During this conversation his pipe had often died out. It was out at this time. He lit another match. Hollanden had watched the fingers of his friend as the match was scratched. "You"re nervous, Billie," he said.
Hawker straightened in his chair. "No, I"m not."
"I saw your fingers tremble when you lit that match."
"Oh, you lie!"
Hollanden mused again. "He"s popular with women, too," he said ultimately; "and often a woman will like a man and hunt his scalp just because she knows other women like him and want his scalp."
"Yes, but not----"
"Hold on! You were going to say that she was not like other women, weren"t you?"
"Not exactly that, but----"
"Well, we will have all that understood."
After a period of silence Hawker said, "I must be going."
As the painter walked toward the door Hollanden cried to him: "Heavens!
Of all pictures of a weary pilgrim!" His voice was very compa.s.sionate.
Hawker wheeled, and an oath spun through the smoke clouds.
CHAPTER X.
"Where"s Mr. Hawker this morning?" asked the younger Miss Worcester. "I thought he was coming up to play tennis?"
"I don"t know. Confound him! I don"t see why he didn"t come," said Hollanden, looking across the shining valley. He frowned questioningly at the landscape. "I wonder where in the mischief he is?"
The Worcester girls began also to stare at the great gleaming stretch of green and gold. "Didn"t he tell you he was coming?" they demanded.
"He didn"t say a word about it," answered Hollanden. "I supposed, of course, he was coming. We will have to postpone the _melee_."
Later he met Miss Fanhall. "You look as if you were going for a walk?"
"I am," she said, swinging her parasol. "To meet the stage. Have you seen Mr. Hawker to-day?"
"No," he said. "He is not coming up this morning. He is in a great fret about that field of stubble, and I suppose he is down there sketching the life out of it. These artists--they take such a fiendish interest in their work. I dare say we won"t see much of him until he has finished it. Where did you say you were going to walk?"
"To meet the stage."
"Oh, well, I won"t have to play tennis for an hour, and if you insist----"
"Of course."
As they strolled slowly in the shade of the trees Hollanden began, "Isn"t that Hawker an ill-bred old thing?"
"No, he is not." Then after a time she said, "Why?"
"Oh, he gets so absorbed in a beastly smudge of paint that I really suppose he cares nothing for anything else in the world. Men who are really artists--I don"t believe they are capable of deep human affections. So much of them is occupied by art. There"s not much left over, you see."
"I don"t believe it at all," she exclaimed.
"You don"t, eh?" cried Hollanden scornfully. "Well, let me tell you, young woman, there is a great deal of truth in it. Now, there"s Hawker--as good a fellow as ever lived, too, in a way, and yet he"s an artist. Why, look how he treats--look how he treats that poor setter dog!"
"Why, he"s as kind to him as he can be," she declared.
"And I tell you he is not!" cried Hollanden.
"He is, Hollie. You--you are unspeakable when you get in these moods."
"There--that"s just you in an argument. I"m not in a mood at all. Now, look--the dog loves him with simple, unquestioning devotion that fairly brings tears to one"s eyes----"
"Yes," she said.
"And he--why, he"s as cold and stern----"
"He isn"t. He isn"t, Holly. You are awf"ly unfair."
"No, I"m not. I am simply a liberal observer. And Hawker, with his people, too," he went on darkly; "you can"t tell--you don"t know anything about it--but I tell you that what I have seen proves my a.s.sertion that the artistic mind has no s.p.a.ce left for the human affections. And as for the dog----"
"I thought you were his friend, Hollie?"
"Whose?"
"No, not the dog"s. And yet you--really, Hollie, there is something unnatural in you. You are so stupidly keen in looking at people that you do not possess common loyalty to your friends. It is because you are a writer, I suppose. That has to explain so many things. Some of your traits are very disagreeable."
"There! there!" plaintively cried Hollanden. "This is only about the treatment of a dog, mind you. Goodness, what an oration!"
"It wasn"t about the treatment of a dog. It was about your treatment of your friends."
"Well," he said sagely, "it only goes to show that there is nothing impersonal in the mind of a woman. I undertook to discuss broadly----
"Oh, Hollie!"
"At any rate, it was rather below you to do such scoffing at me."
"Well, I didn"t mean--not all of it, Hollie."
"Well, I didn"t mean what I said about the dog and all that, either."
"You didn"t?" She turned toward him, large-eyed.
"No. Not a single word of it."