The Unexpected Discovery Of Love

As she pressed him to the bed, she could feel the bulge in his pants . Making her acknowledge that she wasn"t the only one who was tempted . Though, she did not understand why he was holding himself back when they were already a couple .

When their lips met, the smell of toothpaste a.s.saulted her senses . Kim was not particularly fond of this smell . She would prefer not to come in contact with it if she wasn"t brushing .

Surprisingly, she found it alluring . His mouth was fresh . "The smell of toothpaste isn"t that repugnant," she thought .

She wondered why he tasted so sweet, almost intoxicating, she couldn"t get enough .

Carl who was stunned by her sudden action gradually returned her kiss . He was trying to make her slow down but she wasn"t having it . Her tongue intruded his mouth when he wanted to speak . Almost immediately, he could feel her wandering hands setting him on fire .

"ah… s-slow down…" he managed to say . More so, he sounded like he didn"t want her to .

The sound of his moan was like petrol to car . She was encouraged to please him even more . As quickly as she began, she had unb.u.t.toned his pyjamas .

Her fingers ran across his taut muscles sending shivers down his body . She smirked against his lips at how responsive he was .

Advertis.e.m.e.ntWith ragged breathing, he pleaded, "W-wait, wait . " His husky voice sounded even more s.e.xy that she was unwilling to stop .

She slipped her hands into his pants, grabbing his erection . He swore her touch almost made him c-um . He couldn"t be blamed, it was the first time he was touched that way .

"s.h.i.t!" He cursed . Immediately, he jumped out of the bed, pushing her away in the process . He needed her to stop but she wouldn"t listen and he couldn"t help it either because he wanted her more than anything .

Once he stood, he saw her reaction . Her already gla.s.sy eyes revealed how hurt she was by his action . It told of how rejected and embarra.s.sed she felt to be pushed away like that .

He rushed to her side, wanting to apologise but she pushed his hand away

Still he apologized, "Oh G.o.d! I"m so sorry . "

He didn"t mean for it to happen, things were going well and he wanted nothing more than to go along with the flow but he knew their relationship wasn"t ready for that . So he tried to convince her, to stop her albeit grudgingly .

"Did I do something wrong?" She questioned .  

Her inquiry made him panic . A thin sheen of sweat appeared on his forehead . "Of course not!" He exclaimed .

Her next question came, "Then why?" This time, she wasn"t looking into his eyes . Her head hung low as she embraced herself .

Carl quickly sat beside her . He did not like how insecure she was . He tried to touch her but she wouldn"t have it .

"I"m really sorry . I was just scared that I wouldn"t be able to stop if we go any further . I didn"t mean to push you away either . I was just… startled . "

When she heard him, she raised a brow . Why was he scared? What did he mean by stop? Wasn"t it something consensual? Besides, they were together . Married, at that!

"I mean, I did not try to woo you, neither did we date nor did I propose to you . I feel it"s not right jumping to this… our relationship isn"t stable yet . I mean, just yesterday morning, I didn"t even know we would be married today . I wasn"t even aware of your feelings for me . So I feel uncomfortable…" Carl explained .

"What?!" Kim understood the first part . Basically their relationship wasn"t there yet . But what did he mean by "uncomfortable"? She should be the one feeling uncomfortable . Why was he acting like a young maiden? Like she took advantage of him . . .

"No, no," sensing her hostility, he shook his head frantically . "I feel uncomfortable albeit happy that you made advances . " She glared at him . He knew to choose his next words wisely .

"What I"m trying to say is that, I hope to sollidy our union before consummating our marriage and also prove to you that it isn"t all about s.e.x, you can show your affection in a whole lot of ways . " He hurriedly explained in a breath .

Kim bit her lip, "But…"

She really wanted to say screw waiting, I want you . However she couldn"t fault him, he was right . Their relationship had no foundation, they couldn"t just jump to roofing .

Just yesterday she was kissing another man and she wasn"t even sure of her feelings… she didn"t realize how she felt about him not until she was kissed by another man . Now they were married and she was rushing to consummate their marriage .

She had no patience whatsoever .

Kim couldn"t help but feel bad, "he might think all I want is s-ex," she thought .

At the same time, she realized he was the one that was meant to have these thoughts . Seems their roles were reversed and he was the reserved one while she was wild .

Her eyes caught the bulge in his pants and she knew he was trying his best to control himself even though he was uncomfortable and wanted her too .

So why couldn"t she control herself too? She took a deep breath, clearing her uninhibited thoughts .

"I understand . I just…" she tried explaining . It was hard lying next to the piece of fresh meat that was husband! The air was hot, the atmosphere was ambiguous . It wasn"t her fault that she couldn"t resist him .  

He was oozing s.e.xiness . She dare say she could even smell the manliness he was emanating .

Carl commented, "It"s normal, I guess . "

Actually whether it was normal or not, he didn"t know . He only knew he felt the same way as her .

It was taking a lot of restraint not to press her down, and ravish her— to the best of his ability . But he understood strengthening their relationship was a priority and not s-ex . It was just something to spice things up, not the reason for their bond .

"Perhaps, sleeping together is too huge a temptation . " These were his thoughts .

Considering it was their first night as a married couple, he couldn"t ask her to leave, neither could he leave .

Having in mind that she was still insecure, Carl did not want her thoughts to wander too far away . He didn"t want her to overthink the situation and then feel rejected . Thus, he wanted her to understand that he was also attracted to her and could not wait to bury himself in her but it wasn"t the right time yet .

Plus one extra thing… he wasn"t really sure he could please her . Thinking back, she had seen a lot of explicit content whereas, he was a total novice . Previously when they made out, he just followed his instincts, would that be enough?

From trying to a.s.sure her, he ended up feeling insecure .