, poor fellows, much from the same motive, to drown care; and into this current would Holmes in all probability be swept if left by himself in Johannesburg. Was there no method of taking him with them for a month or two"s shoot in the bush-veldt, and sending him back by some returning expedition before the serious part of the undertaking was entered upon? He decided to sound Hazon upon the matter, yet of this resolve he said nothing now to Holmes. The latter broke the silence.
"By Jove, Stanninghame, I envy you!" he said. "You are such a hard-headed chap. Why, I don"t believe you care a little d---- for any mortal thing in the world. Yes, I envy you."
"You needn"t, if it means hankering after the process by which that blissful state is attained. But you are wrong. I care most infernally about one thing."
"And what"s that? What is it, old chap? You needn"t be afraid I"ll let on!" said Holmes eagerly, antic.i.p.ating it might be something similar in the way of a confidence to that which his own exuberant heart had not been able to refrain from making.
"Why, that I was stewed idiot enough to go on investing in this infernal scrip instead of clearing out just when I had made the modest profit of four hundred per cent."
"Oh!" said the other, in disappointed surprise, adding, "But you don"t show it. You take it smiling, Stanninghame. You don"t turn a hair."
"H"m!"
With the e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.o.n, Laurence was thinking of a certain room, shaded from the glare of the sunlight without, and of a very grim moment indeed. He was looking, too, at the hearty, bright-mannered youngster who had already begun to forget his recent disappointment in the prospect of adventure and novelty. He himself had been nearly as light-hearted, just as ready to mirth and laughter at that age. Yet now?
Would it be the same with this one? Who could say?
The suggestion that Holmes should accompany the expedition was not received with enthusiasm by Hazon, neither did it meet with immediate and decisive repudiation. Characteristically, Hazon proceeded to argue out the matter pro and con.
"He doesn"t know the real nature of our business, Stanninghame? no, of course not. Thinks it"s only a shooting trip?--good. Well, the question is, are we dead certain of finding opportunities for sending him back; for we can"t turn him loose on the veldt and say good-bye?"
"There are several places where we might drop him," said Laurence, consulting a map and mentioning a few.
"Quite so. Well, here"s another consideration. He"s a youngster, and probably has scores of relations more or less interested in him. We don"t want to draw down inquiries and investigations into our movements and affairs."
"That won"t count seriously, Hazon."
"Think not? Um! Well then, what if we were to take him along--run him into the whole shoot with us?"
"Phew! That"s a horse whose colour I"ve never scrutinized. And the point?"
"Might help us in more ways than one; in case of difficulties afterwards, I mean. The idea seems to knock you out some, Stanninghame?"
There was something in it. Laurence, reckless, unscrupulous as he was, could not but hesitate. In striving to save his young friend from one form of ruin, was it written that he should plunge him into another more irretrievable, more sweeping, more lifelong?
"I am thinking he might give us trouble," he replied deliberately. "What if he sickened of the whole business, and kicked just when we wanted to pull together the most? No, no, Hazon. If we take him at all, we must send him back as I say. It"s all very well for us two, but it doesn"t seem quite the thing to run a fresh-hearted youngster, with all his life before him, and bursting with hopes and ideals, into a grim business of this kind. But taking him, or leaving him, rests with you entirely."
"Leave it that way, then. I"ll think it over and see if it pans out any," said Hazon, leisurely lighting a fresh pipe. "But, Stanninghame, what"s this?" he added, with a sudden, keen glance out of his piercing eyes. "You are letting yourself go with regard to this matter--showing feeling. That won"t do, you know. You"ve got to have no sample of that sort of goods about you, no more than can be put into a block of granite. Aren"t you in training yet?"
"Well, I think so; or, at any rate, shall be long before it is wanted seriously."
No more was said on the subject then.