She surveyed the tea-wagon. "I"m starved. And if I eat I shall spoil my dinner."
"I can ring for hot water, Emily, and there are more of the pound cakes."
"My dear, no. I must go upstairs and dress. Your father sent for my bag, and Julia says it is in my room."
She bade Derry a cheerful good-bye, and left them alone.
"I must go, too," said Derry, and took Jean"s hand. He stood looking down at her. "May I come tomorrow?"
"Oh,--yes--"
"There"s one thing that I should like more than anything, if we could go to church together--to be thankful that--that we"ve found each other--"
Tears in the shining eyes!
"Why are you crying?"
"Because it is so--sweet."
"Then you"ll go?"
"I"d love it."
He dropped her hand and got away. She was little and young, so divinely innocent. He felt that he must not take unfair advantage of that mood of exaltation.
He drove straight downtown and ordered flowers for her. Remembering the nun"s dress, he sent violets in a gray basket, with a knot on the handle of heavenly blue.
The flowers came while Jean was at dinner. Emily was in Hilda"s place, a quiet contrast in her slenderness and modest black to Hilda"s opulence. Dr. McKenzie had not had time to dress.
"I am so busy, Emily."
"But you love the busy-ness, don"t you? I can"t imagine you without the hours crammed full."
"Just now I wish that I could push it away as Richards pushed it--"
Jean looked up. "But Dr. Richards went to France, Daddy."
"I envy him."
"Oh, do you--?" Then her flowers came, and she forgot everything else.
The Doctor whistled as Julia set the basket in front of Jean. "Ralph is generous."
Jean had opened the attached envelope and was reading a card. A wave of self-conscious color swept over her cheeks. "Ralph didn"t send them. It--it was Derry Drake."
"Drake? How did that happen?"
"He was here this afternoon for tea, and Ralph, and Emily--only Emily was late, and the tea was cold--"
"So you"ve made up?"
"We didn"t have to make up much, Daddy, did we?" mendaciously.
Miss Emily came to the rescue. "He seems very nice."
"Splendid fellow. But I am not sure that I want him sending flowers to my daughter. I don"t want anyone sending flowers to her."
Miss Emily took him up sharply. "That"s your selfishness. Life has always been a garden where you have wandered at will. And now you want to shut the gate of that garden against your daughter."
"Well, there are flowers that I shouldn"t care to have her pluck."
"Don"t you know her well enough to understand that she"ll pluck only the little lovely blooms?"
His eyes rested on Jean"s absorbed face. "Yes, thank G.o.d. And thank you, too, for saying it, Emily."
After dinner they sat in the library. Doctor McKenzie on one side of the fire with his cigar, Emily on the other side with her knitting.
Jean between them in a low chair, a knot of Derry"s violets fragrant against the gray of her gown, her fingers idle.
"Why aren"t you knitting?" the Doctor asked.
"I don"t have to set a good example to Emily."
"And you do to Hilda?" He threw back his head and laughed.
"You needn"t laugh. Isn"t it comfy with Emily?"
"It is." He glanced at the slender black figure. He was still feeling the fineness of the thing she had said about Jean. "But when she is here I am jealous."
"Oh, Daddy."
"And I am never jealous of Hilda. If you had Emily all the time you"d love her better than you do me."
He chuckled at their hot eyes. "If you are teasing," Jean told him, "I"ll forgive you. But Emily won"t, will you, Emily?"
"No." Emily"s voice was gay, and he liked the color in her cheeks.
"He doesn"t deserve to be forgiven. Some day he is going to be devoured by a green-eyed monster, like a bad little boy in a Sunday School story."
Her needles clicked, and her eyes sparkled. There was no doubt that there was a sprightliness about Emily that was stimulating.
"But one"s only daughter, Emily. Isn"t jealousy pardonable?"
"Not in you."
"Why not?"
"Well," with obvious reluctance, "you"re too big for it."
"Oh," he was more pleased than he was willing to admit, "did you hear that, Jean?"