It was finally decided that Dan and Felix should go. I wanted to go also, but the girls protested.
"YOU must stay and keep us cheered up," implored Felicity. "I just don"t know how I"m ever going to put in the afternoon. I promised Kitty Marr that I"d go down and spend it with her, but I can"t now. And I can"t knit any at my lace. I"d just keep thinking, "What is the use? Perhaps it"ll all be burned up to-morrow.""
So I stayed with the girls, and a miserable afternoon we had of it. The Story Girl again and again declared that she "didn"t believe it," but when we asked her to tell a story, she evaded it with a flimsy excuse.
Cecily pestered Aunt Janet"s life out, asking repeatedly, "Ma, will you be washing Monday?" "Ma, will you be going to prayer meeting Tuesday night?" "Ma, will you be preserving raspberries next week?" and various similar questions. It was a huge comfort to her that Aunt Janet always said, "Yes," or "Of course," as if there could be no question about it.
Sara Ray cried until I wondered how one small head could contain all the tears she shed. But I do not believe she was half as much frightened as disappointed that she had no white dress. In mid-afternoon Cecily came downstairs with her forget-me-not jug in her hand--a dainty bit of china, wreathed with dark blue forget-me-nots, which Cecily prized highly, and in which she always kept her toothbrush.
"Sara, I am going to give you this jug," she said solemnly.
Now, Sara had always coveted this particular jug. She stopped crying long enough to clutch it delightedly.
"Oh, Cecily, thank you. But are you sure you won"t want it back if to-morrow isn"t the Judgment Day?"
"No, it"s yours for good," said Cecily, with the high, remote air of one to whom forget-me-not jugs and all such pomps and vanities of the world were as a tale that is told.
"Are you going to give any one your cherry vase?" asked Felicity, trying to speak indifferently. Felicity had never admired the forget-me-not jug, but she had always hankered after the cherry vase--an affair of white gla.s.s, with a cl.u.s.ter of red gla.s.s cherries and golden-green gla.s.s leaves on its side, which Aunt Olivia had given Cecily one Christmas.
"No, I"m not," answered Cecily, with a change of tone.
"Oh, well, I don"t care," said Felicity quickly. "Only, if to-morrow is the last day, the cherry vase won"t be much use to you."
"I guess it will be as much use to me as to any one else," said Cecily indignantly. She had sacrificed her dear forget-me-not jug to satisfy some pang of conscience, or propitiate some threatening fate, but surrender her precious cherry vase she could not and would not. Felicity needn"t be giving any hints!
With the gathering shades of night our plight became pitiful. In the daylight, surrounded by homely, familiar sights and sounds, it was not so difficult to fortify our souls with a cheering incredulity. But now, in this time of shadows, dread belief clutched us and wrung us with terror. If there had been one wise older friend to tell us, in serious fashion, that we need not be afraid, that the _Enterprise_ paragraph was naught save the idle report of a deluded fanatic, it would have been well for us. But there was not. Our grown-ups, instead, considered our terror an exquisite jest. At that very moment, Aunt Olivia, who had recovered from her headache, and Aunt Janet were laughing in the kitchen over the state the children were in because they were afraid the end of the world was close at hand. Aunt Janet"s throaty gurgle and Aunt Olivia"s trilling mirth floated out through the open window.
"Perhaps they"ll laugh on the other side of their faces to-morrow," said Dan, with gloomy satisfaction.
We were sitting on the cellar hatch, watching what might be our last sunset o"er the dark hills of time. Peter was with us. It was his last Sunday to go home, but he had elected to remain.
"If to-morrow is the Judgment Day I want to be with you fellows," he said.
Sara Ray had also yearned to stay, but could not because her mother had told her she must be home before dark.
"Never mind, Sara," comforted Cecily. "It"s not to be till two o"clock to-morrow, so you"ll have plenty of time to get up here before anything happens."
"But there might be a mistake," sobbed Sara. "It might be two o"clock to-night instead of to-morrow."
It might, indeed. This was a new horror, which had not occurred to us.
"I"m sure I won"t sleep a wink to-night," said Felix.
"The paper SAYS two o"clock to-morrow," said Dan. "You needn"t worry, Sara."
But Sara departed, weeping. She did not, however, forget to carry the forget-me-not jug with her. All things considered, her departure was a relief. Such a constantly tearful damsel was not a pleasant companion.
Cecily and Felicity and the Story Girl did not cry. They were made of finer, firmer stuff. Dry-eyed, with such courage as they might, they faced whatever might be in store for them.
"I wonder where we"ll all be this time to-morrow night," said Felix mournfully, as we watched the sunset between the dark fir boughs. It was an ominous sunset. The sun dropped down amid dark, livid clouds, that turned sullen shades of purple and fiery red behind him.
"I hope we"ll be all together, wherever we are," said Cecily gently.
"Nothing can be so very bad then."
"I"m going to read the Bible all to-morrow forenoon," said Peter.
When Aunt Olivia came out to go home the Story Girl asked her permission to stay all night with Felicity and Cecily. Aunt Olivia a.s.sented lightly, swinging her hat on her arm and including us all in a friendly smile. She looked very pretty, with her big blue eyes and warm-hued golden hair. We loved Aunt Olivia; but just now we resented her having laughed at us with Aunt Janet, and we refused to smile back.
"What a sulky, sulky lot of little people," said Aunt Olivia, going away across the yard, holding her pretty dress up from the dewy gra.s.s.
Peter resolved to stay all night with us, too, not troubling himself about anybody"s permission. When we went to bed it was settling down for a stormy night, and the rain was streaming wetly on the roof, as if the world, like Sara Ray, were weeping because its end was so near. n.o.body forgot or hurried over his prayers that night. We would dearly have loved to leave the candle burning, but Aunt Janet"s decree regarding this was as inexorable as any of Mede and Persia. Out the candle must go; and we lay there, quaking, with the wild rain streaming down on the roof above us, and the voices of the storm wailing through the writhing spruce trees.
CHAPTER XX. THE JUDGMENT SUNDAY
Sunday morning broke, dull and gray. The rain had ceased, but the clouds hung dark and brooding above a world which, in its windless calm, following the spent storm-throe, seemed to us to be waiting "till judgment spoke the doom of fate." We were all up early. None of us, it appeared, had slept well, and some of us not at all. The Story Girl had been among the latter, and she looked very pale and wan, with black shadows under her deep-set eyes. Peter, however, had slept soundly enough after twelve o"clock.
"When you"ve been stumping out elderberries all the afternoon it"ll take more than the Judgment Day to keep you awake all night," he said. "But when I woke up this morning it was just awful. I"d forgot it for a moment, and then it all came back with a rush, and I was worse scared than before."
Cecily was pale but brave. For the first time in years she had not put her hair up in curlers on Sat.u.r.day night. It was brushed and braided with Puritan simplicity.
"If it"s the Judgment Day I don"t care whether my hair is curly or not,"
she said.
"Well," said Aunt Janet, when we all descended to the kitchen, "this is the first time you young ones have ever all got up without being called, and that"s a fact."
At breakfast our appet.i.tes were poor. How could the grown-ups eat as they did? After breakfast and the necessary ch.o.r.es there was the forenoon to be lived through. Peter, true to his word, got out his Bible and began to read from the first chapter in Genesis.
"I won"t have time to read it all through, I s"pose," he said, "but I"ll get along as far as I can."
There was no preaching in Carlisle that day, and Sunday School was not till the evening. Cecily got out her Lesson Slip and studied the lesson conscientiously. The rest of us did not see how she could do it. We could not, that was very certain.
"If it isn"t the Judgment Day, I want to have the lesson learned," she said, "and if it is I"ll feel I"ve done what was right. But I never found it so hard to remember the Golden Text before."
The long dragging hours were hard to endure. We roamed restlessly about, and went to and fro--all save Peter, who still steadily read away at his Bible. He was through Genesis by eleven and beginning on Exodus.
"There"s a good deal of it I don"t understand," he said, "but I read every word, and that"s the main thing. That story about Joseph and his brother was so int"resting I almost forgot about the Judgment Day."
But the long drawn out dread was beginning to get on Dan"s nerves.
"If it is the Judgment Day," he growled, as we went in to dinner, "I wish it"d hurry up and have it over."
"Oh, Dan!" cried Felicity and Cecily together, in a chorus of horror.
But the Story Girl looked as if she rather sympathized with Dan.
If we had eaten little at breakfast we could eat still less at dinner.
After dinner the clouds rolled away, and the sun came joyously and gloriously out. This, we thought, was a good omen. Felicity opined that it wouldn"t have cleared up if it was the Judgment Day. Nevertheless, we dressed ourselves carefully, and the girls put on their white dresses.
Sara Ray came up, still crying, of course. She increased our uneasiness by saying that her mother believed the _Enterprise_ paragraph, and was afraid that the end of the world was really at hand.