Fred put his hand on the door. "Where to? You must have food."
"Do you know any quiet place, where I won"t be stared at? I"ve still got make-up on."
"I do. Nice English chop-house on Forty-fourth Street. n.o.body there at night but theater people after the show, and a few bachelors." He opened the door and spoke to the driver.
As the car turned, Thea reached across to the front seat and drew Dr.
Archie"s handkerchief out of his breast pocket.
"This comes to me naturally," she said, rubbing her cheeks and eyebrows.
"When I was little I always loved your handkerchiefs because they were silk and smelled of Cologne water. I think they must have been the only really clean handkerchiefs in Moonstone. You were always wiping my face with them, when you met me out in the dust, I remember. Did I never have any?"
"I think you"d nearly always used yours up on your baby brother."
Thea sighed. "Yes, Thor had such a way of getting messy. You say he"s a good chauffeur?" She closed her eyes for a moment as if they were tired.
Suddenly she looked up. "Isn"t it funny, how we travel in circles? Here you are, still getting me clean, and Fred is still feeding me. I would have died of starvation at that boarding-house on Indiana Avenue if he hadn"t taken me out to the Buckingham and filled me up once in a while.
What a cavern I was to fill, too. The waiters used to look astonished.
I"m still singing on that food."
Fred alighted and gave Thea his arm as they crossed the icy sidewalk.
They were taken upstairs in an antiquated lift and found the cheerful chop-room half full of supper parties. An English company playing at the Empire had just come in. The waiters, in red waistcoats, were hurrying about. Fred got a table at the back of the room, in a corner, and urged his waiter to get the oysters on at once.
"Takes a few minutes to open them, sir," the man expostulated.
"Yes, but make it as few as possible, and bring the lady"s first. Then grilled chops with kidneys, and salad."
Thea began eating celery stalks at once, from the base to the foliage.
"Necker said something nice to me tonight. You might have thought the management would say something, but not they." She looked at Fred from under her blackened lashes. "It WAS a stunt, to jump in and sing that second act without rehearsal. It doesn"t sing itself."
Ottenburg was watching her brilliant eyes and her face. She was much handsomer than she had been early in the evening. Excitement of this sort enriched her. It was only under such excitement, he reflected, that she was entirely illuminated, or wholly present. At other times there was something a little cold and empty, like a big room with no people in it. Even in her most genial moods there was a shadow of restlessness, as if she were waiting for something and were exercising the virtue of patience. During dinner she had been as kind as she knew how to be, to him and to Archie, and had given them as much of herself as she could.
But, clearly, she knew only one way of being really kind, from the core of her heart out; and there was but one way in which she could give herself to people largely and gladly, spontaneously. Even as a girl she had been at her best in vigorous effort, he remembered; physical effort, when there was no other kind at hand. She could be expansive only in explosions. Old Nathanmeyer had seen it. In the very first song Fred had ever heard her sing, she had unconsciously declared it.
Thea Kronborg turned suddenly from her talk with Archie and peered suspiciously into the corner where Ottenburg sat with folded arms, observing her. "What"s the matter with you, Fred? I"m afraid of you when you"re quiet,--fortunately you almost never are. What are you thinking about?"
"I was wondering how you got right with the orchestra so quickly, there at first. I had a flash of terror," he replied easily.
She bolted her last oyster and ducked her head. "So had I! I don"t know how I did catch it. Desperation, I suppose; same way the Indian babies swim when they"re thrown into the river. I HAD to. Now it"s over, I"m glad I had to. I learned a whole lot to-night."
Archie, who usually felt that it behooved him to be silent during such discussions, was encouraged by her geniality to venture, "I don"t see how you can learn anything in such a turmoil; or how you can keep your mind on it, for that matter."
Thea glanced about the room and suddenly put her hand up to her hair.
"Mercy, I"ve no hat on! Why didn"t you tell me? And I seem to be wearing a rumpled dinner dress, with all this paint on my face! I must look like something you picked up on Second Avenue. I hope there are no Colorado reformers about, Dr. Archie. What a dreadful old pair these people must be thinking you! Well, I had to eat." She sniffed the savor of the grill as the waiter uncovered it. "Yes, draught beer, please. No, thank you, Fred, NO champagne.--To go back to your question, Dr. Archie, you can believe I keep my mind on it. That"s the whole trick, in so far as stage experience goes; keeping right there every second. If I think of anything else for a flash, I"m gone, done for. But at the same time, one can take things in--with another part of your brain, maybe. It"s different from what you get in study, more practical and conclusive.
There are some things you learn best in calm, and some in storm. You learn the delivery of a part only before an audience."
"Heaven help us," gasped Ottenburg. "Weren"t you hungry, though! It"s beautiful to see you eat."
"Glad you like it. Of course I"m hungry. Are you staying over for "Rheingold" Friday afternoon?"
"My dear Thea,"--Fred lit a cigarette,--"I"m a serious business man now.
I have to sell beer. I"m due in Chicago on Wednesday. I"d come back to hear you, but FRICKA is not an alluring part."
"Then you"ve never heard it well done." She spoke up hotly. "Fat German woman scolding her husband, eh? That"s not my idea. Wait till you hear my FRICKA. It"s a beautiful part." Thea leaned forward on the table and touched Archie"s arm. "You remember, Dr. Archie, how my mother always wore her hair, parted in the middle and done low on her neck behind, so you got the shape of her head and such a calm, white forehead? I wear mine like that for FRICKA. A little more coronet effect, built up a little higher at the sides, but the idea"s the same. I think you"ll notice it." She turned to Ottenburg reproachfully: "It"s n.o.ble music, Fred, from the first measure. There"s nothing lovelier than the WONNIGER HAUSRATH. It"s all such comprehensive sort of music--fateful. Of course, FRICKA KNOWS," Thea ended quietly.
Fred sighed. "There, you"ve spoiled my itinerary. Now I"ll have to come back, of course. Archie, you"d better get busy about seats to-morrow."
"I can get you box seats, somewhere. I know n.o.body here, and I never ask for any." Thea began hunting among her wraps. "Oh, how funny! I"ve only these short woolen gloves, and no sleeves. Put on my coat first. Those English people can"t make out where you got your lady, she"s so made up of contradictions." She rose laughing and plunged her arms into the coat Dr. Archie held for her. As she settled herself into it and b.u.t.toned it under her chin, she gave him an old signal with her eyelid. "I"d like to sing another part to-night. This is the sort of evening I fancy, when there"s something to do. Let me see: I have to sing in "Trovatore"
Wednesday night, and there are rehearsals for the "Ring" every day this week. Consider me dead until Sat.u.r.day, Dr. Archie. I invite you both to dine with me on Sat.u.r.day night, the day after "Rheingold." And Fred must leave early, for I want to talk to you alone. You"ve been here nearly a week, and I haven"t had a serious word with you. TAK FOR MAD, Fred, as the Norwegians say."
VIII
THE "Ring of the Niebelungs" was to be given at the Metropolitan on four successive Friday afternoons. After the first of these performances, Fred Ottenburg went home with Landry for tea. Landry was one of the few public entertainers who own real estate in New York. He lived in a little three-story brick house on Jane Street, in Greenwich Village, which had been left to him by the same aunt who paid for his musical education.
Landry was born, and spent the first fifteen years of his life, on a rocky Connecticut farm not far from Cos Cob. His father was an ignorant, violent man, a bungling farmer and a brutal husband. The farmhouse, dilapidated and damp, stood in a hollow beside a marshy pond. Oliver had worked hard while he lived at home, although he was never clean or warm in winter and had wretched food all the year round. His spare, dry figure, his prominent larynx, and the peculiar red of his face and hands belonged to the ch.o.r.eboy he had never outgrown. It was as if the farm, knowing he would escape from it as early as he could, had ground its mark on him deep. When he was fifteen Oliver ran away and went to live with his Catholic aunt, on Jane Street, whom his mother was never allowed to visit. The priest of St. Joseph"s Parish discovered that he had a voice.
Landry had an affection for the house on Jane Street, where he had first learned what cleanliness and order and courtesy were. When his aunt died he had the place done over, got an Irish housekeeper, and lived there with a great many beautiful things he had collected. His living expenses were never large, but he could not restrain himself from buying graceful and useless objects. He was a collector for much the same reason that he was a Catholic, and he was a Catholic chiefly because his father used to sit in the kitchen and read aloud to his hired men disgusting "exposures" of the Roman Church, enjoying equally the hideous stories and the outrage to his wife"s feelings.
At first Landry bought books; then rugs, drawings, china. He had a beautiful collection of old French and Spanish fans. He kept them in an escritoire he had brought from Spain, but there were always a few of them lying about in his sitting-room.
While Landry and his guest were waiting for the tea to be brought, Ottenburg took up one of these fans from the low marble mantel-shelf and opened it in the firelight. One side was painted with a pearly sky and floating clouds. On the other was a formal garden where an elegant shepherdess with a mask and crook was fleeing on high heels from a satin-coated shepherd.
"You ought not to keep these things about, like this, Oliver. The dust from your grate must get at them."
"It does, but I get them to enjoy them, not to have them. They"re pleasant to glance at and to play with at odd times like this, when one is waiting for tea or something."
Fred smiled. The idea of Landry stretched out before his fire playing with his fans, amused him. Mrs. McGinnis brought the tea and put it before the hearth: old teacups that were velvety to the touch and a pot-bellied silver cream pitcher of an Early Georgian pattern, which was always brought, though Landry took rum.
Fred drank his tea walking about, examining Landry"s sumptuous writing-table in the alcove and the Boucher drawing in red chalk over the mantel. "I don"t see how you can stand this place without a heroine.
It would give me a raging thirst for gallantries."
Landry was helping himself to a second cup of tea. "Works quite the other way with me. It consoles me for the lack of her. It"s just feminine enough to be pleasant to return to. Not any more tea? Then sit down and play for me. I"m always playing for other people, and I never have a chance to sit here quietly and listen."
Ottenburg opened the piano and began softly to boom forth the shadowy introduction to the opera they had just heard. "Will that do?" he asked jokingly. "I can"t seem to get it out of my head."
"Oh, excellently! Thea told me it was quite wonderful, the way you can do Wagner scores on the piano. So few people can give one any idea of the music. Go ahead, as long as you like. I can smoke, too." Landry flattened himself out on his cushions and abandoned himself to ease with the circ.u.mstance of one who has never grown quite accustomed to ease.
Ottenburg played on, as he happened to remember. He understood now why Thea wished him to hear her in "Rheingold." It had been clear to him as soon as FRICKA rose from sleep and looked out over the young world, stretching one white arm toward the new Gotterburg shining on the heights. "WOTAN! GEMAHL! ERWACHE!" She was pure Scandinavian, this FRICKA: "Swedish summer"! he remembered old Mr. Nathanmeyer"s phrase.
She had wished him to see her because she had a distinct kind of loveliness for this part, a shining beauty like the light of sunset on distant sails. She seemed to take on the look of immortal loveliness, the youth of the golden apples, the shining body and the shining mind.
FRICKA had been a jealous spouse to him for so long that he had forgot she meant wisdom before she meant domestic order, and that, in any event, she was always a G.o.ddess. The FRICKA of that afternoon was so clear and sunny, so n.o.bly conceived, that she made a whole atmosphere about herself and quite redeemed from shabbiness the helplessness and unscrupulousness of the G.o.ds. Her reproaches to WOTAN were the pleadings of a tempered mind, a consistent sense of beauty. In the long silences of her part, her shining presence was a visible complement to the discussion of the orchestra. As the themes which were to help in weaving the drama to its end first came vaguely upon the ear, one saw their import and tendency in the face of this clearest-visioned of the G.o.ds.
In the scene between FRICKA and WOTAN, Ottenburg stopped. "I can"t seem to get the voices, in there."
Landry chuckled. "Don"t try. I know it well enough. I expect I"ve been over that with her a thousand times. I was playing for her almost every day when she was first working on it. When she begins with a part she"s hard to work with: so slow you"d think she was stupid if you didn"t know her. Of course she blames it all on her accompanist. It goes on like that for weeks sometimes. This did. She kept shaking her head and staring and looking gloomy. All at once, she got her line--it usually comes suddenly, after stretches of not getting anywhere at all--and after that it kept changing and clearing. As she worked her voice into it, it got more and more of that "gold" quality that makes her FRICKA so different."
Fred began FRICKA"S first aria again. "It"s certainly different. Curious how she does it. Such a beautiful idea, out of a part that"s always been so ungrateful. She"s a lovely thing, but she was never so beautiful as that, really. n.o.body is." He repeated the loveliest phrase. "How does she manage it, Landry? You"ve worked with her."
Landry drew cherishingly on the last cigarette he meant to permit himself before singing. "Oh, it"s a question of a big personality--and all that goes with it. Brains, of course. Imagination, of course. But the important thing is that she was born full of color, with a rich personality. That"s a gift of the G.o.ds, like a fine nose. You have it, or you haven"t. Against it, intelligence and musicianship and habits of industry don"t count at all. Singers are a conventional race. When Thea was studying in Berlin the other girls were mortally afraid of her. She has a pretty rough hand with women, dull ones, and she could be rude, too! The girls used to call her DIE WOLFIN."