So, with another long look over the lonely sea toward Malory, he descended from his post of observation, and sauntered, rather despondingly, by the old Priory, and down the steep and pretty old road, that sinuously leads to the sh.o.r.e and the ruinous little quay, for which boats of tourists still make. He listened and lingered on the way. His mind misgave him. He would have deferred the moment when his last hope was to go out, and the chance of the meeting, which had been his last thought at night, and his first in the morning, should lose itself in the coming shades of night. Yes, he would allow them a little time--it could not be much--and if a sail were not in sight by the time he reached the strand he would give all up, and set out upon his dejected walk to Cardrwydd.
He halted and lingered for awhile in that embowered part of the little by-road which opens on the sh.o.r.e, half afraid to terminate a suspense in which was still a hope. With an effort, then, he walked on, over the little ridge of sand and stones, and, lo! there was the boat with furled sails by the broken pier, and within scarce fifty steps the Malory ladies were approaching.
He raised his hat--he advanced quickly--not knowing quite how he felt, and hardly recollecting the minute after it was spoken, what he had said. He only saw that the young lady seemed surprised and grave. He thought she was even vexed.
"I"m so glad we"ve met you here, Mr. Verney," said artful Miss Sheckleton. "I was just thinking, compared with our last visit, how little profit we should derive from our present. I"m such a dunce in ancient art and architecture, and in all the subjects, in fact, that help one to understand such a building as this, that I despaired of enjoying our excursion at all as I did our last; but, perhaps you are leaving, and once more is too much to impose such a task as you undertook on our former visit."
"Going away! You could not really think such a thing possible, while I had a chance of your permitting me to do the honours of our poor Priory."
He glanced at Miss Fanshawe, who was at the other side of the chatty old lady, as they walked up the dim monastic road; but the Guido was looking over the low wall into the Warren, and his glance pa.s.sed by unheeded.
"I"m so fond of this old place," said Cleve, to fill in a pause. "I should be ashamed to say--you"d think me a fool almost--how often I take a run over here in my boat, and wander about its grounds and walls, quite alone. If there"s a transmigration of souls, I dare say mine once inhabited a friar of Penruthyn--I feel, especially since I last came to Ware, such an affection for the old place."
"It"s a very nice taste, Mr. Verney. You have no reason to be ashamed of it," said the old lady, decisively. "Young men, now-a-days, are so given up to horses and field games, and so little addicted to anything refined, that I"m quite glad when I discover any nice taste or accomplishment among them. You must have read a great deal, Mr. Verney, to be able to tell us all the curious things you did about this old place and others."
"Perhaps I"m only making a great effort--a show of learning on an extraordinary occasion. You must see how my stock lasts to-day. You are looking into that old park, Miss Fanshawe," said Cleve, slily crossing to her side. "We call it the Warren; but it was once the Priory Park.
There is a very curious old grant from the Prior of Penruthyn, which my uncle has at Ware, of a right to pasture a certain number of cows in the park, on condition of aiding the verderer in keeping up the green underwood. There is a good deal of holly still there, and some relics of the old timber, but not much. There is not shelter for deer now. But you never saw anything like the quant.i.ty of rabbits; and there are really, here and there, some very picturesque fragments of old forest--capital studies of huge oak trees in the last stage of venerable decay and decrepitude, and very well worthy of a place in your sketch-book."
"I dare say; I should only fear my book is hardly worthy of them," said Miss Fanshawe.
"I forgot to show you this when you were here before." He stopped short, brushing aside the weeds with his walking-cane. "Here are the bases of the piers of the old park gate."
The little party stopped, and looked as people do on such old-world relics. But there was more than the conventional interest; or rather something quite different--something at once sullen and pensive in the beautiful face of the girl. She stood a little apart, looking down on that old masonry. "What is she thinking of?" he speculated; "is she sad, or is she offended? is it pride, or melancholy, or anger? or is it only the poetry of these dreamy old places that inspires her reverie? I don"t think she has listened to one word I said about it. She seemed as much a stranger as the first day I met her here;" and his heart swelled with a bitter yearning, as he glanced at her without seeming to do so. And just then, with the same sad face, she stooped and plucked two pretty wild flowers that grew by the stones, under the old wall. It seemed to him like the action of a person walking in a dream--half unconscious of what she was doing, quite unconscious of everyone near her.
"What shall we do?" said Cleve, as soon as they had reached the enclosure of the buildings. "Shall we begin at the refectory and library, or return to the chapel, which we had not quite looked over when you were obliged to go, on your last visit?"
This question his eyes directed to Miss Fanshawe; but as she did not so receive it. Miss Sheckleton took on herself to answer for the party. So into the chapel they went--into shadow and seclusion. Once more among the short rude columns, the epitaphs, and round arches, in dim light, and he shut the heavy door with a clap that boomed through its lonely aisles, and rejoiced in his soul at having secured if it were only ten minutes" quiet and seclusion again with the ladies of Malory. It seemed like a dream.
"I quite forgot, Miss Fanshawe," said he, artfully compelling her attention, "to show you a really curious, and even mysterious tablet, which is very old, and about which are ever so many stories and conjectures."
He conveyed them to a recess between two windows, where in the shade is a very old mural tablet.
"It is elaborately carved, and is dated, you see, 1411. If you look near you will see that the original epitaph has been chipped off near the middle, and the word "_Eheu_," which is Latin for "alas!" cut deeply into the stone."
"What a hideous skull!" exclaimed the young lady, looking at the strange carving of that emblem, which projected at the summit of the tablet.
"Yes, what a diabolical expression! Isn"t it?" said Cleve.
"Are not those _tears_?" continued Miss Fanshawe, curiously.
"No, look more nearly and you will see. They are worms--great worms--crawling from the eyes, and knotting themselves, as you see,"
answered Cleve.
"Yes," said the lady, with a slight shudder, "and what a wicked grin the artist has given to the mouth. It is wonderfully powerful! What rage and misery! It is an awful image! Is that a tongue?"
"A tongue of fire. It represents a flame issuing from between the teeth; and on the scroll beneath, which looks, you see, like parchment shrivelled by fire are the words in Latin, "Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched;" and here is the epitaph--"Hic sunt ruin, forma letifera, cor mortuum, lubrica lingua dmonis, digitus proditor, nunc gehenn favilla. Plorate. Plaudite." It is Latin, and the meaning is, "Here are ruins, fatal beauty, a dead heart, the slimy tongue of the demon, a traitor finger, now ashes of gehenna. Lament. Applaud." Some people say it is the tomb of the wicked Lady Mandeville, from whom we have the honour of being descended, who with her traitor finger indicated the place where her husband was concealed; and afterwards was herself put to death, they say, though I never knew any evidence of it, by her own son. All this happened in the Castle of Cardyllian, which accounts for her being buried in the comparative seclusion of the Priory, and yet so near Cardyllian. But antiquarians say the real date of that lady"s misdoings was nearly a century later; and so the matter rests an enigma probably to the day of doom."
"It is a very good horror. What a pity we shall never know those sentences that have been cut away," said Miss Fanshawe.
"That skull is worth sketching; won"t you try it?" said Cleve.
"No, not for the world. I shall find it only too hard to forget it, and I don"t mean to look at it again. Some countenances seize one with a tenacity and vividness quite terrible."
"_Very_ true," said Cleve, with a meaning she understood, as he turned away with her. "We are not rich in wonders here, but the old church chest is worth seeing, it is curiously carved."
He led them towards a niche in which it is placed near the communion rails. But said Miss Sheckleton--
"I"m a little tired, Margaret; you will look at it, dear; and Mr.
Verney will excuse me. We have been delving and hoeing all the morning, and I shall rest here for a few minutes." And she sat down on the bench.
Miss Margaret Fanshawe looked at her a little vexed, Cleve thought; and the young lady said--
"Hadn"t you better come? It"s only a step, and Mr. Verney says it is really curious."
"I"m a positive old woman," said cousin Anne, "as you know, and really a little tired; and you take such an interest in old carving in wood--a thing I don"t at all understand, Mr. Verney; she has a book quite full of really beautiful drawings, some taken at Brussels, and some at Antwerp. Go, dear, and see it, and I shall be rested by the time you come back."
So spoke good-natured Miss Sheckleton, depriving Margaret of every evasion; and she accordingly followed Cleve Verney as serenely as she might have followed the verger.
"Here it is," said Cleve, pausing before the recess in which this antique kist is placed. He glanced towards Miss Sheckleton. She was a good way off--out of hearing, if people spoke low; and besides, busy making a pencilled note in a little book which she had brought to light.
Thoughtful old soul!
"And about the way in which faces rivet the imagination and haunt the memory, I"ve never experienced it but once," said Cleve, in a very low tone.
"Oh! it has happened to me often, very often. From pictures, I think, always; evil expressions of countenance that are ambiguous and hard to explain, always something demoniacal, I think," said the young lady.
"There is nothing of the demon--never was, never could be--in the phantom that haunts me," said Cleve. "It is, on the contrary--I don"t say angelic. Angels are very good, but not interesting. It is like an image called up by an enchanter--a wild, wonderful spirit of beauty and mystery. In darkness or light I always see it. You like to escape from yours. I would not lose mine for worlds; it is my good genius, my inspiration; and whenever that image melts into air, and I see it no more, the last good principle of my life will have perished."
The young lady laughed in a silvery little cadence that had a sadness in it, and said--
"Your superst.i.tions are much prettier than mine. My good cousin Anne, there, talks of blue devils, and my familiars are, I think, of that vulgar troop; while yours are all _couleur de rose_, and so elegantly got up, and so perfectly presentable and well bred, that I really think I should grow quite tired of the best of them in a five-minutes"
_tte--tte_."
"I must have described my apparition very badly," said Cleve. "That which is lovely beyond all mortal parallel can be described only by its effects upon one"s fancy and emotions, and in proportion as these are intense, I believe they are incommunicable."
"You are growing quite too metaphysical for me," said Miss Margaret Fanshawe. "I respect metaphysics, but I never could understand them."
"It is quite true," laughed Cleve. "I _was_ so. I hate metaphysics myself;" and they have nothing to do with this, they are so dry and detestable. But now, as a physician--as an exorcist--tell me, I entreat, in my sad case, haunted by a beautiful phantom of despair, which I have mistaken for my good angel, how am I to redeem myself from this fatal spell."
A brilliant colour tinged the young lady"s cheeks, and her great eyes glanced on him for a moment, he thought, with a haughty and even angry brilliancy.
"I don"t profess the arts you mention; but I doubt the reality of your spectre. I think it is an _illusion_, depending on an undue excitement in the organ of self-esteem, quite to be dispelled by restoring the healthy action of those other organs--of common sense. Seriously, I"m not competent to advise gentlemen, young or old, in their perplexities, real or fancied; but I certainly would say to any one who had set before him an object of ambition, the attainment of which he thought would be injurious to him,--be manly, have done with it, let it go, give it to the winds. Besides, you know that half the objects which young men set before them, the ambitions which they cherish, are the merest castles in the air, and that all but themselves can see the ridicule of their aspirations."
"You must not go, Miss Fanshawe; you have hot seen the carving you came here to look at. Here is the old church chest; but--but suppose the _patient_--let us call him--knows that the object of his--his _ambition_ is on all accounts the best and n.o.blest he could possibly have set before him. What then?"
"What then!" echoed Miss Fanshawe. "How can any one possibly tell--but the patient, as you call him, himself--what he should do. Your patient does not interest me; he wearies me. Let us look at this carving."
"Do you think he should despair because there is no present answer to his prayers, and his idol vouchsafes no sign or omen?" persisted Cleve.