He valued her all she could possibly have desired in relation to his work, and he showed her how absolutely he rested upon her sympathy, if not her judgment, in it. He submitted everything to her, and forbore, and changed, and amended, and wrote and rewrote at her will; or when he revolted, and wrote on in defiance of her, he was apt to tear the work up. He destroyed a good deal of good literature in this way, and more than once it happened that she had tacitly changed her mind and was of his way of thinking when it was too late. In view of such a chance she made him promise that he would always show her what he had written, even when he had written wholly against her taste and wish. He was not to let his pride keep him from doing this, though, as a general thing, she took a good deal of pride in his pride, having none herself, as she believed.
Whether she had or not, she was very wilful, and rather prepotent; but she never bore malice, as the phrase is, when she got the worst of anything, though she might have been quite to blame. She had in all things a high ideal of conduct, which she expected her husband to live up to when she was the prey of adverse circ.u.mstances. At other times she did her share of the common endeavor.
All through the month of October he worked at the new play, and from time to time they heard from the old play, which G.o.dolphin was still giving, here and there, in the West. He had not made any reply to Maxwell"s letter of regret that he could not come to the rehearsals at Chicago, but he sent the notices marked in the newspapers, at the various points where he played, and the Maxwells contented themselves as they could with these proofs of an unbroken amity. They expected something more direct and explicit from him when he should get to Chicago, where his engagement was to begin the first week in November.
In the meantime the kind of life they were living had not that stressful unreality for Louise that it had for Maxwell on the economic side. For the first time his regular and serious habits of work did not mean the earning of money, but only the chance of earning money. Ever since he had begun the world for himself, and he had begun it very early, there had been some income from his industry; however little it was, it was certain; the salary was there for him at the end of the week when he went to the cashier"s desk. His mother and he had both done so well and so wisely in their several ways of taking care of themselves, that Maxwell had not only been able to live on his earnings, but he had been able to save out of them the thousand dollars which Louise bragged of to her father, and it was this store which they were now consuming, not rapidly, indeed, but steadily, and with no immediate return in money to repair the waste. The fact kept Maxwell wakeful at night sometimes, and by day he shuddered inwardly at the shrinkage of his savings, so much swifter than their growth, though he was generously abetted by Louise in using them with frugality. She could always have had money from her father, but this was something that Maxwell would not look forward to.
There could be no real anxiety for them in the situation, but for Maxwell there was care. He might be going to get a great deal out of the play he was now writing, but as yet it was in no form to show to a manager or an actor; and he might be going to get a great deal out of his old play, but so far G.o.dolphin had made no sign that he remembered one of the most essential of the obligations which seemed all to rest so lightly upon him. Maxwell hated to remind him of it, and in the end he was very glad that he never did, or that he had not betrayed the slightest misgiving of his good faith.
One morning near the end of the month, when he was lower in his spirits than usual from this cause, there came a letter from the editor of the Boston _Abstract_ asking him if he could not write a weekly letter from New York for his old newspaper. It was a temptation, and Maxwell found it a hardship that his wife should have gone out just then to do the marketing for the day; she considered this the duty of a wife, and she fulfilled it often enough to keep her sense of it alive, but she much preferred to forage with him in the afternoon; that was poetry, she said, and the other was prose. He would have liked to talk the proposition over with her; to realize the compliment while it was fresh, to grumble at it a little, and to be supported in his notion that it would be bad business just then for him to undertake a task that might draw him away from his play too much; to do the latter well would take a great deal of time. Yet he did not feel quite that he ought to refuse it, in view of the uncertainties of the future, and it might even be useful to hold the position aside from the money it would bring him; the New York correspondent of the Boston _Abstract_ might have a claim upon the attention of the managers which a wholly unaccredited playwright could not urge; there was no question of their favor with Maxwell; he would disdain to have that, even if he could get it, except by the excellence, or at least the availability of his work.
Louise did not come in until much later than usual, and then she came in looking very excited. "Well, my dear," she began to call out to him as soon as the door was opened for her, "I have seen that woman again!"
"What woman?" he asked.
"You know. That smouldering-eyed thing in the bathing-dress." She added, in answer to his stupefied gaze: "I don"t mean that she was in the bathing-dress still, but her eyes were smouldering away just as they were that day on the beach at Magnolia."
"Oh!" said Maxwell, indifferently. "Where did you see her?"
"On the avenue, and I know she lives in the neighborhood somewhere, because she was shopping here on the avenue, and I could have easily followed her home if she had not taken the Elevated for down town."
"Why didn"t you take it, too? It might have been a long way round, but it would have been certain. I"ve been wanting you here badly. Just tell me what you think of that."
He gave her the editor"s letter, and she hastily ran it through. "I wouldn"t think of it for a moment," she said. "Were there any letters for me?"
"It isn"t a thing to be dismissed without reflection," he began.
"I thought you wanted to devote yourself entirely to the drama?"
"Of course."
"And you"ve always said there was nothing so killing to creative work as any sort of journalism."
"This wouldn"t take more than a day or two each week, and twenty-five dollars a letter would be convenient while we are waiting for our cards to turn up."
"Oh, very well! If you are so fickle as all that, _I_ don"t know what to say to you." She put the letter down on the table before him, and went out of the room.
He tried to write, but with the hurt of what he felt her unkindness he could not, and after a certain time he feigned an errand into their room, where she had shut herself from him, and found her lying down.
"Are you sick?" he asked, coldly.
"Not at all," she answered. "I suppose one may lie down without being sick, as you call it. I should say ill, myself."
"I"m so glad you"re not sick that I don"t care what you call it."
He was going out, when she spoke again: "I didn"t know you cared particularly, you are always so much taken up with your work. I suppose, if you wrote those letters for the _Abstract_, you need never think of me at all, whether I was ill or well."
"You would take care to remind me of your existence from time to time, I dare say. You haven"t the habit of suffering in silence a great deal."
"You would like it better, of course, if I had."
"A great deal better, my dear. But I didn"t know that you regarded my work as self-indulgence altogether. I have flattered myself now and then that I was doing it for you, too."
"Oh yes, very likely. But if you had never seen me you would be doing it all the same."
"I"m afraid so. I seem to have been made that way. I"m sorry you don"t approve. I supposed you did once."
"Oh, I do approve--highly." He left her, and she heard him getting his hat and stick in the little hallway, as if he were going out of doors.
She called to him, "What I wonder is how a man so self-centred that he can"t look at his wife for days together, can tell whether another woman"s eyes are smouldering or not."
Maxwell paused, with his hand on the k.n.o.b, as if he were going to make some retort, but, perhaps because he could think of none, he went out without speaking.
He stayed away all the forenoon, walking down the river along the squalid waterside avenues; he found them in sympathy with the squalor in himself which always followed a squabble with his wife. At the end of one of the westward streets he found himself on a pier flanked by vast flotillas of ca.n.a.l-boats. As he pa.s.sed one of these he heard the sound of furious bickering within, and while he halted a man burst from the gangway and sprang ash.o.r.e, followed by the threats and curses of a woman, who put her head out of the hatch to launch them after him.
The incident turned Maxwell faint; he perceived that the case of this unhappy man, who tried to walk out of earshot with dignity, was his own in quality, if not in quant.i.ty. He felt the shame of their human ident.i.ty, and he reached home with his teeth set in a hard resolve to bear and forbear in all things thereafter, rather than share ever again in misery like that, which dishonored his wife even more than it dishonored him. At the same time he was glad of a thought the whole affair suggested to him, and he wondered whether he could get a play out of it. This was the notion of showing the evil eventuation of good.
Their tiffs came out of their love for each other, and no other quarrels could have the bitterness that these got from the very innermost sweetness of life. It would be hard to show this dramatically, but if it could be done the success would be worth all the toil it would cost.
At his door he realized with a pang that he could not submit the notion to his wife now, and perhaps never. But the door was pulled open before he could turn his latch-key in the lock, and Louise threw her arms round his neck.
"Oh, dearest, guess!" she commanded between her kisses.
"Guess what?" he asked, walking her into the parlor with his arms round her. She kept her hands behind her when he released her, and they stood confronted.
"What should you consider the best news--or not news exactly; the best thing--in the world?"
"Why, I don"t know. Has the play been a great success in Chicago?"
"Better than that!" she shouted, and she brought an open letter from behind her, and flourished it before him, while she went on breathlessly: "It"s from G.o.dolphin, and of course I opened it at once, for I thought if there was anything worrying in it, I had better find it out while you were gone, and prepare you for it. He"s sent you a check for $300--twelve performances of the play--and he"s written you the sweetest letter in the world, and I take back everything I ever said against him! Here, shall I read it? Or, no, you"ll want to read it yourself. Now, sit down at your desk, and I"ll put it before you, with the check on top!"
She pushed him into his chair, and he obediently read the check first, and then took up the letter. It was dated at Chicago, and was written with a certain histrionic consciousness, as if G.o.dolphin enjoyed the pose of a rising young actor paying over to the author his share of the profits of their joint enterprise in their play. There was a list of the dates and places of the performances, which Maxwell noted were chiefly matinees; and he argued a distrust of the piece from this fact, which G.o.dolphin did not otherwise betray. He said that the play constantly grew upon him, and that with such revision as they should be able to give it together when he reached New York, they would have one of the greatest plays of the modern stage. He had found that wherever he gave it the better part of his audience was best pleased with it, and he felt sure that when he put it on for a run the houses would grow up to it in every way. He was going to test it for a week in Chicago; there was no reference to his wish that Maxwell should have been present at the rehearsals there; but otherwise G.o.dolphin"s letter was as candid as it was cordial.
Maxwell read it with a silent joy which seemed to please his wife as well as if he had joined her in rioting over it. She had kept the lunch warm for him, and now she brought it in from the kitchen herself and set it before him, talking all the time.
"Well, now we can regard it as an accomplished fact, and I shall not allow you to feel any anxiety about it from this time forward. I consider that G.o.dolphin has done his whole duty by it. He has kept the spirit of his promises if he hasn"t the letter, and from this time forward I am going to trust him implicitly, and I"m going to make you.
No more question of G.o.dolphin in _this_ family! Don"t you long to know how it goes in Chicago? But I don"t really care, for, as you say, that won"t have the slightest influence in New York; and I know it will go here, anyway. Yes, I consider it, from this time on, an a.s.sured success.
And isn"t it delightful that, as G.o.dolphin says, it"s such a favorite with refined people?" She went on a good while to this effect, but when she had talked herself out, Maxwell had still said so little that she asked, "What is it, Brice?"
"Do you think we deserve it?" he returned, seriously.
"For squabbling so? Why, I suppose I was tired and overwrought, or I shouldn"t have done it."
"And I hadn"t even that excuse," said Maxwell.
"Oh, yes you had," she retorted. "I provoked you. And if any one was to blame, I was. Do you mind it so much?"
"Yes, it tears my heart. And it makes me feel so low and mean."
"Oh, how good you are!" she began, but he stopped her.
"Don"t! I"m not good; and I don"t deserve success. I don"t feel as if this belonged to me. I ought to send G.o.dolphin"s check back, in common honesty, common decency." He told of the quarrel he had witnessed on the ca.n.a.l-boat, and she loved him for his simple-hearted humility; but she said there was nothing parallel in the cases, and she would not let him think so; that it was morbid, and showed he had been overworking.
"And now," she went on, "you must write to Mr. Ricker at once and thank him, and tell him you can"t do the letters for him. Will you?"