The next few years were a constant succession of wrangles with her mother. She had flatly refused to return to the convent, and if the Honourable Emily was petulant, her daughter was merciless. She had been put off with the drawing-master version of her mother"s marriage, but that was enough; she held it over her mother"s head, and Buck, if he had desired revenge, had it. She knew herself to be hybrid, and treated the Scarisbricks and their drawing-masters with equal scorn.
Worse, she treated them equally with a contemptuous tolerance. She harped with pride on the baser strain. In a word, there was no doing anything with her.
She reached the age of twenty-one.
At twenty-two she expressed a wish to go on the stage. The Captain, who was genuinely fond of her, stopped that. At twenty-three she declared plainly that "a girl in her position" ought to have a means of earning her own living--not necessarily drawing. The Captain being averse from this also, she took the matter into her own hands by writing to the secretary of a Horticultural College in Somersetshire, paying her fees, and enrolling herself as a student without saying a word to anybody. She packed her boxes, and in the second week of January 1894 presented herself before her mother, dressed for travelling, and announced that she had very little time in which to catch her train.
"Oh, by the way," she said, turning at the door, "if you write, you might address letters to me in my own name--Causton."
Then she left.
"_Was die Mutter traumt, das vollbringt die Tochter._" Here, with its repet.i.tions of and its departures from that of the Honourable Emily, follows her story.
PART I
RAINHAM PARVA
I
The Horticultural College at Rainham Parva, now defunct, was hardly a college in the modern sense at all. Its technical books were antiquated; it had only one or two old microscopes; and it totally lacked the newer tr.i.m.m.i.n.gs of specialisation. Its founder, a Bristol seedsman called Chesson, had bought the place cheaply, house and all, a dozen years before, and having five hardy daughters eating their heads off at home, had, as the saying is, economically emanc.i.p.ated them. That meant then (whatever it may mean now) that, realising that the wages of two men and a boy might be saved, he had had them down to Rainham Parva and had set them to work.
The second Miss Chesson, Miss Harriet, had shown a real apt.i.tude for the work. She had won, after three years, a Diploma, and this Diploma, together with the presence in the house as paying boarder of a niece of Chesson"s, had put an idea into the seedsman"s head--the premium idea. With the Diploma properly advertised, its grantee made Princ.i.p.al, a premium or so forgone (called a Scholarship) and the proper person installed over all as Lady-in-Charge, Chesson had foreseen a good deal of his work being done by young women who would pay for the privilege of being allowed to do it. There is no need to describe the development of the idea. The enterprise had prospered, and when Louie Causton had put her name down on the books and paid her fees the complement of thirty girls was full.
She did not, after all, travel down alone. Her stepfather, hinting that it was not necessary to say anything about this to her mother, made the journey with her. The pair of them shortened the hours by guessing which of the young women in the same train were to be Louie"s fellow-students; and when they alighted at Rainham Magna station the Captain put Louie and her traps into one of the nondescript vehicles that only saw the light when the Rainham girls arrived or departed, and drove off with her to the college. There he shook hands with the Lady-in-Charge, Mrs. Lovenant-Smith, and asked her whether she was related to Lovenant-Smith of the 24th. Mrs. Lovenant-Smith"s reply did not actually affirm her regret that she was so related, but the Captain"s affability dried up suddenly. He was returning to town by the four-o"clock train; before doing so he took a turn round the place with Louie.
"Well," he said, as Louie took her leave of him at the gates, "it"s a good growing country, I should say; rum idea of yours though....
You"ve heard me speak of Lovenant-Smith, haven"t you? Adjutant eight or nine years ago; not a bad chap at all, _I_ should have said. She"ll be one of the Shropshire lot, I expect. I knew he had people down there.... Well, mind you don"t run away with a gardener. "Bye, Mops----"
And he was off, tugging at his moustache and inwardly commenting that the whole escapade was "just like Louie."
It was a good growing country. Chesson said that the mildness of the winters was due to the Gulf Stream; Miss Harriet Chesson attributed it to ozone--ozone having been a word to conjure with at the time when she had taken her Diploma. Ozone or Gulf Stream, it provided wild violets in December, lemon-verbena that grew in trees up the sides of the cottages and had to be cut away from the upper windows, and filled the deep lanes with the hart"s-tongue fern. It also brought forth rich produce. The dairy business and poultry farm flourished; crates and parcels and returned empties kept the goods clerk at Rainham Magna station busy; and, when the heather bloomed on the hill that rose between Chesson"s and the sea, the "Rainham Heather Honey," green as bronze and thick as glue, was at a premium. At the crest of the hill the seedsman"s estate ended. Beyond that, dropping abruptly to the west, lay deep wooded coombes, green to the very rocks of the sh.o.r.e.
Louie"s age put her at once out of the cla.s.s of the "new girl" who, in the school tales, sits pathetically on her box and waits for somebody to speak to her. She was twenty-four, and probably only one other student, the copper-haired girl with the long thin neck and the "salt-cellars" showing through her white flannel blouse, who asked her her number and offered to show her the way to her cubicle, was more than twenty-two. Her large black feathered hat (see the first part of the Captain"s advice as to how she would make the most of herself), and her expensively simple navy blue coat and skirt down to her toes, further distinguished her among the tweed jackets and ankle-length skirts of the younger girls. No doubt she had her perfect management of these and her numerous other garments from her mother"s former interest in the study of Drapery. If the Captain did not think her face pretty, it must be remembered that the Captain had standards of prettiness of his own. Pretty in the professional-beauty sense her irregular mouth and long chin perhaps were not. Her large, clear, pebble-grey eyes at any rate were arresting.
The copper-haired girl, having shown Louie her cubicle, offered to show her the rest of the house also. They began upstairs on the first floor, where the girls slept. The place was an old mansion in the form of a hollow square, and as they came to each latticed embrasure Louie stopped to look at the famous Rainham yew that almost filled the gra.s.sgrown inner courtyard. The corridors were dark, and sudden steps where no steps were to have been expected made of the uneven floors a series of b.o.o.by-traps for those not familiar with them. Memories of the Monmouth Rebellion seemed to linger round the corners and to be shut up in the cupboards of the place. They pa.s.sed downstairs. Through the doorway of the handsome Restoration facade they saw the yew again, dark beyond the shining flags of the hall. Louie had already been in the reception-room and Mrs. Lovenant-Smith"s private apartments on the right of the doorway; on the left, she was told, were the quarters of Miss Harriet (who alone of Chesson"s daughters remained there) and the staff. The domestics slept at the top of the house; the four male gardeners (all married) occupied the farm a furlong away at the back.
"But wouldn"t you like some tea?" said the copper-haired girl. "It"s in the dining-room."
"I was told to report myself to Miss Chesson at five," said Louie, looking at her watch.
"Well, you"ve just time, if you"re quick----"
They sought the room where the housekeeper ran cups of tea from the tap of a large and funereal bronze urn.
It was ten minutes to five when Louie entered the dining-room. Before the clock had struck five she had taken a certain position in the college.
She herself hardly knew how it happened. The room was full of noise and chatter, and near Louie, talking louder and making more noise than anybody else, was a lanky child of sixteen, to be a tall blonde beauty in another three or four years" time, but so far only a ma.s.s of unadjusted proportions and movements that lacked co-ordination. She had several distinct voices, and in one of these she was now engaged in unabashed mimicry. Louie, who had got her cup of tea, heard a bell-like "_Os_-trich feathers!" and she was about to put a question to the copper-haired girl when, with a mock reverence and an explosive "Your _Ma_-jesty!" the child swept backwards into her. She barely saved her cup of tea. The girl gave a quick turn; her "Clum----" was changed to a "Sorry!" as she saw a new face, and Louie smiled.
"Your feet were all wrong," Louie said.
The blonde child turned eagerly again.
"Can you do it?" she asked.
The next moment, before Louie could get out "A drawing-room curtsy?
Yes," the child had cried: "Girls! Girls! Here"s somebody who knows how to do it! Do come and show us!"
"Really?" said Louie, smiling, and handing her cup of tea to the copper-haired girl.
"Yes--come here, Rhoda, and watch (that"s my sister--she"s to be presented, you know)."
Louie laughed. "Quickly then--I have to see Miss Chesson----"
And, pushed unceremoniously forward, and still in her feathered hat and navy blue costume, Louie made her first bow to her fellow-students at Chesson"s in the deep and swanlike genuflexion she had practised with her cousin, Cynthia Scarisbrick, a couple of years before. Then she ran out, smiling.
"_How_ ripping!" she heard somebody say as she did so. "I expect she"s been presented."
Louie sought Miss Harriet.
The Princ.i.p.al, a businesslike, damson-complexioned woman of forty-five, with a deerstalker hat on her close-cropped curly hair, asked her what course of study she proposed to take. Louie replied (in other words) that all courses were the same to her. Miss Harriet had had that kind of student before. She asked a few further questions, and then put Louie down for the elementary course. She dismissed her with a marked syllabus and a copy of the Rules.
Louie read the Rules, nodded, as much as to say, "I thought so!" and then laughed. There was no need to ask who had drawn them up; she remembered the frigid way in which Chaff had been put into his place that afternoon. There was a serenity about them that transcended the ordinary imperative mood. "_Students do not absent themselves from Morning Prayers or Divine Service without Permission._" "_Students do not give Orders to the Gardeners or Domestics._" "_Students do not pa.s.s beyond the Bounds of the College (Map appended)._" If on occasion students did all of these things, that did not detract from the _largior ether_ in which the Rules were conceived.
Nor did mere evidence to the contrary ever in the least degree abate Mrs. Lovenant-Smith"s persuasion that the young ladies of Chesson"s, being the daughters of gentlefolk, were by that very fact almost to be trusted to do without Rules at all.
On the following morning Louie, with leggings of doe-skin b.u.t.toned to her knees (see the second of the Captain"s recommendations for the attire that suited her best), and wearing a wide-pocketed jacket not unlike a man"s, began the practical study of Horticulture.
II
She was attached to the "posse" of six girls of which the copper-haired student, whose name was Richenda Earle, was the head.
This girl, as the holder of the scholarship mentioned a page or two back, was the single non-fee-paying student in the place. Her father was a bookseller in Westbourne Grove, and she had kept his books for him before coming to Chesson"s. She had picked up her knowledge of book-keeping at an obscure and ill-appointed Business School in Holborn, but, her health being anything but robust, she had taken up gardening under the impression that it was an out-of-doors pursuit. It was only this at Chesson"s to a strictly limited extent. Whatever students did or did not learn, the output for the market had to be maintained, and this necessitated, for days and days together, work in the twelve long gla.s.s-houses, from the humid heat of which the girls came out limp and listless and relaxed. Richenda Earle suffered from these depressions more than most of them, and now only remained at the college because Miss Harriet had held out hopes for her of a place on the staff. She was easily head of all the cla.s.ses of which she was a member, but was hopelessly incapable of making her personality felt.
Add to all this that she was avid of popularity, and that her self-consciousness took the form of making her more a.s.sertive (without being a bit more effective) than any girl in the college, and you will see why Louie felt a little sorry for her without taking to her very much. She for her part had fastened herself on Louie from the start, and had been the first to put the question that Louie had had to answer a dozen times before she had been at Chesson"s two hours.
"No, I haven"t been presented," Louie had said, finding herself waylaid almost at the door of Miss Harriet"s room as she had come out again. "My cousin has; that"s where I learned it. We practised it together."
"I"ve seen them go in," Richenda had murmured, a little wistfully, a little dully; "the carriages and things, you know. I live in London."
Thereupon she had volunteered some of the information stated above, as if inviting a confidence in return. "I"m glad you"re in my posse," she had concluded, as Louie had turned away without giving any information whatever about herself.
The remaining members of "Earle"s posse" were the two Burnett sisters ("B Major," the girl who was to be presented, and "B Minor," the sixteen-year-old beauty-to-be), a Scotch girl called Macfarlane, and one other girl, half French, Beatrice Pigou. There were four other posses at the college, and each was told off each day to put itself under the direction of one or other of the four gardeners, to pot, "p.r.i.c.k out," water or whatever the task might be. The gardener at present in charge of Louie"s posse was a sullen young Apollo called Priddy, whose face and neck and forearms ozone or the Gulf Stream had turned to the hue of some deep and old and mellow violin; and Burnett Minor and the younger girls, talking in terms of the life to which their eyes were yet sealed, discussed Priddy with a freedom perfectly innocent and entirely appalling.
Louie had not been at Rainham Parva two days before she was wondering whether after all she wanted to stay. She didn"t know really why she had come. Not one of the three commonest reasons for girls being there--a stepmother, to be able to earn a little pocket-money, or to get over a youthful love-affair--quite fitted her case. And then there were those ridiculous Rules. She supposed that if she stayed she would be on the same footing as the juniors, and she hardly thought she could submit to that. Not that the Rules did not seem to justify themselves; on the contrary, they did. Merely because Mrs.