"I"ve often felt inclined to agree with them," said Molly; "and then, now and again, I think you have a heart tucked away somewhere."
"I hope I have," said Youghal, "because I"m trying to break to you the fact that I think I"m falling in love with somebody."
Molly McQuade turned sharply to look at her companion, who still fixed his gaze on the pheasant run in front of him.
"Don"t tell me you"re losing your head over somebody useless, someone without money," she said; "I don"t think I could stand that."
For the moment she feared that Courtenay"s selfishness might have taken an unexpected turn, in which ambition had given way to the fancy of the hour; he might be going to sacrifice his Parliamentary career for a life of stupid lounging in momentarily attractive company. He quickly undeceived her.
"She"s got heaps of money."
Molly gave a grunt of relief. Her affection for Courtenay had produced the anxiety which underlay her first question; a natural jealousy prompted the next one.
"Is she young and pretty and all that sort of thing, or is she just a good sort with a sympathetic manner and nice eyes? As a rule that"s the kind that goes with a lot of money."
"Young and quite good-looking in her way, and a distinct style of her own. Some people would call her beautiful. As a political hostess I should think she"d be splendid. I imagine I"m rather in love with her."
"And is she in love with you?"
Youghal threw back his head with the slight a.s.sertive movement that Molly knew and liked.
"She"s a girl who I fancy would let judgment influence her a lot. And without being stupidly conceited, I think I may say she might do worse than throw herself away on me. I"m young and quite good-looking, and I"m making a name for myself in the House; she"ll be able to read all sorts of nice and horrid things about me in the papers at breakfast-time. I can be brilliantly amusing at times, and I understand the value of silence; there is no fear that I shall ever degenerate into that fearsome thing-a cheerful talkative husband. For a girl with money and social ambitions I should think I was rather a good thing."
"You are certainly in love, Courtenay," said Molly, "but it"s the old love and not a new one. I"m rather glad. I should have hated to have you head-over-heels in love with a pretty woman, even for a short time.
You"ll be much happier as it is. And I"m going to put all my feelings in the background, and tell you to go in and win. You"ve got to marry a rich woman, and if she"s nice and will make a good hostess, so much the better for everybody. You"ll be happier in your married life than I shall be in mine, when it comes; you"ll have other interests to absorb you. I shall just have the garden and dairy and nursery and lending library, as like as two peas to all the gardens and dairies and nurseries for hundreds of miles round. You won"t care for your wife enough to be worried every time she has a finger-ache, and you"ll like her well enough to be pleased to meet her sometimes at your own house. I shouldn"t wonder if you were quite happy. She will probably be miserable, but any woman who married you would be."
There was a short pause; they were both staring at the pheasant cages.
Then Molly spoke again, with the swift nervous tone of a general who is hurriedly altering the disposition of his forces for a strategic retreat.
"When you are safely married and honey-mooned and all that sort of thing, and have put your wife through her paces as a political hostess, some time, when the House isn"t sitting, you must come down by yourself, and do a little hunting with us. Will you? It won"t be quite the same as old times, but it will be something to look forward to when I"m reading the endless paragraphs about your fashionable political wedding."
"You"re looking forward pretty far," laughed Youghal; "the lady may take your view as to the probable unhappiness of a future shared with me, and I may have to content myself with penurious political bachelorhood.
Anyhow, the present is still with us. We dine at Kettner"s to-night, don"t we?"
"Rather," said Molly, "though it will be more or less a throat-lumpy feast as far as I am concerned. We shall have to drink to the health of the future Mrs. Youghal. By the way, it"s rather characteristic of you that you haven"t told me who she is, and of me that I haven"t asked. And now, like a dear boy, trot away and leave me. I haven"t got to say good-bye to you yet, but I"m going to take a quiet farewell of the Pheasantry. We"ve had some jolly good talks, you and I, sitting on this seat, haven"t we? And I know, as well as I know anything, that this is the last of them. Eight o"clock to-night, as punctually as possible."
She watched his retreating figure with eyes that grew slowly misty; he had been such a jolly comely boy-friend, and they had had such good times together. The mist deepened on her lashes as she looked round at the familiar rendezvous where they had so often kept tryst since the day when they had first come there together, he a schoolboy and she but lately out of her teens. For the moment she felt herself in the thrall of a very real sorrow.
Then, with the admirable energy of one who is only in town for a fleeting fortnight, she raced away to have tea with a world-faring naval admirer at his club. Pluralism is a merciful narcotic.
CHAPTER VI
ELAINE DE FREY sat at ease-at bodily ease-at any rate-in a low wicker chair placed under the shade of a group of cedars in the heart of a stately s.p.a.cious garden that had almost made up its mind to be a park.
The shallow stone basin of an old fountain, on whose wide ledge a leaden-moulded otter for ever preyed on a leaden salmon, filled a conspicuous place in the immediate foreground. Around its rim ran an inscription in Latin, warning mortal man that time flows as swiftly as water and exhorting him to make the most of his hours; after which piece of Jacobean moralising it set itself shamelessly to beguile all who might pa.s.s that way into an abandonment of contemplative repose. On all sides of it a stretch of smooth turf spread away, broken up here and there by groups of dwarfish chestnut and mulberry trees, whose leaves and branches cast a laced pattern of shade beneath them. On one side the lawn sloped gently down to a small lake, whereon floated a quartette of swans, their movements suggestive of a certain mournful listlessness, as though a weary dignity of caste held them back from the joyous bustling life of the lesser waterfowl. Elaine liked to imagine that they re-embodied the souls of unhappy boys who had been forced by family interests to become high ecclesiastical dignitaries and had grown prematurely Right Reverend.
A low stone bal.u.s.trade fenced part of the sh.o.r.e of the lake, making a miniature terrace above its level, and here roses grew in a rich mult.i.tude. Other rose bushes, carefully pruned and tended, formed little oases of colour and perfume amid the restful green of the sward, and in the distance the eye caught the variegated blaze of a many-hued hedge of rhododendron. With these favoured exceptions flowers were hard to find in this well-ordered garden; the misguided tyranny of staring geranium beds and beflowered archways leading to nowhere, so dear to the suburban gardener, found no expression here. Magnificent Amherst pheasants, whose plumage challenged and almost shamed the peac.o.c.k on his own ground, stepped to and fro over the emerald turf with the a.s.sured self-conscious pride of reigning sultans. It was a garden where summer seemed a part-proprietor rather than a hurried visitor.
By the side of Elaine"s chair under the shadow of the cedars a wicker table was set out with the paraphernalia of afternoon tea. On some cushions at her feet reclined Courtenay Youghal, smoothly preened and youthfully elegant, the personification of decorative repose; equally decorative, but with the showy restlessness of a dragonfly, Comus disported his flannelled person over a considerable span of the available foreground.
The intimacy existing between the two young men had suffered no immediate dislocation from the circ.u.mstance that they were tacitly paying court to the same lady. It was an intimacy founded not in the least on friendship or community of tastes and ideas, but owed its existence to the fact that each was amused and interested by the other. Youghal found Comus, for the time being at any rate, just as amusing and interesting as a rival for Elaine"s favour as he had been in the _role_ of scapegrace boy-about-Town; Comus for his part did not wish to lose touch with Youghal, who among other attractions possessed the recommendation of being under the ban of Comus"s mother. She disapproved, it is true, of a great many of her son"s friends and a.s.sociates, but this particular one was a special and persistent source of irritation to her from the fact that he figured prominently and more or less successfully in the public life of the day. There was something peculiarly exasperating in reading a brilliant and incisive attack on the Government"s rash handling of public expenditure delivered by a young man who encouraged her son in every imaginable extravagance. The actual extent of Youghal"s influence over the boy was of the slightest; Comus was quite capable of deriving encouragement to rash outlay and frivolous conversation from an anchorite or an East-end parson if he had been thrown into close companionship with such an individual. Francesca, however, exercised a mother"s privilege in a.s.suming her son"s bachelor a.s.sociates to be industrious in labouring to achieve his undoing. Therefore the young politician was a source of unconcealed annoyance to her, and in the same degree as she expressed her disapproval of him Comus was careful to maintain and parade the intimacy.
Its existence, or rather its continued existence, was one of the things that faintly puzzled the young lady whose sought-for favour might have been expected to furnish an occasion for its rapid dissolution.
With two suitors, one of whom at least she found markedly attractive, courting her at the same moment, Elaine should have had reasonable cause for being on good terms with the world, and with herself in particular.
Happiness was not, however, at this auspicious moment, her dominant mood.
The grave calm of her face masked as usual a certain degree of grave perturbation. A succession of well-meaning governesses and a plentiful supply of moralising aunts on both sides of her family, had impressed on her young mind the theoretical fact that wealth is a great responsibility. The consciousness of her responsibility set her continually wondering, not as to her own fitness to discharge her "stewardship," but as to the motives and merits of people with whom she came in contact. The knowledge that there was so much in the world that she could buy, invited speculation as to how much there was that was worth buying. Gradually she had come to regard her mind as a sort of appeal court before whose secret sittings were examined and judged the motives and actions, the motives especially, of the world in general. In her schoolroom days she had sat in conscientious judgment on the motives that guided or misguided Charles and Cromwell and Monck, Wallenstein and Savonarola. In her present stage she was equally occupied in examining the political sincerity of the Secretary for Foreign Affairs, the good-faith of a honey-tongued but possibly loyal-hearted waiting-maid, and the disinterestedness of a whole circle of indulgent and flattering acquaintances. Even more absorbing, and in her eyes, more urgently necessary, was the task of dissecting and appraising the characters of the two young men who were favouring her with their attentions. And herein lay cause for much thinking and some perturbation. Youghal, for example, might have baffled a more experienced observer of human nature.
Elaine was too clever to confound his dandyism with foppishness or self-advertis.e.m.e.nt. He admired his own toilet effect in a mirror from a genuine sense of pleasure in a thing good to look upon, just as he would feel a sensuous appreciation of the sight of a well-bred, well-matched, well-turned-out pair of horses. Behind his careful political flippancy and cynicism one might also detect a certain careless sincerity, which would probably in the long run save him from moderate success, and turn him into one of the brilliant failures of his day. Beyond this it was difficult to form an exact appreciation of Courtenay Youghal, and Elaine, who liked to have her impressions distinctly labelled and pigeon-holed, was perpetually scrutinising the outer surface of his characteristics and utterances, like a baffled art critic vainly searching beneath the varnish and scratches of a doubtfully a.s.signed picture for an enlightening signature. The young man added to her perplexities by his deliberate policy of never trying to show himself in a favourable light even when most anxious to impart a favourable impression. He preferred that people should hunt for his good qualities, and merely took very good care that as far as possible they should never draw blank; even in the matter of selfishness, which was the anchor-sheet of his existence, he contrived to be noted, and justly noted, for doing remarkably unselfish things. As a ruler he would have been reasonably popular; as a husband he would probably be unendurable.
Comus was to a certain extent as great a mystification as Youghal, but here Elaine was herself responsible for some of the perplexity which enshrouded his character in her eyes. She had taken more than a pa.s.sing fancy for the boy-for the boy as he might be, that was to say-and she was desperately unwilling to see him and appraise him as he really was. Thus the mental court of appeal was constantly engaged in examining witnesses as to character, most of whom signally failed to give any testimony which would support the favourable judgment which the tribunal was so anxious to arrive at. A woman with wider experience of the world"s ways and shortcomings would probably have contented herself with an endeavour to find out whether her liking for the boy outweighed her dislike of his characteristics; Elaine took her judgments too seriously to approach the matter from such a simple and convenient standpoint. The fact that she was much more than half in love with Comus made it dreadfully important that she should discover him to have a lovable soul, and Comus, it must be confessed, did little to help forward the discovery.
"At any rate he is honest," she would observe to herself, after some outspoken admission of unprincipled conduct on his part, and then she would ruefully recall certain episodes in which he had figured, from which honesty had been conspicuously absent. What she tried to label honesty in his candour was probably only a cynical defiance of the laws of right and wrong.
"You look more than usually thoughtful this afternoon," said Comus to her, "as if you had invented this summer day and were trying to think out improvements."
"If I had the power to create improvements anywhere I think I should begin with you," retorted Elaine.
"I"m sure it"s much better to leave me as I am," protested Comus; "you"re like a relative of mine up in Argyllshire, who spends his time producing improved breeds of sheep and pigs and chickens. So patronising and irritating to the Almighty I should think, to go about putting superior finishing touches to Creation."
Elaine frowned, and then laughed, and finally gave a little sigh.
"It"s not easy to talk sense to you," she said.
"Whatever else you take in hand," said Youghal, "you must never improve this garden. It"s what our idea of Heaven might be like if the Jews hadn"t invented one for us on totally different lines. It"s dreadful that we should accept them as the impresarios of our religious dreamland instead of the Greeks."
"You are not very fond of the Jews," said Elaine.
"I"ve travelled and lived a good deal in Eastern Europe," said Youghal.
"It seems largely a question of geography," said Elaine; "in England no one really is anti-Semitic."
Youghal shook his head. "I know a great many Jews who are."
Servants had quietly, almost reverently, placed tea and its accessories on the wicker table, and quietly receded from the landscape. Elaine sat like a grave young G.o.ddess about to dispense some mysterious potion to her devotees. Her mind was still sitting in judgment on the Jewish question.
Comus scrambled to his feet.
"It"s too hot for tea," he said; "I shall go and feed the swans."
And he walked off with a little silver basket-dish containing brown bread-and-b.u.t.ter.
Elaine laughed quietly.
"It"s so like Comus," she said, "to go off with our one dish of bread-and-b.u.t.ter."
Youghal chuckled responsively. It was an undoubted opportunity for him to put in some disparaging criticism of Comus, and Elaine sat alert in readiness to judge the critic and reserve judgment on the criticised.