The public was sick of it. Some of the magazines were advertising that they would read no more of it. She had told him that her material was magnificent and he had replied: "Can it. Maybe a year or two from now--five, more likely. I"m told over here that the war fiction we"ve had wished on us by the ton resembles the real thing just about as much as maneuvers look like the first Battle of the Marne, say, when the Germans didn"t know where they were at; went out quail hunting and struck a jungle full of tigers.... Why not? When most of "em were written by men of middle age snug beside a library fire with mattresses on the roof--in America not even a Zeppelin to warm up their blood. But that doesn"t matter. The public took it all as gospel. Ate it up. Now it is fed up and wants something else."
What irony!
And what a future if he--but that she would not face.
CHAPTER XII
I
She heard Janet Maynard, who had returned alone the day before from Nice, enter the next, room. She kept very still; she had no desire for conversation. But Janet tapped on her door in a moment and entered looking very important.
"I"ve something to tell you," she announced. "You"d never guess in a thousand years. Don"t get up. 111 sit on the bed-used to any old place.
Only too thankful it isn"t a box, or to sit down at all. Try one of mine? Don"t you feel well?"
"I"ve a rotten headache."
"Oh ... mind my smoking?"
"Not a bit. What did you have to tell me?"
"Well, "way back in ancient times, B.W., nineteen hundred and six, a young Englishman named Gathbroke came to California after his sister, who was ill." She was blowing rings and did not see Gora"s face. When she leveled her eyes Gora was unb.u.t.toning her gaiters. "It seems she died some time during the fire and he had a perfectly horrid experience getting the body out to the cemetery. But that has nothing to do with the story. He met Olive and the rest of us--_and Alexina_--the night of the Hofer ball. I had forgotten the whole thing until Olive reminded me that we had joked Alex afterward about the way she had bowled him over.
His eyes simply followed her, but Mortimer gave him no chance.
"Then. I remembered something else. Isabel Gwynne once told me that her husband was sure Gathbroke had proposed to Alex one day when he took him down to Eincona. He was in a simply awful state of nerves afterward. John thought he was going out of his mind. Now, here"s the point. Night before last Olive was at a ball and who should come up to her and introduce himself but Gathbroke. He"s changed a lot but she recognized him. Well, he hardly waited to finish the usual amenities before he asked her plump out if Alex was in Paris, said he was positive he had seen her at that emba.s.sy ball where all the lights went out and they expected a riot. He turned white when he did it, but he was as direct as chain lightning. He wanted her address. Of course he got it. Olive was thrilled. It"s safe to a.s.sume that he"s with Alex at the present moment. At any rate Olive called him up this morning intending to ask him to dinner, and was told he was out of town. Now, isn"t that romance for you?"
"Rather."
"Twelve years! Fancy a man being faithful all that time. Hadn"t got what he wanted, that"s probably why. Have you ever heard Alex speak of him? Think she"ll divorce Mortimer?"
"I asked her the other night why she didn"t. She said it was against the traditions of the family. But--I recall--she said--it seemed to me there was a curious sort of meaning in her voice--that if she wanted to marry a man nothing would stop her."
"And it wouldn"t. Nothing would stop Alexina if anything started her.
The trouble always was to start her. She"s indolent and unsusceptible and fastidious. But deep and intense--Lord! Mark my words, she saw him at the Emba.s.sy. If she did and the thing"s mutual she"ll give poor old Maria such a shock that the war will look like ten cents."
"Possibly."
"You look really ill, Gora. No wonder you have headaches with that hair. It"s magnificent--but! Go to bed and I"ll send up your dinner.
Got any aspirin?"
"Yes, thanks."
"Au "voir."
CHAPTER XIII
I
The day was fine and Alexina took advantage of the brief interval of grace and went for a walk. Gathbroke was in Paris but might come out any moment. She wore a coat and skirt of heavy white English tweed with a silk blouse of periwinkle blue. The same soft shade lined her black velvet hat.
She had a number of notes changed at the bank and struck out for one of the ruined villages. She was in a mood to distribute happiness, and only silver coin could carry a ray of light into the dark stupefied recesses of those miserable wretches living in the ruins of homes haunted by memories of their dead.
She felt a very torch of happiness herself. Her body and her brain glowed with it. The currents of her blood seemed to have changed their pace and their essence. The elixir of life was in them. She felt less woman than G.o.ddess.
She knew now why she had been born, why she had waited. As long as this terrible war had to be she was thankful for her intimate contact with the very martyrdom of suffering; never else could she have known to the full the value of life and youth and health and the power to be triumphantly happy in love. She would have liked to wave a wand and make all the world happy, but as this was as little possible as to remake human nature itself she soared into an ether of her own to revel in her astounding good fortune.
II
The village she approached was picturesque in its ruin for it climbed the side of a hill, and although the Germans had set fire deliberately to every house the sh.e.l.ls for the most part remained. Along the low ridge was a row of brick walls in various stages of gaunt and jagged transfiguration. They looked less the victims of fire than of earthquake.
The narrow ascending street was filled with rubble. She picked her way and peered into the ruins. At first she saw no one; the place seemed to be deserted. Then some one moved in a dark cellar, and as she stood at the top of the short flight of steps a very old woman came forward into the light. There were two children at her heels.
Alexina suddenly felt very awkward. She had always thought the mere handing out of money the most detestable part of charity. But there was nothing here to buy. That was obvious.
The old woman however relieved her embarra.s.sment. She extended a skinny hand. The poor of France are not loquacious, but like all their compatriots they know what they want, and no doubt feel that life is simplified when they are in a position to ask for it.
Alexina gratefully handed her a coin and hurried on. Her next experience was as simple but more delicate. A younger woman had fitted up a corner of her ruin with a petticoat for roof and a plank supported by two piles of brick for counter and had laid in a supply of the post cards that pictured with terrible fidelity the ruins of her village.
Alexina bought the entire stock, "to scatter broadcast in the United States," and promised to send her friends for more; a.s.suring the woman that when the tourists came to France once more these ruined villages would be magnets for gold.
She managed to get rid of her coins without much difficulty, although comparatively few of the village"s inhabitants had returned, and these by stealth. Many of them had trekked far! Others were still detained at the hostels in Paris and other cities where they could be looked after without too much trouble.
Several had set up housekeeping in the cellars in a fashion not unlike that of their cave dwelling ancestors, and a few had found a piece of roof above ground to huddle under when it rained. Some talked to her pleasantly, some were surly, others unutterably sad. None refused her largesse, and she was amused to look back and see a little procession making for the town, no doubt with intent to purchase.
In one side street less choked with rubbish small boys were playing at war. But for the most part the children looked very sober. They had been spared the horrors of occupation but they had suffered privations and been surrounded by grief and despair.
III
When she had exhausted her supplies she took refuge in the church. It was at the end of the long street on the ridge and after she had rested she could leave the village by its farther end, and by making a long detour avoid the painful necessity of refusing alms.
There was no roof on the church; otherwise it would have been the general refuge. Part of it including the steeple was some distance away and looked as if it had been blown off. The rest had gone down with one of the walls. It was a charred unlovely ruin. Saints and virgins sometimes defied the worst that war could do, but all had succ.u.mbed here. The paneless windows in the walls that still remained precariously erect framed pictures of a quiet and lovely landscape. The stone walls were intact about the farms in which moved a few old men and women in faded cotton frocks that looked like soft pastels. The oaks were majestic and serene. The hills were lavender in the distance.
But the farm houses were in ruins and so was a chateau on a hill.
Alexina could see its black gaping walls through the grove of chestnut trees withered by the fire.