"And you don"t want me to believe you, Marette."
"Yes--I do. You must believe me."
"But the tress of hair--your hair--round Kedsty"s neck--"
He stopped. His words, spoken gently as they were, seemed brutal to him. Yet he could not see that they affected her. She did not flinch.
He saw no tremor of horror. Steadily she continued to look into the fire. And his brain grew confused. Never in all his experience had he seen such absolute and unaffected self-control. And somehow, it chilled him. It chilled him even as he wanted to reach out and gather her close in his arms, and pour his love into her ears, entreating her to tell him everything, to keep nothing back from him that might help in the fight he was going to make.
And then she said, "Jeems, if we should be caught by the Police--it would probably be quite soon, wouldn"t it?"
"They won"t catch us."
"But our greatest danger of being caught is right now, isn"t it?" she insisted.
Kent took out his watch and leaned over to look at it in the fireglow.
"It is three o"clock," he said. "Give me another day and night, Gray Goose, and the Police will never find us."
For a moment or two more she was silent. Then her hand reached out, and her fingers twined softly round his thumb again. "Jeems--when we are safe--when we are sure the Police won"t find us--I will tell you all that I know--about what happened in Kedsty"s room. And I will tell you--about--the hair. I will tell you--everything." Her fingers tightened almost fiercely. "Everything," she repeated. "I will tell you about that in Kedsty"s room--and I will tell you about myself--and after that--I am afraid--you won"t like me."
"I love you," he said, making no movement to touch her. "No matter what you tell me, Gray Goose, I shall love you."
She gave a little cry, scarcely more than a broken note in her throat, and Kent--had her face been turned toward him then--would have seen the glory that came into it, and into her eyes, like a swift flash of light--and pa.s.sed as swiftly away.
What he did see, when she turned her head, were eyes caught suddenly by something at the cabin door. He looked. Water was trickling in slowly over the sill.
"I expected that," he said cheerfully. "Our scow is turning into a rain-barrel, Marette. Unless I bail out, we"ll soon be flooded."
He reached for his slicker and put it on. "It won"t take me long to throw the water overboard," he added. "And while I"m doing that I want you to take _off_ your wet things and tuck yourself into bed. Will you, Gray Goose?"
"I"m not tired, but if you think it is best--" Her hand touched his arm.
"It is best," he said, and for a moment he bent over her until his lips touched her hair.
Then he seized a pail, and went out into the rain.
CHAPTER XX
It was that hour when, with clear skies, the gray northern dawn would have been breaking faintly over the eastern forests. Kent found the darkness more fog-like; about him was a grayer, ghostlier sort of gloom. But he could not see the water under his feet. Nor could he see the rail of the scow, or the river. From the stern, ten feet from the cabin door, the cabin itself was swallowed up and invisible.
With the steady, swinging motion of the riverman he began bailing. So regular became his movements that they ran in a sort of rhythmic accompaniment to his thoughts. The monotonous _splash, splash, splash_ of the outflung pails of water a.s.sumed, after a few minutes, the character of a mechanical thing. He could smell the nearness of the sh.o.r.e. Even in the rain the tang of cedar and balsam came to him faintly.
But it was the river that impressed itself most upon his senses. It seemed to him, as the minutes pa.s.sed, like a living thing. He could hear it gurgling and playing under the end of the scow. And with that sound there was another and more indescribable thing, the tremble of it, the pulse of it, the thrill of it in the impenetrable gloom, the life of it as it swept on in a slow and mighty flood between its wilderness walls. Kent had always said, "You can hear the river"s heart beat--if you know how to listen for it." And he heard it now. He felt it. The rain could not beat it out, nor could the splash of the water he was throwing overboard drown it, and the darkness could not hide it from the vision that was burning like a living coal within him. Always it was the river that had given him consolation in times of loneliness.
For him it had grown into a thing with a soul, a thing that personified hope, courage, comradeship, everything that was big and great in final achievement. And tonight--for he still thought of the darkness as night--the soul of it seemed whispering to him a sort of paean.
He could not lose. That was the thought that filled him. Never had his pulse beat with greater a.s.surance, never had a more positive sense of the inevitable possessed him. It was inconceivable, he thought, even to fear the possibility of being taken by the Police. He was more than a man fighting for his freedom alone, more than an individual struggling for the right to exist. A thing vastly more priceless than either freedom or life, if they were to be accepted alone, waited for him in the little cabin, shut in by its sea of darkness. And ahead of them lay their world. He emphasized that. _Their_ world--the world which, in an illusive and unreal sort of way, had been a part of his dreams all his life. In that world they would shut themselves in. No one would ever find them. And the glory of the sun and the stars and G.o.d"s open country would be with them always.
Marette was the very heart of that reality which impinged itself upon him now. He did not worry about what it was she would tell him tomorrow, or day after tomorrow. He believed that it was then--when she had told him what there was to tell, and he still reached, out his arms to her--that she would come into those arms. And he knew that nothing that might have happened in Kedsty"s room would keep his arms from reaching, to her. Such was his faith, potent as the mighty flood hidden in the gray-ghost gloom of approaching dawn.
Yet he did not expect to win easily. As he worked, his mind swept up and down the Three Rivers from the Landing to Fort Simpson, and mentally he pictured the situations that might arise, and how he would triumph over them. He figured that the men at Barracks would not enter Kedsty"s bungalow until noon at the earliest. The Police gasoline launch would probably set out on a river search soon after. By mid-afternoon the scow would have a fifty-mile start.
Before darkness came again they would be through the Death Chute, where Follette and Ladouceur swam their mad race for the love of a girl. And not many miles below the Chute was a swampy country where he could hide the scow. Then they would start overland, west and north. Given until another sunset, and they would be safe. This was what he expected. But if it came to fighting--he would fight.
The rain had slackened to a thin drizzle by the time he finished his bailing. The aroma of cedar and balsam came to him more clearly, and he heard more distinctly the murmuring surge of the river. He tapped again at the door of the cabin, and Marette answered him.
The fire had burned down to a bed of glowing coals when he entered.
Again he fell on his knees, and took off his dripping slicker.
The girl greeted him from the berth. "You look like a great bear, Jeems." There was a glad, welcoming note in her voice.
He laughed, and drew the stool beside her, and managed to sit on it, the roof compelling him to bend his head over a little. "I feel like an elephant in a birdcage," he replied. "Are you comfortable, little Gray Goose?"
"Yes. But you, Jeems? You are wet!"
"But so happy that I don"t feel it, Gray Goose."
He could make her out only dimly there in the darkness of the berth.
Her face was a pale shadow, and she had loosened her damp hair so that the warmth and dry air might reach it more easily. Kent wondered if she could hear the beating of his heart. He forgot the fire, and the darkness grew thicker. He could no longer see the pale outline of her face, and he drew back a little, possessed by the thought that it was sacrilegious to bend nearer to her, like a thief, in that gloom. She sensed his movement, and her hand reached to him and lay lightly with its fingertips touching his arm.
"Jeems," she said softly. "I"m not sorry--now--that I came up to Cardigan"s place that day--when you thought you were dying. I wasn"t wrong. You are different. And I made fun of you then, and laughed at you, because I knew that you were not going to die. Will you forgive me?"
He laughed happily. "It"s funny how little things work out, sometimes,"
he said. "Wasn"t a kingdom lost once upon a time because some fellow didn"t have a horseshoe? Anyway, I knew of a man whose life was saved because of a broken pipe-stem. And you came to me, and I"m here with you now, because--"
"Of what?" she whispered.
"Because of something that happened a long time ago," he said.
"Something you wouldn"t dream could have anything to do with you or with me. Shall I tell you about it, Marette?"
Her fingers pressed slightly upon his arm. "Yes."
"Of course, it"s a story of the Police," he began. "And I won"t mention this fellow"s name. You may think of him as that red-headed O"Connor, if you want to. But I don"t say that it was he. He was a constable in the Service and had been away North looking up some Indians who were brewing an intoxicating liquor from roots. That was six years ago. And he caught something. Le Mort Rouge, we sometimes call it--the Red Death--or smallpox. And he was alone when the fever knocked him down, three hundred miles from anywhere. His Indian ran away at the first sign of it, and he had just time to get up his tent before he was flat on his back. I won"t try to tell you of the days he went through. It was a living death. And he would have died, there is no doubt of it, if it hadn"t been for a stranger who came along. He was a white man.
Marette, it doesn"t take a great deal of nerve to go up against a man with a gun, when you"ve got a gun of your own; and it doesn"t take such a lot of nerve to go into battle when a thousand others are going with you. But it does take nerve to face what that stranger faced. And the sick man was nothing to him. He went into that tent and nursed the other back to life. Then the sickness got him, and for ten weeks those two were together, each fighting to save the other"s life, and they won out. But the glory of it was with the stranger. He was going west. The constable was going south. They shook hands and parted."
Marette"s fingers tightened on Kent"s arm. And Kent went on.
"And the constable never forgot, Gray Goose. He wanted the day to come when he might repay. And the time came. It was years later, and it worked out in a curious way. A man was murdered. And the constable, who had become a sergeant now, had talked with the dead man only a little while before he was killed. Returning for something he had forgotten, it was the sergeant who found him dead. Very shortly afterward a man was arrested. There was blood on his clothing. The evidence was convincing, deadly. And this man--"
Kent paused, and in the darkness Marette"s hand crept down his arm to his hand, and her fingers closed round it.
"Was the man you lied to save," she whispered.
"Yes. When the halfbreed"s bullet got me, I thought it was a good chance to repay Sandy McTrigger for what he did for me in that tent years before. But it wasn"t heroic. It wasn"t even brave. I thought I was going to die and that I was risking nothing."
And then there came a soft, joyous little laugh from where her head lay on the pillow. "And all the time you were lying so splendidly, Jeems--I KNEW," she cried. "I knew that you didn"t kill Barkley, and I knew that you weren"t going to die, and I knew what happened in that tent ten years ago. And--Jeems--Jeems--"