"I do not."
"Then ask me again and I"ll tell you," she threatened him.
"I do ask you."
Well, if he would have it.... "She"s jealous," said Louie.
The smile that stole slowly over his face set her almost beside herself. Even Potiphar"s wife was probably not smiled at. Louie cut short the easy words that accompanied the smile.
"Then if she isn"t, why does she want to come and see me at my home?"
she demanded.
With quite remarkable clumsiness he pretended he had known his wife wanted this, and smiled again. She stamped on the ground.
"My good man----" she broke out wildly....
What she said she did not remember very clearly afterwards. It was spoken less to him than to ease her own breast. With nothing to give her, he still could not hold his tongue nor restrain that smile when she told him his wife was jealous. Jealous?...
Yes, and with a jealousy that could now never pa.s.s away! For, out of absences, silences, refusals, virtues, smiles, everything, Louie had, after all, secured something that all the smiling in the world could not take away. She _had_ the secret he had feared to share with his wife. She _had_ the answer to every riddle in his riddle-haunted eyes. His wife _had_ grounds for her jealousy, after all, had she but wit enough to know where to look for them. But she too was hopelessly behind. She too was smelling at cold scents--telephones and visits to flats. She suspected a gross infidelity, and never dreamed of the existence of one so fatally searching that the other would have been a mere incident by comparison with it. Little dullard, how should she?
Her conception even of jealousy was as limited as everything else about her; a call or two on the private wire at night, and she was found asking questions at the Consolidation the next day.
And suddenly Louie saw--fool that she had been not to see it before!--why Evie Jeffries wanted to come to her flat. It was not to see the place and its furniture. It was to see Jimmy.
Oh, if her boy could only have had eyes like a young lion!
VI
When Kitty Windus had come to Mortlake Road and had refused to sit down until Louie had told her the truth about the wanton slander that had linked her name with Jim"s, Louie had dismissed the matter with amused contempt. But now there seemed something rather terrible in it.
Its author"s stamping-out notwithstanding, for Evie Jeffries it appeared still to live. What had brought it up anew Louie could not as much as guess, but there it seemed to be.
"So that"s it?" she muttered to herself. "In that case I may certainly expect to see you again soon. You won"t say anything to your husband; he"d only smile and disbelieve his eyes and ears if you did--his powers that way are really tremendous; but you"ll probably go to Miriam Levey, who"s rather a gift for these things, and Kitty"ll back her up, and you"ll make out your case one way or another. Very well.
When the water"s troubled there"s the best fishing. _I"m_ not above certain things now; good gracious, no! I"ll find a reason for ringing him up to-night, and if you go to the telephone yourself so much the better. And you"ll be round to see me at my flat before very long."
Evie delayed to come, but Louie knew the reason for that. Jim was moving into his great new place in Iddesleigh Gate. That would take a little time. Well, there was no hurry. When she did come Louie would be ready for her.
Did she still hope, if those waters could be sufficiently troubled, for a catch? Was she in her heart now as resolved to wreck the peace of Jim"s household as formerly she had been to preserve it? She could hardly have answered the questions herself. It was Evie, not she (she told herself), who was going the right way to make a mess of things; nevertheless, she had only to remember Jim"s smile to feel the tigress stretch itself within her. The loved fool! Could he go all lengths for love without thinking that a woman might do the same? Louie could not kill, as he could, smoothly burying the consequences afterwards, but she could do other things; and she was not sure that she couldn"t kill too. Ten words, it appeared, would do it. Jim, who did not fear murder, feared those ten words; well, men feared one thing, women another, that was all. She had only to open her mouth where Jim kept his shut.
The only thing was that it did not seem a very sporting thing to do.
Jim had taken his risks; she would be taking none. It was not much, perhaps, but it was enough to give her pause.
In the meantime she continued to ring Jim up frequently on the private telephone.
It was on the second Sat.u.r.day afternoon in April that Evie at last paid her visit. Louie had sent out Rhoda, Jimmy"s nurse, for the afternoon, and was herself setting out with the boy for one of their precious jaunts. They were half-way down the four flights of stairs when she heard somebody ascending. She and Evie Jeffries met on the second landing, where the charwoman ceased to whiten the edges of the stairs.
It seemed to Louie that Evie Jeffries must have a sort of lucky-bag of greetings into which to dip. She could hardly have been surprised to meet Louie on Louie"s staircase, but she drew a wrong one for all that.
"Well, this is a sur--a pleasure!" she cried. "You see, I promised to come, and here I am! Don"t tell me you"re just going out!"
"No; we were only going to the South Kensington Museum, and I was in two minds about it. Come up, won"t you?" Louie replied.
At first Evie wouldn"t hear of it, but even as she spoke she had ascended another step. They went upstairs again, and Louie put her key into the lock. "You"ll excuse me a moment, won"t you?" she said, as Evie entered. "In there"s my sitting-room."
And she herself, turning along the pa.s.sage, entered her bedroom and took that old study of Billy Izzard"s from its paper wrappings. She hung it up on its old nail. If Evie Jeffries wished to see her flat she should see her flat. Then she returned to the front room that looked away over the trees and houses to Earls Court.
"So this," said Evie, as she entered, "is your little boy!"
"Yes, that"s Jim. Won"t you sit down? I"ll put the kettle on and we"ll have tea."
She went into the kitchen, filled the tin kettle, and set it on the gas-ring.
Evie was dressed in an exquisite coat and skirt and an expensive and wrong hat; silk linings made whispers whenever she moved; but Louie, who kept her good clothes for the Consolidation, wore the battered old grey felt hat and long grey coat in which she had pa.s.sed from studio to studio. But she knew that Evie envied her her distinction of motion. Evie"s figure was pretty and "stock," charming but with no surprise--that of a demonstrable beauty. And the acquired tones had come into her voice again.
"How ripping up here!" she approved. "Such a splendid--view! I wish we had a view like it in Iddesleigh Gate; but as I told my husband, even money can"t buy a view in London. Delightful! Have you the morning sun?"
"That"s in my bedroom," said Louie. "How did you come--by car?"
"No; I felt that I needed the walk. Really people will be forgetting how to walk soon. Well, at all events, he"s a beautiful boy!"
Louie saw no reason why she should not say, in the simple French which may more or less be a.s.sumed to go with large houses and cars, that she preferred that the boy himself should not be told so; and then she went into the kitchen again to smile. She remembered Burnett Minor: "Voo affectay feele!" she murmured softly. Then she made tea.
"I suppose you"re not quite settled yet?" she said, returning with the tray.
"Settled! Why, it will take us months!" Evie purred.
"Of course. It seems very odd to talk over the telephone, though, to a place you"ve never seen. Sugar? Is this place at all like what you imagined?"
Again came the ready-made answer: "Oh, it"s really quite too delightful!" It was a pity, Louie thought, that Mrs. Jeffries had not had the advantage of a few minutes" talk with Mrs. Lovenant-Smith before coming to see her. The Lady-in-Charge at Rainham Parva might have warned her.
But Louie knew that already her very chairs and mats and brown-papered walls were silently whispering to Evie Jeffries. She might talk of Iddesleigh Gate, but she was thinking of nothing less than of Iddesleigh Gate. Perhaps she had been rea.s.sured in the matter of Jimmy"s eyes, which were as blue as Roy"s, but her own eyes were taking in everything for all that. Let them. Louie wondered whether, did she turn her back for a few minutes, her visitor would question the child.
"The Amaranth Room?" she presently interrupted Evie"s flow to say.
"Have you really a room called that? How lovely it sounds!"
"Nearly fifty feet long, my husband says; why, it has to have three large fireplaces, as well as the radiators, but of course there"s steam-heat all through the house. It"s delicious, not to walk into cold patches all of a sudden. And all the windows on one side are double, so that the place is perfectly quiet. You must come some time.
Of course," she took herself up, "our other house was quite a poky place; my husband never really settled there; but at Iddesleigh Gate, he says, he can really stretch himself."
Louie meditated for a moment. Then: "What"s really been the matter with him?" she asked. She knew that Evie would probably not believe she didn"t know; for that reason it was better to ask.
But she got no information. It was overstrain, Evie replied lightly, and then on the top of that he"d slipped one night and caught his head on the corner of a fender. He"d slipped because he"d been really f.a.gged out, what with starting the Consolidation and one thing and another. "But he looks all right now, don"t you think?" Evie asked.
"Perfectly, I should say, from the little I see of him."
"Of course you mostly do Sir Julius"s work, don"t you?"
"Mostly."
"It must be great fun for you, being taken out by Sir Julius sometimes. My husband told me that."