When Kim woke up, it was already past four. She was groggy from her nap but she saw his eyes trained on hers while he caressed her face. She was shook then she recalled how she had clung to him, her face flushed pink. Before she could move away, his lips found hers. It was short and chaste, as quickly as they touched, he pulled away. May be to guage her reaction, his eyes focused on hers but she remained silent, speechless. She didn"t expect it and so she did not know what to say or how to react. "I"ve been wanting to do that for a while now." She heard his clear voice. "I don"t know about your past and I won"t push you to tell me everything." He added still caressing her face. She felt so awkward and wasn"t sure of how to even move her body even though she wanted to. His hands on her face did not help either, she felt a burning sensation where his hands touched.He closed his eyes, as if struggling, then he sighed. "I want to be with you, I understand if you don"t feel the same way, you don"t need to do anything either, just stay by my side." His words made her heart shake. She still remained silent though. "What I"m saying is, you don"t have to give me a reply now, but I already consider you mine." His words made her blush deeply. She couldn"t even refuse him because she also wanted to be with him but she was too scared to accept her feelings. She felt it would be better if she liked him one-sidedly. Him liking her made things complicated because it would make her have expectations and if he doesn"t do as she expects, she would feel disappointed. Her way of thinking was really complicated because of her fear of being abandoned and betrayed.
He moved closer to her until their nose touched, he was waiting for her to push him away, to reject him but she did nothing so he took her silence as acceptance. As she watched him inch closer, her heart raced even faster than before. His eyes were serene and his hands on her face slipped to the back of her head as he pulled her closer to him. She kept looking into his eyes, she watched his eyes lower to her lips. She was also entranced by him, the air had turned hot, her face, even hotter, she immediately closed her eyes while grabbing the sheets. He smiled at her antic.i.p.ation as his lips captured hers. As he nibbled on her lower lip, he slowly pried her lips open. The kiss was really slow and sensual, Kim became impatient as she flipped and straddled him. He was caught off guard but quickly got a hold of himself as he held her waist. She sat across his waist watching him, then she dove in, her hands caressing his arms while her tongue entered his mouth. The slow, sensual kiss had turned hurried and pa.s.sionate as his breath hitched.
Kim who was shy earlier had become drunk in the kiss, soon breaths turned heavy as she began moaning. His hands that was on her waist moved to her b.u.t.t, grabbing, kneading. She could no longer concentrate on the kiss because of his hands, she trailed kisses from his mouth to his neck. Kissing, biting, sucking, licking, her actions increased the temperature of his body. He wanted to stop, he didn"t want to stop, his thoughts were jumbled until she pulled off her top. "Stop." He suddenly said. Her actions alerted him that it was time to stop before they took things too far.
"Stop?" She asked, frowning before getting off of him. "Did I do something wrong?" She questioned as insecurity clouded her mind. Before she would a.s.sume the worst, he quickly stopped her, "No.. no, you did nothing wrong. I just feel you"re not ready to go that far with me so we should stop now that I can still control myself." He quickly picked up her top, handing it to her, "Put it back on," He added. But she did not immediately take it, she looked into his eyes. He was not sure what she was looking for but he also focused on her eyes too. A few seconds pa.s.sed by before she finally took her top wearing it. "I"ll make lunch." He stated, getting up. But her eyes trailed after him, she wanted him to say something more, she was not sure what she wanted to hear but watching him move away, she felt uneasy. So, without hesistating, she followed him, as her eyes.
"Say what you have in mind." He spoke up as soon as they got into the living room. "Who said I have something to say?" She threw back at him. "Your eyes keep probing me." He sighed, turning to face her, "Do you feel uncomfortable?" He asked, she hurriedly shook her head in reply. "Then are you questioning our relationship?" He asked again. She remained silent, looking at her feet. He immediately moved, embracing her, "You can decide for yourself but I consider myself yours whether you admit it or not." He said, placing a kiss on her forehead. Afterwhich he pulled away, leaving her blushing foolishly.