"Forest has just explained that you are organically sound--that the recovery of your memory is just a matter of time and the proper stimuli.
Now, Ben, it isn"t the purpose of this State to punish men when they are not responsible for their deeds. Melville tells me that your record, in your own home, was the best; your war record alone, I believe, would ent.i.tle you to the limit of mercy from the State. I don"t see how we can hold you responsible for deeds done while you were mentally disabled from sh.e.l.l-shock.
"All you need for complete recovery, to call everything back in your mind, is the proper stimuli. At least that is the opinion of Doctor Forest. What those proper stimuli are of course no one knows for sure--but Doctor Forest has a theory; and I think he will tell you that he will share the credit for it with the same man who has been your friend all the way through. They think they know what is best for you.
The final decision has been put up to me as to whether or not they shall be permitted to give it a trial.
"This good friend of yours has offered to try to put it through. He has a plan outlined that he"ll tell you of later, that will not only be the best possible influence toward recalling your memory, but will also give you a clean, new start in life. A chance for every success.
"So you needn"t return to Walla Walla, Darby. I"m going to parole you--under the charge of your benefactor. Melville, from now on it"s up to you."
The little, withered gray man looked very solemn as he rose. The others were stricken instantly solemn too, surprised that the droll smile they were so used to seeing had died on the homely, kindly face. Even his twinkling eyes were sobered too.
Vaguely amused, yet without scorn, McNamara and Forest got up to shake his hand. "I"ll look after him," Melville a.s.sured them. "Never fear for that."
Slight as he was, wasted by the years, his was a figure of unmistakable dignity as he thanked them, gravely and earnestly, for their kindness in Ben"s behalf. Soon after he and his young charge went out together.
III
There was a great house-cleaning in the dome of the heavens one memorable night that flashed like a jewel from the murky desolation of a rainy spring. The little winds came in troops, some from the sea, some with loads of balsam from the great forests of the Olympic Peninsula, and some, quite tired out, from the stretching sage plains to the east, and they swept the sky of clouds as a housekeeper sweeps the ceiling of cobwebs. Not a wisp, not one trailing streamer remained.
The Seattle citizenry, for the first time in some weeks, recalled the existence of the stars. These emerged in legions and armies, all the way from the finest diamond dust to great, white spheres that seemed near enough to reach up and touch. Little forgotten stars that had hidden away since Heaven knows when in the deepest recesses of the skies came out to join in the celebration. Aged men, half blind, beheld so many that they thought their sight was returning to them, and youths saw whole constellations that they had never beheld before. They continued their high revels until a magnificent moon rose in the east, too big and too bright to compete with.
It was not just a crescent moon, about to fade away, or even a rain moon--one of those standing straight up in the sky so that water can run out as out of a dipper. It was almost at its full, large and nearly round, and it made the whole city, which is rather like other cities in the daylight, seem a place of enchantment. It was so bright that the electric signs along Second Avenue were not even counter-attractions.
No living creature who saw it remained wholly unmoved by it. Wary young men, crafty and slick as foxes, found themselves proposing to their sweethearts before they could catch themselves; and maidens who had looked forward to some years yet of independent gaiety found themselves accepting. Old tom-cats went wooing; old spinsters got out old letters; old husbands thought to return and kiss their wives before venturing down to old, moth-eaten clubs. Old dogs, too well-bred to howl, were lost and absent-minded with dreams that were older than all the rest of these things put together.
But to no one in the city was the influence of the moon more potent than to Ben Darby, once known as "Wolf" Darby through certain far-spreading districts, and now newly come from the State capital, walking Seattle"s streets with his ward and benefactor, Ezra Melville. No matter how faltering was his memory in other regards, the moon, at least, was an old acquaintance. He had known it in the nights when its light had probed into his barred cell; but his intimate acquaintance with it had begun long, long before that. Not even the names that the alienist, Forest, had spoken--the names of places and people close to his own heart--stirred his memory like the sight of the mysterious sphere rolling through the empty places of the sky. It recalled, clearer than any other one thing, the time and place of his early years.
He could not put into words just how it affected him. From first to last, even through his days of crime, it had been the one thing constant--the unchanging symbol--that in any manner connected his present with his shadowed past. It had served to recall in him, more than any other one thing, the fact that there was a past to look for--the a.s.surance that somewhere, far away, he had been something more than a reckless criminal in city slums. The love he had for it was an old love, proving to him conclusively that his past life had been intimately a.s.sociated, some way, with moonlight falling in open places.
Yet the mood that was wakened in him went even farther. It was as if the sight of the argent satellite stirred and moved deep-buried instincts innate in him, in no way connected with any experience of his immediate life. Rather it was as if his love for it were a racial love, reaching back beyond his own life: something inborn in him. It was as if he were recalling it, not alone from his own past, but from a racial existence a thousand-thousand years before his own birth. His memory was strangely stifled, but, oh, he remembered the moon! Forest had spoken of stimuli!
The mere sight of the blue-white beams was the best possible stimulus to call him to himself.
Ezra Melville and he walked under it, talking little at first, and mostly the old, blue twinkling eyes watched his face. Seemingly with no other purpose than to escape the bright glare of the street lights they walked northward along the docks, below Queen Anne Hill, pa.s.sed old Rope Walk, through the suburb of Ballard, finally emerging on the Great Northern Railroad tracks heading toward Vancouver and the Canadian border. For all that Ben"s long legs had set a fast pace Melville kept cheerfully beside him throughout the long walk, seemingly without trace of fatigue.
They paused at last at a crossing, and Ben faced the open fields.
Evidently, before crime had claimed him, he had been deeply sensitive to nature"s beauty. Ezra saw him straighten, his dark, vivid face rise; his quiet talk died on his lips. Evidently the peaceful scene before him went home to him very straight. He was very near thralldom from some quality of beauty that dwelt here, some strange, deep appeal that the moonlit realm made to his heart.
For the moment Ben had forgotten the old, tried companion at his side.
Vague memories stirred him, trying to convey him an urgent message. He could all but hear: the sight of the meadows, ensilvered under the moon, were making many things plain to him which before were shadowed and vague. The steel rails gleamed like platinum, the tree tops seemed to have white, molten metal poured on them. It was hard to take his eyes off those moonlit trees. They got to him, deep inside; thrilling to him, stirring. Perhaps in his Lost Land the moon shone on the trees this same way.
There were no prison walls around him to-night. The high buildings behind him, pressing one upon another, had gone to sustain the feeling of imprisonment, but it had quite left him now. There were no cold, watchful lights,--only the moon and the stars and an occasional mellow gleam from the window of a home. There was scarcely any sound at all; not even a stir--as of prisoners tossing and uneasy in their cells. His whole body felt rested.
The air was marvelously sweet. Clover was likely in blossom in nearby fields. He breathed deep, an unknown delight stealing over him. He stole on farther, into the mystery of the night--ravished, tingling and almost breathless from an inner and inexplicable excitement. Melville walked quietly beside him.
Forest had given over the case: it was Melville"s time for experiments to-night. All the way out he had watched his patient, sounding him, studying his reactions and all that he had beheld had gone to strengthen his own convictions. And now, after this moment in the meadows, the old man was ready to go on with his plan.
"Let"s set down here," he invited casually. Ben started, emerging from his revery. The old man"s cheery smile had returned, in its full charm, to his droll face. "You"ll want to know what it"s all about--and what I have in mind. And I sure think you"ve done mighty well to hold onto your patience this long."
He sat himself on the rail, and Ben quietly took a seat beside him.
"There are plenty of things I"d like to know," he admitted.
"And plenty of things I ain"t goin" to tell you, neither--for the reason that Forest advised against it," Ezra went on. "I don"t understand it--but he says you"ve got a lot better chance to get your memory workin" clear again if things are recalled to you by the aid of "stimuli" instead of having any one tell you. I"ve agreed to supply the "stimuli."
"I don"t see any harm in tellin" you that the guesses you"ve already made are right. Your name is Ben Darby--and you used to be known as "Wolf" Darby--for reasons that sooner or later you may know. Abner Darby was your father. Edith Darby was your sister that ain"t no more. You went awhile to MacLean"s College, in Ontario.
"Now, Ben, I"m going to put a proposition up to you. I"m hoping you"ll see fit to accept it. And I might as well say right here, that while it"s the best plan possible to bring you back your memory, and that while it offers just the kind of "stimuli" you"re supposed to need, neither "stimuli" nor stimulus or stimulum has got very much to do with it. I argued that point mighty strong because I knew it would appeal to Forest, and through him, to the governor. I don"t see it makes a whale of a lot of difference whether you get your memory back or not.
"Maybe you don"t foller me. But you know and I know you"re all right now, remembering clear enough everything that happened since you was arrested, and I don"t see what difference it makes whether or not you remember who your great-aunt was, and the sc.r.a.pes you got in as a kid.
You can talk and walk and figger, get by in any comp"ny, and you suit me for a buddy just as you are. However, Forest seemed to think it was mighty important--and it may be.
"The reason I"m goin" to take you where I"m goin" to take you is for your own good. I"m sort of responsible for you, bein" your folks are dead. I know you from head to heel, and I think I know what"s good for you, what you can do and what you can"t do and where you succeed and where you fail. And I"ll say right here you wasn"t born to be no gangman in a big city like Seattle. You"ll find that isn"t your line at all."
"I"m willing to take your word for that, Mr. Melville," Ben interposed quietly.
"And I might say, now a good time as any, to let up on the "_Mister_."
My name is Ezra Melville, and I"ve been known as "Ezram" as long as I can remember, to my friends. The Darbys in particular called me that, and you"re a Darby.
"I"ll say in the beginning I can"t do for you all I"d like to do, simply because I haven"t the means. The first time you saw me I was walkin"
ties, and you"ll see me walkin" some more of "em before you"re done. I know you ain"t got any money, and due to the poker habit I ain"t got much either--in spite of the fact I"ve done two men"s work for something over forty years. On this expedition to come we"ll have to go on the cheaps. No Pullmans, no hotels--sleeping out the hay when we"re caught out at night. Maybe ridin" the blinds, whenever we can. I"m awful sorry, but it jest can"t be helped. But I will say--when it comes to work I can do my full share, without kickin"."
Ben stared in amazement. It was almost as if the old man were pleading a case, rather than giving glorious alms to one to whom hope had seemed dead. Ben tried to cut in, to ask questions, but the old man"s words swept his own away.
"To begin at the beginning, I"ve got a brother--leastwise I had him a few weeks ago--Hiram Melville by name," Ezram went on. "You"d remember him well enough. He was a prospector up to a place called Snowy Gulch--a town way up in the Caribou Mountains, in Canada. Some weeks ago, herdin"
cattle in Eastern Oregon, I got a letter from him, and started north, runnin" into you on the way up. The letter"s right here."
He drew a white envelope from his coat pocket, opening it slowly. "This is a real proposition, son," he went on in a sobered voice. "I"m mighty glad that I"ve got something, at least worth lookin" into, to let you in on. I only wish it was more."
"Why should you want to let me in on anything?" Ben asked clearly.
The direct question received only a stare of blank amazement from Ezram.
"Why should I--" he repeated, seemingly surprised out of his life by the question. "Shucks, and quit interruptin" me. But I"ll say right here I"ve got my own ideas, if you must know. Didn"t I hear that while you was rampin" around the underworld, you showed yourself a mighty good fighter? Well, there"s likely to be some fightin" where we"re goin", and I want some one to do it besides myself. If there ain"t fightin", at least they"ll be worklots of work. Maybe I"m gettin" a little too old to do much of it. I want a buddy--some one who will go halfway with me."
"Therefore I suppose you go to the "pen" to find one," Ben commented, wholly unconvinced.
"I"m going to make this proposition good," Ezram went on as if he had not heard, "probably a fourth--maybe even a third--to you. And I ain"t such a fool as I look, neither. I know the chances of comin" out right on it are twice as good if somebody young and strong, and who can fight, is in on it with me. Listen to this."
Opening the letter, he read laboriously:
Snowy Gulch, B.C.
DEAR BROTHER EZRA:--
I rite this with what I think is my dying hand. It"s my will too.
I"m at the hotel at Snowy Gulch--and not much more time. You know I"ve been hunting a claim. Well, I found it--rich a pocket as any body want, worth a quarter million any how and in a district where the Snowy Gulch folks believe there ain"t a grain of gold.
It"s yours. Come up and get it quick before some thieves up hear jump it. Lookout for Jeffery Neilson and his gang they seen some of my dust. I"m too sick to go to recorder in Bradleyburg and record claim. Get copy of this letter to carry, put this in some safe place. The only condition is you take good care of Fenris, the pet I raised from a pup. You"ll find him and my gun at Steve Morris"s.