"Sure. I"m not going to do that again," Ned said gruffly, uncomfortably.
"That"s right, dear! And you will--you"ll try to be home for dinner?"
"Sure I"ll try!" and Ned was gone, down through the roses and through the green gate.
Mrs. Toland watched him out of sight. Then she trotted off to Hee"s domain. Sally straggled out into the garden, with Janey and Constance and the small boy following after. There was great distress because the little girls were all for tennis, and Keith Borroughs frankly admitted that he hated tennis.
The Tolands" rambling mansion was built upon so sharp a hill that the garden beds were bulkheaded like terraces, and the paths were steep.
Roses--delicious great white roses and the apricot-coloured San Rafael rose--climbed everywhere, and hung in fragrant festoons from the low, scrub-oak trees that were scattered through the garden. Every vista ended with the blue bay, and the green gate at the garden"s foot opened directly upon a roadway that hung like a shelf above the water.
Sally and the children gathered nasturtiums and cornflowers and ferns for the house. The place had been woodland only a few years ago, the earth was rich with rotting leaves, and all sorts of lovely forest growths fringed the paths. Groups of young oaks and an occasional bay or madrone tree broke up any suggestion of formal arrangement, and there were still wild columbine and mission bells in the shady places.
Presently, to the immense satisfaction of her little sisters, Sally dismissed them for tennis, and carried the music-mad small boy off to the old nursery, where he could bang away at an old piano to his heart"s content, while she pasted pictures in her camera book, in a sunny window. Now and then she cast a look full of motherly indulgence at the little figure at the piano: the pale, earnest little face; the tumbled black hair, the bony, big, unchildlike hands.
The morning slipped by, and afternoon came, to find Barbara welcoming the arriving players at the yacht club, and looking her very prettiest in a gown of striped scarlet and white, and a white hat. h.e.l.lo, Matty--h.e.l.lo, Enid--h.e.l.lo, Bobby--and did any one see Miss Page? Ah, how do you do, Miss Page, awfully good of you to make it.
The girls dressed in a square room upstairs, lined with hooks and mirrors. Julia was not self-conscious, because, while different from the crisp snowy whiteness of the other girls" linen, it did not occur to her that her well-worn pink silk underwear, her ornate corset cover, and her shabby ruffled green silk skirt were anything but adequate.
Carter Hazzard was not in evidence to-day, to Julia"s relief. The rehearsal dragged on and on, everybody thrown out because Miss Dorothy Chase, the girl who was to play Wilhelmina, failed to appear. Julia took the part, when it was finally decided to go on without Dorothy, but by that time it was late, and the weary manager a.s.sured them that there must be another rehearsal that evening. Hilariously the young people accepted this decree, and Julia was carried home with the Tolands to dinner.
Good-hearted Mrs. Toland could be nothing less than kind to any young girl, and Julia"s place at table was next to the kindly old doctor, who only saw an extremely pretty girl, and joked with her, and looked out for her comfort in true fatherly fashion. Julia carried herself with great dignity, said very little, being in truth quite overawed and nervously anxious not to betray herself, and after the first frightened half-hour she enjoyed the adventure thoroughly.
The evening rehearsal went much better, a final rehearsal was set for Sunday, and Julia was driven to the ten o"clock boat in the station omnibus, which smelled of leather and wet straw. She sat yawning in the empty ferry building, smiling over her recollection of dinner at the Tolands": the laughter, the quarrels, the joyous confusion of voices.
Suddenly struck by the deserted silence of the waiting-room, Julia jumped up and went to the ticket office.
"Isn"t there a train at 10:03?"
The station agent yawned, eyed her with pleasant indifference.
"No train now until 12:20, lady," said he.
For a moment Julia was staggered. Then she thought of the telephone.
A few minutes later she climbed out of the station omnibus again, this time to be warmly welcomed into the Tolands" lamp-lighted drawing-room.
Barbara and her mother were still at the yacht club, but the old doctor himself was eagerly apologetic. Doctor Studdiford, Ned, and Richie added their cheerful questions and regrets to the hospitable hubbub, and Sally, who had been at the piano, singing Scotch ballads to her father, took possession of Julia with heartening and obvious pleasure.
Sally took her upstairs, lighted a small but exquisitely appointed guest room, found a stiffly embroidered nightgown, a wrapper of dark-blue j.a.panese crepe, and a pair of straw slippers. Julia, inwardly trembling with excitement, was outwardly calm as she got ready for bed; she hung her clothes in a closet delightfully redolent of pine, and brushed and braided her splendid hair. Sally whisked about on various errands, and presently Mrs. Toland bustled in, brimful of horrified apologies and regrets, and Barbara dawdled after, rolling her belt and starched stock, generally unhooking and unb.u.t.toning.
Perhaps the haughty Barbara found the round-eyed, golden-haired girl in a blue wrapper a little more companionable than the dreadful Miss Page, or perhaps she was a little too lonely to-night to be fastidious in her choice of a confidante. At all events, she elected to wander in and out of Julia"s room while she undressed, and presently sat on Julia"s bed, and braided her dark hair. And if the whole adventure had excited Julia, she was doubly excited now, frantic to win Barbara"s friendship, nervously afraid to try.
"You"re an actress, Miss Page?" asked Barbara, scowling at her hairbrush.
"Will be, I guess! I"ve had dozens of chances to sign up already, but Mama don"t want me to be in any rush."
The other girl eyed her almost enviously.
"I wish I could do something--sometimes," she sighed. And she added, giving Julia a shamefaced grin, "I"ve got the blues to-night."
It was from this second that Julia dated her love for Barbara Toland. A delicious sensation enveloped her--to be in Barbara"s confidence--to know that she was sometimes unhappy, too; to be lying in this fragrant, snowy bed, in this enchanting room--
"Well," said Barbara presently, jumping up, "you"ll want _some_ sleep. If you hear us rushing about, at the screech of dawn to-morrow, it"s because some of us may go out with Dad in the Crow, if there"s a breeze.
Do you like yachting? Would you care to go?"
"I"ve never been," said Julia.
"Oh, well, then, you ought to!" Barbara said with round eyes. "I"ll tell you--I"ll peep in here to-morrow, and if you"re awake I"ll give you a call!" she arranged, after a minute"s frowning thought.
"I sleep awfully sound!" smiled Julia.
But she was awake when Barbara, true to her plan, peeped in at five o"clock the next morning, and presently, in a bluejacket"s blouse and brief blue skirt, with a white canvas hat on her head, and a boy"s old gray jersey b.u.t.toned loosely about her, followed m.u.f.fled shapes through the cold house and into the wet, chilly garden. Richie was going, Sally had the gallant but shivering Jane and the dark-eyed Keith by the hand, and Barbara hung on her father"s arm.
The waters of the bay were gray and cold; a sharp breeze swept their steely surfaces into fans of ruffled water. The little Crow rocked at her anchor, her ropes and bra.s.swork beaded with dew. Julia, sitting in desperate terror upon a slanting upholstered ledge, felt her teeth chatter, and wondered why she had come.
Barbara, Sally, Richie, and their father all fell to work, and presently, a miracle to Julia, the little boat was running toward Richardson"s Bay under a good breeze. Presently glorious sunlight enveloped them, flashed from a thousand windows on San Francisco hills, and struck to dazzling whiteness the b.r.e.a.s.t.s of the gulls that circled Sausalito"s piers. Everything sparkled and shone: the running blue water that slapped the Crow"s side, the roofs of houses on the hillside, the green trees that nearly concealed them.
Growing every instant warmer and more content, Julia sat back and let her whole body and soul soak in the comfort and beauty of the hour. Her eyes roved sea and sky and encircling hills; she saw the last wisp of mist rise and vanish from the stern silhouette of Tamalpais, and saw an early ferryboat cut a wake of exquisite spreading lacework across the bay. And whenever her glance crossed Sally"s, or the doctor"s, or Richie"s glance, she smiled like a happy child, and the Tolands smiled back.
They all rushed into the house, ravenous and happy, for a nine o"clock breakfast, Julia so lovely, in her borrowed clothing and with her bright, loosened hair, that the young men of the family began, without exception, to "show off" for her benefit, as Theodora scornfully expressed it. And there was bacon and rolls and jam for every one, blue bowls of cereal, gla.s.s pitchers of yellow cream, smoking hot coffee always ready to run in an amber stream from the spout of the big silver urn.
"And you must eat at least four waffles," said Ned, "or my father will never let you come again! He has to drum up trade, you know--"
It was all delightful, not the less so because it was all tinged, for Julia, with a little current of something exquisitely painful; not envy, not regret, not resentment, a little of all three. This happy, care-free, sun-flooded life was not for her, how far, far, far from her, indeed! She was here only by accident, tolerated gayly for hospitality"s sake, her coming and going only an insignificant episode in their lives.
Wistfully she watched Mrs. Toland tying little Constance"s sash and straightening her flower-crowned hat for church; wistfully eyed the cheerful, white-clad Chinese cook, grinning as he went to gather lettuces; wistfully she stared across the brilliant garden from her deep porch chair. Barbara, in conference with a capped and ap.r.o.ned maid at the end of a sunny corridor, Sally chatting with Richie, as she straightened the scattered books on the library table, Ted dashing off a popular waltz with her head turned carelessly aside to watch the attentive Keith; all these to Julia were glimpses of a life so free, so full, so invigorating as to fill her with hopeless longing and admiration.
All her affectation and arrogance dropped from her before their simple, joyous naturalness. Julia had no feeling of wishing to impress them, to a.s.sert her own equality. Instead she genuinely wanted them to like her; she carried herself like the little girl she looked in her sailor blouse, like the little girl she was.
At twelve o"clock a final rehearsal of "The Amazons" was held at the yacht club, and to-day Julia entered into her part with zest, her enthusiasm really carrying the performance, as the appreciative "Matty"
a.s.sured her. She had the misfortune to step on a ruffle of her borrowed white petticoat, at the very close of the last act, and slipped into the dressing-room to pin it up as soon as the curtain descended.
The dressing-room was deserted. Julia found a paper of pins, and, putting her foot up on a chair, began to repair the damage as well as she could. The day was warm, and only wooden shutters screened the big window that gave on one of the club"s wide porches. Julia, humming contentedly to herself, presently became aware that there were chairs just outside the window, and girls in the chairs--Barbara Toland and Ted, and Miss Grinell and Miss Hazzard, and one or two Julia did not know.
"Yes, Mother"s a darling," Barbara was saying. "You know she didn"t get this up, Margaret; she had _nothing_ to do with it, and yet she"s practically carrying the whole responsibility now! She"ll be as nervous as we are to-morrow night!"
Julia pinned on serenely. It was in no code of hers to move out of hearing.
"The only thing she really bucked at was when she found Miss Page at our house last night," Ted said. "Mother"s no sn.o.b--but I wish you could have seen her face!"
"Was she perfectly awful, Ted?" somebody asked.
"Who, Miss Page? No-o, she wasn"t perfectly awful--yes, she was pretty bad," Theodora admitted. "Wasn"t she, Babbie?"
"Oh, well"--Barbara hesitated--"she"s--of course she"s terribly common.
Just the second-rate actress type, don"t you know?"
"Did she call your Mother "ma"am"?" giggled Enid Hazzard. "Do you remember when she said "Yes, ma"am?" And did she say "eyether," and "between you and I" again?" Something was added to this, but Julia did not catch it. The girls laughed again.
"Listen," said Ted, "this is the richest yet! Last night Sally said to her, "Breakfast"s at nine, Miss Page; how do you like your bath?" and she looked at Sally sort of surprised and said, "_I_ don"t want a bath!""