"We don"t have nuffin", "cepts when father has got work, then father has a bloater. Me and mother have one too, sometimes, then.
But when father is out of work we only has bread."
Patience turned pale, and Thomas groaned. Jessie looked up with quick sympathy. "Have you hurted your toof, granp?" she asked gravely, little dreaming that it was she herself who had given him pain.
"No, my dear, granp"s all right. Try and make a good breakfast now.
You"ve got to get as plump and round as the kitten over there."
Patience had laid down her knife and fork, and sat staring before her with miserably troubled eyes. "It seems wrong to be eating, when-- when there"s others--one"s own, too--going hungry!"
"Nonsense now," said Thomas gruffly; "don"t "ee talk like that, mother, it"s foolish. We"ve got to think of ourselves and those about us, and it"s our duty to eat and drink and be sensible, whether we likes it or not." He spoke gruffly, because he felt that if he spoke in any other way, he or Patience would break down.
Jessie came to their help, though. "My rose is nearly out, granp,"
she announced proudly, as soon as she was able to lift her thoughts from the wonderful experience of having an egg _and_ bacon for breakfast. "I saw it all showing pink. I expect by the time we"ve finished our breakfases it will be right wide out. You come up and see too, will you?"
And sure enough when breakfast was really done, she took his hand in hers and led him up and into the room he had shunned so long.
"I don"t think it will be full out until to-morrow," he decided; but Jessie couldn"t help thinking he had made a mistake, and many times that day she climbed the stairs to see, and was quite troubled when at last she had to go to bed, for fear the bud would open while her eyes were shut.
"I think it is a very slow rose," she said, shaking her head sagely as her granny was undressing her. "I am sure it _ought_ to have been out by this time."
And then, after all her watching, the bud burst into full bloom before Jessie was awake the next morning. When she opened her eyes and saw it she felt quite vexed. "I wish I had put you back in a dark corner," she said to it, "then you wouldn"t have opened till I was awake."
"The little maid is a born gardener," chuckled her grandfather, when he was told of it; ""tis the folk that talks to their flowers that gets the best out of them."
"If talking"ll do it, her rose-bush will be covered thick, then,"
laughed her grandmother.
"I wish I could send some of my roses to mother," sighed Jessie; "mother loves roses," and the tears came into her eyes. "Granny, do you think my roses will all be gone before mother comes for me?"
"Your--mother! Is she coming?" Patience was so taken aback that she spoke in almost a dismayed tone, and Jessie, with her loving little heart and quick ears, noticed it and was hurt. It sounded to her as though her granny did not want her mother; and her chin quivered and her eyes filled, for she wanted her mother very much, and every one else should want her too, she thought.
Her grandfather saw the poor little quivering lips and tear-filled eyes, and understood. "The rose may be past," he said cheerfully, "for the time, any way, but we"ll have flowers of some kind ready for mother whenever she comes. "Tis you and I, little maid, will see to that, won"t we? We must make it our business to have something blooming all the year round, then we"ll be sure to be right."
Jessie looked up at him gratefully, and the tears changed to smiles.
Something told her that granp would be glad to see mother whenever she came. The thought of growing flowers for her was a lovely one, too; it seemed to bring her mother nearer; and, though granny and granp were so kind, oh, she did want her so very, very much.
She wanted her to see the garden and the house, and the kitten, and to have bacon and eggs for breakfast, and milk in her tea, and nice b.u.t.ter on her bread.
Then, in the midst of these thoughts, something that granny was saying caught her attention, and, for the moment, drove all other thoughts out of her head.
"I"ve been thinking I"d better go into Norton this afternoon, and do some shopping," she remarked to granp, "for the child must have some clothes, and as soon as possible, too; and I reckon I"d better take her with me, though she really isn"t fit, her boots and her hat are so shabby; but it"ll be better to have her there to be fitted, especially the first time."
"Oh, she doesn"t look so bad," answered granp cheerfully. "If she keeps smiling at folks they won"t notice her hat nor her boots neither."
Granny was not so sure of that. Her pride was a little hurt at the thought of taking such a shabbily-clad little granddaughter into the shops where she was well known. However, hats and boots required to be tried on, so there was nothing for it but to make the best of things, and Jessie was to be taken to Norton.
What a day of wonders that was to Jessie! It seemed almost as though there were too many good things crowded into one twenty-four hours.
As soon as it was decided that they were to go, her grandfather went off and borrowed Mrs. Maddock"s donkey and the little cart, to drive them in, for Norton was more than a mile and a half away, and that was too far, they thought, for Jessie"s little feet to walk. So the cart was brought, and granny and grandfather sat on the little wooden seat, while Jessie sat on a rug in the bottom of the cart, at their feet. She liked it better there, she thought, for there was no fear of her falling out, and she could look all about her and feel quite safe and comfortable all the time. Granp gave her the whip to hold, but she had no work to do, for Moses, the donkey, behaved so well, he never once needed it all the way to Norton.
Jessie was very glad, for she could not bear to think of anything being punished on such a lovely afternoon. The birds were singing, the hedges were covered with little green leaves, just bursting forth. Here and there a blackthorn bush was in full flower, and filled Jessie with delight. She sat very quiet, looking about her with a serious happy face, drinking it all in, and evidently thinking deeply. Her grandfather watched her with the keenest interest.
"I reckon it looks funny to you, don"t it, little maid, after all the streets and houses and bustle you"ve been accustomed to?" he asked at last.
Jessie nodded. "There"s such lots of room, and no peoples," she said soberly, "and at home there was such lots of peoples and no room.
Where are they all gone, granp?"
"Gone to London, I reckon," answered granp, with a laugh.
"You"ll find it quiet, and you"ll miss the shops, little maid."
"Shops!" said granny indignantly; "we shall be in Norton in a little while now, and there"s shops enough there to satisfy any one, I should hope."
But when they reached the little town, and Jessie was lifted down from the cart, and put to stand in the street while granny dismounted, she looked about her, wondering greatly where the shops could be. There did not seem to be many people here either.
Two sauntered up to look at the donkey-cart, and to pa.s.s the time of day with Mr. Dawson, but that was all. There were no omnibuses, no motors, no incessant tramp, tramp, tramp, of horses" hoofs, making the never-ceasing dull roar to which she had been accustomed all her life, and Jessie missed it. Suddenly she felt very lonely and forlorn. The world was so big and empty and silent, and her mother so very, very far away. There seemed to be n.o.body left to see, or care, or hear, no matter what happened.
But just at the moment when her tears were nearly br.i.m.m.i.n.g over, she heard her grandfather say proudly, "Yes, this is Jessie, my little grandchild, Lizzie"s little girl," and turning her head she saw him holding out his hand to her, and all was well once more.
With granp"s big hand holding hers so closely she could not feel that no one heard or cared, and the day looked all bright and sunny again.
She felt sorry when her grandfather mounted into the little cart to drive home, and she almost wished she was going with him; but granny, taking her by the hand, led her quickly down the street and into a draper"s shop.
Jessie felt rather shy when her grandmother led her in, for though she had spent a lot of time looking at shop windows with her mother, she had very seldom been inside one, and when she had gone in the places had been so full of people always that no one had paid any heed to her, which was what she liked. But here she and her grandmother seemed to be almost the only customers that afternoon, and all the a.s.sistants looked at them as they entered. They all smiled, too, and most of them said, "Good-afternoon, Mrs. Dawson," in a very friendly way, which only made Jessie feel even more uncomfortable, for she realized suddenly that her boots were cracked, and her hat very shabby, and that she had no gloves at all; and she wished very much that they could get right away up to the far end of the shop, where it seemed quite empty and quiet.
Mrs. Dawson apparently wished the same, for though she gave a smile and a greeting to all, she walked st.u.r.dily through the shop, ignoring the chairs pulled out for her by the polite shop-walker, and made her way to the very end, where a pleasant-faced attendant stood alone, rolling up ribbons in a leisurely way.
"Well, Mrs. Dawson," she said brightly, "you _are_ a stranger.
I hope you are well? And who is this little person? Not your granddaughter, surely?"
"Yes, it is. This is Lizzie"s little girl," said Mrs. Dawson, a faint flush rising to her cheeks. "She is come to stay with us for a good long spell."
"Well, the country air will do her good. She looks rather thin."
"She does," agreed Mrs. Dawson, looking at Jessie with kindly anxious eyes, "but she looks healthy, I think, don"t you?" Already it gave her a pang to hear any one say that her Jessie did not look well.
"Oh yes!" agreed the girl rea.s.suringly. "What can I get for you to-day, Mrs. Dawson?"
"Well," said Mrs. Dawson thoughtfully, "it seems to me I want a good many things. What I want mostly is some clothes for Jessie. Living in the country, she ought to have something that"ll wear well, strong boots, and a plain sun-hat, and some print for washing-frocks."
Jessie"s eyes opened wider and wider. Were all those things really to be bought for her? It seemed impossible; but the girl, who did not seem at all overcome, went off as though it were quite an ordinary matter, and presently she returned with an armful of pretty soft straw hats with wide drooping brims, and tried them one by one over Jessie"s curls.
"I declare, any of them would suit her; but I think she"d look sweet in that one," she said at last, and granny agreed.
"What would you trim it with?" she asked; "a bit of plain ribbon, I should think." But the girl shook her head.
"Oh no, if I was you I"d have a little wreath of flowers round it; it would make ever so pretty a hat, and would last her for Sundays right on till the late autumn. I"ll show you some;" and dragging out a big drawer, she displayed a perfect garden of dainty blossoms, daisies, roses, forget-me-nots, moss, ferns, and flowers of every kind that ever grew, and many kinds that never did or could grow.
Jessie"s eyes, though, were caught by a wreath of feathery moss with little blue forget-me-nots peeping out of it here and there, and when she was asked which she liked best, she decidedly picked out that one. To her great delight her granny"s taste agreed with her, and the wreath and the hat and a piece of white ribbon were put aside together.
"Now," laughed Mrs. Dawson, "I"ve got to get her another for every day. That"s a pretty fine thing! I reckon you think there"s no bottom to my purse!"