The thing, however, which distressed Jane most was Lucy"s att.i.tude towards Archie. She made every allowance for her first meeting at the station, and knew that necessarily it must be more or less constrained, but she had not expected the almost cold indifference with which she had treated the boy ever since.
As the days went by and Lucy made no effort to attach Archie to her or to interest herself either in his happiness or welfare, Jane became more and more disturbed. She had prayed for this home-coming and had set her heart on the home-building which was sure to follow, and now it seemed farther off than ever. One thing troubled and puzzled her: while Lucy was always kind to Archie indoors, kissing him with the others when she came down to breakfast, she never, if she could help it, allowed him to walk with her in the village, and she never on any occasion took him with her when visiting the neighbors.
"Why not take Archie with you, dear?" Jane had said one morning to Lucy, who had just announced her intention of spending a few days in Philadelphia with Max Feilding"s sister Sue, whom she had met abroad when Max was studying in Dresden--Max was still a bachelor, and his sister kept house for him. He was abroad at the time, but was expected by every steamer.
"Archie isn"t invited, you old goosie, and he would be as much out of place in Max"s house as Uncle Ephraim Tipple would be in Parliament."
"But they would be glad to see him if you took him. He is just the age now when a boy gets impressions which last him through--"
"Yes, the gawky and stumble-over-things age! Piano-stools, rugs, anything that comes in his way. And the impressions wouldn"t do him a bit of good. They might, in fact, do him harm," and she laughed merrily and spread her fingers to the blaze. A laugh was often her best shield.
She had in her time dealt many a blow and then dodged behind a laugh to prevent her opponent from striking back.
"But, Lucy, don"t you want to do something to help him?" Jane asked in a pleading tone.
"Yes, whatever I can, but he seems to me to be doing very well as he is. Doctor John is devoted to him and the captain idolizes him. He"s a dear, sweet boy, of course, and does you credit, but he"s not of my world, Jane, dear, and I"d have to make him all over again before he could fit into my atmosphere. Besides, he told me this morning that he was going off for a week with some fisherman on the beach--some person by the name of Fogarty, I think."
"Yes, a fine fellow; they have been friends from their boyhood." She was not thinking of Fogarty, but of the tone of Lucy"s voice when speaking of her son.
"Yes--most estimable gentleman, no doubt, this Mr. Fogarty, but then, dear, we don"t invite that sort of people to dinner, do we?" and another laugh rippled out.
"Yes, sometimes," answered Jane in all sincerity. "Not Fogarty, because he would be uncomfortable if he came, but many of the others just as humble. We really have very few of any other kind. I like them all.
Many of them love me dearly."
"Not at all strange; n.o.body can help loving you," and she patted Jane"s shoulder with her jewelled fingers.
"But you like them, too, don"t you? You treat them as if you did."
Lucy lifted her fluted petticoat, rested her slippered foot on the fender, glanced down at the embroidered silk stocking covering her ankle, and said in a graver tone:
"I like all kinds of people--in their proper place. This is my home, and it is wise to get along with one"s neighbors. Besides, they all have tongues in their heads like the rest of the human race, and it is just as well to have them wag for you as against you."
Jane paused for a moment, her eyes watching the blazing logs, and asked with almost a sigh:
"You don"t mean, dear, that you never intend to help Archie, do you?"
"Never is a long word, Jane. Wait till he grows up and I see what he makes of himself. He is now nothing but a great animal, well built as a young bull, and about as awkward."
Jane"s eyes flashed and her shoulders straightened. The knife had a double edge to its blade.
"He is your own flesh and blood, Lucy," she said with a ring of indignation in her voice. "You don"t treat Ellen so; why should you Archie?"
Lucy took her foot from the fender, dropped her skirts, and looked at Jane curiously. From underneath the half-closed lids of her eyes there flashed a quick glance of hate--a look that always came into Lucy"s eyes whenever Jane connected her name with Archie"s.
"Let us understand each other, sister," she said icily. "I don"t dislike the boy. When he gets into trouble I"ll help him in any way I can, but please remember he"s not my boy--he"s yours. You took him from me with that understanding and I have never asked him back. He can"t love two mothers. You say he has been your comfort all these years.
Why, then, do you want to unsettle his mind?"
Jane lifted her head and looked at Lucy with searching eyes--looked as a man looks when someone he must not strike has flung a glove in his face.
"Do you really love anything, Lucy?" she asked in a lower voice, her eyes still fastened on her sister"s.
"Yes, Ellen and you."
"Did you love her father?" she continued in the same direct tone.
"Y-e-s, a little-- He was the dearest old man in the world and did his best to please me; and then he was never very well. But why talk about him, dear?"
"And you never gave him anything in return for all his devotion?" Jane continued in the same cross-examining voice and with the same incisive tone.
"Yes, my companionship--whenever I could. About what you give Doctor John," and she looked at Jane with a sly inquiry as she laughed gently to herself.
Jane bit her lips and her face flushed scarlet. The cowardly thrust had not wounded her own heart. It had only uncovered the love of the man who lay enshrined in its depths. A sudden sense of the injustice done him arose in her mind and then her own helplessness in it all.
"I would give him everything I have, if I could," she answered simply, all her insistency gone, the tears starting to her eyes.
Lucy threw her arms about her sister and held her cheek to her own.
"Dear, I was only in fun; please forgive me. Everything is so solemn to you. Now kiss me and tell me you love me."
That night when Captain Holt came in to play with the little "Pond Lily," as he called Ellen, Jane told him of her conversation with Lucy, not as a reflection on her sister, but because she thought he ought to know how she felt toward Archie. The kiss had wiped out the tears, but the repudiation of Archie still rankled in her breast.
The captain listened patiently to the end. Then he said with a pause between each word:
"She"s sailin" without her port and starboard lights, Miss Jane. One o"
these nights with the tide settin" she"ll run up ag"in somethin" solid in a fog, and then--G.o.d help her! If Bart had lived he might have come home and done the decent thing, and then we could git her into port some"er"s for repairs, but that"s over now. She better keep her lights trimmed. Tell her so for me."
What this "decent thing" was he never said--perhaps he had but a vague idea himself. Bart had injured Lucy and should have made reparation, but in what way except by marriage--he, perhaps, never formulated in his own mind.
Jane winced under the captain"s outburst, but she held her peace. She knew how outspoken he was and how unsparing of those who differed from him and she laid part of his denunciation to this cause.
Some weeks after this conversation the captain started for Yardley to see Jane on a matter of business, and incidentally to have a romp with the Pond Lily. It was astonishing how devoted the old sea-dog was to the child, and how she loved him in return. "My big bear," she used to call him, tugging away at his gray whiskers. On his way he stopped at the post-office for his mail. It was mid-winter and the roads were partly blocked with snow, making walking difficult except for st.u.r.dy souls like Captain Nat.
"Here, Cap"n Holt, yer jest the man I been a-waitin" for," cried Miss Tucher, the postmistress, from behind the sliding window. "If you ain"t goin" up to the Cobdens, ye kin, can"t ye? Here"s a lot o" letters jest come that I know they"re expectin". Miss Lucy"s" (many of the village people still called her Miss Lucy, not being able to p.r.o.nounce her dead husband"s name) "come in yesterday and seems as if she couldn"t wait.
This storm made everything late and the mail got in after she left.
There ain"t n.o.body comin" out to-day and here"s a pile of "em--furrin"
most of "em. I"d take "em myself if the snow warn"t so deep. Don"t mind, do ye? I"d hate to have her disapp"inted, for she"s jes" "s sweet as they make "em."
"Don"t mind it a mite, Susan Tucher," cried the captain. "Goin" there, anyhow. Got some business with Miss Jane. Lord, what a wad o" them!"
"That ain"t half what she gits sometimes," replied the postmistress, "and most of "em has seals and crests stamped on "em. Some o" them furrin lords, I guess, she met over there."
These letters the captain held in his hand when he pushed open the door of the sitting-room and stood before the inmates in his rough pea-jacket, his ruddy face crimson with the cold, his half-moon whiskers all the whiter by contrast.
"Good-mornin" to the hull o" ye!" he shouted. "Cold as blue blazes outside, I tell ye, but ye look snug enough in here. h.e.l.lo, little Pond Lily! why ain"t you out on your sled? Put two more roses in your cheeks if there was room for "em. There, ma"am," and he nodded to Lucy and handed her the letters, "that"s "bout all the mail that come this mornin". There warn"t nothin" else much in the bag. Susan Tucher asked me to bring "em up to you count of the weather and "count o" your being in such an all-fired hurry to read "em."
Little Ellen was in his arms before this speech was finished and everybody else on their feet shaking hands with the old salt, except poor, deaf old Martha, who called out, "Good-mornin", Captain Holt," in a strong, clear voice, and in rather a positive way, but who kept her seat by the fire and continued her knitting; and complacent Mrs.
Dellenbaugh, the pastor"s wife, who, by reason of her position, never got up for anybody.
The captain advanced to the fire, Ellen still in his arms, shook hands with Mrs. Dellenbaugh and extended three fingers, rough as lobster"s claws and as red, to the old nurse. Of late years he never met Martha without feeling that he owed her an apology for the way he had treated her the day she begged him to send Bart away. So he always tried to make it up to her, although he had never told her why.