Chapter 1017 – Pipe Dream
Not only had she tried to steal the child, she even thought of killing the mother, yet in the end, she killed her own grandson!
With that, even a tender person in love would not have been able to endure it! It was not surprising that the young lady was unwilling to forgive him!
If she could forgive him so easily, she would likely not be special enough to catch the eye of the Chef Sage.
That was why he would only explain the matter regarding Ji Mo Ya and Bai Li Zi Xi, just speak the truth and not comment on anything else.
The Plant Sage’s neutral att.i.tude gave Crazy Sage and Huan Qing Yan a good impression; it also confirms that the situation between Ji Mo Ya and Bai Li Zi Xi was truly just a misunderstanding.
Ji Mo Ya has never betrayed her, at most, he only hid the truth from her!
However, it was also this misunderstanding, the action of not revealing the truth, that led to the series of tragedies!
Seeing that Huan Qing Yan learned the truth, everyone felt that this was just an argument, and the two would reconcile. At most, they would hug each other and cry it out and end this matter.
Even Nan Gong Bei Chen and Shang Qiu Meng Qian also thought that way.
Only Bai Chen Feng was unmoved; he knew only too well what type of person Little Yan was, wasn’t he a living example? He regretted and he had tried to mend things, but he could no longer enter her heart!
Huan Qing Yan calmly sat there and digested the information, she was at a loss.
She hated for so long, hated till her heart went numb and powerless when she was suddenly told that everything was a misunderstanding, that her hate was wrongly placed!
He was not wrong! It was his mother that committed the crime, yet she was unable to avenge for her child! Then who is wrong?
Logic tells her that Ji Mo Ya was innocent; he has never had a change of heart, this was not his fault!
Yet her feelings were unable to forgive him as this matter had already created a crack and distanced the two.
As for that poor child who died, it will forever be an irrecoverable wound.
As long as she is looking at Ji Mo Ya, she will recall her child and remember her time in that cave; recalling those days when she was in helpless despair.
If she reconciles with Ji Mo Ya, then how is she going to deal with Madam Ru to avenge herself and her child?
Moreover, her heart has reached the point of extreme despair before, the burning love of willing to live and die with him that she once had, was now weak and could no longer continue.
She’s very tired! She no longer has the strength to love Ji Mo Ya, no longer has the strength to deal with his family!
After this incident and scolding from Crazy Sage, she truly understood one thing, she was not strong enough; that was why she had been looked down upon by others!
The nights of her immersing in her abyss of pain and days of self-harm kept repeating in her mind.
She started a.n.a.lyzing everything that has happened from the beginning, using only the eyes of an observer to perform a logical and cold a.n.a.lysis.
She discovered that from the signs have been there from the moment they knew each other.
From the very beginning, she and Ji Mo Ya were never on the same level; Ji Mo Ya’s status was high and n.o.ble.
While herself, was of unknown birth, even her first Star Attraction succeeded only because of Ji Mo Ya’s help.
Background, cultivation, status, none of it was a match, yet she had naively thought that as long as they are in love, they would be able to overcome all difficulties.
Now that she thought about it, it was just a pipe dream.
Did Ji Mo Ya love her? Yes!
Did Ji Mo Ya respect her? His love was beyond that of respect!
Did Ji Mo Ya see her as an equal of the same status? No!