The Truth Within Me Book One

So I have been in here for about an hour yelling at my mate. This dumba.s.s told our daughters that he is their father. Along with half of the stupid a.s.s pack. On top that he was supposed to wait for me" UGH"

I am sorry my love. Me and my wolf just got so mad. When the pack was being disrespectful to our daughters".

I am sorry too. If anyone has the right to be mad it"s you.

Rick looks at me and says," I don"t know everything that happened. But I know you. So if there was any other way you would have done it. I am not mad anymore".

At that moment I feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. I tell Rick to call the girls to come into the office. I know we need to talk to them.

When they get in the office I feel like I am suffocating. The look Nikki is giving me breaks my heart. While Jessie just looks confused.

Rick say"s," girls please have a seat so we can talk". I cleaned my thoughts and say," hi Nikki and Jessie. Are y"all feeling any better"?

Jessie says," yes thank you". But why are you here and who are you? This meeting is a personal matter"!

Nikki stopped her and says," this is our mother Jessie. She is the one that can explain everything to us"! Nikki looks at me and says," well it nice to see you again! It"s really good to now your sill alive. I thought there for a while that you may have died. You know seeing as you never came back around when we need you"!!!

I am so taken back by her anger. I am speechless! I have no idea what to say to her at that moment.

Why don"t we all take a minute to calm down and give Lisa time to answer your questions".

Nikki and Jessie look like they"re about ready to murder us. The sad thing is if they really desired to do so they could. The f.u.c.ked up thing is there be no way we could save our a.s.s from our daughters!!!

ok, so it all started the night before I had you both. I had a vision of the great divine. At first, I thought It was an honor to be able to see her. But it quickly turns in to my nightmare.

"Flashback"

The great divine say"s," Lisa don"t be afraid of me or what is to come. She then says YOU HAVE BEEN GIVEN THE 2 MOST POWERFUL DAUGHTERS EVERY TO LIVE you have a great responsibility to them. Do you understand me"?

I am so scared right now. But I agree to do whatever I"m supposed to do.

I don"t want to lose everything for not following my destiny.

I understand I will do what you say.

Tomorrow before nightfall you will leave your mate. You are to go in hiding you are to tell no one. I will come to you and help you deliver your babies. I then will help you raise them for the first year of they"re lives. After that, you will separate them till there 21st birthday. If you interfere I will kill you. Do you understand"?

I am literally shaking. I can stop I don"t know what to do. But before I can ask anything she gone!!!

"End of flashback"

I go on to say"s after I left you both I had no way out of the faye land for 16 years. Then one day the gates opened and I had another version. The great divine told me to go to Nikki and only to her. I had to save you from that f.u.c.king b.i.t.c.h. After I left Nikki I tried to find you, Jessie and my mate. But because of that, I was sent back to stay in my land.

Once I finished telling them everything I look at Rick. He just looks more confused. But both of the girls still look really p.i.s.sed off.

The girls then looked at each other then Nikki says," so Rick why did you not look for us"? But before he could answer I lightly put my hand on his shoulder. I then looked at the girls and say," it because I told him you both were dead. He did not know until I called and told him you were both alive.

The looks they are giving me are murderous and full of hate. I feel my heartbreaking all over again. My daughters hate me. But it is all my fault that I kept them away from their father.

I Just hope one day they will forgive me.