"Do you remember a man named Therkaler?"
"Certainly," Illiardi said. "Thin fellow. Cross-eyed. As mean a man as you could find."
"Were you present when he was killed?"
"I was there. It was the first thing I remembered when I got off the ship."
"Did you see who killed him?"
Illiardi looked puzzled. "I didn"t have to see. _I_ killed him."
Barrent forced himself to speak in a calm, steady voice. "Are you sure of that? Are you absolutely certain?"
"Of course I"m sure," Illiardi said. "And I"ll fight any man who tries to take credit for it. I killed Therkaler, and he deserved worse than that."
"When you killed him," Barrent asked, "did you see _me_ anywhere around?"
Illiardi looked at him carefully, then shook his head. "No, I don"t think I saw you. But I can"t be sure. Right after I killed Therkaler, everything goes sort of blank."
"Thank you," Barrent said. He left the Euphoriatorium.
Chapter Fourteen
Barrent had much to think about, but the more he thought, the more he became confused. If Illiardi had killed Therkaler, why had Barrent been deported to Omega? If an honest mistake had been made, why hadn"t he been released when the true murderer was discovered? Why had someone on Earth accused him of a crime he hadn"t committed? And why had a false memory of that crime been superimposed on his mind just beneath the conscious level?
Barrent had no answers for his questions. But he knew that he had never felt like a murderer. Now he had proof, of sorts, that he wasn"t a murderer.
The sensation of innocence changed everything for him. He had less tolerance for Omegan ways, and no interest at all in conforming to a criminal mode of life. The only thing he wanted was to escape from Omega and return to his rightful heritage on Earth.
But that was impossible. Day and night, the guardships circled overhead.
Even if there had been some way of evading them, escape would still have been impossible. Omegan technology had progressed only as far as the internal combustion engine; the only starships were commanded by Earth forces.
Barrent continued to work in the Antidote Shop, but his lack of public spirit was growing apparent. He ignored invitations from the Dream Shop, and never attended any of the popular public executions. When roving mobs were formed to have a little fun in the Mutant Quarter, Barrent usually pleaded a headache. He never joined the Landing Day Hunts, and he was rude to an accredited salesman from the Torture of the Month Club. Not even visits from Uncle Ingemar could make him change his antireligious ways.
He knew he was asking for trouble. He expected trouble, and the knowledge was strangely exhilarating. After all, there was nothing wrong in breaking the law on Omega--as long as you could get away with it.
Within a month, he had a chance to test his decision. Walking to his shop one day, a man shoved against him in a crowd. Barrent moved away, and the man grabbed him by a shoulder and pulled him around.
"Who do you think you"re pushing?" the man asked. He was short and stocky. His clothes indicated Privileged Citizen"s rank. Five silver stars on his gunbelt showed his number of authorized kills.
"I didn"t push you," Barrent said.
"You lie, you _mutant-lover_."
The crowd became silent when they heard the deadly insult. Barrent backed away, waiting. The man went for his sidearm in a quick, artistic draw. But Barrent"s needlebeam was out a full half-second before the man"s weapon had cleared his holster.
He drilled the man neatly between the eyes; then, sensing movement behind him, he swung around.
Two Privileged Citizens were drawing heat guns. Barrent fired, aiming automatically, dodging behind the protection of a shop front. The men crumpled. The wooden front buckled under the impact of a projectile weapon and splinters slashed his hand. Barrent saw a fourth man firing at him from an alley. He brought the man down with two shots.
And that was that. In the s.p.a.ce of a few seconds, he had killed four men.
Although he didn"t think of himself as having a murderer"s mentality, Barrent was pleased and elated. He had fired only in self-defense. He had given the status-seekers something to think about; they wouldn"t be so quick to gun for him next time. Quite possibly they would concentrate on easier targets and leave him alone.
When he returned to his shop, he found Joe waiting for him. The little credit thief had a sour look on his face. He said, "I saw your fancy gun-work today. Very pretty."
"Thank you," Barrent said.
"Do you think that sort of thing will help you? Do you think you can just go on breaking the law?"
"I"m getting away with it," Barrent said.
"Sure. But how long do you think you can keep it up?"
"As long as I have to."
"Not a chance," Joe said. "_n.o.body_ keeps on breaking the law and getting away with it. Only suckers believe that."
"They"d better send some good men after me," Barrent said, reloading his needlebeam.
"That"s not how it"ll happen," Joe said. "Believe me, Will, there"s no counting the ways they have of getting you. Once the law decides to move, there"ll be nothing you can do to stop it. And don"t expect any help from that girl friend of yours, either."
"Do you know her?" Barrent asked.
"I know everybody," Joe said moodily. "I"ve got friends in the government. I know that people have had about enough of you. Listen to me, Will. Do you want to end up dead?"
Barrent shook his head. "Joe, can you visit Moera? Do you know how to reach her?"
"Maybe," Joe said. "What for?"
"I want you to tell her something," Barrent said. "I want you to tell her that I didn"t commit the murder I was accused of on Earth."
Joe stared at him. "Are you out of your mind?"
"No. I found the man who actually did it. He"s a Second Cla.s.s Resident named Illiardi."
"Why spread it around?" Joe asked. "No sense in losing credit for the kill."
"I didn"t murder the man," Barrent said. "I want you to tell Moera. Will you?"
"I"ll tell her," Joe said. "If I can locate her. Look, will you remember what I"ve said? Maybe you still have time to do something about it. Go to Black Ma.s.s or something. It might help."
"Maybe I"ll do that," Barrent said. "You"ll be sure to tell her?"