CHAPTER XXV
SO LONG
When Peter stepped into his sister"s room he had forgotten that his eyes were open.
"Beatrice," he said, "we must start back for New York as soon as possible."
She sprang from her chair. Pale and without his shade, he was like an apparition.
"Peter!" she cried.
"What"s the trouble?"
"Your eyes!"
"They came back this morning."
"Then I was right! Marjory--Marjory worked the miracle!"
He smiled a little.
"Yes."
"It"s wonderful. But, Peter--"
"Well?"
"You look so strange--so pale!"
"It"s been--well, rather an exciting experience."
She put her arms about his neck and kissed him.
"You should have brought the miracle-worker with you," she smiled.
"And instead of that I"m leaving her."
"Leaving Marjory--after this?"
"Sit down, little sister," he begged. "A great deal has happened this morning--a great deal that I"m afraid it"s going to be hard for you to understand. It was hard for me to understand at first; and yet, after all, it"s merely a question of fact. It is n"t anything that leaves any chance for speculation. It just is, that"s all. You see, you--both of us--made an extraordinary mistake. We--we a.s.sumed that Marjory was free."
"Free? Of course she"s free!" exclaimed Beatrice.
"Only she"s not," Peter informed her. "As a matter of fact, she"s married."
"Marjory--married!"
"To Covington. She"s Covington"s wife. They were married a few weeks ago in Paris. You understand? She"s Covington"s wife." His voice rose a trifle.
"Peter--you "re sure of that?"
"She told me so herself--less than an hour ago."
"That"s impossible. Why, she listened to me when--"
"When what?" he cut in.
Frightened, she clasped her hands beneath her chin.
His eyes demanded a reply.
"I--I told her what the doctors told me. Don"t look at me so, Peter!"
"You tried to win her sympathy for me?"
"They told me if you stopped worrying, your sight would come back. I told her that, Peter."
"You told her more?"
"That if she could love you--oh, I could n"t help it!"
"So that is why she listened to you; why she listened to me. You begged for her pity, and--she gave it. I thought at least I could leave her with my head up."
Beatrice began to sob.
"I--I did the best I knew how," she pleaded.
His head was bowed. He looked crushed. Throwing herself upon her knees in front of him, Beatrice reached for his clasped hands.
"I did the best I knew!" she moaned.
"Yes," he answered dully; "you did that. Every one has done that.
Only--nothing should have been done at all. Nothing can ever be done."
"You--you forgive me, Peter?"
"Yes."
But his voice was dead. It had no meaning.
"It may all be for the best," she ran on, anxious to revive him.
"We"ll go back to New York, Peter--you and I. Perhaps you"ll let me stay with you there. We"ll get a little apartment together, so that I can care for you. I "ll do that all the days of my life, if you "ll let me."
"I want a better fate than that for you, little sister," he answered.
Rising, he helped her to her feet. He smoothed back her hair from her forehead and kissed her there.
"It won"t do to look ahead very far, or backwards either just now," he said. "But if I can believe there is something still left in life for me, I must believe there is a great deal more left for you. Only we must get away from here as soon as possible."