"Do you know, or do you believe?" he asked.
"I know," I answered, and followed up my a.s.sertion with a full account of her life at court, the king"s infatuation, at which she laughed, his offer of a pension, which at first she refused, the respect in which every one held her, and the wisdom with which she carried herself through it all.
"Ned, you"re as great a fool about her as I was," he returned, shaking his head. "Do you suppose Charles Stuart would give her a pension with no other purpose than kindness or justice? Be sane! Don"t be a fool!"
"I say nothing of his purposes; I speak only of her conduct. But I shall not argue with you. If you find any pleasure in your opinion, keep it," I answered, knowing that I could not reason with a man who was half crazy.
"I shall," he replied sullenly.
"But there is another matter in which I believe you will agree with me,"
I continued. "I have discovered the cause of my cousin"s ill feeling--of her change respecting yourself."
He rose from his bed, demanding excitedly: "What is it? Tell me, tell me!"
"You have just told me that you and Churchill were walking at a considerable distance behind Crofts and the others when Roger Wentworth was killed."
"Yes, yes," he returned. "Perhaps as much as two hundred yards."
I watched his face closely to study the effect of my next bit of information, and after a long pause, asked, "Do you know that Frances was in the coach?"
"No, no! h.e.l.l and furies! In the coach when Wentworth was killed? My G.o.d, tell me all about it, man!" he cried, clutching my arm, and glaring at me with the eyes of a crazy man.
"Yes," I answered. "And she tells me she recognized one of the robbers by the light of the coach lanthorn, though she refused to describe the man she saw and will not be induced to talk about him. Possibly you were the unlucky man. If true, can you wonder that she hates you?"
He sat down on the edge of the bed, musing, then fell back on the pillow with a great sigh, and muttered as though speaking to himself:--
"I can wonder at nothing save my marvellous ill luck. This tale points a moral, Baron Ned. If one belongs to the devil, one should stand by one"s master. h.e.l.l is swifter in revenge than heaven in reward."
"It is only the long run that tells the tale," I answered, taking his hot hand to soothe him. "Heaven always wins, and your reward will come."
"Ah, yes, the long run is all right if one can only hold out," he answered, gripping my hand and breathing rapidly. He was almost in delirium. "But I"ll take the short run, Baron Ned." Here his voice rose almost to a scream: "I"ll take the short run, Ned, and will kill the king! Then to h.e.l.l after him by way of Tyburn Hill!"
He sprang to me, grasped my shoulders fiercely, and spoke as one in a frenzy: "I was right, Ned. She is all I thought she was at Sundridge.
When I first knew her I doubted my senses. I did not know there was a pure woman outside of a convent, but when I learned to know her I changed my mind. Now comes this accursed Charles Stuart! His house has been a bane to England ever since the sp.a.w.n of the Scotch courtesan first came to London. But his reign will be short!"
He was becoming delirious, so I induced him to lie on the bed while I went downstairs to find Betty. When I found her, I told her that the fever was mounting to Hamilton"s brain, and that I feared he would soon become violent.
She sent a boy to fetch a physician, then turned to me, saying:--
"I"ll go up to him. I believe I can quiet him."
So we went back to George"s room and found him out of bed, prowling about like a caged wild thing, tossing his arms, and shouting his intention to kill the king.
"You must go back to bed, Master Hamilton," commanded Betty in her soft, low voice.
He caught her around the waist and said, laughing, "You"re a good girl, Betty."
"I hope I am, sir. But you must go back to bed," she answered.
"And you"re pretty, too. Pretty and good don"t usually go together," said George, drawing her close to him.
"No, but you must go back to bed, Master Hamilton, or you will be very ill," she pleaded.
"I"ll go for a kiss, Betty," he answered, bending over to take it. But she put up her hands to ward him off.
"I"ll give you the kiss, Master Hamilton, if you insist. But it will be only a bribe to induce you to do what is for your own good, and if you take it, I shall never come back to your room again."
"Ah, Ned, here"s another good girl!" exclaimed George, releasing Betty.
"There are two of them in the world! Who would have suspected it? Keep your kisses for your husband, Betty."
"Yes, Master Hamilton," she answered demurely, giving me a luminous glance, all unconscious of its meaning. The glance was my first hint that perhaps Betty had at times been thinking of me.
"All right! Here"s to bed, my girl," said Hamilton.
She smoothed the bed covering and turning to leave the room, said, "I"ll come back when the physician arrives."
I could easily see that Hamilton was going to have what the old women call a "bad night," so I asked Betty to sit with him, and she consenting, I went by river to my lodging in Whitehall, where I collected a few necessary articles in a bag and returned quickly as possible to the Old Swan. When I reached George"s room, I found Betty at her post. The physician had given Hamilton a quieting potion, and he was resting, though at intervals he broke out, shouting his intention to kill the king.
During nearly two weeks Hamilton lay moaning and raving, sweet, dear Betty rarely leaving his side for more than a few minutes at a time. I, too, clung to my post faithfully, but at least a part of my motive in doing so was selfish, being the joy I found in Betty"s company. At the end of two weeks George began to recover rapidly, and I was dismissed along with the physician.
When I returned to Whitehall, I found that my Lord Sandwich, under whom I held my place as Second Gentleman of the Wardrobe, had been seeking me.
The king had gone to Sheerness on business of the navy two weeks before, and the Earl of Sandwich, being at that time Lord Admiral, was to go down the river on a summons from his Majesty. Much against my will, I was compelled to go with him, and, by reason of this enforced absence, was away from London during the next month or two, when I very much wished to be there.
I saw Frances only twice during George"s illness, and as she made no inquiries about him, I concluded that sober thought had brought back her old aversion. Therefore I did not mention his name nor try to correct her error, feeling that it was better for her to remain in her present state of mind.
I was convinced that Hamilton"s threats against the life of the king were but the ravings of a frenzied brain, and that he had no intention of killing Charles, but I also felt sure that trouble would come of it, since he had been overheard by several persons. The treason was certain to reach the king"s ear, and if it did, Hamilton"s life would be in jeopardy. But of that in its turn.
* * * * *
Immediately on my return to London I went down to the Old Swan to see George, of course having Betty in mind. In truth, Betty had been in mind most of the time and much to my regret ever since the day I left her.
Even if I had not been plighted to Mary Hamilton, I could not have asked Betty to be my wife. She would not be happy in my sphere of life, and I could not live in hers. The painful knowledge of this truth did not in any way help me to put her out of my thoughts, but rather made my longing for her all the greater. Since I had learned to know her well, I thought I meant honestly by her. Still she was a barmaid, and I could not always bring myself to respect her as she deserved. Time and again I resolved in all sincerity never to see her again. Since I could not marry her, I would gain nothing but unhappiness myself and perhaps misery for her by continuing my suit.
But when back in London, I persuaded myself that it was my duty to see George, and tried to shut my eyes to the fact that Betty was the real cause of my anxiety.
When I reached the Old Swan, I soon found Betty, and there could be no mistake in my reading of the light I saw in her eyes.
After talking with her a minute or two in the tap-room, I asked her to tell me of Hamilton, and she said hesitatingly that he had left the inn nearly two months ago.
"Do you know where he is?" I asked.
She answered hesitatingly, "N-o-o-o."
I saw that she did not want to be questioned, so I remained chatting with her for an hour, and returned to Whitehall, very proud that I had restrained my tongue during the interview.
* * * * *
On the afternoon following my interview with Betty, I was sitting in my room adjoining my Lord"s private closet in the Wardrobe, trying in vain to think of something besides Betty, when I heard a peal of merry laughter, which I recognized as Nelly Gwynn"s. Immediately following, I heard the deep, unmistakable voice of the king. They had just entered my Lord"s private closet, between which and my room there was a loosely hung door, permitting me to hear all that was said.