She clung to him. "He is not going to take me away."
"Was that what you were telling him on the balcony stairs?"
"Yes. And he said I was too young to know my own mind. That I was a sleeping Princess--and some day he would wake me--up--"
"Oh."
"And he is not the Prince, Daddy. There isn"t any Prince."
She had shut resolutely away from her the vision of Derry Drake as she had seen him on the night of Cinderella. She would have no white-feathered knight! Princes were brave and rode to battle!
CHAPTER VI
THE PROMISE
It was Alma who gave Derry Drake the key to Jean"s conduct.
"Did your ears burn?" she asked, as they danced together after Jean and her father had gone.
"When?"
"We were talking about you at dinner."
"I hope you said nice things."
"I did, of course." Her lashes flashed up and fluttered down as they had flashed and fluttered for Ralph. Every man was for Alma a possible conquest. Derry was big game, and as yet her little darts had not pierced him. She still hoped, however. "I did, but the rest didn"t."
He shrank from the things which she might tell him. "What did they say?" His voice caught.
"I shan"t tell you. But it was about the war, and your not fighting.
As if it made any difference. You are as brave as any of them."
He glanced down at her with somber eyes. Quite unreasonably he hated her for her defense of him. If all women defended men who wouldn"t fight, what kind of a world would it be? Women who were worth anything girded their men for battle.
He knew now the reason for Jean"s high head and burning cheeks, and in spite of his sense of agonizing humiliation, he was glad to think of that high-held head.
For such women, for such women men died!
But not for women like Alma Drew!
He got away from her as soon as possible. He got away from them all.
He had a morbid sense of whispering voices and of averted glances. He fancied that Mrs. Witherspoon touched his hand coldly as he bade her "good-night."
Well, he would not come again until he could meet their eyes.
It was a perfectly clear night, and he walked home. With his face turned up to the stars, he told himself that the situation was intolerable--tomorrow morning, he would go to his father.
When he reached home, his father was asleep. Derry looked in on him and found Bronson sitting erect and wide-eyed beside a night lamp which threw the rest of the room into a sort of golden darkness. The General was in a great lacquered bed which he had brought with him years ago from China. Gilded dragons guarded it and princes had slept in it.
Heavy breathing came from the bed.
"I think he has caught cold, sir," Bronson whispered. "I"m a bit afraid of bronchitis."
Derry"s voice lacked sympathy. "I shouldn"t worry, Bronson. He usually comes around all right."
"Yes, sir. I hope so, sir," and Bronson"s spare figure rose to a portentous shadow, as he preceded Derry to the door.
On the threshold he said, "Dr. Richards has gone to the front. Shall I call Dr. McKenzie if we need someone--?"
"Has he been left in charge?"
"Yes, sir."
Derry stood for a moment undecided. "I suppose there"s no reason why you shouldn"t call McKenzie. Do as you think best, Bronson."
On his way to his own room, Derry paused for a moment at the head of the great stairway. His mother"s picture hung on the landing. The dress in which she was painted had been worn to a dinner at the White House during the first Cleveland Administration. It was of white brocade, with its ostrich feather tr.i.m.m.i.n.g making it a rather regal robe. It had tight sleeves, and the neck was square. Around her throat was a wide collar of pearls with diamond slides. Her fair hair was combed back in the low pompadour of the period, and there were round flat curls on her temples. The picture was old-fashioned, but the painted woman was exquisite, as she had always been, as she would always be in Derry"s dreams.
The great house had given to the General"s wife her proper setting.
She had trailed her satins and silks up and down the marble stairway.
Her slender hands, heavy with their rings, had rested on its bal.u.s.trade, its mirrors had reflected the diamond tiara with which the General had crowned her. In the vast drawing room, the gold and jade and ivory treasures in the cabinets had seemed none too fine for this greatest treasure of them all. In the dining room the priceless porcelains had been cheapened by her greater worth. The General had travelled far and wide, and he had brought the wealth of the world to lay at the feet of his young wife. He adored her and he adored her son.
"It is just you and me, Derry," the old man had said in the first moment of bereavement; "we"ve got to stick it out together--"
And they had stuck it out until the war had come, and patriotism had flared, and the staunch old soldier had spurned this--changeling.
It seemed to Derry that if his mother could only step down from the picture she might make things right for him. But she would not step down. She would go on smiling her gentle painted smile as if nothing really mattered in the whole wide world.
Thus, with his father asleep in the lacquered bed, and his mother smiling in her gilded frame, the son stood alone in the great sh.e.l.l of a house which had in it no beating heart, no throbbing soul to answer his need.
Derry"s rooms were furnished in a lower key than those in which his father"s taste had been followed. There were gray rugs and gray walls, some old mahogany, the snuff-box picture of Napoleon over his desk, a dog-basket of brown wicker in a corner.
m.u.f.fin, Derry"s Airedale, stood at attention as his master came in. He knew that the length of his sojourn depended on his manners.
A bright fire was burning, a long chair slanted across the hearthrug.
Derry got into a gray dressing gown and threw himself into the chair.
m.u.f.fin, with a solicitous sigh, sat tentatively on his haunches. His master had had no word for him. Things were very bad indeed, when Derry had no word for his dog.
At last it came. "m.u.f.fin--it"s a rotten old world."
m.u.f.fin"s tail beat the rug. His eager eyes asked for more.
It came--"Rotten."
Derry made room among the pillows, and m.u.f.fin curled up beside him in rapturous silence. The fire snapped and flared, flickered and died.
Bronson tiptoed in to ask if Derry wanted him. Young Martin, who valeted Derry when Bronson would let him, followed with more proffers of a.s.sistance.
Derry sent them both away. "I am going to bed."