"And no turkey for me. But you"ll get me a gla.s.s of wine?"
"I"m not sure. I"ll ask the Doctor."
She sat beside him until he again dozed. Then made her way once more to the room where the lovely gowns were piled high on the bed, and the jewels sparkled on the dressing-table. Quickly and noiselessly she put them in place. Then she tried to take off the collar, but the snaps held. She tugged and pressed, but with no result. She was afraid to pull too hard lest she break the snaps.
At last she was forced to b.u.t.ton the collar of her linen gown above it.
She smoothed her hair and put on her cap. The room as she surveyed it showed no sign of her occupation. She put out the light and returned to her patient.
She was at the front door to let the Doctor in when he arrived.
"The General is awake, and wants to see you. I"ll come down when you go, and we can talk."
As they entered the shadowed room together, the old man opened his eyes. "h.e.l.lo, McKenzie. Nurse, what made you put on your cap? I don"t like it."
"I shouldn"t dare leave it off when the Doctor"s here."
"Does she have to take your orders or mine, McKenzie?"
"Mine," smiling; "that"s one of the perquisites of my profession, to have all the nurses under my thumb."
"Don"t you try to please your patients?"
"Yes."
"Then tell her to leave off her cap."
He began to cough. The Doctor bent over him. Hilda helped to make the old man comfortable.
When at last the General drifted into slumber, the two went down together. The hall clock pointed to four.
They stood at the foot of the great stairway. From the landing the painted lady smiled at them.
"Hilda, I am going to France."
She expressed no surprise. "When did you make up your mind?"
"In a sense it is not made up. I think I am waiting for you to confirm my decision. They want me at the head of a hospital staff, to deal with cases of shock. I should like to have you in charge of my nurses."
She meditated. "I am not sure that I care to go."
He showed his surprise. "I understood that if I went, you would go--"
"I don"t think I said that."
"Perhaps not. But it didn"t occur to me that you would back out." His voice showed the irritation of a man balked in the thing he wants.
"I haven"t backed out. I don"t know what I want to do. I have to think it over."
He ran his fingers through his hair. "What made you change your mind?"
"I like to be comfortable. And it isn"t comfortable over there."
"For Heaven"s sake, Hilda--don"t make yourself out as selfish as that."
"I am not any more selfish than other people, but I am honest. I don"t go around deceiving myself with the idea that if I go I shall be doing something wonderful. But you--that"s why you are going--to be wonderful in your own eyes, and Jean"s eyes and in the eyes of the world."
"I don"t think it is that," he said soberly. "I hope not. I have tried to see straight. I sometimes think it is you who are seeing crooked, Hilda."
They faced each other squarely. Her chin was slightly lifted. He caught the gleam of jewels at her throat.
"Hilda," he said, sharply, "where did you get those diamonds?"
Her hand flew up to them. She was not in the least disconcerted. "I might as well tell you. They belonged to the General"s wife. I didn"t have anything to do tonight, so I"ve been trying them on. There isn"t any harm in that, is there?"
"It"s rather dangerous," slowly; "why didn"t you take the collar off?"
"The snap caught just as you came, and I couldn"t unfasten it."
"Did the General know that you tried them on?"
"Of course not. He was asleep."
"Bend your head down, and let me look at the snap."
She leaned towards him, bringing her neck against his hand. The little curls of bright hair sprang up towards his fingers as he worked at the obstinate catch. But he did his work steadily, and as she straightened up again, he dropped the collar into her hand.
"If you will take my advice," he said, "you won"t do a thing like that again. People might not understand."
"You mean that they might think I had stolen it? I am not a thief, Doctor--"
"Of course not. Do you think you have to tell me that? And are we quarrelling, Hilda?"
She swung back to her normal calm. "I am tired and cross--"
"I know you are tired. I hope the day nurse will relieve you. I can get two nurses, and let you off entirely."
She shook her head. "I"ll stay here. I am interested in the case.
And I want to see it through. By the way, he has asked again for wine."
"He can"t have it, I told you. You must say that my orders are strict."
He held out his hand. "Then you won"t go to France with me?"
"Let me sleep on it,"--her fingers were firm on his own--"and don"t scold me any more."
"Did I scold?"
"Yes."