"But, you see, I"m not leaping into a river. On the contrary, I"m getting out of one. It seems to me that you"d be only forcing me back and making my last state worse than the first."
It took him a minute to grasp the force of this. "That would depend, of course, on the point of view. As a matter of fact, it"s something with which I"ve nothing to do. It concerns you, and it concerns Mr. Guion, but it doesn"t concern me. For me the whole thing is very simple. I"ve offered to lend Mr. Guion a sum of money. It"s for him to take or to leave. If he refuses it, I sha"n"t be offended; and if he doesn"t refuse it--"
"You"d let him have it, just the same?"
"Of course. Why not?"
"In spite of all I"ve said as to what I should feel?"
"But I"m not supposed to know anything about that, you know. I repeat that it isn"t my affair. If Mr. Guion should accept my loan against your wishes--well, that"s something you"d have to fix up with him."
She was some minutes silent, her eyes ranging over the river and the marshes, like his own.
"If you urged it on him," she said at last, "I think he"d take it."
"Then so much the better, from my point of view."
"Precisely; but then your point of view is a mystery. Not that it makes any difference," she hastened to add. "If my father accepts your loan, it will be for me to pay it back, in one way or another--if I ever can."
"We could talk of that," he smiled, trying to be rea.s.suring, "after more important things had been settled."
"There wouldn"t be anything more important--for me."
"Oh, you wouldn"t find me an importunate creditor."
"That wouldn"t help matters--so long as I owed the debt. After all, we belong to that old-fashioned, rather narrow-minded cla.s.s of New England people to whom debt of any kind is the source of something like anguish.
At least," she corrected herself, "I belong to that cla.s.s."
It was on his lips to remind her that in her case there could be no present release from indebtedness, there could only be a change of creditors; but he decided to express himself more gracefully.
"Wouldn"t it be possible," he asked, "to put the boot on the other foot, and to consider me as the person to whom the favor is shown in being allowed to do something useful?"
She lifted her chin scornfully. "That would be childish. It would be a mere quibbling with words."
"But it would be true. It"s the way I should take it."
She confronted him with one of her imperious looks. "Why?"
In the monosyllable there was a demand for complete explanation, but he met it with one of his frank smiles.
"Couldn"t you let me keep that as my secret?"
"So that you would be acting in the daylight and we in the dark."
"You might be in the dark, and still have nothing to be afraid of."
She shook her head. "I _should_ be afraid. It was in the dark, according to the old story, that the antelope escaped a lion by falling into a hunter"s trap."
"Do I look like that kind of a hunter?" He smiled again at the absurdity of her comparison.
"You can"t tell anything from looks--with men. With men a woman has only one principle to guide her--to keep on the safe side."
"I hope you won"t think me uncivil, Miss Guion, if I point out that, at present, you haven"t got a safe side to keep on. That"s what I want to offer you."
"I might ask you why again, only that we should be going round in a circle. Since you don"t mean to tell me, I must go without knowing; but I"m sure you can understand that to some natures the lion is less to be feared than the hunter."
"_He_ doesn"t feel so." He nodded his head in the direction of Tory Hill.
"_He_ feels so. He"s only a little--wavering."
"And I guess you"re a little wavering, too, Miss Guion, if you"d only own up to it."
He watched her straighten her slight figure while her delicate features hardened to an expression of severity. "I"m not wavering on the principle, nor because of anything I should have to face myself. If I have any hesitation, it"s only because of what it would mean for papa."
He allowed an instant to pa.s.s while he looked down at her gravely. "And he"s not the only one, you know," he said, with all the significance he could put into his tone.
His hint, however, was thrown away, since she was intent on her own line of thought. With a slight nod of the head, dignified rather than discourteous, she departed, leaving him, to the great interest of the pa.s.sers-by, leaning on his stick and staring after her.
X
As Olivia continued on her way toward Rodney Temple"s she was able to make it clear to herself that a chief reason for her dislike of Davenant sprang from his immovability. There was something about him like a giant rock. She got the impression that one might dash against him forever and hurt no one but oneself. It was a trait new to her among American men, whom she generally found too yielding where women were concerned. This man had an aloofness, too, that was curiously disconcerting. He made no approaches; he took no liberties. If he showed anything that resembled a personal sentiment toward her, it was dislike. Making that reflection and using that word, she was almost startled. A woman had sometimes disliked her; she knew that; but a man--never! And yet it was difficult to interpret Davenant"s bearing toward her in any other way. It was a bearing in which there were no concessions to her whatever, while there was in it--it was only too plain!--a distinct intention to ignore her.
For the time being this personal element in the situation loomed larger than any other. It challenged her; it even annoyed her. At the same time it gave Davenant an importance in her eyes which she was far from willing to concede.
Rodney Temple"s house, which was really within the borders of Cambridge, built about 1840 by some Harvard professor in easy circ.u.mstances, had originally resembled a square brick box. In the course of seventy years it had pa.s.sed through the hands of several owners, each of whom had built on an additional box according to his needs. To the north a rectangular wing of one story had been thrown out as a drawing-room; to the south a similar projection formed the library and study. A smaller square crowned the edifice as a cupola, while cubes of varying dimensions were half visible at the back. Against the warm, red brick a Wren portico in white-painted wood, together with the white facings of the windows, produced an effect of vivid spotlessness, tempered by the variegated foliage of climbing vines. The limitations of the open lawn were marked by nothing but a line of shrubs.
Having arrived at the door, it was a relief to Olivia, rather than the contrary, to learn that the ladies were not at home, but that Mr. Temple himself would be glad to see her if she would come in. He had, in fact, espied her approach from his study window and had come out into the hall to insist on her staying. Within a minute or two she found herself sitting in one of his big, shabby arm-chairs saying things preliminary to confidence.
It was a large room, with windows on three sides, through which the light poured in to find itself refracted by a hundred l.u.s.trous surfaces.
The first impression received on entering what Rodney Temple called his work-room was that of color--color unlike that of pictures, flowers, gems, or sunsets, and yet of extraordinary richness and variety. Low bookcases, running round the room, offered on the broad shelf forming the top s.p.a.ce for many specimens of that potter"s art on which the old man had made himself an authority. Jars and vases stood on tables, plaques and platters hung on the walls, each notable for some excellence in shape, glaze, or decoration. Of Americans of his generation Rodney Temple had been among the first to respond to an appeal that came from ages immeasurably far back in the history of man. His imagination had been stirred in boyhood by watching a common country potter turn off bowls and flowerpots that sprang from the wheel in exquisite, concentric forms or like opening lilies of red earth. Here, he had said to himself, is the beginning of everything we call art--here must have been the first intimation to man that beauty could be an element in the work of his own fingers.
In a handicraft that took the dust of the earth to minister to man"s humblest needs, and yet contrived thereby to enrich his aesthetic life, young Rodney Temple, as he was then, found much that was congenial to his own mystical aspirations. During his early travels abroad the factories of Meissen and Sevres interested him more than the Zwinger and the Louvre.
He frequented the booths and quays and dingy streets of the older European cities, bringing out from some lost hiding-place now an Arabic tile in which the green of the oasis intensified the blue of the desert sky; now a Persian bowl of hues that changed with a turn of the head or a quiver of the lids; now a Spanish plaque gleaming with metallic, opalescent colors, too indefinable to name, too fugitive for the eye to transmit to memory. Later he picked up strange examples which, like meteoric stones from another sphere, had found their mysterious way from Chinese palaces to his grimy haunts in London, Amsterdam, or Florence, as the case might be--a blue-and-white jar of Chia-ching, or a Han ceremonial vessel in emerald green, incrusted from long burial, or a celadon bowl that resembled a cup of jade, or some gorgeously decorated bit of Famille Verte. He knew at first little or nothing of the nature and history of these precious "finds." He saw only that they were rare and lovely and that through beauty as a means of grace he entered into communion with men who had neither epoch nor ideals in common with himself.
In the end he became an authority on ceramic art by the simple process of knowing more about it than anybody else. When the trustees of the Harvard Gallery of Fine Arts awoke to that fact, he was an a.s.sistant professor of Greek in the University. Under his care, in the new position they offered him, a collection was formed of great celebrity and value; but nothing in it was ever quite so dear to him as the modest treasures he had acquired for himself in the days of his young enthusiasm, when his fellow-countrymen as yet cared for none of these things. As Olivia sat and talked her eye traveled absently from barbaric Rouen cornucopias and c.o.c.katoos to the incrusted snails and serpents of Bernard Palissy, resting long on a flowered jardiniere by Veuve Perrin, of Ma.r.s.eilles. She had little technical knowledge of the objects surrounding her, but she submitted to the strange and soothing charm they never failed to work on her--the charm of stillness, of peace, as of things which, made for common homely uses, had pa.s.sed beyond that stage into an existence of serenity and loveliness.
"When you spoke the other day," she said, after the conversation had turned directly on her father"s affairs--"when you spoke the other day about a pillar of cloud, I suppose you meant what one might call--an overruling sense of right."
"That might do as one definition."
"Because in that case you may like to know that I think I"ve seen it."
"I thought you would if you looked for it."