CHAPTER XV
The Climb
Into its groove of routine slipped life at the Double Cross, but it did not move quite as smoothly as before. It was as if the "hill" which Ford was climbing suffered small landslides here and there, which threatened to block the trail below. Sometimes--still keeping to the simile--it was but a pebble or two kicked loose by Ford"s heel; sometimes a bowlder which one must dodge.
d.i.c.k, for instance, must have likened Mose to a real landslide when he came at him the next day, with a roar of rage and the rolling-pin. Mose had sobered to the point where he wondered how it had all happened, and wanted to get his hands in the wool of the "n.i.g.g.e.r" said to lurk in woodpiles. He asked Jim, with various embellishments of speech, what it was all about, and Jim told him and told him truly.
"He was trying to queer you with the outfit, Mose, and that"s a fact,"
he finished; which was the only exaggeration Jim was guilty of, for d.i.c.k had probably thought very little of Mose and his ultimate standing with the Double Cross. "And he was trying to queer Ford--but you can search me for the reason why he didn"t make good, there."
Mose, like many of us, was a self-centered individual. He wasted a minute, perhaps, thinking of the trick upon Ford; but he spent all of that forenoon and well into the afternoon in deep meditation upon the affair as it concerned himself. And the first time d.i.c.k entered the presence of the cook, he got the result of Mose"s reasoning.
"Tried to git me in bad, did yuh? Thought you"d git me fired, hey?" he shouted, as a sort of punctuation to the belaboring.
A rolling pin is considered a more or less fearsome weapon in the hands of a woman, I believe; when wielded by an incensed man who stands close to six feet and weighs a solid two hundred pounds, and who has the headache which follows inevitably in the wake of three pints of whisky administered internally in the short s.p.a.ce of three hours or so, a rolling-pin should justly be cla.s.sed with deadly weapons.
Jim said afterward that he never had believed it possible to act out the rough stuff of the silly supplements in the Sunday papers, but after seeing Mose perform with that rolling-pin, he was willing to call every edition of the "funny papers" realistic to a degree. Since it was Jim who helped pull Mose off, naturally he felt qualified to judge. Jim told Ford about the affair with sober face and eyes that laughed.
"And where"s d.i.c.k?" Ford asked him, without committing himself upon the justice of the chastis.e.m.e.nt.
"Gone to bed, I believe. He didn"t come out with anything worse than b.u.mps, I guess--but what I saw of them are sure peaches; or maybe Italian prunes would hit them off closer; they"re a fine purple shade. I ladled Three H all over him."
"I thought d.i.c.k was a fighter from Fighterville," grinned Ford, trying hard to remain non-committal and making a poor job of it.
"Well, he is, when he can stand up and box according to rule, or hit a man when he isn"t looking. But my, oh! This wasn"t a fight, Ford; this was like the pictures you see of an old woman lambasting her son-in-law with an umbrella. d.i.c.k never got a chance to begin. Whee-ee! Mose sure can handle a rolling-pin some!"
Ford laughed and went up to the house to his supper, and to the constrained atmosphere which was telling on his nerves more severely than did the gallon jug in his closet, and the moral effort it cost to keep that jug full to the neck.
He went in quietly, threw his hat on the bed, and sat down with an air of discouragement. It was not yet six o"clock, and he knew that Mrs.
Kate would not have supper ready; but he wanted a quiet place in which to think, and he was closer to Josephine; though he would never have admitted to himself that her nearness was any comfort to him. He did admit, however, that the jug with the brown neck and handle pulled him to the room many times in spite of himself. He would take it from the corner of the closet and let his fingers close over the cork, but so far he had never yielded beyond that point. Always he had been able to set the jug back unopened.
He was getting circles under his eyes, two new creases had appeared on each side of his whimsical lips, and a permanent line was forming between his eyebrows; but he had not opened the jug, and it had been in his possession thirty-six hours. Thirty-six hours is not long, to be sure, when life runs smoothly with slight incidents to emphasize the figures on the dial, but it may seem long to the poor devil on the rack.
Just now Ford was trying to forget that a gallon of whisky stood in the right-hand corner of his closet, behind a pair of half-worn riding-boots that pinched his instep so that he seldom wore them, and that he had only to take the jug out from behind the boots, pull the cork, and lift the jug to his lips--
He caught himself leaning forward and staring at the closet door until his eyes ached with the strain. He drew back and pa.s.sed his hand over his forehead; it ached, and he wanted to think about what he ought to do with d.i.c.k. He did not like to discharge him without first consulting Mrs. Kate, for he knew that Ches Mason was in the habit of talking things over with her, and since Mason was gone, she had a.s.sumed an air of latent authority. But Mrs. Kate had looked at him with such reproachful eyes, that day at dinner, and her voice had sounded so squeezed and unnatural, that he had felt too far removed from her for any discussion whatever to take place between them.
Besides, he knew he could prove absolutely nothing against d.i.c.k, if d.i.c.k were disposed toward flat denial. He might suspect--but the facts showed Ford the aggressor, and Mose also. What if Mrs. Kate declined to believe that d.i.c.k had put that jug of whisky in the kitchen, and had afterward given it to Ford? Ford had no means of knowing just what tale d.i.c.k had told her, but he did know that Mrs. Kate eyed him doubtfully, and that her conversation was forced and her manner constrained.
And Josephine was worse. Josephine had not spoken to him all that day.
At breakfast she had not been present, and at dinner she had kept her eyes upon her plate and had nothing to say to any one.
He wished Mason was home, so that he could leave. It wouldn"t matter then, he tried to believe, what he did. He even dwelt upon the desire of Mason"s return to the extent of calculating, with his eyes upon the fancy calendar on the wall opposite, the exact time of his absence. Ten days--there was no hope of release for another month, at least, and Ford sighed unconsciously when he thought of it; for although a month is not long, there was Josephine refusing to look at him, and there was d.i.c.k--and there was the jug in the closet.
As to Josephine, there was no help for it; he could not avoid her without making the avoidance plain to all observers, and Ford was proud.
As to d.i.c.k, he would not send him off without some proof that he had broken an unwritten law of the Double Cross and brought whisky to the ranch; and of that he had no proof. As to his suspicions--well, he considered that d.i.c.k had almost paid the penalty for having roused them, and the matter would have to rest where it was; for Ford was just. As to the jug, he could empty it upon the ground and be done with that particular form of torture. But he felt sure that Josephine was secretly "keeping cases" on the jug; and Ford was stubborn.
That night Ford did not respond to the tinkle of the tea bell. His head ached abominably, and he did not want to see Josephine"s averted face opposite him at the table. He lay still upon the bed where he had finally thrown himself, and let the bell tinkle until it was tired.
They sent Buddy in to see why he did not come. Buddy looked at him with the round, curious eyes of precocious childhood and went back and reported that Ford wasn"t asleep, but was just lying there mad. Ford heard the shrill little voice innocently maligning him, and swore to himself; but, he did not move for all that. He lay thinking and fighting discouragement and thirst, while little table sounds came through the part.i.tion and made a clicking accompaniment to his thoughts.
If he were free, he was wondering between spells of temptation, would it do any good? Would Josephine care? There was no answer to that, or if there was he did not know what it was.
After awhile the two women began talking; he judged that Buddy had left them, because it was sheer madness to speak so freely before him. At first he paid no attention to what they were saying, beyond a grudging joy in the sound of Josephine"s voice. It had come to that, with Ford!
But when he heard his name spoken, and by her, he lifted shamelessly to an elbow and listened, glad that the walls were so thin, and that those who dwell in thin-part.i.tioned houses are p.r.o.ne to forget that the other rooms may not be quite empty. They two spent most of their waking hours alone together, and habit breeds carelessness always.
"Do you suppose he"s drunk?" Mrs. Kate asked, and her voice was full of uneasiness. "Chester says he"s terrible when he gets started. I was sure he was perfectly safe! I just can"t stand it to have him like this.
d.i.c.k told me he"s drinking a little all the time, and there"s no telling when he"ll break out, and--Oh, I think it"s perfectly terrible!"
"Hsh-sh," warned Josephine.
"He went out, quite a while ago. I heard him," said Mrs. Kate, with rash certainty. "He hasn"t been like himself since that day he fought d.i.c.k.
He must be--"
"But how could he?" Josephine"s voice interrupted sharply. "That jug he"s got is full yet."
Ford could imagine Mrs. Kate shaking her head with the wisdom born of matrimony.
"Don"t you suppose he could keep putting in water?" she asked pityingly.
Ford almost choked when he heard that!
"I don"t believe he would." Josephine"s tone was dubious. "It doesn"t seem to me that a man would do that; he"d think he was just spoiling what was left. That," she declared with a flash of inspiration, "is what a woman would do. And a man always does something different!" There was a pathetic note in the last sentence, which struck Ford oddly.
"Don"t think you know men, my dear, until you"ve been married to one for eight years or so," said Mrs. Kate patronizingly. "When you"ve been--"
"Oh, for mercy"s sake, do you think they"re all alike?" Josephine"s voice was tart and impatient. "I know enough about men to know they"re all different. You can"t judge one by another. And I don"t believe that Ford is drinking at all. He"s just--"
"Just what?--since you know so well!" Mrs. Kate was growing ironical.
"He"s trying not to--and worrying." Her voice lowered until it took love to hear it. Ford did hear, and his breath came fast. He did not catch Mrs. Kate"s reply; he was not in love with Mrs. Kate, and he was engaged in letting the words of Josephine sink into his very soul, and in telling himself over and over that she understood. It seemed to him a miracle of intuition, that she should sense the fight he was making; and since he felt that way about it, it was just as well he did not know that Jim Felton sensed it quite as keenly as Josephine--and with a far greater understanding of how bitter a fight it was, and for that reason a deeper sympathy.
"I wish Chester was here!" wailed Mrs. Kate, across the glow of his exultant thoughts. "I"m afraid to say anything to him myself, he"s so morose. It"s a shame, because he"s so splendid when he"s--himself."
"He"s as much himself now as ever he was," Josephine defended hotly.
"When he"s drinking he"s altogether--"
"You never saw him drunk," Mrs. Kate pointed to the weak spot in Josephine"s defense of him. "d.i.c.k says--"
"Oh, do you believe everything d.i.c.k says? A week ago you were bitter against d.i.c.k and all enthusiasm for Ford."
"You were flirting with d.i.c.k then, and you"d hardly treat Ford decently.
And Ford hadn"t gone to drink--"
"Will you hush?" There were tears of anger in Josephine"s voice. "He isn"t, I tell you!"
"What does he keep that jug in the closet for? And every few hours he comes up to the house and goes into his room--and he never did that before. And have you noticed his eyes? He"ll scarcely talk any more, and he just pretends to eat. At dinner to-day he scarcely touched a thing!
It"s a sure sign, Phenie."