Chapter 102 (I am a boy!) I can"t ask for anything.
When Gu Xi saw w.a.n.g Xiang, who was sleeping soundly while holding Zheng Kai tightly, he bit the pillow towel and burst into tears.To celebrate the first anniversary of the successful end of cross-country training, the hosts, Chen Wanxin and w.a.n.g Zhengjuan invited boys and girls in their cla.s.s to the party.
As the champion, Zheng Kai was certainly on the chief invitation list and he brought Gu Xi. w.a.n.g Xiang, of course, accompanied Zhang An"an. Zhao Yuan and Lin Wenxi intended to stay in the dormitory instead of going to the party, but they had to act as eye candy due to everyone"s enthusiasm.
Unexpectedly, w.a.n.g Xiang exposed that he implicated Zhang An"an during the cross-country training, so he was asked to compensate it by drinking gla.s.s after gla.s.s. He himself was enthusiastic to drink with a lot of people, and then collapsed into Zheng Kai.
At the end of the party, w.a.n.g Xiang suddenly embraced Zheng Kai"s shoulder, with his legs holding him, and refused to let go.
"Bro, are you drunk? The person who you want to hold is over there—" Zheng Kai shouted, "An"an, bring your man back and tie him up."
A group of people came together and mustered their strength to pull Sloth w.a.n.g down from Zheng Kai. Sloth w.a.n.g just struggled desperately and shouted, "Don"t touch me! I am going to sleep! I am going to sleep!" With his hands holding Zheng Kai"s neck, w.a.n.g Xiang hugged him more tightly.
"How about coping with the leech after getting back... I feel a little bit..." Zhang An"an was dizzy because just now Chen Wanxin found various excuses to pile her with booze. She really couldn"t make it. Zhou Nannan and w.a.n.g Zhengjuan was supporting Zhang An"an and returned to the dormitory.
"Are you drunk due to the little bit of wine? You should carry him on your back if you can walk." said Chen Wanxin. Like receiving military orders, Zheng Kai instantly stood upright, and let w.a.n.g Xiang put his hands around his neck, his legs around his waist and his head on his chest. He strode forward, like carrying a schoolbag in front of his chest.
By the time they arrived at his dormitory, Zheng Kai was already drunk and sleepy, but w.a.n.g Xiang seemed to be an iron hoist and pressed him tightly. How could he sleep?
Zhao Yuan patted w.a.n.g Xiang on his b.u.t.t several times. As soon as w.a.n.g Xiang woke up, he cried and hugged him tighter.
"He, like a little tadpole, found his mother, or you can show him mother love." Zhao Yuan said helplessly.
"How can I do that? How can I sleep well? And we are in the same bed..." Zheng Kai groaned and burped.
"It doesn"t matter." Chen Wanxin suddenly came in through the door.
"An"an and Xiaoman are both drunk, and Nannan is also picked up by Zhengjuan. I think I am the only one who can see what is going on with the unworthy boy for An"an." Chen Wanxin said smilingly.
"This... this..." Zheng Kai"s tongue was twisted.
"He is your roommate and brother. What"s wrong with you? He is now out of order, and if you pull him down forcibly and unexpected incidents occurred, what should An"an do?" Chen Wanxin laughed covering her mouth, "Be obedient, and that"s it."
Zheng Kai didn"t fully understand and responded "oh", and fell asleep. He only felt that the head on his chest seemed to move again and rub again, and then pressed tighter.
"Zhao Yuan, don"t you follow me?" asked Chen Wanxin.
Lin Wenxi was facing the wall at the time, and seemed to be asleep with his back to everything behind him.
"Your boyfriend has quarreled with you, and doesn"t want to talk to you recently." Zhao Yuan said and jumped on Lin Wenxi"s bed. He pulled the thin quilt and slept with his back to Lin Wenxi.
Chen Wanxin, with a sullen face, went out without saying a word.
"Remember to lock the door." Zhao Yuan added.
The slamming of the door could be heard.
Gu Xi looked at Zheng Kai"s bed silently. Zheng Kai looked up and frowned as if his chest was supporting the weight of w.a.n.g Xiang"s whole body, and it was difficult for him to breathe. Gu Xi, however, clearly saw w.a.n.g Xiang sticking to Zheng Kai"s open collar, rubbing slightly against the thick chest, and his legs moving slowly. Was Zheng Kai regarded as An"an by w.a.n.g Xiang, or...? Gu Xi was confused.
From the first time Zheng Kai saved himself as a G.o.d, Gu Xi longed for a long, long time. Even if he had been carried by Zheng Kai and asked Zheng Kai to hold himself, he made Zheng Kai uncomfortable because of his intentional and unintentional intimate actions. If he had not been treated as a brother, Zheng Kai would have lost his temper at that time.
So he had to be cautious. He cooked for him silently, made his bed, and laughed at other"s joke and even criticisms in silence. After turning his back, he still wore a bright face, because he knew that Zheng Kai was actually tired of being made fun of due to these things, and he even fought someone. Someone shouted in front of Zheng Kai, "If you are a real man, you shouldn"t be with this chick."
"Shouldn"t a man be with the chick?" This was the warmest words that Zheng Kai said, but it meant nothing.
"However, I am not a chick. I am a boy!"
So it was not until Zheng Kai persuaded all the gossip people that rumors gradually faded, and the bright moon appeared. Gradually, he couldn"t control himself. Gradually, he did something that displeased Zheng Kai. But he knew that Zheng Kai tolerated it for him. Although Zheng Kai repeated his complaints, he always turned over to smoke in silence in face of his tears.
However, he was about to enter the university department, only to find that Zheng Kai had left. He only said on the phone, "I will go to the Jifu University. Take care." Then there was silence for a long time.
Did he deliberately avoid me?
"Long yearnings recall long memories, short yearnings have no end. If I knew my thought of you would be so tangled, wouldn"t it be better we had never acquainted?" If at that time, you let me be bullied and turned a blind eye; if at that time, you hadn"t pa.s.sed by, there would not have been so many stories between us, and I would not have so much sadness and joy.
With all my cooking skills, I followed you to Jifu University. I would have been very careful and cautious.
But I saw Zhou Nannan and w.a.n.g Zhengjuan, two pa.s.sionate girls. Although Zhou Nannan was not as open and outgoing as w.a.n.g Zhengjuan, she carefully and innocently dealt with some cynicism and sarcasm, and was unwilling to tell her any trouble after w.a.n.g Zhengjuan was anxious to tell everyone their relationship. w.a.n.g Zhengjuan didn"t know that Zhou Nannan had been counseled by a psychological teacher several times since then, and that Zhou Nannan always missed her family and became homesick. Zhou Nannan never said that, but smiled happily. One carried a heavy load to move forward, and another one was degage and free, but the happy time when they got together gave them full courage and confidence!
I also met Lin Wenxi, who I regarded as a confidant, a seemingly fragile boy, a man with intelligence and knowledge. He seemed to have a secret family and ident.i.ty behind him. He, a teenager who boasted poetic romance like running waterfall and was cold like the autumn moon, was changed into one with a breeze-like smile by Zhang Dong and Zhao Yuan. But, his smile was for Zhao Yuan. And his pain was also for him, wasn"t it? Otherwise, why was he like hiding himself in the ice and walking in the world through the barrier of cold ice if he alienated Zhao Yuan? Why was he full of vitality like spring returning to the earth if he was with Zhao Yuan? It seemed that Zhao Yuan and he liked each other, but their behaviors never went beyond the rules. In front of others, apart from brotherly frolics, they only met each other"s eyes with deep feelings in their gaze when left alone. It seemed that everyone knew, and it seemed that everyone couldn"t see clearly. If someone was bolder, were they be so anxious?
It seemed that everyone here was more open and tolerant. I really lived a comfortable life, and I also felt life like this was a favor of my life.
w.a.n.g Xiang, w.a.n.g Xiang, did you know that you carelessly and quietly embraced Zheng Kai, closed to his chest, leaned against his body? And that was what I had longed for before! What would Zheng Kai do if I was drunk? He would throw me into the bed, throw a towel on myself, and strode away.
Should I be like w.a.n.g Xiang, who fraternized with Zheng Kai and had a girlfriend? In this way, would Zheng Kai no longer scruple me?
No, I should have been content with it, right?
Gu Xi pondered over and over again. He couldn"t help looking down at the lower bunk and saw Lin Wenxi and Zhao Yuan sleeping soundly side by side. They were dressed neatly. On a closer look, Zhao Yuan stretched out an arm under his pillow and quietly put it behind Lin Wenxi"s neck. So, unless someone deliberately approached their bed and had a look, everyone would think that they were just lying side by side, which was extremely common.
Gu Xi couldn"t help covering his mouth with tears streaming down.