The thing turned from the sun to the land. There it stood, on its crooked hind limb, loose pieces of gel sliding off it. How many houses high was it, how many hills? Its chest and limbs were patterned with rectangular excavations like a rock quarry; our last unfinished blanket of thigh flesh drooped, dripping. There was a neatly cut cavity where the s.e.x had been, full of drips and runnels like a grotto in the hill caves. Its eye was still sealed, its mouth torn partly open. Brain-fluid and matter ran down either side of the gray-stopped nose, in the high sun.
My own head felt light and hollow. Good, was the only thought in it. My heart thumped hard and burned red. Crush the whole town. And the plan, too, and everyone on it. Do that.
Three small, ornamental picture frames appeared in my mind, around three faces-Jumi"s, Dochi"s, Jupi"s-all looking downward, or to the side. Far overhead, guilt whipped at me as always, but it barely stung. I was deep in my insides; against my cheek and ear, some black inner organ, quite separate from my body"s functioning, turned and gleamed.
It"s only fair.
The beast managed, though one-legged, to take a kind of step. But it sagged toward the missing toe; it gripped and tried to hold itself upright with a toe that wasn"t there. Then the weakened knee gave, and the creature jerked and wobbled tremendously above us. And fell-of course it fell. But it fell away from us, stretching itself out across the farther plans.
And it lay still.
There were several moments of silence. Nothing moved but eyes.
Then there was an explosion around me, a fountain of striped shirts and shouting mouths, a surge forward.
I knew what they meant; I myself was hot bowelled and shaking with relief. But I didn"t surge or shout or leap; I couldn"t quite believe. So vast a creature and so strange, and yet the life in it was one-moment-there, next-moment-gone, just as for a dog under a bus wheel, or a chicken that a jumi pulls the neck of. And the world adjusts around it like water; as soon as the fear is gone, as soon as the danger is pa.s.sed, normalness slips in on all sides, to cover up that any life was ever there.
The plan-workers rushed in. People came exclaiming into the yards from the town-those who had not seen had certainly heard, had felt the ground jump as the beast collapsed. Women and children crowded at the plan gates, and some of the little boys were allowed to run in because they were not bad luck like the girls and women.
Lots of people-and I was one of these-felt we had to approach the beast and touch it. Lots of us felt compelled to walk its length and see its motionlessness end to end for ourselves, see its dead face.
"Oh, oh," I said, to no one, as I walked, as I stroked the skin. "All my Jupi"s careful work."
All the plans from 16 to 13 were cracked clean through. The beast had crushed plan 13"s steamer-shed to splinters, its try-pots to copper pancakes; it had filled plan 12"s hair-shed to the rafters with brain-spheres-dead spheres, gray-purplish spheres, spheres that held nothing unexpected.
The stretcher-men went to and fro with their serious faces, bearing their serious loads. The bosses withdrew; theirs was the most urgent work. The rest of us could do nothing until they had bargained our jobs back into being, weighed up the damage and set it against the value of the beast and parceled everything out appropriately. Yet we couldn"t leave, could only wander dazed, and examine, and exclaim.
Finally they made us go, because some of the day-jobbers were found snipping pieces of hair, or taking chunks of eyeball or some such, and they put ribbons and guards all around the beast and brought the soldiers in to clear the plans and keep them clear.
So Jupi and Dochi and I, we walked, still all wobbly, back to our uncrushed home. There was Jumi, waiting to be told, and Jupi described how he had seen it, and Dochi how it had looked from his position up on the forelimb, and I told her yes, between them that was pretty much how it had seemed to me. There was too much to say, and yet none of it would tell properly what had happened, even to people who"d been there too.
Still people tried and tried. They came and went-we came and went ourselves-and everyone kept trying.
"How would it be!" said Mavourn.
We were all in the beer-shanty by then. I looked down at the thin foam on the beer he had bought me, and smelled the smell, and thought how I didn"t want ever to like drinking beer.
"How would it be," he said, "to be a beast, to wake up and find yourself chopped half to pieces, and not in the ether anymore, and with no fellow beast to hear your cry?"
"No one can know that, Mavourn," said Jupi. "No one can know how a beast thinks, what a beast feels."
I looked around the table. My colleagues shook their heads, some of them muzzy with the beer. Some were my family-there was Jupi here, and two distant cousins across from me. I had wanted them all crushed, a few hours ago; what on earth made me want that, in the moment when the beast wavered, and the future was not set?
I could not say. That moment had gone, and the heat in my heart had gone with it. I picked up the beer. I closed my nose to the smell; I looked beyond the far rim so as not to see the slick on the surface from the unclean cup. And I sipped and swallowed, and I put the cup down, and I shook my head along with the other men.
MARGO LANAGAN was born in 1960 and grew up in the Hunter Valley (New South Wales) and Melbourne, Australia. She traveled a bit, studied history at university in Perth and Sydney, and has worked as a kitchen hand and encyclopedia seller, as well as spending ten years as a freelance book editor. She is now a technical writer as well as a creative one. She has written three books of junior fiction-Wild Game, The Tankermen, and Walking Through Albert- and two books of YA realistic fiction-The Best Thing and Touching Earth Lightly. Her short fiction has been collected in White Time and World Fantasy Award winner Black Juice. Her most recent book is the collection Red Spikes.
She lives in Sydney with her partner and their two sons. Her Web site is www.amongamidwhile.blogspot.com.
AUTHOR"S NOTE.
"An Honest Day"s Work" is directly inspired by photographs (particularly Edward Burtynsky"s photographs) and a doc.u.mentary I saw on TV about shipbreaking yards in India and Bangladesh, where retired ships are taken apart by workers using only the most basic equipment-such as their own bare hands. The workplaces are highly dangerous and thoroughly contaminated with asbestos, heavy metals, and poisons. The main causes of death and injury are explosions or fires, falls, being hit by falling steel plates and the like, suffocation, and the inhalation of carbon dioxide.
This is also a whaling-station story-I have stolen some of the tools and jargon from whalers-only the "whales" are larger than oil tankers and similar in nature to humans.
It"s also about communities that operate on the fringes (and largely out of sight and out of mind) of more prosperous, more technologically advanced nations than themselves-how they manage to survive and how they regard themselves and their invisible, distant bosses.
But mainly it"s about sense of scale, about tiny humans working on vast objects that they only partly understand.
LOST CONTINENT.
Greg Egan.
1.
Ali"s uncle took hold of his right arm and offered it to the stranger, who gripped it firmly by the wrist.
"From this moment on, you must obey this man," his uncle instructed him. "Obey him as you would obey your father. Your life depends on it."
"Yes, Uncle." Ali kept his eyes respectfully lowered.
"Come with me, boy," said the stranger, heading for the door.
"Yes, haji," Ali mumbled, following meekly. He could hear his mother still sobbing quietly in the next room, and he had to fight to hold back his own tears. He had said good-bye to his mother and his uncle, but he"d had no chance for any parting words with his cousins. It was halfway between midnight and dawn, and if anyone else in the household was awake, they were huddled beneath their blankets, straining to hear what was going on but not daring to show their faces.
The stranger strode out into the cold night, hand still around Ali"s wrist like an iron shackle. He led Ali to the Land Cruiser that sat in the icy mud outside his uncle"s house, its frosted surfaces glinting in the starlight, an apparition from a nightmare. Just the smell of it made Ali rigid with fear; it was the smell that had presaged his father"s death, his brother"s disappearance. Experience had taught him that such a machine could only bring tragedy, but his uncle had entrusted him to its driver. He forced himself to approach without resisting.
The stranger finally released his grip on Ali and opened a door at the rear of the vehicle. "Get in and cover yourself with the blanket. Don"t move, and don"t make a sound, whatever happens. Don"t ask me any questions, and don"t ask me to stop. Do you need to take a p.i.s.s?"
"No, haji," Ali replied, his face burning with shame. Did the man think he was a child?
"All right, get in there."
As Ali complied, the man spoke in a grimly humorous tone. "You think you show me respect by calling me "haji"? Every old man in your village is "haji"! I haven"t just been to Mecca. I"ve been there in the time of the Prophet, peace be upon him." Ali covered his face with the ragged blanket, which was imbued with the concentrated stench of the machine. He pictured the stranger standing in the darkness for a moment, musing arrogantly about his unnatural pilgrimage. The man wore enough gold to buy Ali"s father"s farm ten times over. Now his uncle had sold that farm, and his mother"s jewelry-the hard-won wealth of generations-and handed all the money to this boastful man, who claimed he could spirit Ali away to a place and a time where he"d be safe.
The Land Cruiser"s engine shuddered to life. Ali felt the vehicle moving backward at high speed, an alarming sensation. Then it stopped and moved forward, squealing as it changed direction; he could picture the tracks in the mud.
It was his first time ever in one of these machines. A few of his friends had taken rides with the Scholars, sitting in the back in the kind with the uncovered tray. They"d fired rifles into the air and shouted wildly before tumbling out, covered with dust, alive with excitement for the next ten days. Those friends had all been Sunni, of course. For Shi"a, rides with the Scholars had a different kind of ending.
Khurosan had been ravaged by war for as long as Ali could remember. For decades, tyrants of unimaginable cruelty from far in the future had given their weapons to factions throughout the country, who"d used them in their squabbles over land and power. Sometimes the warlords had sent recruiting parties into the valley to take young men to use as soldiers, but in the early days the villagers had banded together to hide their sons, or to bribe the recruiters to move on. Sunni or Shi"a, it made no difference; neighbor had worked with neighbor to outsmart the bandits who called themselves soldiers and keep the village intact.
Then four years ago, the Scholars had come, and everything had changed.
Whether the Scholars were from the past or the future was unclear, but they certainly had weapons and vehicles from the future. They had ridden triumphantly across Khurosan in their Land Cruisers, killing some warlords, bribing others, conquering the b.l.o.o.d.y patchwork of squalid fiefdoms one by one. Many people had cheered them on, because they had promised to bring unity and piety to the land. The warlords and their rabble armies had kidnapped and raped women and boys at will; the Scholars had hung the rapists from the gates of the cities. The warlords had set up checkpoints on every road, to extort money from travelers; the Scholars had opened the roads again for trade and pilgrimage in safety.
The Scholars" conquest of the land remained incomplete, though, and a savage battle was still being waged in the north. When the Scholars had come to Ali"s village looking for soldiers themselves, they"d brought a new strategy to the recruitment drive: they would take only Shi"a for the front line, to face the bullets of the unsubdued warlords. Shi"a, the Scholars declared, were not true Muslims, and this was the only way they could redeem themselves: laying down their lives for their more pious and deserving Sunni countrymen.
This deceit, this flattery and cruelty, had cleaved the village in two. Many friends remained loyal across the divide, but the old trust, the old unity was gone.
Two months before, one of Ali"s neighbors had betrayed his older brother"s hiding place to the Scholars. They had come to the farm in the early hours of the morning, a dozen of them in two Land Cruisers, and dragged Ha.s.san away. Ali had watched helplessly from his own hiding place, forbidden by his father to try to intervene. And what could their rifles have done against the Scholars" weapons, which sprayed bullets too fast and numerous to count?
The next morning, Ali"s father had gone to the Scholars" post in the village to try to pay a bribe to get Ha.s.san back. Ali had waited, watching the farm from the hillside above. When a single Land Cruiser had returned, his heart had swelled with hope. Even when the Scholars had thrown a limp figure from the vehicle, he"d thought it might be Ha.s.san, unconscious from a beating but still alive, ready to be nursed back to health.
It was not Ha.s.san. It was his father. They had slit his throat and left a coin in his mouth.
Ali had buried his father and walked half a day to the next village, where his mother had been staying with his uncle. His uncle had arranged the sale of the farm to a wealthy neighbor, then sought out a mosarfar-e-waqt to take Ali to safety.
Ali had protested, but it had all been decided, and his wishes had counted for nothing. His mother would live under the protection of her brother, while Ali built a life for himself in the future. Perhaps Ha.s.san would escape from the Scholars, G.o.d willing, but that was out of their hands. What mattered, his mother insisted, was getting her youngest son out of the Scholars" reach.
In the back of the Land Cruiser, Ali"s mind was in turmoil. He didn"t want to flee this way, but he had no doubt that his life would be in danger if he remained. He wanted his brother back and his father avenged, he wanted to see the Scholars destroyed, but their only remaining enemies with any real power were murderous criminals who hated his own people as much as the Scholars themselves did. There was no righteous army to join, with clean hands and pure hearts.
The Land Cruiser slowed, then came to a halt, the engine still idling. The mosarfar-e-waqt called out a greeting, then began exchanging friendly words with someone, presumably a Scholar guarding the road.
Ali"s blood turned to ice; what if this stranger simply handed him over? How much loyalty could mere money buy? His uncle had made inquiries of people with connections up and down the valley and had satisfied himself about the man"s reputation, but however much the mosarfar-e-waqt valued his good name and the profits it brought him, there"d always be some other kind of deal to be made, some profit to be found in betrayal.
Both men laughed, then bid each other farewell. The Land Cruiser accelerated.
For what seemed like hours, Ali lay still and listened to the purring of the engine, trying to judge how far they"d come. He had never been out of the valley in his life, and he had only the sketchiest notion of what lay beyond. As dawn approached, his curiosity overwhelmed him, and he moved quietly to shift the blanket just enough to let him catch a glimpse through the rear window. There was a mountain peak visible to the left, topped with snow, crisp in the predawn light. He wasn"t sure if this was a mountain he knew, viewed from an unfamiliar angle, or one he"d never seen before.
Not long afterward they stopped to pray. They made their ablutions in a small, icy stream. They prayed side by side, Sunni and Shi"a, and Ali"s fear and suspicion retreated a little. However arrogant this man was, at least he didn"t share the Scholars" contempt for Ali"s people.
After praying, they ate in silence. The mosarfar-e-waqt had brought bread, dried fruit, and salted meat. As Ali looked around, it was clear that they"d long ago left any kind of man-made track behind. They were following a mountain pa.s.s, on higher ground than the valley but still far below the snow line.
They traveled through the mountains for three days, finally emerging onto a wind-blasted, dusty plain. Ali had grown stiff from lying curled up for hours, and the second time they stopped on the plain, he made the most of the chance to stretch his legs and wandered away from the Land Cruiser for a minute or two.
When he returned, the mosarfar-e-waqt said, "What are you looking for?"
"Nothing, haji."
"Are you looking for a landmark, so you can find this place again?"
Ali was baffled. "No, haji."
The man stepped closer, then struck him across the face, hard enough to make him stagger. "If you tell anyone about the way you came, you"ll hear some more bad news about your family. Do you understand me?"
"Yes, haji."
The man strode back to the Land Cruiser. Ali followed him, shaking. He"d had no intention of betraying any detail of their route, any secret of the trade, to anyone, but now his uncle had been named as hostage against any indiscretion, real or imagined.
Late in the afternoon, Ali heard a sudden change in the sound of the wind, a high-pitched keening that made his teeth ache. Unable to stop himself, he lifted his head from beneath the blanket.
Ahead of them was a small dust storm, dancing across the ground. It was moving away from them, weaving back and forth as it retreated, like a living thing trying to escape them. The Land Cruiser was gaining on it. The heart of the storm was dark, thick with sand, knotted with wind. Ali"s chest tightened. This was it: the pol-e-waqt, the bridge between times. Everyone in his village had heard of such things, but n.o.body could agree what they were: the work of men, the work of djinn, the work of G.o.d. Whatever their origin, some men had learned their secrets. No mosarfar-e-waqt had ever truly tamed them, but n.o.body else could find these bridges or navigate their strange depths.
They drew closer. The dust rained onto the windows of the Land Cruiser, as fine as any sand Ali had seen, yet as loud as the hailstones that fell sometimes on the roof of his house. Ali forgot all about his instructions; as they vanished into the darkness, he threw off the blanket and started praying aloud.
The mosarfar-e-waqt ignored him, muttering to himself and consulting the strange, luminous maps and writing that changed and flowed in front of him through some magic of machinery. The Land Cruiser ploughed ahead, buffeted by dust and wind but palpably advancing. Within a few minutes, it was clear to Ali that they"d traveled much farther than the storm"s full width as revealed from the outside. They had left his time and his country behind, and were deep inside the bridge.
The lights of the Land Cruiser revealed nothing but a hands-breadth of flying dust ahead of them. Ali peered surrept.i.tiously at the glowing map in the front, but it was a maze of branching and reconnecting paths that made no sense to him. The mosarfar-e-waqt kept running a fingertip over one path, then cursing and shifting to another, as if he"d discovered some obstacle or danger ahead. Ali"s uncle had rea.s.sured him that at least they wouldn"t run into the Scholars in this place, as they had come to Khurosan through another, more distant bridge. The entrance to that one was watched over night and day by a convoy of vehicles that chased it endlessly across the desert, like the bodyguards of some staggering, drunken king.
A hint of sunlight appeared in the distance, then grew slowly brighter. After a few minutes, though, the mosarfar-e-waqt cursed and steered away from it. Ali was dismayed. This man had been unable to tell his uncle where or when Ali would end up, merely promising him safety from the Scholars. Some people in the village- the kind with a friend of a friend who"d fled into the future-spoke of a whole vast continent where peace and prosperity reigned from sh.o.r.e to sh.o.r.e. The rulers had no weapons or armies of their own but were chosen by the people for the wisdom, justice, and mercy they displayed. It sounded like paradise on Earth, but Ali would believe in such a place when he saw it with his own eyes.
Another false dawn, then another. The body of the Land Cruiser began to moan and shudder. The mosarfar-e-waqt cut the engine, but the vehicle kept moving, driven by the wind or the ground itself. Or maybe both, but not in the same direction: Ali felt the wheels slipping over the treacherous river of sand. Suddenly there was a sharp pain deep inside his ears, then a sound like the scream of a giant bird, and the door beside him was gone. He s.n.a.t.c.hed at the back of the seat in front of him, but his hands closed over nothing but the flimsy blanket as the wind dragged him out into the darkness.
Ali bellowed until his lungs were empty. But the painful landing he was braced for never came: the blanket had snagged on something in the vehicle, and the force of the wind was holding him above the sand. He tried to pull himself back toward the Land Cruiser, hand over hand, but then he felt a tear run through the blanket. Once more he steeled himself for a fall, but then the tearing stopped with a narrow ribbon of cloth still holding him.
Ali prayed. "Merciful G.o.d, if you take me now, please bring Ha.s.san back safely to his home." For a year or two his uncle could care for his mother, but he was old, and he had too many mouths to feed. With no children of her own, her life would be unbearable.
A hand stretched out to him through the blinding dust. Ali reached out and took it, grateful now for the man"s iron grip. When the mosarfar-e-waqt had dragged him back into the Land Cruiser, Ali crouched at the stranger"s feet, his teeth chattering. "Thank you, haji. I am your servant, haji." The mosarfar-e-waqt climbed back into the front without a word.
Time pa.s.sed, but Ali"s thoughts were frozen. Some part of him had been prepared to die, but the rest of him was still catching up.
Sunlight appeared from nowhere: the full blaze of noon, not some distant promise. "This will suffice," the mosarfar-e-waqt announced wearily.
Ali shielded his eyes from the glare, then when he uncovered them the world was spinning. Blue sky and sand, changing places.
The bruising thud he"d been expecting long before finally came, the ground slapping him hard from cheek to ankle. He lay still, trying to judge how badly he was hurt. The patch of sand in front of his face was red. Not from blood: the sand itself was red as ocher.
There was a sound like a rapid exhalation, then he felt heat on his skin. He raised himself up on his elbows. The Land Cruiser was ten paces away, upside down, and on fire. Ali staggered to his feet and approached it, searching for the man who"d saved his life. Behind the wrecked vehicle, a storm like the one that the mouth of the bridge had made in his own land was weaving drunkenly back and forth, dancing like some demented hooligan pleased with the havoc it had wreaked.
He caught a glimpse of an arm behind the flames. He rushed toward the man, but the heat drove him back.
"Please, G.o.d," he moaned, "give me courage."
As he tried again to breach the flames, the storm lurched forward to greet him. Ali stood his ground, but the Land Cruiser spun around on its roof, swiping his shoulder and knocking him down. He climbed to his feet and tried to circle around to the missing door, but as he did the wind rose up, fanning the flames.
The wall of heat was impenetrable now, and the storm was playing with the Land Cruiser like a child with a broken top. Ali backed away, glancing around at the impossible red landscape, wondering if there might be anyone in earshot with the power to undo this calamity. He shouted for help, his eyes still glued to the burning wreck in the hope that a miracle might yet deliver the unconscious driver from the flames.
The storm moved forward again, coming straight for the Land Cruiser. Ali turned and retreated; when he looked over his shoulder, the vehicle was gone and the darkness was still advancing.
He ran, stumbling on the uneven ground. When his legs finally failed him and he collapsed onto the sand, the bridge was nowhere in sight. He was alone in a red desert. The air was still, now, and very hot.
After a while he rose to his feet, searching for a patch of shade where he could rest and wait for the cool of the evening. Apart from the red sand there were pebbles and some larger, cracked rocks, but there was no relief from the flatness: not so much as a boulder he could take shelter beside. In one direction there were some low, parched bushes, their trunks no thicker than his fingers, their branches no higher than his knees. He might as well have tried to hide from the sun beneath his own thin beard. He scanned the horizon, but it offered no welcoming destination.
There was no water for washing, but Ali cleaned himself as best he could and prayed. Then he sat cross-legged on the ground, covered his face with his shawl, and lapsed into a sickly sleep.
He woke in the evening and started to walk. Some of the constellations were familiar, but they crossed the sky far closer to the horizon than they should have. Others were completely new to him.
There was no moon, and though the terrain was flat he soon found that he lost his footing if he tried to move too quickly in the dark.