I ran back into the house with the utmost precipitation; all the servants seemed in commotion. I saw Preston; she was running up-stairs with a bundle in her hand. "Preston," said I, "what are you about?" "Oh!
the bailiffs, the bailiffs, my lady!"
"They won"t hurt you; I want you here."
"I can"t come, indeed, my lady till I have disposed of these things; I must throw them out of the window, or the bailiffs will seize them."
I could not get a servant near me but my faithful Win, who hung weeping round me; as for myself, I was too much agitated to shed a tear, or appear sensible of my misfortune.
Two of these horrid men came into the room. I demanded what they wanted.
To see that none of the goods were carried out of the house, they answered. I asked them, if they knew where Sir William Stanley was. "Oh!
he is safe enough," said one of them; "we can"t touch him; he pleads privilege, as being a member of parliament; we can only take care of his furniture for him."
"And am I not allowed the same privilege? If so, how have you dared to detain me?"
"Detain you! why I hope your ladyship will not say as how we have offered to detain you? You may go where you please, provided you take nothing away with you."
"My lady was going out," said Win, sobbing, "and you would not suffer it."
"Not in that coach, mistress, to be sure; but don"t go for to say we stopped your lady. She may go when she will."
"Will one of you order me a chair or hackney coach? I have no business here." The last word melted me; and I sunk into a chair, giving way to a copious flood of tears. At that instant almost the detestable Biddulph entered the room. I started up--"Whence this intrusion, my lord?" I asked with a haughty tone. "Are you come to join your _insults_ with the misfortunes you have in great measure effected?"
"I take heaven to witness," answered he, "how much I was shocked to find an extent in your house; I had not the least idea of such a circ.u.mstance happening. I, indeed, knew that Sir William was very much straitened for money."
"Accursed be those," interrupted I, "ever accursed be those whose pernicious counsels and baleful examples have brought him into these exigencies. I look on you, my lord, as one cruel cause of the ruin of our house."
"Rather, Lady Stanley, call me the prop of your sinking house. View, in me, one who would die to render you service."
"Would to heaven you had done so long--long before I had seen you!"
"How unkind is that wish! I came, Madam, with the intention of being serviceable to you. Do not then put such hard constructions on my words.
I wished to consult with you on the most efficacious means to be used for Sir William"s emolument. You know not what power you have!"
"Power! alas! what power have I?"
"The most unlimited," he replied, fixing his odious eyes on my face, which I returned by a look of the utmost scorn. "O Lady Stanley," he continued, "do not--do not, I intreat you, use me so hardly. Will you allow me to speak to you alone?"
"By no means."
"For G.o.d"s sake do! Your servant shall remain in the next room, within your call. Let me beseech you to place some confidence in me. I have that to relate concerning Sir William, which you would not chuse a domestic should hear. Dearest Lady Stanley, be not inexorable."
"You may go into that room, Win," said I, not deigning to answer this importunate man. "My lord," addressing myself to him, "you can have nothing to tell me to which I am a stranger; I know Sir William is totally ruined. This is known to every servant in the house."
"Believe me," said he, "the execution is the least part of the evil.
That event happens daily among the great people: but there is an affair of another nature, the stain of which can never be wiped off. Sir William, by his necessities, has been plunged into the utmost difficulties, and, to extricate himself, has used some unlawful means; in a word, he has committed a forgery."
"Impossible!" cried I, clasping my hands together in agony.
"It is too true; Sir George Brudenel has the forged deed now in his hands, and nothing can save him from an ignominious death, but the raising a large sum of money, which is quite out of his power. Indeed, I might with some difficulty a.s.sist him."
"And will you not step forth to save him?" I asked with precipitation.
"What would _you_ do to save him?" he asked in his turn, attempting to take my hand.
"Can you ask me such a question? To save his life, what would I not do?"
"You have the means in your power."
"Oh! name them quickly, and ease my heart of this load of distraction!
It is more--much more than I can bear."
"Oh my lovely angel!" cried the horrid wretch, "would you but shew some tenderness to me! would you but listen to the most faithful, most enamoured of men, much might be done. You would, by your sweet condescension, bind me for ever to your interest, might I but flatter myself I should share your affection. Would you but give me the slightest mark of it, oh! how blest I should be! Say, my adorable Julia, can I ever hope to touch your heart?"
"Wretch!" cried I, "unhand me. How dare you have the insolence to affront me again with the mention of your hateful pa.s.sion? I believe all you have uttered to be a base falsehood against Sir William. You have taken an opportunity to insult his wife, at a time when you think him too much engaged to seek vengeance; otherwise your coward soul would shrink from the just resentment you ought to expect!"
"I am no coward, Madam," he replied, "but in my fears of offending the only woman on whom my soul doats, and the only one whose scorn would wound me. I am not afraid of Sir William"s resentment--I act but by his consent."
"By his consent!"
"Yes, my dear creature, by his. Come, I know you to be a woman of sense; you are acquainted with your husband"s hand-writing, I presume. I have not committed a _forgery_, I a.s.sure you. Look, Madam, on this paper; you will see how much I need dread the just vengeance of an injured husband, when I have his especial mandate to take possession as soon as I can gain my lovely charmer"s consent; and, oh! may just revenge inspire you to reward my labours!" He held a paper towards me; I attempted to s.n.a.t.c.h it out of his hand. "Not so, my sweet angel, I cannot part with it; but you shall see the contents of it with all my heart."
Oh! Louisa, do I live to tell you what were those contents!--"I resign all right and t.i.tle to my wife, Julia Stanley, to Lord Biddulph, on condition that he pays into my hands the sum of fourteen thousand six hundred pounds, which he enters into an engagement to perform. Witness my hand,
WILLIAM STANLEY."
Grief, resentment, and amazement, struck me dumb. "What say you to this, Lady Stanley? Should you not pique yourself on your fidelity to such a good husband, who takes so much care of you? You see how much he prizes his life."
"Peace, monster! peace!" cried I. "You have taken a base, most base advantage of the wretch you have undone!"
"The fault is all your"s; the cruelty with which you have treated me has driven me to the only course left of obtaining you. You have it in your power to save or condemn your husband."
"What, should I barter my soul to save _one_ so profligate of his? But there are other resources yet left, and we yet may triumph over thee, thou cruel, worst of wretches!"
"Perhaps you may think there are hopes from old Stanley; there can be none, as he has caused this execution. It would half ruin your family to raise this sum, as there are many more debts which they would be called upon to pay. Why then will you put it out of my power to extricate him?
Let me have some influence over you! On my knees I intreat you to hear me. I swear by the great G.o.d that made me, I will marry you as soon as a divorce can be obtained. I have sworn the same to Sir William."
Think, my dearest Louisa, what a situation this was for me! I was constrained to rein-in my resentment, lest I should irritate this wretch to some act of violence--for I had but too much reason to believe I was wholly in his power. I had my senses sufficiently collected (for which I owe my thanks to heaven) to make a clear retrospect of my forlorn condition--eight or ten strange fellows in the house, who, from the nature of their profession, must be hardened against every distress, and, perhaps, ready to join with the hand of oppression in injuring the unfortunate--my servants (in none of whom I could confide) most of them employed in protecting, what they styled, their own property; and either totally regardless of me, or, what I more feared, might unite with this my chief enemy in my destruction. As to the forgery, though the bare surmise threw me into agonies, I rather thought it a proof how far the vile Biddulph would proceed to terrify me, than reality; but the fatal paper signed by Sir William--that was too evident to be disputed. This conflict of thought employed every faculty, and left me speechless--Biddulph was still on his knees, "For heaven"s sake," cried he, "do not treat me with this scorn; make me not desperate! Ardent as my pa.s.sion is, I would not lose sight of my respect for you."
"That you have already done," I answered, "in thus openly avowing a pa.s.sion, to me so highly disagreeable. Prove your respect, my lord, by quitting so unbecoming a posture, and leave the most unfortunate of women to her destiny."
"Take care, take care, Madam," cried he, "how you drive me to despair; I have long, long adored you. My perseverance, notwithstanding your frowns, calls for some reward; and unless you a.s.sure me that in a future day you will not be thus unkind, I shall not easily forego the opportunity which now offers."
"For mercy"s sake!" exclaimed I, starting up, "what do you mean? Lord Biddulph! How dare--I insist, Sir--leave me." I burst into tears, and, throwing myself again in my chair, gave free vent to all the anguish of my soul. He seemed moved. Again he knelt, and implored my pardon--"Forgive me!--Oh! forgive me, thou sweet excellence! I will not hereafter offend, if it is in nature to suppress the extreme violence of my love. You know not how extensive your sway is over my soul! Indeed you do not!"
"On the condition of your leaving me directly, I will endeavour to forgive and forget what has pa.s.sed," I sobbed out, for my heart was too full of grief to articulate clearly.
"Urge me not to leave you, my angelic creature. Ah! seek not to drive the man from your presence, who doats, doats on you to distraction.
Think what a villain your husband is; think into what acc.u.mulated distress he has plunged you. Behold, in me, one who will extricate you from all your difficulties; who will raise you to rank, t.i.tle, and honour; one whom you may make a convert. Oh! that I had met with you before this cursed engagement, I should have been the most blest of men.