"Queer thing," Captain Hewes mused, "what the war has done to him, set him preaching and all that."
"Oh, it isn"t queer," Margaret was eager. "That is one of the things the war is doing, bringing men back to--G.o.d--" A sob caught in her throat.
Drusilla"s hands strayed upon the keys, and into the Battle Hymn of the Republic.
"I have seen Him in the watch fires of a hundred circling camps, They have builded Him an altar in the evening dews and damps, I can read His righteous sentence by the dim and flaring lamps, His day is marching on--"
It was an old tune, but the words were new to Captain Hewes--as the girl chanted them, in that repressed voice that yet tore the heart out of him.
"He has sounded forth the trumpet that shall never call retreat, He is sifting out the hearts of men before His judgment seat, Oh, be swift, my soul, to answer Him, be jubilant my feet, Our G.o.d is marching on--"
The Captain sat on the edge of his chair. His face was illumined.
"By Jove," he e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed, "that"s topping!"
Drusilla stood up with her back to the piano, and sang without music.
"In the beauty of the lilies, Christ was born across the sea-- With the glory in His bosom that transfigures you and me, As He died to make men holy, let us die to make men free, While G.o.d is marching on--"
She wore a gown of sheer dull blue, there was a red rose in her hair--her white arms, her white neck, the blue and red, youth and fire, strength and purity.
When she finished the room was very still. The big Englishman had no words for such a moment. The music had swept him up to unexpected heights of emotion. While Drusilla sang he had glimpsed for the first time the meaning of democracy, he had seen, indeed, in a great and lofty sense, for the first time--America.
Among the shadows a young man shrank in his seat. His vision was not of Democracy, but of a freezing night--of a ragged old voice rising from the blackness of a steep ravine--
"Oh, be swift, my soul--to answer--Him-- Be jubilant my feet--"
Why had Drusilla chosen that of all songs? Oh, why had she sung at all?
A maid came in to say that Mr. Drake was wanted at the telephone. The message was from Dr. McKenzie. The General was much worse. It might be well for Derry to come home.
So Derry, with a great sense of relief, got away from the frigid Captain, and from the flaming Drusilla, and from Peggy with her flushed air of apology, and went out into the stormy night. He had preferred to walk, although his shoes were thin. "It isn"t far," he had said when Margaret expostulated, "and I"ll send my car for Drusilla and Captain Hewes."
The sleet drove against his face. His feet were wet before he reached the first corner, the wind buffeted him. But he felt none of it. He was conscious only of his depression and of his great dread of again entering the big house where a sick man lay in a lacquered bed and where a painted lady smiled on the stairs. Where there was nothing alive, nothing young, nothing with lips to welcome him, or with hands to hold out to him.
He found when at last he arrived that the Doctor had sent for Hilda Merritt.
She came presently, in her long blue cloak and small blue bonnet.
Hilda made no mistakes in the matter of clothes. She realized the glamour which her nurse"s uniform cast over her. In evening dress she was slightly commonplace. In ordinary street garb not an eye would have been turned upon her, but the nun"s blue and white of her uniform added the required spiritual effect to her rather full-blown beauty.
As she pa.s.sed the painted lady at the head of the stairway she gave her a slight glance. Then on and up she went to her appointed task.
"It is pneumonia," Dr. McKenzie told Derry; "that"s why I wanted Miss Merritt. She is very experienced, and in these days of war it is hard to get good nurses."
Derry found his voice shaking. "Is there any danger?"
"Naturally, at his age. But I think we are going to pull him through."
Derry went into the shadowed room. His father was breathing heavily.
Something clutched at the boy"s heart--the fear of the Thing which lurked in the darkness--a chill and sinister figure with a skeleton hand.
He could not have his father die. He would feel as if his thoughts had killed him--a murderer in intention if not in deed. Not thus must the Obstacle be removed. He raised haggard eyes to the Doctor"s face.
"You--you mustn"t think that I store things up against him. He"s all I have."
The Doctor"s keen glance appraised him. "Don"t get morbid over it; he has everything in his favor--and Miss Merritt is famous in such cases."
Hilda took his praise with downcast eyes. Her manner with the Doctor when others were present was professionally deferential. It was only when they were alone that the nurse was submerged in the woman.
With her bonnet off and a white cap in its place, she moved about the room. "I shall be very comfortable," she said, when Derry inquired if anything could be done for her.
"We haven"t any women about the place but Cook," he explained. "She has been in our family forever--"
"I"ll put a day nurse on tomorrow," the Doctor said, "but I want Hilda with him at night; she can call me up if there"s any change, and I"ll come right over."
When the Doctor had gone, Derry, seeking his room, found m.u.f.fin waiting. Bronson bustled in to see that his young master got out of his wet clothes and into a hot bath. "All the time the Doctor was talking to you, I was worrying about your shoes. Your feet are soaked, sir. Whatever made you walk in the rain?"
"I couldn"t ride--I couldn"t."
The old man on his knees removing the wet shoes looked up. "Restless, sir?"
"Yes. There are times, Bronson, when I want my mother."
He could say it in this room to Bronson and m.u.f.fin--to the gray old dog and the gray old man who adored him.
Bronson put him to bed, settled m.u.f.fin among his blankets in a basket by the hot water pipes, opened the windows wide, said "G.o.d bless you,"
and went away.
"Sweet dreams, m.u.f.fin," said Derry from the big bed.
The old dog whuffed discreetly.
It was their nightly ceremony.
The sleet came down in golden streaks against the glow of the street lights. Derry lay watching it, and it was a long time before he slept.
Not since his mother"s death had he been so weighed down with heaviness.
He kept seeing Jean with her head up, declining to dance with him; on the high stool at the confectioner"s, her eyes cold above her chocolate; the English Captain and his contemptuous stare; Alma, basely excusing him; Drusilla, in her red and blue and white--singing--!
He waked in the morning with a sore throat. Young Martin came in to light the fire and draw the water for his bath. Later Bronson brought his breakfast and the mail.
"You"d better stay in bed, Mr. Derry."
"I think I shall. How is Dad?"
"The nurse says he is holding his own."