"Well," he said, "I believe there"s something in it."
"So do I, Nicky."
Drayton went on. "I believe there"s so much in it that--Look here, I don"t know what put it into your head, and I"m not asking, but that idea"s a dead secret. For G.o.d"s sake don"t talk about it. You mustn"t breathe it, or it"ll get into the air. And if it does my five years"
work goes for nothing. Besides we don"t want Germany to collar it."
And then: "Don"t look so scared, old chap. I was going to tell you about it when I"d got the plans drawn."
He told him about it then and there.
"Low on the ground like a racing-car--"
"Yes," said Nicky.
"Revolving turret for the guns--no higher than _that_--"
"Yes," said Nicky.
"Sort of armoured train. Only it mustn"t run on rails. It"s got to go everywhere, through anything, over anything, if it goes at all. It must turn in its own length. It must wade and burrow and climb, Nicky. It must have caterpillar wheels--"
"By Jove, of course it must," said Nicky, as if the idea had struck him for the first time.
"What have you got there?" said Drayton finally as Nicky rose and picked up his dispatch-box. "Anything interesting?
"No," said Nicky. "Mostly estimates."
For a long time afterwards he loathed the fields between Eltham and Kidbrooke, and the Mid-Kent line, and Charing Cross Station. He felt as a man feels when the woman he loves goes from him to another man. His idea had gone from him to Drayton.
And that, he said to himself, was just like his luck, just like the jolly sells that happened to him when he was a kid.
To be sure, there was such a thing as sharing. He had only to produce his plans and his finished model, and he and Drayton would go partners in the Moving Fortress. There was no reason why he shouldn"t do it.
Drayton had not even drawn his plans yet; he hadn"t thought out the mechanical details.
He thought, "I could go back now and tell him."
But he did not go back. He knew that he would never tell him. If Drayton asked him to help him with the details he would work them out all over again with him; but he would never show his own finished plans or his own model.
He didn"t know whether it had been hard or easy for him to give up the Moving Fortress. He did it instinctively. There was--unless he had chosen to be a blackguard--nothing else for him to do.
Besides, the Moving Fortress wasn"t his idea. Drayton had had it first.
Anybody might have had it. He hadn"t spoken of it first; but that was nothing. The point was that he had had it first, and Nicky wasn"t going to take it from him.
It meant more to Drayton, who was in the Service, than it could possibly mean to him. He hadn"t even got a profession.
As he walked back through the fields to the station, he said to himself that he didn"t really care. It was only one more jolly sell. He didn"t like giving up his Moving Fortress; but it wouldn"t end him. There was something in him that would go on.
He would make another engine.
He didn"t care. There was something in him that would go on.
"I can"t see," Desmond had said, "why Captain Drayton should be allowed to walk off with your idea."
"He"s worked five years on it."
"He hasn"t worked it _out_ yet, and you have. Can"t you see "--her face was dark and hard with anger--"there"s money in it?"
"If there is, all the more reason why I shouldn"t bag it."
"And where do I come in?"
"Not just here, I"m afraid. It isn"t your business."
"Not my business? When I did the drawings? You couldn"t possibly have done them yourself."
At that point Nicky refused to discuss the matter farther.
And still Desmond brooded on her grievance. And still at intervals Desmond brought it up again.
"There"s stacks of money in your father"s business--"
"There"s stacks of money in that Moving Fortress--"
"You are a fool, Nicky, to throw it all away."
He never answered her. He said to himself that Desmond was hysterical and had a morbid fancy.
But it didn"t end there.
He had taken the drawings and the box that had the model of the Moving Fortress in it and buried them in the locker under the big north window in Desmond"s studio.
And there, three weeks later, Desmond found them. And she packed the model of the Moving Fortress and marked it "Urgent with Care," and sent it to the War Office with a letter. She packed the drawings in a portfolio--having signed her own and Nicky"s name on the margins--and sent them to Captain Drayton with a letter. She said she had no doubt she was doing an immoral thing; but she did it in fairness to Captain Drayton, for she was sure he would not like Nicky to make so great a sacrifice. Nicky, she said, was wrapped up in his Moving Fortress. It was his sweetheart, his baby. "He will never forgive me," she said, "as long as he lives. But I simply had to let you know. It means so much to him."
For she thought, "Because Nicky"s a fool, I needn"t be one."
Drayton came over the same evening after he had got the letter. He shouted with laughter.
"Nicky," he said, "you filthy rotter, why on earth didn"t you tell me?... It _was_ Nickyish of you.... What if I did think of it first? I should have had to come to you for the details. It would have been jolly to have worked it out together.... Not a bit of it! Your wife"s absolutely right. Good thing, after all, you married her.
"By the way, she says there"s a model. I want to see that model. Have you got it here?"
Nicky went up into the studio to look for it. He couldn"t find it in the locker where he"d left it. "Wherever is the d.a.m.ned thing?" he said.
"The d.a.m.ned thing," said Desmond, "is where you should have sent it first of all--at the War Office. You"re clever, Nicky, but you aren"t quite clever enough."
"I"m afraid," he said, "_you"ve_ been a bit too clever, this time."