Publishedat 6th of August 2019 07:43:54 PMChapter 82
After that day, I, Maya could never write what had happened to me . I stopped writing my diary due to the painful incidents which happened after that . It was something I could never tell anyone . Nor did I dare to tell anybody . Now I"m all grown up . I"m doing my Engineering right now .
Ronnie paused reading, "Wait! What? Maya"s a grown up girl now? Engineering? What"s happening? She says painful incidents?" Ronnie was perplexed . He continued reading further .
But, I realised that I"ve undergone enough by burying those dark secrets deep inside me and it"s high time, I vent out all the traumatic conditions I underwent as a child . But this is something, I can never ever tell anybody in person . That"s when I thought the best option is to write down everything .
Let me begin writing from where I stopped .
That night, I"d the most unforgettable, appalling, ghastly, dreadful… . I guess even if I use all these words collectively too, I"d not be able to describe that experience of my life!!!!
I remember each and everything which happened to such an extent that I"ve nightmares of that sickening night to this day . I clearly remember I was wearing that Cinderella pink night dress aunt gave me to wear . After she left, that"s when I last wrote this diary . Later, I came back to bed and was finding it difficult to sleep .
Approximately ten minutes after that, Gaurav bhaiya knocked at my room door . Without waiting for my answer, he came in, closed the door and bolted it . He tenderly looked at me with loving eyes and said, "h.e.l.lo baby doll . Are you comfortable here?" He spoke as he came towards the bed .
The innocent me didn"t know the beastly intentions behind those tender eyes and sugar coated words of the devil marching forward licking his lips . Since he was my bhaiya, out of respect, I got up to sit since bhaiya was coming . I said, "h.e.l.lo bhaiya . I"m doing very good here . Thank you . Why haven"t you slept yet?" I asked him .
He came and sat at the edge of my bed and started rubbing my legs and told, "My little baby doll must be tired after the journey . So I came to see if you are alright . Also it"s a new place . Shall I sleep with you?" He asked me .
I was a very independent girl from before and never troubled anybody for anything . So I said, "No bhaiya . I"m fine . I was about to sleep . It"s okay . You don"t have to worry about me . You please carry on . I"ll sleep . "
He said, "No, no baby doll . I"ll sleep with you today . From tomorrow you can sleep alone . Come here . " Before I knew, he came forward and took me took me in his arms and gave me a chocolate box after that . He said he"ll give me as many chocolates as I want and kissed me on my cheeks
Back then, that little me didn"t get carried away by the chocolates he gave . But rather, I felt a little strange . Because he didn"t stop after that . He continued to kiss me on my other cheek as well . Even when my parents kissed me, they would stop after that . But what was more peculiar was he kissed me on my neck and continued to kiss everywhere .
He said, "You are a very beautiful baby doll who needs to be showered love and kissed like this everywhere . . everyday . " He continued to leave behind wet kisses all over my face and neck and hands and legs . That child me, didn"t even know what was happening . I only felt irritated by it .
He continued in between kisses, "I"m sure n.o.body has loved you like this before . I"ll show you how to be loved my baby doll . Ours is a very special love . You"ll ask for it from me everyday from now on baby doll . "