"I see Matthew Maitland"s ither la.s.sie has started on the pit-head," he said to his mother, as one night they sat by the fire before retiring.
"Ay," answered Mrs. Sinclair. "Matthew has the worst o" it by noo. Wi"
his twa bits o" laddies workin", an" Mysie in service, an" Mary gaun to the pit-head, it should mak" his burden a wee easier."
"I dinna like the idea o" la.s.ses gaun to work on the pithead," he said simply. "I aye mind of the time that Mysie an" me wrocht on it. It"s no"
a very nice place for la.s.ses or women."
"No," his mother said. "I dinna like it either. Nae guid ever comes o"
la.s.ses gaun there. They lose a" sense o" modesty an" decency, after a while, an" are no" like women at a" when they grow aulder. Besides, it mak"s them awfu" coorse."
"I wad hardly say that aboot them a"," he ventured cautiously. "Mysie"s no" coorse, an" she worked on the pithead."
"No, Mysie"s no" coorse," admitted his mother; "but Mysie didna work very lang on the pit-head. An" forby, we dinna ken but what Mysie micht hae been better if she had never been near it, or worse if she had stayed langer. Just look at Susan Morton, an" that Mag Lindsay. What are they but shameless lumps who dinna ken what modesty is?" and there was a spark of the old scorn in her voice as she finished.
"Oh, but I wadna gang as faur as you, mither," he said, "wi" your condemnations. I ken that baith Susan Morton an" Mag Lindsay are guid-hearted women. They may be coa.r.s.e in their talk, an" a" that sort o" thing; but they are as kind-hearted as onybody else, an" kinder than some."
"Oh; I hae nae doot," she answered relentingly. "I didna mean that at a"; but the pit-head doesna make them ony better, an" it"s no" wark for them at a"."
"I mind," said Robert reminiscently, "when Mysie an" me started on the pit-head, Mag Lindsay was awfu" guid to Mysie; an" I"ve kent her often sharin" her piece wi" wee d.i.c.ky Tamson, whiles when he had nane, if his mother happened to be on the fuddle for a day or twa. There"s no a kinderhearted woman in Lowwood, mither, than Mag Lindsay. She"d swear at d.i.c.ky a" the time she was stappin" her piece into him. It was jist her wye, an" I think she couldna help it."
"Oh, ay, Mag"s bark is waur then her bite. I ken that," was the reply.
"An" wi" a" her fauts a body canna help likin" her."
"Speakin" of Mysie," said Robert with caution, "I hinna seen her owre for a while surely. Wull there be onything wrang?" and then, to hide the agitation he felt, "she used to come owre hame aboot twice a week, an" I hinna seen her for a while."
"Oh, there canna be onything wrang," replied Nellie, "or we wad hae heard tell o" it. But t" is time we were awa" to oor beds, or we"ll no"
be able to rise in time the morn," and rising as she spoke, she began to make preparations for retiring, and he withdrew to his room also.
Still, day after day, he hung about the moorland path, but no Mysie, so far as he knew, ever came past. She had visited her parents only once since the games and her mother was struck by her subdued and thoughtful demeanor. But nothing was said at the time.
Robert grew impatient, and began to roam nearer to Rundell House, in the hope of seeing her. Always his thoughts were full of Mysie and the raging pa.s.sion in his blood for her gave him no rest. He loved to trace her name linked with his own, and then to obliterate it again, in case anyone would see it. All day his thoughts were of her; and her sweet, shy smile that day of the games was nursed in memory till it grew to be a solace to his heart and its hunger.
He saw likenesses to her in everything, and even the call of the moor-birds awakened some memory of an incident of childhood, when Mysie and he had, with other children, played together on the moors. Even the very words which she had spoken, or the way she had acted, or how she had looked, in cheap cotton frock and pinafore, were recalled by a familiar cry, or by the sudden discovery of a bog-flower in bloom.
It was a glorious afternoon in late July. The hum of insect life seemed to flood the whole moor; the scent of mown hay and wild thyme, and late hawthorn blossom from the trees on the edge of the moor, was heavy in the air, and the sun was very hot, and still high in the heavens. The hills that bordered the moor drowsed and brooded, like ancient G.o.ds, clothed in a lordly radiance that was slowly consuming them as they meditated upon their coming oblivion.
The heather gave promise, in the tiny purple buds that sprouted from the strong, rough stems, of the blaze of purple glory that would carpet the moors with magic in the coming days of autumn. Yet there was a vague hint, in the too deep silence, and in the great clouds that were slowly drifting along the sky, of pent-up force merely awaiting the time to be set free to gallop across the moor in anger and destruction. The clouds, too, were deeply red, with orange touches here and there, trailing into dark inky ragged edges.
Far away, at the foot of the hills a crofter"s cow lowed lazily, calling forth a summons to be taken in and relieved of its burden of milk. The sheep came nearer to the "bughts," and the lambs burrowed for nourishment, with tails wagging, as they drew their sustenance, prodding and punching the patient mothers in the operation of feeding. Robert, noting all, with leisured enjoyment strolled lazily into the little copse, and lay down beneath the cool, grateful shelter of the trees.
Drugged by the sweetness and the solitude, he fell asleep, and the sun was low on the horizon when he awoke, the whole copse ringing with the evening songs of merle and mavis, and other less musical birds, and, as he looked down the glade, he saw, out on the moorland path, coming straight for the grove, the form of Mysie--the form of which he had dreamed, and for which he had longed so much.
The hot blood mounted to his face and raced through his frame, while his heart thumped at the thought that now, in the quietness of the dell, he would meet her and speak to her. He would speak calmly, and not frighten her, as he had done on that former occasion; and he braced himself to meet her.
Impatiently he waited, and then, as he saw her about to enter the grove, he rose as unconcernedly as he could, trying hard to a.s.sume the air of one who had met her by accident, and stepped on to the path when Mysie was within ten yards or so of him.
The color left her face, and her limbs felt weak beneath her, as she recognized him, and he was quick to note the change in her whole appearance.
She was paler, he thought, and thinner, and the bloom of a few weeks ago was gone. Her eyes were listless, and the soft, shy look had been replaced by an averted shame-stricken one. She was plainly flurried by the meeting, and looking about trying to find if there were not, even yet, a way of evading it.
"It"s a fine nicht, Mysie," he began, stammering and halting before her, "though I think it is gaun to work to rain."
"Ay," she responded hurriedly, her agitation growing, as she was forced to halt before him.
"I"ve come oot on the muir a wheen o" nichts noo, to try an" meet you,"
he began, getting into the business right away, "an" I had begun to think you had stopped comin" owre."
But Mysie answered never a word. Her face grew paler, and her agitation became more evident.
"Mysie," he began, now fully braced for the important matter in view, "I want you to marry me. I want you to be my wife. You"ve kenned me a" my life. We gaed to the school together, and we gaed to work together, an"
I hae aye looked on you as my la.s.s. I canna keep it ony langer noo. I hae wanted to tell you a lang time aboot it, an" to ask you to be my wife. My place at hame is easier noo. My mother has the rest o" the family comin" on to take my place, and her battle is gey weel owre, an"
I can see prospects o" settin" up a hoose o" my ain, if you"ll agree to share it with me. I haven"t muckle to offer you, but I think you"ll ken by this time that I"ll be guid to you. Mysie, I want you. Will you come?"
For answer, Mysie burst into tears, her shoulders heaving with the sobs of her grief, her breast surging and falling, while her little hands covered her eyes, as she stood with bent head, a pitiable little figure.
"What is it, Mysie?" he enquired, his hands at once going tenderly over her bent head, and caressing it as he spoke, "What is it, Mysie? Tell me. Hae I vexed you by speakin" like that? Dinna greet, Mysie," he went on soothingly, his voice soft and tender, and vibrant with sympathy and love. "Dinna greet. But tell me what"s wrang. I"m sorry if it"s me that has done it, Mysie. Maybe I hae frightened you; but, there now, dinna greet. I didna mean ony harm!" and he stroked and caressed her hair softly with his hands, or patted her shoulders at every word, as a mother does with a fretful child.
"There noo, Mysie, dinna greet," he said again, the soft, soothing note of vexation in his voice growing more tender and husky with emotion.
"Look up, Mysie, for I dinna like to see you greetin". It maun be something gey bad, surely, to mak" you greet like this," and his hands seemed to stab her with every tender touch, and his soft words but added more pain to her grief.
But still Mysie never answered. Her tears instead flowed faster, and her sobs grew heavier, until finally she moaned like a stricken animal in pain.
"Mysie! Mysie! my dochter, what is it?" unable to control himself longer. "Surely you can tell me what ails you? What is it, Mysie? Look up, my dear! Look up an" tell me what ails you!"
"Oh, dear! Oh, dear!" moaned Mysie, the floodgates of her grief now wide, and her soul in torture.
"Mysie," he cried, taking her head between his hands and raising it up, "what is it that"s wrang with you? Is it me that is the cause o" you being vexed?"
"Oh, no, no," she moaned, trying to avert her face. "Oh, dinna, Rob!"
she pleaded, and the old familiar name smote him and thrilled him as of old.
"Tell me what is the matter," he said, a stronger note in his voice, the old masterful spirit a.s.serting itself again. "What is wrang wi" you? I can"t understand it, an" I wish to try an" help you."
But still she sobbed and there was no answer.
"Look here," he said. "Tell me plainly if I have been the cause of this."
"No; oh, no," she sobbed, again hiding her eyes with her hands.
"Very weel, then," he went on. "Will you no" tell me what is wrong? I canna understand it unless you tell me. Are you in ony trouble o" ony kind? Speak, Mysie." Then, his voice becoming more pleading in its tones, "Wad you be feart to be my wife, Mysie? I aye thocht you cared for me. I hae loved you a" my days. You maun ken that, I think. Speak up, Mysie, an" tell me if you care for me. I want you, an" I maun ken what you think o" it. Come, Mysie, tell me!"
"Oh, dinna ask me, Rob," she pleaded. "Dinna ask me!"
"What is the matter then?" he cried. "There"s something wrong, an"
you"ll no" tell me. Very well, tell me what you mean to do. I hae asked you a fair question. Are you going to marry me? I want yes or no to that," and there was a touch of impatience creeping into his voice.
"Come on," he urged, after a short silence, broken only by Mysie"s sobs, "gie me an answer. Or, if you wad raither wait a wee while, till this trouble has blawn by that is bothering you, I"m quite agreeable to wait."
"It"ll never blaw by, Rob," she sobbed. "Oh, dinna ask me ony mair. I canna be your wife noo, an" I jist want to be left alane!"