He would not have confessed it to himself, but he would have preferred had she been miserable on his account.
How selfish at the bottom this love of a man often is; yet after all, a woman will love him even for the very selfishness of his love; so as all parties are suited there is nothing to complain of.
Mary walked all the way by the splendid shops of Oxford Street, up the long Edgware Road, then to the left along the ca.n.a.l which brought her to the vicinity of the address she sought.
While yet some few hundred yards from it, and uncertain of the way, she found herself in a street of small two-storied houses, somewhat like that in which her father lived.
The street was quite deserted save for a little group in front of one of the houses, the door of which was open.
The group consisted of a cabman on a hansom, a rough-looking man and a tall pale woman on the pavement, seemingly engaged in lively altercation.
Mary determined to ask her way of the woman and crossed the street to do so.
On approaching she perceived that the rough-looking man had placed his foot in the doorway, thus preventing the woman from shutting him out as she evidently wished to do.
"No!" he was shouting in a menacing voice. "Bli" me if I move till you give me a bob! D"ye think I"ve follered this ere cab at a run all the way from Paddington, and lifted down that "ere "eavy box for a blooming tanner? Not I, marm."
Mary, being a London girl, grasped the situation at once. The lady had arrived by train, had driven home with her luggage in this cab, which had been followed by one of those pests of suburban London, the cab-runners--ruffians that are on the look out for unwary travellers, pursue the cabs to help take the baggage down--go away civilly enough with their just pay if they have to deal with men; but, as in the present instance, when they have to deal with women in lonely streets with none to defend them, put on the bully and extort double their due.
The cabman was leaning over the box of his hansom, looking pensively on the fray, waiting to see how it would end, but not interfering, remaining strictly neutral.
Mary arrived at this juncture, and taking all in, was inspired to address the woman with these words, spoken in a confident tone.
"It"s all right, ma"am, I"ve seen the policeman. He"s coming on now; he"s just round the corner."
The rough on hearing this stared at the girl, and thinking that she was someone belonging to the house who had slipped out for the police un.o.bserved by him, considered it prudent, after an oath and a growl or two, to shuffle off slouchingly but not slowly. The cabman too drove off with alacrity, not being anxious to enter into explanations with his natural enemy, the man in the blue coat.
"Why, child!" exclaimed Catherine King in amazement, for she was the tall pale woman, and had just returned from her expedition to the North in search of a pupil. "Why, child!"
"Well, ma"am, I saw what was up and I knew that tale would move the fellows."
"A sharp girl!" scrutinising her closely, "a clever girl! and you can lie very fairly."
Sister Catherine said this in an appreciative way, as if allotting discriminate praise for some creditable accomplishment.
"It is a good thing to know how to lie now and then," remarked Mary with a hard laugh.
"It is," replied the other woman thoughtfully. It did not take long for an idea to possess Catherine King. Now, this young girl"s face had impressed her. "What, have I undertaken this long journey for nothing?"
she thought. "Have I travelled about in a vain search for a pupil of the aim, only on my return to find the very prize I am seeking, on my own door-step? It may be so by some wonderful chance. I have a sort of inspiration that it is so." And this impulsive half-mad woman was just thinking how best to open the question to Mary, when the latter cleared the way by saying:
"Can you direct me, please ma"am, to this address?" and she handed to Mrs. King the paper that had been given her at the servant"s registry office.
"It is close here," Catherine replied: then noticing at the head of the paper the lithographed words, _Mrs. Anderson"s registry for servants_, she went on: "You are not looking out for a place are you?"
She asked this doubtfully after glancing at Mary; for the girl, though plainly dressed, had anything but the appearance of a domestic servant.
"Yes, ma"am, I am."
On hearing this the enthusiastic woman felt a joy as if her wildest ambition had been realised. She certainly could read character well, and she distinguished the power that lay in Mary Grimm. She felt almost certain that she had found her pupil at last. Providence had sent her--but I forget, Catherine King did not recognize a Providence, though she, like many wiser sceptics, entertained a sort of sneaking half-belief in its workings at times.
"As it happens, I want a servant; will you come in, and then we can see if we shall do for each other?"
Mary followed her into the house, wondering what this new adventure would lead to.
"I live here by myself," said Catherine, when they were in the little parlour I have before described, "with one servant who has been with me for years. I am in want of another--a younger one to help her. Now tell me all about yourself--your name, age, character, and so forth."
This women awed Mary. There was something in that flashing thought-reading eye, lofty pale brow, and curt masterful speech, that compelled her to tell the truth. Was it that the head of the Secret Society was possessed of some mesmeric influence that gave her this strange power over other women? Anyhow, by dint of a few carefully chosen questions, she extracted from Mary her whole story, even to the fact of her having pa.s.sed the previous night in the Temple, though the girl had firmly intended to preserve this secret from all.
Catherine watched her closely as she spoke, and knew that her narrative was correct in every detail. "And you hate," she said, "hate bitterly, your father and stepmother?"
"I cannot help it: I do indeed," and the girl"s dilating eye and compressed lips showed how the pa.s.sion of her youth possessed her as soon as it was suggested.
"Humph! you can hate well and you can lie well; I begin to think you will do for me."
Mary opened her eyes in genuine amazement. Was this woman speaking sarcastically--sneering at her? for she could hardly conceive how lying and hating could seem to any mistress as desirable qualifications for a domestic. But Mrs. King looked perfectly serious, and was evidently wrapped in deep thought; there was no pleasantry about her.
"This is a curious sort of a woman," thought the girl. "I wonder what next she wants in a servant? Will she like me all the better if I tell her I am a thief? or perhaps she"ll think me perfect if I say I"ve murdered all my little half-brothers and sisters?" She little expected how nearly her fancies had hit upon Catherine King"s true state of mind.
"Such an education so far!" meditated the strange woman. "Hate and nothing else; clever too--of pleasing face to beguile fools with--why this is the very girl."
Then she said impatiently, for she was apt to be hasty in her plans when they were once well considered, brooking no delay: "Mary, you can stay with me if you like--not exactly as a servant though. I wish to educate you--this is a hobby of mine. I am a lonely woman, you shall be my companion. You shall have your board lodging and thirty shillings a month. What do you say?"
"What can I say to such a generous offer?" cried poor Mary, overjoyed.
"You are very good to have pity on me," and tears started to her eyes.
It is curious, by-the-way, how much more tearful she found this new liberty and kindness than her old life of slavery and cruelty; but that is an old experience in this world.
Mrs. King looked savage and annoyed when she saw these marks of tenderness. "Now, for goodness sake, don"t cry," she exclaimed, "don"t be grateful. No grat.i.tude here mind. You won"t do for me at all if you have affection or that sort of nonsense in you. It won"t do here, no softness for me."
Thus it happened that Mary was engaged in a rather non-descript capacity by this dreamer, who sent her off that very afternoon with a few pounds to buy herself some necessary clothing; for she had, of course, nothing but what she stood in.
The next morning Mr. Hudson found a letter on his breakfast table. It enclosed a post office order for one pound, and the following note, which had no address at the head of it:
"DEAR FRIEND.--Thank you a thousand times for your kindness to a poor friendless girl. I have found a good place with a lady, so I send you back what you so generously lent me. G.o.d bless you, dear friend.
"Believe me, Yours gratefully, "MARY GRIMM."
For the first time in his life, Hudson knew what it was to be bitterly disappointed and angry on receiving back money that he had lent.
CHAPTER VII.
THE TENTH PLAGUE OF EGYPT.
Two years have gone by and Mary is still living with Catherine King. She is taller than she was, and of perfect figure. Her face seems less sad than before. Her mouth has lost much of its hardness, but perhaps her eyes have not got all their old pathos, their look that besought sympathy. There is a strange thoughtfulness in her expression. It is a face calm and inscrutable--a face more beautiful than ever.