He paused.
"Oh! certainly, Mr. Verney, we do."
"And I so wish you would tell her that I have been ever since thinking how I can be of any real use--ever so little--if only to prove my anxiety to make her trust me even a little."
"I think, Mr. Verney, it is quite enough if we don"t _dis_trust you; and I can a.s.sure you we do not," said the spinster.
"My uncle, though not the sort of man you may have been led to suppose him--not at all an unkind man--is, I must allow, a little odd and difficult sometimes--you see I"m not speaking to you as a stranger--and he won"t do things in a moment; still if I knew exactly what Sir Booth expected from him--if you think I might venture to ask an interview----"
"Quite _impossible_! You must not _think_ of it," exclaimed the lady with a look almost of terror, "just now, while all is so fresh, and feelings so excited, he"s in no mood to be reasonable, and no good _could_ come of it."
"Well, _you_ know best, of course. But I expect to be called away, my stay at Ware can"t be much longer. My uncle writes as if he wants me; and I wish so much, short as it is, that I could improve it to any useful purpose. I can"t tell you how very much I pity Miss Fanshawe, immured in that gloomiest of all gloomy places. Such an unnatural and terrifying seclusion for one so very young."
"It is certainly very _triste_," said Miss Sheckleton.
"She draws, you told me, and likes the garden, and reads; you must allow me to lend you some books, won"t you? _you_ I say; and _you_ can lend them to her," he added, seeing a hesitation, "and you need take no trouble about returning them. Just lock them up anywhere in the house when you"ve done with them, and I"ll get them when you leave Malory, which I hope won"t be for a long time, unless it be for a very much pleasanter residence."
Here came a pause; the eyes of the two pedestrians were directed toward Malory as they descended the road, but no sign of life was visible in that quarter.
"You got home very well that day from the Priory; I watched you all the way," said he at last.
"Oh! yes; the distance is nothing."
Another little pause followed.
"_You_"re not afraid, Miss Sheckleton, of venturing outside the walls. I fear, however, I"ve a great deal to answer for in having alarmed Miss Fanshawe, though quite unintentionally, for the safety of Sir Booth"s incognito. The secret is known to _no_ one but to _me_ and the persons originally entrusted with it; I _swear_ to you it"s _so_. There"s no reason on earth for your immuring yourselves as you do within those melancholy precincts; it excites curiosity, on the contrary, and people begin to pry and ask questions; and I trust you believe that I would not trifle or mislead you upon such a subject."
"You are very good," answered Miss Sheckleton, looking down. "Yes, we _are_ obliged to be very careful; but it is hardly worth breaking a rule; we may possibly be here for so very short a time, you know. And about the books----"
"Oh! about the books I"ll hear nothing; there are books coming for me to Ware, and I shan"t be there to receive them. And I shall be, I a.s.sure you, ever so much obliged if you"ll only just give them house-room--they"ll be so much safer--at Malory; and you won"t deny me the pleasure of thinking that you and Miss Fanshawe will look over them?"
He fancied she did not like this; and thought she seemed embarra.s.sed to find an evasion; but before she could speak, he continued, "and how is the little squirrel I saw in the boat the other day; Miss Fanshawe"s, I suppose? Such a pretty little thing!"
"Oh! poor little Whisk. There has been a tragedy: some horrid thing, a wild cat or an owl, killed him the other night, and mangled him so; poor little, dear thing, you must not ask."
"Oh dear! I"m _so_ sorry; and Miss Fanshawe can so ill spare a companion just now."
"Yes, it has been a great blow; and--and I think, Mr. Verney, I should prefer bidding you good-bye _here_," said Miss Sheckleton, stopping resolutely, and holding out her fingers for him to take; for she was on odd terms of suspicion and confidence--something more than mere chance acquaintance.
He looked towards the wood of Malory--now overlooking them, almost in the foreground; and, I think, if he had seen Miss Fanshawe under its shadows, nothing would have prevented his going right on--perhaps very rashly--upon the chance of even a word from her. But the groves were empty; neither "Erl King" nor his daughter were waiting for them. So, for simply nothing, it would not do to vex the old lady, with whom, for many reasons, it was desirable that he should continue upon good terms, and with real regret he did _there_, as she desired, take his leave, and slowly walk back to Cardyllian, now and then stealing a glance over the old side-walk of the steep road, thinking that just possibly his Guido might appear in the shadow to greet the old lady at the gate. But nothing appeared--she went in, and the darkness received her.
CHAPTER XIII.
THE BOY WITH THE CAGE.
AT Ware a letter awaited Cleve, from his uncle, the Hon. Kiffyn Fulke Verney. He read it after dinner, with his back to the fire, by a candle, placed on the corner of the chimney-piece. He never was in any great haste to open his uncle"s letters, except when he expected a remittance.
I must allow they were not entertaining, and did not usually throw much light upon anything. But it was not safe to omit a single line, for his uncle knew them by rote, and in their after meetings asked him questions upon some pa.s.sages, and referred pointedly to others. Uncle Kiffyn was in fact thin-skinned in his vanities, and was a person with whom it would have been highly inconvenient to have been on any but the very best terms.
Cleve had, therefore, to read these closely written despatches with more attention than even his friend Dixie read his Bible. They were a sore trouble, for their length was at times incredible.
As he read these letters, moans, and even execrations, escaped him, such as poets describe as issuing from the abode of torment--"Good heavens!
mightn"t he have said that in five words?" Then a "Pish!"--"Always grumbling about that executorship. Why did he take it? I do believe he likes it."
And then Cleve read,--"I see no reason why, with respect to you, I may not exercise--as between ourselves, at least--an absolute unreserve with relation to a fact of which, through a channel not necessary to particularise, I have just received an authentic a.s.surance, to the effect, namely, that Sir Booth Fanshawe, whose ruin has been brought about, partly by his virtual insanity in opposing me with an insensate pertinacity and an intense ill feeling, on which I offer no observation, but involving an expense to which his impaired means were obviously inadequate, and partly by early follies, profligacies, and vices, is now living concealed in the Rue de----, in Paris." Cleve laughed. "He is a person to whom neither courtesy nor forbearance, as it appears to me, can reasonably be held to be in any respect due from me. There has been a recent order, charging him, as you may have seen by the public papers, with 2,317 costs in the collateral suit connected with the trust cause, in which I was, though I by no means sought the position, the plaintiff, to foreclose the mortgage over Wycroft. I have written to apprise Milbanke of the fact, that he may take such steps as the nature of the case may suggest." "Well for Sir Booth he does not know he"s so near! What"s this? A postscript! well"--"P.S.--I have opened my letter to introduce this postscript, in consequence of a letter which has just reached me in course of post from Mr. Jos. Larkin, a solicitor, who was introduced to my notice about two years since by a member of the Brandon family, and who is unquestionably a man of some ability in his position in life. His letter is accompanied by a note from Messrs. Goldshed and Levi, and the two doc.u.ments involve considerations so sudden, complicated, and momentous, that I must defer opening them, and request your presence at Verney House on the 15th proximo, when I mean to visit town for the purpose of arriving at a distinct solution of the several reports thus submitted upon a subject intimately connected with my private feelings, and with the most momentous interests of my house."
So abruptly ended the postscript, and for a moment Cleve was seriously alarmed. Could those meddling fellows who had agents everywhere have fished up some bit of Cardyllian gossip about his Malory romance?
He knew very well what the Hon. Kiffyn Fulke Verney would think of that.
His uncle could make or mar him. He knew that he had dangerous qualities, being a narrow man, with obstinate resentments. He was stunned for a moment; but then he reflected that all the romance in which he was living had been purely psychologic and internal, and that there was no overt act to support the case which he might not confess and laugh at.
"On the 15th proximo"--Very well; on the 15th he would be in town, and hear his uncle upon this subject, involving his "private feelings" and "the most momentous interests of his house." Could it be that his out-cast uncle, who had been dragging out a villanous existence in Turkey, under the hospitable protection of the Porte--who was said to have killed the captain of a French man-of-war, in that contemplative retreat, and whom he was wont respectfully to call "the Old Man of the Mountains," was dead at last?
The postscript would bear this interpretation and a pompous liking for mystery, which was one of his uncle"s small weaknesses, would account for his withholding the precise information, and nursing, and making much of his secret, and delivering it at last, like a Cabinet manifesto or a Sessional address.
"If the Old Man of the Mountains be really out of the way, it"s an important event for us!"
And a dark smile lighted the young man"s face, as he thought of the long train of splendid consequences that would awake at his death-bed, and begin to march before his funeral.
Ambition, they say, is the giant pa.s.sion. But giants are placable and sleep at times. The spirit of emulation--the l.u.s.t of distinction--_hominum volitare per ora--digito monstrarier_--in a wider, and still widening sphere--until all the world knows something about you--and so on and on--the same selfish aspiration, and at best, the same barren progress, till at last it has arrived--you are a thoroughly advertised and conspicuous mediocrity, still wishing, and often tired, in the midst of drudgery and importance and _clat_, and then--on a sudden, the _other_ thing comes--the first of the days of darkness which are many.
"Thy house shall be of clay, A clot under thy head; Until the latter day, The grave shall be thy bed."
But nature has her flowers and her fruits, as well as those coa.r.s.e grains and vegetables on which overgrown reputations are stall-fed. The Commons lobby, the division list, the bureau, Hansard, the newspapers, the dreary bombast of the Right Hon. Marcus Tullius Countinghouse, the ironies of Mr. Swelter, the jokes of Mr. Rasp,--enjoy these shams while your faith is great--while you may, now, in the days of thy youth, before your time comes, and knowledge chills, and care catches you, and you are drawn in and ground under the great old machine which has been thundering round and round, and bruising its proper grist, ever since Adam and Eve walked out of Eden.
But beside all this delicious rape-cake and man-gold of politics, Cleve Verney had his transient perceptions of the flowers and fruits, as we say, that spring elsewhere. There are fancy, the regrets, the yearnings--something recluse in the human soul, which will have its day, a day, though brief it may be, of entire domination.
Now it came to pa.s.s, among the trees of lonely Malory, at eventide, when the golden air was flooded with the vesper songs of small birds, and the long gray shadows were stretching into distance, that a little brown Welsh boy, with dark lively eyes, and a wire cage in his hand, suddenly stood before Miss Margaret Fanshawe, who awaking from a reverie, with a startled look--for intruders were there unknown--fixed her great eyes upon him.
"You"ve climbed the wall, little gipsy," said the beautiful lady, with a shake of her head and a little frown, raising her finger threateningly.
"What! You say nothing? This is a lonely place; don"t you know there are ghosts here and fairies in Malory? And I"m one of them, perhaps," she continued, softening a little, for he looked at her with round eyes of wonder and awe.
"And what do you want here? and what have you got in that cage? Let me see it."
Breaking through an accidental cleft among the old trees, one sunset ray streamed on the face of this little Welsh Murillo; and now through the wires of the cage, gilding them pleasantly as he raised it in his hand, and showed two little squirrels hopping merrily within.
"Squirrels! How curious! My poor little Whisk, there"s none like you, funny little Whisk, kind little Whisk, true little thing; you loved your mistress, and no one else, no one else. He"s buried there, under that large rose-bush; I won"t cry for you, little Whisk, any more, I said I wouldn"t."
She looked wistfully toward the rose-bush, and the little headstone she had girlishly placed at her favourite"s grave, and the little boy saw two great crystal tears glittering in her large eyes as she gazed; and she turned and walked a hasty step or two toward it. I don"t know whether they fell or were dried, but when she came back she looked as at first.
"I"ll buy one of these little things, they _are_ very pretty, and I"ll call it Frisk; and I"ll please myself by thinking it"s little Whisk"s brother; it _may_ be, you know," she said, unconsciously taking the little boy into the childish confidence. "What would you sell one of those little things for? perhaps you would not like to part with it, but I"ll make it very happy, I shall be very kind to it."
She paused, but the little fellow only looked still silently and earnestly in her face.
"Is he deaf or dumb, or a sprite--who are you?" said the girl, looking at him curiously.