The girl"s eyes were dancing with pleasure. Somehow the desire for this man"s praise and approval had unconsciously become part of her whole outlook. Her simple honesty would not let her deny it--showed her no reason for denying it. She sometimes told herself it was just her vanity; it was the desire of a pupil for a master"s praise. She, as yet, could see no other reason for it, and would have laughed at the idea that any warmer feeling could possibly underlie it.
Dave"s pleasure in her acknowledgment was very evident.
"I haven"t forgotten, Betty," he said. "But I never taught you all that. It"s your own clever little head. You could give Joel Dawson a start and beat him."
"You don"t understand," the girl declared quickly. "It was you who gave me the ground-work, and then I thought and thought. You see, I--I wanted to help Jim when he came back."
Dave had no reply to make. The girl"s plain statement had damped his enthusiasm. He had forgotten Jim. She had done this for love of the other man.
"I want you to do me a great favor," she went on presently. "I want it very--very much. You think I"ve learned a lot. Well, I want to learn more. I don"t know quite why--I s"pose it"s because I"m interested. I want to see the big lumber being trimmed. I want to see your own mill in full work, and have what I don"t understand explained to me. Will you do it? Some night. I"d like to see it all in its most inspiring light. Will you, Dave?"
She laid a coaxing hand on his great arm, and looked eagerly into his eyes. At that moment the lumberman would have promised her the world.
And he would have striven with every nerve in his body to fulfil his promise.
"Sure," he said simply. "Name your own time."
And for once the girl didn"t thank him in her usual frank way. She simply drew her hand away and chirruped at the old mare.
For the rest of the drive home she remained silent. It was as though Dave"s ready, eager promise had suddenly affected her in some disturbing way. Her brown eyes looked straight ahead along the trail, and they were curiously serious.
They reached the man"s home. He alighted, and she drove on to her own destination with a feeling of relief not unmixed with regret.
Dave"s mother had been long waiting dinner for her boy. She had seen the buggy and guessed who was in it, and as he came up she greeted him with pride and affection shining in her old eyes.
"That was Betty?" she inquired, moving across to the dinner-table, while the man removed his slicker.
"Yes, ma," he said coolly. He had no desire to discuss Betty with any one just then, not even with his mother.
"Driving with her, dear?" she asked, with smiling, searching eyes upon his averted face.
"She gave me a lift," Dave replied, coming over and sitting down at the table.
His mother, instead of helping him to his food, suddenly came round to his side and laid one affectionate hand upon his great shoulder. The contrast in these two had something almost ridiculous in it. He was so huge, and she was so small. Perhaps the only things they possessed in common, outside of their mutual adoration, were the courage and strength which shone in their gray eyes, and the abounding kindliness of heart for all humanity. But whereas these things in the mother were always second to her love for her boy, the boy"s first thought and care was for the great work his own hands had created.
"Dave," she said very gently, "when am I going to have a daughter? I"m getting very, very old, and I don"t want to leave you alone in the world."
The man propped his elbow on the table and rested his head on his hand.
His eyes were almost gloomy.
"I don"t want to lose you, ma," he said. "It would break me up ter"ble.
Life"s mostly lonesome anyhow." Then he looked keenly up into her face, and his glance was one of concern. "You--you aren"t ailing any?"
The old woman shook her head, and her eyes smiled back at him.
"No, boy, I"m not ailing. But I worry some at times. You see, I like Betty very, very much. In a different way, I"m almost as fond of her as you are----"
Dave started and was about to break in, but his mother shook her head, and her hand caressed his cheek with infinite tenderness.
"Why don"t you marry her, now--now that the other is broken off----"
But Dave turned to her, and, swept by an almost fierce emotion, would not be denied.
"Why, ma? Why?" he cried, with all the pent-up bitterness of years in the depth of his tone. "Look at me! Look at me! And you ask me why." He held out his two hands as though to let her see him as he was. "Would any woman think of me--look at me with thoughts of love? She couldn"t.
What am I? A mountain of muscle, brawn, bone, whatever you will, with a face and figure even a farmer would hate to set up over a corn patch at harvest time." He laughed bitterly. "No--no, ma," he went on, his tone softening, and taking her worn hand tenderly in his. "There are folks made for marriage, and folks that aren"t. And when folks that aren"t get marrying they"re doing a mean thing on the girl. I"m not going to think a mean thing for Betty--let alone do one."
His mother moved away to her seat.
"Well, boy, I"ll say no more, but I"m thinking a time"ll come when you"ll be doing a mean thing by Betty if you don"t, and she"ll be the one that"ll think it----"
"Ma!"
"The dinner"s near cold."
CHAPTER XIII
BETTY DECIDES
Two nights later Dave was waiting in the tally room for his guests to arrive. The place was just a corner part.i.tioned off from the milling floor. It was here the foreman kept account of the day"s work--a bare room, small, and hardly worth the name of "office." Yet there was work enough done in it to satisfy the most exacting master.
The master of the mills had taken up a position in the narrow doorway, in full view of the whole floor, and was watching the sawyer on No. 1.
It was Mansell. He beheld with delight the wonderful skill with which the man handled the giant logs as they creaked and groaned along over the rollers. He appeared to be sober, too. His deliberate movements, timed to the fraction of a second, were sufficient evidence of this. He felt glad that he had taken him on his time-sheet. Every really skilful sawyer was of inestimable value at the moment, and, after all, this man"s failing was one pretty common to all good lumbermen.
Dawson came up, and Dave nodded in the sawyer"s direction.
"Working good," he observed with satisfaction.
"Too good to last, if I know anything," grumbled the foreman. "He"ll get breakin" out, an then---- I"ve a mind to set him on a "buzz-saw".
These big saws won"t stand for tricks if he happens to git around with a "jag" on."
"You can"t put a first-cla.s.s sawyer on to a "buzzer,"" said Dave decisively. "It"s tantamount to telling him he doesn"t know his work.
No, keep him where he is. If he "signs" in with a souse on, push him out till he"s sober. But so long as he"s right let him work where he is."
"Guess you"re "boss" o" this lay-out," grumbled the foreman.
"Just so."
Then, as though the matter had no further concern for him, Dawson changed the subject.
"There"s twenty "jacks" scheduled by to-night"s mail," he said, as though speaking of some dry-goods instead of a human freight.
"They"re for the hills to-night. Mr. Chepstow"s promised to go up and dose the boys for their fever. I"m putting it to him to-night. He"ll take "em with him. By the way, I"m expecting the parson and Miss Betty along directly. They want to get a look at this." He waved an arm in the direction of the grinding rollers. "They want to see it--busy."
Dawson was less interested in the visitors.
"I see "em as I come up," he said indifferently. "Looked like they"d been around your office."