I sat down at my desk, to wait beside the lamp for the coming of sunrise.
CHAPTER VII
"For it is well known that Peris and such delicate beings live upon sweet odours as food; but all evil spirits abominate perfumes."--ORIENTAL MYTHOLOGY.
The breakfast bell, or rather Phillida"s Chinese chimes, merrily summoned me to the dining-room; a homely spell to exercise the phantoms of the night.
My little cousin, rosy beyond belief, trim in white middy blouse and blue skirt, was already in her place behind the coffeepot. Vere sat opposite her at the round table. They were holding hands across the rolls and bacon and eggs, their glances interlocked in a shining content that made my solitariness rather drab and dull to my own contemplation.
At my clumsy step the picture dissolved, of course. Vere rose while Phillida welcomed me to my chair and went into a young housewife"s pretty solicitude about my fruit and hot eggs.
The sun glinted across the table. The very servant had a smiling air of enjoying the occasion. I never had a more pleasant breakfast. A big brindle cat purred on the window-sill beside Phillida; no dainty Persian or Angora, but a battered veteran whose nicked ears and scarred tail proved him a battling cat of ring experience.
"I planned to have a wee white kitten," Phil explained, while putting a saucer of milk before the feline tough. "One that would wear a ribbon, you know. You remember, Cousin Roger, how Mother always forbade pets because she believed animals carry germs? I meant to have a puss, if ever I had a home of my own. This one just walked into the kitchen on the first day we came here. Ethan said it was a lucky sign when a cat came to a new home. He gave it the meat out of his sandwiches that we had brought for lunch, and it stayed. So I decided to keep it instead of a kitten. It really is more cat!"
What footing was here for dreary terrors? In a mirror across the room I glimpsed my own countenance looking quite as usual. No over-night white hairs appeared; no upstanding look such as the legend gave to Sir Sintram after he met the Little Master.
After the meal, Vere asked me to walk over to the lake with him.
We strolled through the old orchard toward the dam. This was my side of the house. In pa.s.sing, I looked up at the window against which the Thing had seemed to press Itself with sickening l.u.s.t for me. Phillida was framed in the open square, and shook a dustcloth at us by way of greeting and evidence of her busyness.
The wide, shallow lake lay almost without movement, except at the head of the dam. There the water poured over with foam and tumult, an amber-brown cataract some twenty-odd feet across, to rush on below in a winding stream that grew calmer as it flowed.
"We must put our lake in order, Vere," I observed, as we stood on a knoll at the head of the dam. "All this growth of rank vegetation ought to be pulled up, the banks graded and turfed perhaps, the bottom cleaned up. Water-lilies would look better than cat-tails."
To my surprise, he did not a.s.sent. Instead, he set his foot on a boulder and rested his arm upon his knee; looking into the clear water.
"Mr. Locke, I just about hate saying what I have to," he told me in his sober, leisurely fashion. "I expect you won"t like it; not at all.
Well--best said before you get deeper in. I can"t see my way to make farming this place pay."
I was bitterly disappointed. Even at the worst estimate of Vere, I had imagined he would stick the thing out a little longer than this. Poor Phillida"s time of happiness should have lasted more than these few weeks. But the call of New York, of the "lounge lizard"s" ease and unhealthy excitement had won already, it seemed. I said nothing at all.
The blow was too sore.
"There are too few acres of arable land, and they"re used up," Vere was continuing. "I"ve seen plenty of impoverished, run-out farms in New England. You could pour money into the soil out of a gold pitcher these five years to come, before it began to pay you back. And then your money might better have been put anywhere in bank, for profit! I saw that, the first week here. Since then I"ve been looking around for something better to do."
"And have found it, of course," I said bitingly. "Or else you would be drawing your salary as manager and saying nothing to me of all this!
Well, where does poor Phil go, and when?"
He turned his dark-curled head and regarded me with calm surprise.
"I didn"t exactly know that my wife was going anywhere, Mr. Locke."
"What? You do not mean to leave the farm?"
"Not unless you"re tired of our bargain. I"ve been calculating how to make it pay. That won"t be by planting corn and potatoes and taking a wagon-load into town! If you think I"m wrong, call in any practical man who knows this sort of business. We"ve got to think closer to win here.
That"s why I"d like to set the lake to work instead of just prettying it up."
"The lake, Vere? There isn"t enough water-power over the dam to do any more than run a toy, is there?"
He motioned me nearer to where he stood gazing down.
"Notice what kind of water this is, Mr. Locke? Brown like forest water, sort of green-lighted because the bottom is like turf; neither mud nor sand, but a kind of under-water moss? You see? It"s pure and clean, with a little fishy smell about it. Matter of fact, it is forest water! Comes from way off yonder, the stream does, before it spreads out into our lake, here. I borrowed a boat and followed back two miles before it got too shallow for me. Boys have caught trout here three times since I"ve been watching."
"Well?"
"My father was fish-warden in our district. I learned the business. If you"re willing, I can start some trout-raising that ought to pay well.
You know, the State is glad to help game preserving, free."
He proceeded to give me a brief lecture on the subject, in his quiet, unpretentious manner; producing notes and diagrams from his pockets. He had written to various authorities and exhibited their replies. He knew exactly what the State would do, what he himself must do, and what investment of money would be required. I listened to him in admiration and astonishment.
From fish raising, he went on to discuss each acre of the farm; its best use in view of its situation, condition, and our needs. We could afford so much labor, it appeared, and no more. We must have certain apparatus; methodically listed with prices. If we used a certain sheltered south field for a peach orchard, the trees planted should be such an age and have giant-powder blast deep beds for them in order that they might soon bear fruit.
When at last he ended his deceptive speech that sounded so lazy while implying so much energy, and turned his black eyes from the papers on his knee to my face, I had been routed long since.
"Vere," I said abruptly, "did you know that I thought you were going to desert the farm, when you began to speak?"
He nodded.
"Yes, I guess so. You don"t exactly like me; haven"t had any occasion to! You don"t judge me a fit match for your cousin. Well, neither would anyone else, yet!"
He began to gather his papers together, his attention divided with them while he finished his answer:
"There will be plenty of time before that "yet" runs out. Mighty pleasant time, thanks to you, Mr. Locke! Phillida and I expect to enjoy building things up as much as we"ll enjoy it after they"re all built.
Meantime, I prize what you"re doing all the more because I know how you feel. Now, if you"d be interested to look over these plans or submit them to someone you"ve confidence in, for inspection, I"ll just turn them over to you."
He had so accurately measured me that I was disconcerted. It was quite true that he was compelling my respect, while my first dislike of him still obstinately lurked in the background of my mind. I felt ungenerous, but I would not lie to him.
"I am a queer fellow, Vere," I said. "Leave that to time, as you say! As for the plans, they are far beyond my scope. A city man, it has been my way to "phone for an expert when anything was to be done, or to buy what I fancied and pay the bills. In this case, you are the expert. The plans seem brilliant to me. Certainly they are moderate in cost. Keep them, and carry them out as soon as that may be done. You are master here, not I."
We walked back together through the sun and freshness of the early spring morning. As we neared the house Phillida"s voice hailed us. She was at my window again, leaning out with her hair wind-ruffled about her face.
"Cousin Roger," she summoned me, "I have found out what makes your room as sweet as a garden of spices. See what it is to be a composer completely surrounded by royalties, able to buy the most gorgeous scents to lay on one"s pillow! And all enclosed in antique gold!"
She held up some small object that shone in the sunlight. "Throw it down," I begged, startled into excitement.
She complied, laughing. Vere sprang forward, but I made a quicker step and caught the thing.
It was one of those filigree b.a.l.l.s of gold wrought into openwork, about the size of a walnut, that fine ladies used to wear swung from a chain or ribbon and call a pomander. The toy held a chosen perfume or essence supposed to be reviving in case miladi felt a swoon or megrim about to overwhelm her; as ladies did in past centuries and do no longer.
Whose gentle pity had brought this pomander to my pillow, to help me from that faintness which had followed my struggle with the Thing? Whose was the exquisite, individual fragrance contained in the ball I held? I had a vision of a figure, surely light and soft of movement, haloed with such matchless hair as the braid I had captured, stealing step by timid step across my room; within my reach while I lay inert. Perhaps her face had bent near mine in her doubt of my life or death; hidden eyes had studied me in the scanty starlight.
Oh, for Ethan Vere"s good looks and athlete"s grace, to lure my lady from her masquerade!
"Where did you buy it, Cousin Roger? "Fess up!" Phillida"s merry voice coaxed me.
"It was given to me," I slowly answered. "I cannot offer it to you, Phil. But I will buy any other pretty thing you fancy, instead, next time I go to town."