He wrote them--all the business letters he could think of, concentrating his thoughts as much as possible. Afterward he lay down on the lounge with a book, and remained there for an hour, although he changed books every few minutes. This was becoming a bad habit. But it was difficult reading although it ranged from Kipling to the Book of Common Prayer; and at last he gave it up and, turning over buried his head in the cushions.
This wouldn"t do either: he racked his brain for further employment, found excuses for other business letters, wrote them, then attacked a pile of social matters--notes and letters heretofore deliberately neglected to the ragged edge of decency.
He replied to them all, and invariably in the negative.
It gave him something to do to go out to the nearest lamp post and mail his letters. But when again he came back into his room the silence there left him hesitating on his threshold.
But he went in and locked his door, and kept his back turned to the desk where pen and ink were tempting him as usual, and almost beyond endurance now. And at last he weakened, and wrote to her once more:
"MY DEAR MRS. LEEDS--
"I feel sure that your failure to answer my note of last week was unintentional.
"Some day, when you have a moment, would you write me a line saying that you will be at home to me?
"Very sincerely yours,
"RICHARD STANLEY QUARREN."
He took this note to the nearest District Messenger Office; then returned to his room.
After an interminable time the messenger reported for the signature.
Mrs. Leeds was not at home and he had left the note as directed.
The night was a white one. He did not feel very well when he sat scanning the morning paper over his coffee. Recently he had formed the custom of reading two columns only in the paper--Real Estate News and Society. In the latter column Strelsa usually figured.
She figured as usual this morning; and he read the fulsome stuff attentively. Also there was a flourish concerning an annual event at the Santa Regina.
And Quarren read this very carefully; and made up his mind as he finished the paragraph.
The conclusion he came to over his coffee and newspaper materialised that afternoon at a Charity Bazaar, where, as he intended, he met Strelsa Leeds face to face. She said, coolly amiable:
"Have you been away? One never sees you these days."
"I have been nowhere," he said, pleasantly.
She shook her pretty head in reproof:
"Is it good policy for a young man to drop out of sight? Our world forgets over-night."
He laughed: "Something similar has been intimated to me by others--but less gently. I"m afraid I"ve offended some people."
"Oh, so you have already been disciplined?"
"Verbally trounced, admonished, and still smarting under the displeasure of the powers that reign. They seem to resent my Sunday out--yet even their other domestics have that. And it"s the first I"ve taken in three years. I think I"ll have to give notice to my Missus."
"The spectre of servitude still seems to obsess your humour," she observed indifferently.
"I _am_ that spectre, Mrs. Leeds."
"You certainly look pallid enough for any disembodied role. You have not been ill, by any chance?"--carelessly.
"Not at all, thank you. Rude health and I continue to link arms."
"Then it is not by chance that you absent yourself from the various festivities where your part is usually supposed to be a leading one?"
"All cooks eventually develop a distaste for their own concoctions," he explained gravely.
She lifted her eyebrows: "Yet you are here this afternoon."
"Oh, yes. Charity has not yet palled on my palate--perhaps because I need so much myself."
"I have never considered you an object of charity."
"Then I must draw your kind attention to my pitiable case by doing a little begging.... Could I ask your forgiveness, for example? And perhaps obtain it?"
Her face flushed. "I have nothing to forgive you, Mr. Quarren," she said with decision.
"Do you mean that?"
"Certainly."
"I scarcely know how to take your--generosity."
"I offer none. There is no occasion for generosity or for the exercise of any virtue, cardinal or otherwise. You have not offended me, nor I you--I trust.... Have I?"
"No," he said.
Men came up to speak to her; one or two women nodded to her from nearby groups which presently mingled, definitely separating her from Quarren unless either he or she chose to evade the natural trend of things.
Neither made the effort. Then Sir Charles Mallison joined her, and Quarren, smilingly accepting that gentleman"s advent as his own conge, took his leave of Strelsa and went his way--which chanced, also, to be the way of Mrs. Lester Caldera, very fetching in lilac gown and hat.
Susanne Lannis, lips slightly curling, looked after them, touching Strelsa"s elbow:
"Cyrille simply cannot let Ricky alone," she said. "The bill-posters will find a fence for her if she doesn"t come to her senses."
"Who?" asked Strelsa, as one or two people laughed guardedly.
"Why, Cyrille Caldera. _Elle s"affiche, ma chere!_"
"Mrs. Caldera!" repeated the girl, surprised.
"_And_ Ricky! Are you blind, Strelsa? It"s been on for two weeks or more. And she"d better not play too confidently with Ricky. You can usually forecast what a wild animal will do, never how a trained one is going to behave."