Chapter 1013 – Let The Child Down!
Huan Qing Yan tried to push away Ji Mo Ya’s hand but failed to do so and after several times, the grip got even tighter instead.
She found it funny as she thought that they had loved each other back then, and although they eventually reached this step, she also did not wish to be like others who had broken up unhappily.
She was initially cold and calm as not many things can agitate her heart now, yet when she saw the grievances and pained expression of Ji Mo Ya, she could not help but was angered.
Since he acted like this in front of so many people, then don’t blame her for not giving him any face.
She coldly smiled: “Young Master Ya, are you acting silly? Do you still think I am still that silly girl who was played by you? Looking pleased when you saw my pained expression while you are getting intimate with Bai Li Zi XI?
Didn’t you believe that I, Huan Qing Yan, have no backing, that even if I leave you, I would also not find a place to stay and would only have you to rely upon and to make you feel happy!
I was worried for you every day when you are affected by Devil Energy and did not sleep well every night due to guilt and self-reproach, but what were you doing when I went to visit you? Getting intimate with Bai Li Zi Xi! When I was kidnapped by your mother and locked in a cave, being hypnotized every day and trying all I could to escape, where were you?
At that time, I even hoped that you will appear to rescue me, rescue the child! I told myself that as long as you can rescue me, I will forgive you and even become a person without self-respect and self-esteem, a small woman that will let you pamper as you wanted! Yet you never came!
My heart died at that moment! Let alone my child, my child who died due to your mother, you tell me to forgive you? How am I to forgive you? Tell me, how can I forgive you?”
Every sound was filled with criticism, every word was filled with blood!
Ji Mo Ya felt as though he was struck by lightning, and nearly went dizzy from the words that charged at him, he knew that he was an a.s.shole! And very selfish! He also knows that the best outcome for both of them was to let go of Little Yan and use the rest of his life to make up for his mistake.
But he could not do that! What can he do when he does not want to let go of Little Yan? What if when he was to go to h.e.l.l, he will also want Little Yan to accompany him?
He held on tightly to Huan Qing Yan’s hand and was holding on to her even if his life would be threatened.
He subconsciously started explaining: “Little Yan, that matter is not what you think, I really did not have a change of heart! I have told you before, you are the only person in my heart! The only one for me in this life! I know I have wronged you! Our Ji Mo Clan has wronged you! And also let the child down! Rest a.s.sured, I will give you a proper explanation…”
After that, he did not know what else he can say. All he knew is that he cannot let go of his hand.
Ji Mo Ya was using his real strength, Huan Qing Yan was unable to shrug it away.
As for the four Half-Sages elders, they generally did not plan to be involved with the affairs of the relationship between the youngsters, except for Bai Li Feng, hoping to settle things personally but was forcefully pinned down by Elder Snow. As for the rest, they did not know what to say as well and could only act as though they were invisible.
Bai Chen Feng could not take it anymore and charge out, he glared at Ji Mo Ya with red eyes: “Ji Mo Ya, what right do you have to hold on to Little Yan, you even dare to say that you will give her an explanation?”
“You know how hurt Little Yan was when she saw you proactively invited Bai Li Zi Xi to offer a toast as a married couple during the Millennia Banquet? She went with great expectations to find you, only to see you standing beside another woman. She was heavily pregnant, yet she naively squeezed through the crowd, if she had not encountered me, she might have met with an accident that day!”