"He came in about fifteen minutes ago. He"s packing. You know his room--"
Julia mounted the stairs slowly, noiselessly. It was quite dark now throughout the airy, fragrant big halls, but a crack of light came from under Jim"s door.
She stood outside for a few long minutes, thrilling like a bride with the realization that she had the right to enter here; where Jim was, was her sanctuary against the world and its storms.
She knocked, and Jim shouted "Come in!" Julia opened the door and faced him across a room full of the disorder of packing. Jim was in his shirt sleeves, his hair rumpled and wild. She slipped inside the door, and shut it behind her, a most appealing figure in her black gown, with her uncovered bright hair loosened and softly framing her April face.
"Jim," she said, her heart choking her, "will you take Anna and me with you? I love you--"
There was time for no more. They were in each other"s arms, laughing, crying, murmuring now and then an incoherent word. Julia clung to her husband like a storm-driven bird; it seemed to her that her heart would burst in its ecstasy of content; if the big arms about her had crushed breath from her body she would have died uncaring.
Jim kissed her wet cheeks, her tumbled hair, her red lips that so willingly met his own. And when at last the tears were dry, and they could speak and could look at each other, there was no need for words.
Jim sat on the couch, and Julia sat on his knee, with one arm laid loosely about his neck in a fashion they had loved years ago, and what they said depended chiefly upon their eyes and the tones of their voice.
"Oh, Jim--Jim!" Julia rested her cheek against his, "I have needed you so!"
Jim tightened an arm about her.
"I adore you," he said simply, unashamed of his wet eyes. "Do you love me?" To this Julia made no answer but a long sigh of utter content.
"Do you?" repeated Jim, after an interval.
"Does this _look_ as if I did?" Julia murmured, not moving.
Silence again, and then Jim said, with a great sigh:
"Oh, Petty, what a long, long time!"
"Thank G.o.d it"s over!" said Julia softly.
"What made you do it, dear?" Jim asked presently, in the course of a long rambling talk. At that Julia did straighten up, so that her eyes might meet his.
"Just seeing you--pray about it, Jim," she said, her eyes filling again, although her lips were smiling. "I thought that, this time, we would both pray, and that--even if there are troubles, Jim--we"d remember that hour in St. Charles"s, and think how we longed for each other!"
And resting her cheek against his, Julia began to cry with joy, and Jim clung to her, his own eyes br.i.m.m.i.n.g, and they were very happy.
CHAPTER IX
September daylight, watery and uncertain, and very different from the golden purity of California"s September sunshine, fell in pale oblongs upon the polished floor of a certain London drawing-room, and battled with the dancing radiance of a coal fire that sent cheering gleams and flashes of gold into the duskiest corners of the room.
It was a beautiful room, and a part of a beautiful house, for the American doctor and his wife, deciding to make the English capital their home, had searched and waited patiently until in Camden Hill Road they had discovered a house possessed of just the irresistible combination of bigness and coziness, beauty and simplicity, for which they had hoped.
In the soft tones of the rugs, the plain and comfortable chairs, the warm glow of a lamp shade, or the gleam of a leather-bound book, there was at once a suggestion of discrimination and of informal ease. And informal yet strangely exhilarating the friends of Doctor and Mrs.
Studdiford found it. Very famous folk liked to sit in these deep chairs, and talk on and on beside this friendly fire, while London slept, and the big clock in the hall turned night into morning. No hosts in London were more popular than the big, genial doctor, and his clever, silent, and most beautiful wife. Mrs. Studdiford was an essentially genuine person; the flowers in her drawing-room, like the fruit on her table, were sure to be sensibly in season; her clothes and her children"s clothes were extraordinarily simple, and her new English friends, simple and domestic as they were, whatever their rank, found her to be one of themselves in these things, and took her to their hearts.
Julia herself was sitting before the fire now, one slippered foot to the blaze. Four years in London life had left her as lovely as ever; perhaps there was even an increase of beauty in the lines of her closed lips, a certain accentuation of the old spiritual sweetness in her look. Her bright hair was still wound about her head in loose braids, and her severely simple gown of Quaker gray was relieved at the wrists and throat by transparent frills of white. In her arms lay a baby less than a year old, a splendid boy, whose eyes, through half-closed lids, were lazily studying the fire. His little smocked white frock showed st.u.r.dy bare knees, and the fine web of his yellow hair blew like a gold mist against his mother"s breast.
The room"s only other occupant, a tall, handsome woman, in a tan cloth suit, with rich furs, presently turned from the deep curtained arch of a window. This was Barbara Fox, Lady Curriel now, still thin, and still with a hint of sharpness and fatigue in her browned face, yet with rare content and satisfaction written there, too. Barbara"s life was full, and every hour brought its demand on her time, but she was a very happy woman, devoted to her husband and her three small sons, and idolizing her baby daughter. Her winters were devoted to the social and political interests that played so large a part in her husband"s life and her own, but Julia knew that she was far more happy in the summers, when her brood ran wild over the old manor house at High Darmley, and every cottager stopped to salute the donkey cart and the shouting heirs of "the big family."
"Not a sign of them!" said Barbara now, coming from the window to the fire, and loosening her furs as she sat down opposite Julia. "Is he asleep?" she added in a cautious undertone.
"Not he!" answered Julia, with a kiss for her son. "He"s just lying here and finking "bout fings! I don"t know where the others can be," she went on, in evident reference to Barbara"s vigil at the window. "Jim said lunch, and it"s nearly one o"clock now! Take your things off, Babbie, and lunch with us?"
"Positively I mustn"t, dear. I must be at home. I"ve to see the paperers at two o"clock, and to-morrow morning early, you know, we go back to the kiddies at the seaside."
"And they"re all well?"
"Oh, splendid. Even Mary"s out of doors all day, and digging in the sand! We think Jim"s right about Geordie"s throat, by the way; it ought to be done, I suppose, but it doesn"t seem to trouble him at all, and it can wait! Julie dear, why _don"t_ you and the boy and Anna come down, if only for four or five days? Bring nurse, and some old cottons, and a parasol, and we"ll have a lovely, comfy time!"
"But we"re just home!" Julia protested laughingly. "I"ve hardly got straightened out yet! However, I"ll speak to Jim," she went on. "This gentleman thinks he would like it, and Anna is frantic to see the boys."
"And we must talk!" Barbara added coaxingly. "Is California lovely?"
"Oh--" Julia raised her brows, with her grave smile. "Home is home, Bab."
"And Mother looks well?"
"Your mother looks _very_ well. But when she and Janey come on in January you"ll see for yourself. Janey"s so pretty; I wish she"d marry, but she never sees any one but Rich! Rich is simply adorable; he had Con and her husband and little girl with him this summer. Con"s getting very fat--she"s great fun! And Ted"s very much improved, Bab, very much more gentle and sweet. She told me about Bob Carleton"s death, poor fellow!
She went to see him and took George, and do you know, I don"t think Ted will marry again, although she"s handsomer than ever!"
"And Sally"s the perfect celebrity"s wife?" Barbara asked, with a smile.
"Sally? But I wrote you that," Julia laughed. "Yes, Keith was giving a concert in Philadelphia when we went through at Easter. So Jim and I made a special trip down to hear it, and, my dear! The hall was packed, the women went simply crazy over him, and he"s really quite poetical looking, long hair and all that. And Sally---I saw her at the hotel the next morning, and such a manner! Protecting the privacy of the genius, don"t you know, and seeing reporters, and answering requests for autographs, and declining invitations, here, there, and everywhere! I think she has more fun than Keith does! He"s quite helpless without her; won"t see a manager or answer a note, or even order a luncheon! "Sally,"
he says, handing her a card, "what do I like? Tell them not to ask me!"
He worships her, and, of course, she worships him; she even said to me that it was lucky there were no children--Keith hated children!"
"Funny life!" Barbara mused, half laughing. "And your people are well, Ju?" "Splendidly," Julia smiled. "Mama looks just the same; she was simply wild about our Georgie--saw him nearly every day, for if I couldn"t go I sent nurse with him. My cousin Marguerite is dead, you know, and her husband is really a very clever fellow, a tailor, making lots of money. He and the three children have come to live with Aunt May; Regina manages the whole crowd; it"s really the happiest sort of a home! Anna had beautiful times there; she remembered it all, and Aunt May and Mama nearly spoiled her!"
"You couldn"t spoil her," Barbara said affectionately. "She is really the dearest and most precious! Are you going to let La Franz paint her?"
"No." Julia"s motherly pride showed only in a sudden brightness in her blue eyes. "And I hope no one will tell her that he asked! Even at ten, Bab, they are quite sufficiently aware of admiration. She had on a sort of greeny-yallery velvet gown the day we met him, and really she was quite toothsome, if you ask an unprejudiced observer. But Jim and I were wondering if it"s wise to make her _quite_ so picturesque!"
"You can"t help it," Barbara said. "She"s just as lovely in a Holland pinny, or a nightie, or a bathing suit! I declare she was too lovely on the sands last year, with her straw-coloured hair, and a straw-coloured hat, and her pink cheeks matching a pink ap.r.o.n! She"s going to be prettier than you are, Ju!"
"Well, at that she won"t set the Thames afire!" Julia smiled.
"I don"t know! You ought to be an absolutely happy woman, Julie."
Julia settled the baby"s head more comfortably against her arm, and raised earnest eyes.
"Is any one, Bab? Are you?"
"Well, yes, I think I am!" Lady Curriel said thoughtfully. "Of course those months before Francis"s uncle died were awfully hard on us all, and then before Mary came I was wretched; but now--there"s really nothing, except that we do _not_ live within our income when we"re in the town house, and that frets Francis a good deal. Of course I try to economize in summer, and we catch up, but it"s an ever-present worry!
And then our Geordie"s throat, you know, and being so far from Mother and Rich and the girls, of course! But those things really don"t count, Ju. And in the main I"m absolutely happy and satisfied. I"m pleased with the way my life has gone!"
"Pleased is mild," Julia agreed. "I"d be an utter ingrate to be anything but pleased, looking back. Jim is exceptional, of course, and Anna and this young person seem to me pretty nice in their little ways! And when we went home this year it was really pleasant and touching, I thought; all San Francisco was gracious; we could have had five times as long a visit and not worn our welcome out!"