"Nonsense!" Flexinna disclaimed vigorously. "You"d g-g-get used to the whole thing in a m-m-month and be the most s-s-statuesque of the six in t-t-ten years. Think of it! I"m just raging inside at your f-f-folly. To have the right to an interview with the Emperor whenever you d-d-demand it, to see the m-m-magistrates" lictors lower their fasces to you and s-s-stand aside at the s-s-salute and let you p-p-pa.s.s whenever you m-m-meet them in p-p-public. To live in one of the finest p-p-palaces in Rome, one of the most m-m-magnificent residences on earth, to have the ch-ch-chance at all that and m-m-miss it; I"ve no p-p-patience with you!"
"That"s all very fine," Brinnaria countered, "but there"s much to be said on the other side. I"ve been in the Atrium. Aunt Septima took me there to call on Causidiena. It"s big, it"s gorgeous, it"s luxurious, that"s all true. But I love sunlight. I"d loathe living in that hole in the ground; why, the shadow of the Palace falls across the courtyard before noon and for all the rest of the day it"s gloomy as the bottom of a well. I heard Causidiena tell Aunt Septima how shoes mould and embroideries mildew and what a time they have with the inlays popping off the furniture on account of the dampness and about the walls and lamp-standards sweating moisture. I"d hate the dark, poky, cold place."
"Oh," Flexinna admitted, "there are d-d-drawbacks to any s-s-situation in life, but, really the higher the s-s-station the fewer the drawbacks.
The p-p-plain truth is that being a Vestal is the highest s-s-station in Rome except being an Empress. No g-g-girl dare aspire to be an Empress; it would be treason. If any g-g-girl d-d-dreams of it she k-k-keeps her d-d-dreams to herself. But any g-g-girl has a right to aspire to be a Vestal, if she is made perfect and is under ten and has her f-f-father and m-m-mother n.o.ble and alive. You"ve got all that and you are offered what any g-g-girl would envy you and you throw it away! I"ve no patience with you."
"You forget," Brinnaria argued, "that I"m in love with Almo and I"d have to give up Almo."
"Not f-f-forever," Flexinna retorted. "He"s enough in love with you to wait for you, to wait for you! You could have pledged him to wait till your term of service was up and then you two could have married just the same."
"Just the same!" Brinnaria echoed. "A lot of good it"d do me to marry after I"d be an old wrinkled, gray-haired woman of forty, dried up and withered."
"Nemestronia," Flexinna cited, "has married twice since she was forty, and she"s not withered yet, not by a great deal, even if she is gray-haired and has a wrinkle or two."
"What"s the use of arguing," Brinnaria summed up. "I hate the very idea of being a Vestal. I"d hate the fact a million times more. I"d hate it even if I were not in love with Almo, furiously in love with Almo. Daddy says I"ve got to wait four years to marry him. I roll around in bed and bite the pillows with rage to think of it, night after night. A fine figure I"d cut trying to wait thirty years for him. I"d swoon with longing for him and write him a note or peep out of the temple to see him go by and then I"d get accused of misbehavior, and accused is convicted for a Vestal; well, you know it. I"d look fine being buried alive in a seven-by-five underground stone cell, with half a pint of milk and a gill of wine to keep me alive long enough to suffer before I starved to death and a thimbleful of oil in a lamp to make me more scared of the dark when the lamp burned out. No burial alive for me.
I"m in love. I"m too much in love to balance arguments. I"m not sorry I missed my chance, as you call it. I"m glad I escaped; the chance isn"t missed for that matter. Rabulla"s place hasn"t been filled yet."
"Do you know who is g-g-going to be ch-ch-chosen to fill it?" Flexinna asked. "You d-d-don"t? The choice has about narrowed d-d-down to that execrable, weasel-faced little M-M-Meffia."
"Meffia!" Brinnaria cried. "There"s no one alive I despise as much as that detestable ninny. I"ve a mind to chuck Almo and ask Daddy to offer me, just to spite Meffia."
"Why d-d-don"t you?" Flexinna stuttered. "D-d-do it n-n-now, right n-n-now. You might be t-t-too late."
"Oh bosh," Brinnaria groaned. "What"s the use of talking nonsense? What would be the sense in my spoiling my life to spite Meffia? I hate her.
I"ll hate to see her putting on airs as a Vestal, but I"d hate worse to be a Vestal myself, and worst of all to lose Almo. I just couldn"t give up Almo."
"I wish I were you," Flexinna raged. "If I were only under ten and d-d-didn"t s-s-stutter, I"d d-d-do all I c-c-could to g-g-get D-D-Daddy to offer m-m-me."
"Bosh!" Brinnaria sneered. "You"re in love with Vocco and you know you wouldn"t even think of giving him up if you had the chance."
"Just wouldn"t I!" Flexinna retorted. "I love Quintus dearly. But if I had a ch-ch-chance to be a V-V-Vestal, I"d fling poor Quintus hard and never regret him. Not I. Think of the influence a V-V-Vestal has! Every man who wants p-p-promotion in the army or in the fleet, or who wants an appointment to any office would set his sisters and all his women relations to besieging me to use my influence for him. Every temple-carver and shrine-painter in Rome would have his wife showing me attentions. I know; I"ve heard the talk.
"And b-b-besides, in all the Empire a Vestal is the nearest thing to a p-p-princess we have. We read a lot about Egyptian princesses, and Asiatic princesses and we hear about P-P-Parthian p-p-princesses, but the only p-p-princesses we ever see are the Vestals. They are the only p-p-princesses in the Empire, in Italy, in Rome, the six of them. And you had a chance to be one of the only six p-p-princesses in our world and you didn"t take it. Oh, you f-f-fool, you f-f-fool!"
They wrangled about their conflicting views for a long time.
It was only as Flexinna was leaving that she inquired casually:
"Have you heard what Rabulla d-d-died of?"
"No," said Brinnaria, "what was it?"
"Hadn"t you heard?" Flexinna wondered. "It was the p-p-pestilence."
CHAPTER IV - PESTILENCE
Pestilence!
Brinnaria heard the word often during the next few days. Rome talked of little else. It had begun with a few deaths along the river front in the sailors" quarters, and among the stevedores and porters of the grain-warehouses, southwest of the Aventine Hill in the thirteenth ward.
Next it came to notice when there were many deaths along the Subura in the very centre of the city. From there the infection had spread to every wind. Panic seized the people. There was an exodus of all who could afford it, to their country estates, to the mountains, to the seaside. Brinnarius and Quartilla discussed arrangements for their departure to his mountain farm in the Sabine hills above Carsioli. Their difficulty was to decide to whom to commit their great house in Rome.
They had no slave whom they implicitly trusted, and no one certainly who would be willing to stay in the city. To close the house was to invite burglary, for in the general panic watchmen were unreliable and house-breakings were frequent. Into their consultation Brinnaria thrust herself uninvited.
"Why don"t you leave me in town?" she suggested. "I hate the country and I hate it near Carsioli worse than any neighborhood I ever saw. I want to stay right here. I love Rome. And I"m not afraid of pestilence.
n.o.body can die more than once and n.o.body dies till the G.o.ds will it.
There"s more danger of dying of fright and worry than of pestilence.
Anyhow a pestilence never kills all the people in a city, most of the towns- folk stay right at home and keep alive all right. Half the people that die scare or fret themselves to death. I won"t fret or worry and I"ll keep well here; but if you take me with you I"ll be miserable and chafe myself ill. I can run the house as well as mother can. Most of the slaves worship me and will obey me for love, the rest are deadly afraid of me and will not dare to disobey me. I"ll keep order and I will not waste a sesterce. Can"t I stay, Father?"
Brinnarius knit his brows and looked at his wife. Her eyes answered his.
"It would save a deal of trouble," he said, reflectively.
"It would make a deal of gossip," Quartilla declared. "All my enemies would say that I am an unnatural mother, that I do not love my youngest child, that I hate her, that I am exposing her to certain death, that I am as bad as a murderess."
"Nonsense!" her husband retorted. "We can"t bother about all the malice of all the slanderers in Rome. Other people"s daughters are remaining.
Lucconius means to stay here in Rome with his family. If he ventures to keep Flexinna here we might venture to leave Brinnaria behind."
"You might," that self-a.s.sertive child cut in, "and you know there is really no use in taking me if I do not want to go. You know how much trouble it will make for both of you."
Quartilla sighed.
"Perhaps we had best leave her," she said. "Certainly the house will be safe and the slaves kept in order. I shan"t have an instant"s anxiety about that. Then Brinnaria is so genuinely brave that she will really not dread the pestilence, and all the doctors say that there is nothing like that feeling to protect any one from the danger. She makes me feel that she will be safe. I don"t believe I"ll worry about that either."
"Fine!" Brinnaria squealed. "I"m to stay."
"Not so fast," her father rebuked her. "I haven"t said yet that you may stay. But if I say so, then you must stay. I"ll not have you changing your mind and deciding to leave Rome after we have arranged to put you in charge here. It would make trouble indeed to have you shutting up this house in a hurry and chasing after us to Carsioli."
"Epulo!" his wife reproached him, "the child has her faults, but changeableness is not one of them. She is the most resolute child I ever knew. If you leave her, she will not fail us. If she gives her word she will keep it. I never knew Brinnaria to break an earnestly made promise."
"Will you promise?" her father asked her.
"I promise," Brinnaria shouted, "I pledge myself. I take oath. I swear by my love of both of you, by my respect for our clan, by my hopes of marrying Almo, that I"ll stick it out here in Rome, going out only when necessary, unless you send for me to come away. If anything happens that makes me think I ought to leave the city I shall send a message to you, but I shall not cross the city boundaries nor relax my watch on this house without your permission. I swear."
"That"s enough, dearie," her father said, "enough and too much. If your judgment tells you that you ought to flee from Rome, you have my permission to send me a messenger; I know you will not resort to that without real need. I rely on your judgment. The G.o.ds be with you, child.
You have taken a load of my shoulders, two loads, in fact."
Thereupon preparations for departure were pushed and soon after sunrise on the next day Brinnaria found herself left to her own resources, responsible for the welfare of a large retinue of obsequious slaves, autocrat over them, and mistress of one of the largest private houses in Rome. She acquitted herself well of her duties. She had been right in claiming that she was loved by most and feared by the rest. Certainly she was trusted and respected by all as if she had been five times her age. She made them as comfortable as town-slaves could be and they knew it. To her they accorded instant and implicit obedience. The life of the household went on as smoothly as if the master had been at home. And its life was not gloomy. Although the main subject of conversation was the pestilence, open forebodings were not indulged in and the house was outwardly cheerful.
Equally cheerful was Flexinna, whom Brinnaria saw daily. Neither of them had the slightest fear of the pestilence and no member of either household had shown the slightest symptoms of any kind of illness. Of the daily deaths among their large acquaintance or among the n.o.bilities of the city, they talked calmly, without any feeling of gloom or of dread, secure in the confidence of youth and health.
On the tenth day after Brinnaria had been left to her own devices Flexinna visited her as usual. Early in their talk she said:
"D-D-Dossonia died last night."
"The Chief Vestal?" Brinnaria queried.