"Take up our quarrel with the foe, To you from falling hands we throw The torch--be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die, We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders" field--"
Gradually there had grown up in the hearts of simple men a flaming response to that sacred charge. Men whose dreams had never reached beyond a day"s frivolity, found springing up in their souls a desire to do some deed to match that of the other fellow who slept "in Flanders field."
"To you from falling hands we throw the torch--be yours to hold it high--," the little man who had measured cloth behind a counter, the boy who had sold papers on the streets, the bank clerk who had bent over his books, the stenographer who had been bound to the wheel of everlasting dictation, were lighted by the radiance of that vision, "to hold it high--."
"Gee, I never used to think," said Tommy Tracy, "that I might have a chance to do a stunt like that."
"Like what?" Derry asked.
Tommy found it a thing rather hard to express. "Well, when you"ve been just a common sort of chap, to die--for the other fellow--"
So men"s bodies grew and their muscles hardened. But their souls grew, too, expanding to the breadth and height of the things which were waiting for them to do across the sea.
And one morning Derry was granted a furlough, and started home. He sent no word ahead of him. He wanted to come upon them unawares. To catch the light that would be on Jean"s face when she looked up and saw him.
There was rain and more rain when at last he arrived in Washington.
The trees as his taxi traversed the wide avenues showed clear green, melting into vistas of amethyst and gray. The parks as he pa.s.sed were starred with the bright yellow and pinks of flowering shrubs.
Washington, in spite of the rain, was as lovely as a woman whose color blooms behind a veil.
He came into the great house unannounced, having his key with him. The General was out for a ride, the children with him, Margaret and Emily and Jean away, the servants in the back of the house.
Derry, going up the stairs, two steps at a time, stopped on the landing with head uncovered to greet his mother.
Oh, lovely painted lady, is this the little white-faced lad you loved, the big bronzed man, fresh from hardships, strong in the sense of the thing he has to do?
No promise made to you could hold him now. He has weighed your small demands is the balance with the world"s great need.
He did not tarry long. Straight as an eagle to its mate, he swept through the hall and knocked at the door of Jean"s room. There was no response. He knocked again, turned the handle, entered, and found the room empty. The tin soldier on the shelf shouted, "Welcome, welcome--comrade," but Derry had no ears to hear. Everywhere were signs of Jean; her fat memory book open on her desk, the ivory and gold appointments of her dressing table, her pink slippers, her prayer book--his own picture with flowers in front of it as before a shrine.
"My dear, my darling," his heart said when he saw that. What, after all, was he that she should worship him?
Impatient, he rang for Bronson, and the old man came--bewildered, hurried, joyful. "It"s a great surprise, sir, but it"s good to see you."
"It"s good to see you, Bronson. Where"s Miss Jean?"
"At Miss Emily"s shop, sir."
"As late as this?"
"Sometimes later. She tries to get home in time for dinner."
"Where"s Dad?"
"Driving with the children, and the ladies are out on war work."
A year ago women had played bridge at this hour in the afternoon, but there was no playing now.
"Don"t tell Dad that I am here. I"ll come back presently with Mrs.
Drake."
And now down the hall came an old gray dog, wild with delight, outracing Polly Ann, who thought it was a play and leaped after him--m.u.f.fin had found his master!
But Derry left m.u.f.fin, left Bronson, left Polly Ana, a wistful trio at the front door. He must find Jean!
The day was darkening, and a light burned far back on the Toy Shop.
Derry, standing outside, saw a room which was the very wraith of the gay little shop as he had left it--with its white tables, its long counters piled high with finished dressings; the white elephants in a spectral row behind gla.s.s doors on the top shelf the only reminder of what it once had been.
He saw, too, a small nun-like figure behind the counter, a figure all in white, with a white veil banded about her forehead and flowing down behind.
All of her bright hair was hidden, her eyes were on the compresses that she was counting. It seemed to him that there was a sharpened look on the little face.
He had not expected this. He had felt that he would find her glowing as she had been on that first night when he had followed his father through the rain--his dream had been of crinkled copper hair, of silver and rose, of youth and laughter and lightness--.
Her letters had been like that--gay, sparkling--there had been times when they had seemed almost too exuberant, times when he had wondered if she had really waked to the seriousness of the great struggle, and the part he was to play in it.
Yet now he saw signs of suffering. He opened the door. "Jean," he cried.
With the blood all drained from her face, she stared at him as if she saw a specter--"Derry," she whispered.
With his strong arms, he lifted her over the counter. "Jean-Joan, Jean-Joan--"
When at last she released herself, it was to laugh through her tears.
"Derry, pull down the shades; what will people think?"
He cared little what people would think. And, anyway, very few people were pa.s.sing at that late hour in the rain. But he pulled them down, and when he came back, he held her off at arm"s length. "What have you been doing to yourself, dearest? You are a feather-weight."
"Well, I"ve been working."
"How does it happen that you are here alone?"
"Emily had to go down to order supplies, and Margaret went to a Liberty Loan meeting. I often stay like this to count and tie."
"Don"t you get dreadfully tired?"
"Yes. But I think I like to get tired. It keeps me from thinking too much."
He drew her to him. "Take off your veil," he said, almost roughly. "I want to see your hair."
Divested of her headcovering, she was more like herself, but even then he was not content. He loosed a hairpin here and there and ran his fingers through the crinkled gold. "If you knew how I"ve dreamed of it, Jean-Joan."
But he had not dreamed of the dearness of the little face. "My darling, you have been pining, and I didn"t know it."
"Well, didn"t you like my smiling letters?"
"So that was it? You"ve been trying to cheer me up, and letting yourself get like this."