"Reproach her!" cried the other. "That I should dream she would speak to me or have anything to do with me, was to cast a doubt upon her loyalty as a daughter. She was right, I say! And she did the only thing she could do: rebuked me before them all. No one ever merited what he got more roundly than I deserved that. Who was I, in her eyes, that I should besiege her with my importunities, who but her father"s worst enemy?"
Deep anxiety knitted Crailey"s brow. "I understood she knew of the quarrel," he said, thoughtfully. "I saw that, the other evening when I helped her out of the crowd. She spoke of it on the way home, I remember; but how did she know that you were Vanrevel? No one in town would be apt to mention you to her."
"No, but she did know, you see."
"Yes," returned Mr. Gray slowly. "So it seems! Probably her father told her to avoid you, and described you so that she recognized you as the man who caught the kitten."
He paused, picked up the flask, and again applied himself to its contents, his eyes peering over the up-tilted vessel at Tom, who continued to pace up and down the length of the office. After a time, Crailey, fumbling in his coat, found a long cheroot, and, as he lit it, inquired casually:
"Do you remember if she addressed you by name?"
"I think not," Tom answered, halting. "What does it matter?"
Crailey drew a deep breath.
"It doesn"t," he returned.
"She knew me well enough," said Tom, sadly, as he resumed his sentry-go.
"Yes," repeated Crailey, deliberately. "So it seems; so it seems!" He blew a long stream of smoke out into the air before him, and softly mur-mured again: "So it seems, so it seems."
Silence fell, broken only by the sound of Tom"s footsteps, until, presently, some one informally shouted his name from the street below.
It was only Will c.u.mmings, pa.s.sing the time of day, but when Tom turned from the window after answering him, Crailey, his poem, and his flask were gone.
That evening Vanrevel sat in the dusty office, driving himself to his work with a sharp goad, for there was a face that came between him and all else in the world, and a voice that sounded always in his ears.
But the work was done before he rose from his chair, though he showed a haggard visage as he bent above his candles to blow them out.
It was eleven o"clock; Crailey had not come back, and Tom knew that his light-hearted friend would not return for many hours; and so, having no mind to read, and no belief that he could if he tried, he went out to walk the streets. He went down to the river first, and stood for a little while gazing at the ruins of the two warehouses, and that was like a man with a headache beating his skull against a wall. As he stood on the blackened wharf, he saw how the charred beams rose above him against the sky like a gallows, and it seemed to him that nothing could have been a better symbol, for here he had hanged his self-respect.
"Reproach her!" He, who had so displayed his imbecility before her! Had he been her father"s best friend, he should have had too great a sense of shame to dare to speak to her after that night when her quiet intelligence had exhibited him to himself, and to all the world, as nought else than a fool--and a noisy one at that!
Suddenly a shudder convulsed him; he struck his open palm across his forehead and spoke aloud, while, from horizon to horizon, the night air grew thick with the whispered laughter of observing hobgoblins:
"And even if there had been no stairway, we could have slid down the hose-line!"
He retraced his steps, a tall, gray figure moving slowly through the blue darkness, and his lips formed the heart-sick shadow of a smile when he found that he had unconsciously turned into Carewe Street. Presently he came to a gap in a hedge, through which he had sometimes stolen to hear the sound of a harp and a girl"s voice singing; but he did not enter there tonight, though he paused a moment, his head bowed on his breast.
There came a sound of voices; they seemed to be moving toward the hedge, toward the gap where he stood; one a man"s eager, quick, but very musical; the other, a girl"s, a rich and clear contralto that pa.s.sed into Tom"s soul like a psalm of rejoicing and like a scimitar of flame.
He shivered, and moved away quickly, but not before the man"s voice, somewhat louder for the moment, came distinctly from the other side of the hedge:
"After all," said the voice, with a ripple of laughter, "after all, weren"t you a little hard on that poor Mr. Gray?"
Tom did not understand, but he knew the voice. It was that of Crailey Gray.
He heard the same voice again that night, and again stood unseen. Long after midnight he was still tramping the streets on his lonely rounds, when he chanced to pa.s.s the Rouen House, which hostelry bore, to the uninitiated eye, the appearance of having closed its doors upon all hospitalities for the night, in strict compliance with the law of the city fathers, yet a slender wand of bright light might be discovered underneath the street door of the bar-room.
From within the merry retreat issued an uproar of shouting, raucous laughter and the pounding of gla.s.ses on tables, heralding all too plainly the hypocrisy of the landlord, and possibly that of the city fathers also. Tom knew what company was gathered there: gamblers, truckmen, drunken farmers, men from the river steamers making riot while their boats lay at the wharf, with a motley gathering of good-for-nothings of the back-alleys, and tippling clerks from the Main Street stores. There came loud cries for a song, and, in answer, the voice of Crailey rose over the general din, somewhat hoa.r.s.e, and never so musical when he sang as when he spoke, yet so touching in its dramatic tenderness that soon the noise fell away, and the roisterers sat quietly to listen. It was not the first time Ben Jonson"s song had stilled a disreputable company.
"I sent thee late a rosy wreath, Not so much honoring thee, As giving it the hope that there It might not withered be."
Perhaps, just then, Vanrevel would have wished to hear him sing anything in the world rather than that, for on Crailey"s lips it carried too much meaning tonight, after the voice in the garden. And Tom lingered no more near the betraying sliver of light beneath the door than he had by the gap in the hedge, but went steadily on his way.
Not far from the hotel he pa.s.sed a small building brightly lighted and echoing with unusual clamors of industry: the office of the Rouen Journal. The press was going, and Mr. c.u.mmings"s thin figure crossed and recrossed the windows, while his voice could be heard energetically bidding his a.s.sistants to "Look alive!" so that Tom imagined that something might have happened between the Nueces River and the Rio Grande; but he did not stop to ask the journalist, for he desired to behold the face of none of his friends until he had fought out some things within himself. So he strode on toward nowhere.
Day was breaking when Mr. Gray climbed the stairs to his room. There were two flights, the ascent of the first of which occupied about half an hour of Crailey"s invaluable time; and the second might have taken more of it, or possibly consumed the greater part of the morning, had he received no a.s.sistance. But, as he reclined to meditate upon the first landing, another man entered the hallway from without, ascended quickly, and Crailey became pleasantly conscious that two strong hands had lifted him to his feet; and, presently, that he was being borne aloft upon the new-comer"s back. It seemed quite a journey, yet the motion was soothing, so he made no effort to open his eyes, until he found himself gently deposited upon the couch in his own chamber, when he smiled amiably, and, looking up, discovered his partner standing over him.
Tom was very pale and there were deep, violet scrawls beneath his eyes.
For once in his life he had come home later than Crailey.
"First time, you know," said Crailey, with difficulty. "You"ll admit first time completely incapable? Often needed guiding hand, but never--quite--before."
"Yes," said Tom, quietly, "it is the first time I ever saw you quite finished."
"Think I must be growing old and const.i.tution refuses bear it.
Disgraceful to be seen in condition, yet celebration justified. H"rah for the news!" He waved his hand wildly. "Old red, white, and blue!
American eagle now kindly proceed to scream! Starspangled banner intends streaming to all the trade winds! Sea to sea! Glorious victories on political thieving exhibition--no, expedition! Everybody not responsible for the trouble to go and get himself patriotically killed!"
"What do you mean?"
"Water!" said the other, feebly. Tom brought the pitcher, and Crailey, setting his hot lips to it, drank long and deeply; then, with his friend"s a.s.sistance, he tied a heavily moistened towel round his head.
"All right very soon and sober again," he muttered, and lay back upon the pillow with eyes tightly closed in an intense effort to concentrate his will. When he opened them again, four or five minutes later, they had marvellously cleared and his look was self-contained and sane.
"Haven"t you heard the news?" He spoke much more easily now. "It came at midnight to the Journal."
"No; I"ve been walking in the country."
"The Mexicans crossed the Rio Grande on the twenty-sixth of last month, captured Captain Thornton and murdered Colonel Crook. That means war is certain."
"It has been certain for a long time," said Tom. "Polk has forced it from the first."
"Then it"s a devil of a pity he can"t be the only man to die!"
"Have they called for volunteers?" asked Tom, going toward the door.
"No; but if the news is true, they will."
"Yes," said Tom; and as he reached the hallway he paused. "Can I help you to undress?"
"Certainly not!" Crailey sat up, indignantly. "Can"t you see that I"m perfectly sober? It was the merest temporary fit, and I"ve shaken it off. Don"t you see?" He got upon his feet, staggered, but shook himself like a dog coming out of the water, and came to the door with infirm steps.
"You"re going to bed, aren"t you?" asked Tom. "You"d much better."
"No," answered Crailey. "Are you?
"No. I"m going to work."
"You"ve been all up night, too, haven"t you?" Crailey put his hand on the other"s shoulder. "Were you hunting for me?"
"No; not last night."