"We had an awfully jolly crowd on board," said De Peyster. "There were Emory and Eustis, who you say have just left you, and then there were three charming married women who insisted on my playing bridge with them every afternoon."
"They did not have to insist very hard, did they, Ferdy?" interrupted Helen--"with your reputation for gallantry."
Ferdinand smiled complacently. "Making up a fourth at bridge comes under the definition of "first aid to the wounded,"" he replied, "but I did not object at all to being the doctor. Their conversation was so clever, you know."
"Clever conversation always helps good bridge," Armstrong interrupted, dryly; but De Peyster was already deep in his story.
"One afternoon they had a discussion as to how large an allowance for personal expenses would make each one perfectly happy,--funny subject, wasn"t it? Well, one of them said ten thousand a year would take care of her troubles nicely; the second one was more modest and thought five thousand would do,--but what do you think my partner said? She was a demure little lady from Chicago and had only been married a year and a half."
"Don"t keep us in suspense, Ferdy," said Helen, as De Peyster yielded to the humor of his recollections.
"Truly, it was awfully funny," he continued. "She looked rather frightened when the conversation began, and when they urged her to set a price she said, "I would be perfectly satisfied if I could afford to spend just what I am spending.""
"She had a conscience--that is the only difference between her and the other women," Armstrong commented.
"Perhaps," added Helen; "but I"ll guarantee that in another year she will be getting a divorce from her husband on the ground of incompatibility of income."
"Then in the evenings," De Peyster went on, "the men got together in the smoke-room, but I think we drank too much. I always felt uncomfortable when I got up next morning."
"Another encouragement for my _magnum opus_!" exclaimed Uncle Peabody.
"I am going to invent a wine possessing such qualities that the more one drinks of it the better he will feel next morning."
"If you succeed you will have clubdom at your feet," Armstrong replied, while De Peyster feelingly nodded a.s.sent.
"Would you mind if I invited Inez to drive with me to-morrow, Helen?"
ventured Ferdinand, abruptly, looking anxiously at Miss Thayer. "I know you honeymooners won"t mind being left alone if I can persuade her."
"By all means, Ferdy--unless Inez has some other plans. Jack has been making her ride his hobby ever since she arrived, and I have no doubt she will be glad enough to escape us for a little breathing-spell."
"If you put it that way I shall certainly decline"--Inez failed to show any great enthusiasm--"but otherwise I shall be very glad to go."
"Jack intends to put his automobile together to-morrow," Uncle Peabody remarked, "so it will be just as well not to have any one outside the family within hearing distance."
Armstrong tried to wither Uncle Peabody with a glance, but ran up against a smiling face so beaming with good-nature that even real anger would have been dispelled.
"For Helen"s sake--" Jack began, but Uncle Peabody interrupted.
"For Helen"s sake you will hasten the arrival of your chauffeur, if such a thing be possible."
The following day was an eventful one. First of all, as if in response to Uncle Peabody"s exhortation, the chauffeur appeared. Mr. Cartwright departed for the city soon after breakfast, to be gone all day, and by the time the heat of the afternoon had subsided De Peyster drove up in state to enforce the promise Inez had given him the afternoon before.
After watching them drive away, Helen slipped her hand through her husband"s arm and gently drew him with her into the garden. They walked in silence, Helen"s head resting against his shoulder, until they reached her favorite vantage-spot, when she paused and looked smilingly into his face.
"Jack dear," she said, quietly, "do you realize that this is almost the first time we have really been by ourselves since we took that walk to Fiesole?"
"But at least you have had an opportunity to show your villa to your friends!"
"Don"t joke, Jack--I am not in the mood for it this afternoon. I don"t know why, but I have been feeling very serious these last few days. Tell me, dear--are you perfectly happy?"
Armstrong looked surprised. "Why, yes--perfectly happy. What a curious notion!"
"I know it is, but humor me just this once. Are you as fond of me now as you were that day at Fiesole?"
"You silly child!" Jack drew her to him and kissed her. "Whatever has possessed you to-day?"
"I don"t know, but you see I measure everything by that day at Fiesole.
I believe it was the happiest day I ever spent. Since then, somehow, I have felt that we were not so near together. Of course, you have been away a good deal at the library and looking up things with Inez, which was just what I wanted you to do; and then we have had a good many here to entertain, which was also what I wanted; but I can"t help feeling that you have not found here at home just what you should have found to make you perfectly happy. Tell me, dear, have I been to blame?"
Armstrong paused as if weighing something heavily in his mind. "Perhaps I have no right to go on with this work," he remarked, at length, "but the only way to stop it would be to leave Florence."
"You know I don"t mean that, Jack."
"I know you don"t. I am speaking simply for myself."
He was again silent, and Helen hesitated to break in upon his reverie.
He seemed for the moment to be far away from her, and she felt an intangible barrier between them.
"I could not make any one understand." Armstrong was speaking more to himself than to her. "Ever since I left Florence years ago I have felt something pulling me back, and ever since I have been here I have been under influences which I can explain no more than I can resist. It must be this, if anything, that you feel."
"I think I understand," Helen hastened to rea.s.sure him. "Sometimes when I have been playing something on the piano I have the strangest sensation come over me. I seem to lose my own individuality and to be merged into another"s. I feel impelled to play on, and an unspeakable dread comes over me lest some one should try to stop me. Is it not something like that which you feel?"
"Yes," replied Armstrong, "only a thousand times stronger than any one could put in words."
"I know exactly what you mean--and there is nothing for which you need blame yourself. You warned me before we left Boston that you had left here a second personality. I know that you confidently expected your own enthusiasm to excite my interest when once in the atmosphere. I wish that it had, dear, but I fear I am hopelessly modern."
Armstrong looked at his wife intently, yet he gave no evidence that he had heard her words.
"I have started on a great task at the library, Helen. The spirit of work is on me, and I feel that I have a chance to prove myself one of that glorious company. I may find myself unequal to the opportunity, but if we stay here in Florence I cannot keep away from it. If my absence from you makes you unhappy I must separate myself from these a.s.sociations."
"No, indeed," cried Helen. "I would not have you stop your work for worlds. Even though I am unable to appreciate it, you know how interested I am in anything which adds to your happiness--and I am so proud of you, dear! That was one reason why I was glad that Inez could spend a little time with us. She, at least, can help you."
"She can indeed," replied Armstrong, frankly, "and she has already. I have never seen a girl with such natural intellectual gifts. Her arguments are so logical, her reasoning so clear, that I find even her disagreements most entertaining. What a pity she is not a man!"
"I knew you would like her," answered Helen. "Sometimes I think you ought to have married a girl like her instead of me, but"--Helen looked at him smilingly and drew closer to him--"but I am awfully glad that you didn"t, Jack!"
"What nonsense, Helen!" cried Armstrong, coming to himself and drawing her to him. "Who is fishing now? I would ask no better chum than your charming, brown-eyed friend, but I am quite content that I possess as wife this sweet girl here in my arms who is trying to find a cloud in this cloudless sky."
"Oh no, Jack." Helen straightened up reproachfully. "But I like to hear you say these things--just as you did that day at Fiesole! And even if I should find a cloud it would be sure to have a silver lining, wouldn"t it, dear?"
Armstrong smiled. "Yes, sweetheart, and, as Uncle Peabody says, "all you would have to do would be to turn it around lining side out.""
VII
Inez Thayer found herself overwhelmed by a varied mingling of conflicting emotions as she settled herself in the victoria, and listened without remark to the enthusiastic and joyous monologue to which her companion gave free rein. She felt herself absolutely helpless, borne along resistlessly like a rudderless ship by a force which she could neither control nor fully comprehend. She still longed for a valid excuse to leave Florence, yet in her heart she questioned whether she would now be strong enough to embrace the opportunity even if it came. She had dreaded the certain appearance of De Peyster, yet she had been eager to enter into the inevitable final discussion so that the episode might be closed forever. She said to herself that she hated Armstrong for the mastery which he unconsciously possessed over her, yet every thought of him thrilled her with a delight which nothing in her life had before given her. The color came to her cheeks even now, and De Peyster, watching her intently, thought it was in response to his own remark and felt encouraged.