Lau. When a mans seruant shall play the Curre with him (looke you) it goes hard: one that I brought vp of a puppy: one that I sau"d from drowning, when three or foure of his blinde brothers and sisters went to it: I haue taught him (euen as one would say precisely, thus I would teach a dog) I was sent to deliuer him, as a present to Mistris Siluia, from my Master; and I came no sooner into the dyning-chamber, but he steps me to her Trencher, and steales her Capons-leg: O, "tis a foule thing, when a Cur cannot keepe himselfe in all companies: I would haue (as one should say) one that takes vpon him to be a dog indeede, to be, as it were, a dog at all things. If I had not had more wit then he, to take a fault vpon me that he did, I thinke verily hee had bin hang"d for"t: sure as I liue he had suffer"d for"t: you shall iudge: Hee thrusts me himselfe into the company of three or foure gentleman-like-dogs, vnder the Dukes table: hee had not bin there (blesse the marke) a p.i.s.sing while, but all the chamber smelt him: out with the dog (saies one) what cur is that (saies another) whip him out (saies the third) hang him vp (saies the Duke.) I hauing bin acquainted with the smell before, knew it was Crab; and goes me to the fellow that whips the dogges: friend (quoth I) you meane to whip the dog: I marry doe I (quoth he) you doe him the more wrong (quoth I) "twas I did the thing you wot of: he makes me no more adoe, but whips me out of the chamber: how many Masters would doe this for his Seruant? nay, ile be sworne I haue sat in the stockes, for puddings he hath stolne, otherwise he had bin executed: I haue stood on the Pillorie for Geese he hath kil"d, otherwise he had sufferd for"t: thou think"st not of this now: nay, I remember the tricke you seru"d me, when I tooke my leaue of Madam Siluia: did not I bid thee still marke me, and doe as I do; when did"st thou see me heaue vp my leg, and make water against a Gentlewomans farthingale? did"st thou euer see me doe such a tricke?
Pro. Sebastian is thy name: I like thee well, And will imploy thee in some seruice presently
Iu. In what you please, ile doe what I can
Pro. I hope thou wilt.
How now you whorson pezant, Where haue you bin these two dayes loytering?
La. Marry Sir, I carried Mistris Siluia the dogge you bad me
Pro. And what saies she to my little Iewell?
La. Marry she saies your dog was a cur, and tels you currish thanks is good enough for such a present
Pro. But she receiu"d my dog?
La. No indeede did she not: Here haue I brought him backe againe
Pro. What, didst thou offer her this from me?
La. I Sir, the other Squirrill was stolne from me By the Hangmans boyes in the market place, And then I offer"d her mine owne, who is a dog As big as ten of yours, & therefore the guift the greater
Pro. Goe, get thee hence, and finde my dog againe, Or nere returne againe into my sight.
Away, I say: stayest thou to vexe me here; A Slaue, that still an end, turnes me to shame: Sebastian, I haue entertained thee, Partly that I haue neede of such a youth, That can with some discretion doe my businesse: For "tis no trusting to yond foolish Lowt; But chiefely, for thy face, and thy behauiour, Which (if my Augury deceiue me not) Witnesse good bringing vp, fortune, and truth: Therefore know thee, for this I entertaine thee.
Go presently, and take this Ring with thee, Deliuer it to Madam Siluia; She lou"d me well, deliuer"d it to me
Iul. It seemes you lou"d not her, not leaue her token: She is dead belike?
Pro. Not so: I thinke she liues
Iul. Alas
Pro. Why do"st thou cry alas?
Iul. I cannot choose but pitty her
Pro. Wherefore should"st thou pitty her?
Iul. Because, me thinkes that she lou"d you as well As you doe loue your Lady Siluia: She dreames on him, that has forgot her loue, You doate on her, that cares not for your loue.
"Tis pitty Loue, should be so contrary: And thinking on it, makes me cry alas
Pro. Well: giue her that Ring, and therewithall This Letter: that"s her chamber: Tell my Lady, I claime the promise for her heauenly Picture: Your message done, hye home vnto my chamber, Where thou shalt finde me sad, and solitarie
Iul. How many women would doe such a message?
Alas poore Protheus, thou hast entertain"d A Foxe, to be the Shepheard of thy Lambs; Alas, poore foole, why doe I pitty him That with his very heart despiseth me?
Because he loues her, he despiseth me, Because I loue him, I must pitty him.
This Ring I gaue him, when he parted from me, To binde him to remember my good will: And now am I (vnhappy Messenger) To plead for that, which I would not obtaine; To carry that, which I would haue refus"d; To praise his faith, which I would haue disprais"d.
I am my Masters true confirmed Loue, But cannot be true seruant to my Master, Vnlesse I proue false traitor to my selfe.
Yet will I woe for him, but yet so coldly, As (heauen it knowes) I would not haue him speed.
Gentlewoman, good day: I pray you be my meane To bring me where to speake with Madam Siluia
Sil. What would you with her, if that I be she?
Iul. If you be she, I doe intreat your patience To heare me speake the message I am sent on
Sil. From whom?
Iul. From my Master, Sir Protheus, Madam
Sil. Oh: he sends you for a Picture?
Iul. I, Madam
Sil. Vrsula, bring my Picture there, Goe, giue your Master this: tell him from me, One Iulia, that his changing thoughts forget Would better fit his Chamber, then this Shadow
Iul. Madam, please you peruse this Letter; Pardon me (Madam) I haue vnaduis"d Deliuer"d you a paper that I should not; This is the Letter to your Ladiship
Sil. I pray thee let me looke on that againe
Iul. It may not be: good Madam pardon me
Sil. There, hold: I will not looke vpon your Masters lines: I know they are stuft with protestations, And full of new-found oathes, which he will breake As easily, as I doe teare his paper
Iul. Madam, he sends your Ladiship this Ring
Sil. The more shame for him, that he sends it me; For I haue heard him say a thousand times, His Iulia gaue it him, at his departure: Though his false finger haue prophan"d the Ring, Mine shall not doe his Iulia so much wrong
Iul. She thankes you
Sil. What sai"st thou?
Iul. I thanke you Madam, that you tender her: Poore Gentlewoman, my Master wrongs her much
Sil. Do"st thou know her?
Iul. Almost as well as I doe know my selfe.
To thinke vpon her woes, I doe protest That I haue wept a hundred seuerall times
Sil. Belike she thinks that Protheus hath forsook her?
Iul. I thinke she doth: and that"s her cause of sorrow
Sil. Is she not pa.s.sing faire?
Iul. She hath bin fairer (Madam) then she is, When she did thinke my Master lou"d her well; She, in my iudgement, was as faire as you.
But since she did neglect her looking-gla.s.se, And threw her Sun-expelling Masque away, The ayre hath staru"d the roses in her cheekes, And pinch"d the lilly-tincture of her face, That now she is become as blacke as I
Sil. How tall was she?
Iul. About my stature: for at Pentecost, When all our Pageants of delight were plaid, Our youth got me to play the womans part, And I was trim"d in Madam Iulias gowne, Which serued me as fit, by all mens iudgements, As if the garment had bin made for me: Therefore I know she is about my height, And at that time I made her weepe a good, For I did play a lamentable part.
(Madam) "twas Ariadne, pa.s.sioning For Thesus periury, and vniust flight; Which I so liuely acted with my teares: That my poore Mistris moued therewithall, Wept bitterly: and would I might be dead, If I in thought felt not her very sorrow
Sil. She is beholding to thee (gentle youth) Alas (poore Lady) desolate, and left; I weepe my selfe to thinke vpon thy words: Here youth: there is my purse; I giue thee this For thy sweet Mistris sake, because thou lou"st her. Farewell
Iul. And she shall thanke you for"t, if ere you know her.
A vertuous gentlewoman, milde, and beautifull.
I hope my Masters suit will be but cold, Since she respects my Mistris loue so much.
Alas, how loue can trifle with it selfe: Here is her Picture: let me see, I thinke If I had such a Tyre, this face of mine Were full as louely, as is this of hers; And yet the Painter flatter"d her a little, Vnlesse I flatter with my selfe too much.
Her haire is Aburne, mine is perfect Yellow; If that be all the difference in his loue, Ile get me such a coulour"d Perrywig: Her eyes are grey as gla.s.se, and so are mine.
I, but her fore-head"s low, and mine"s as high: What should it be that he respects in her, But I can make respectiue in my selfe?
If this fond Loue, were not a blinded G.o.d.
Come shadow, come, and take this shadow vp, For "tis thy riuall: O thou sencelesse forme, Thou shalt be worship"d, kiss"d, lou"d, and ador"d; And were there sence in his Idolatry, My substance should be statue in thy stead.
Ile vse thee kindly, for thy Mistris sake That vs"d me so: or else by Ioue, I vow, I should haue scratch"d out your vnseeing eyes, To make my Master out of loue with thee.