"Of course I kept all your favorite things," Tony was saying. "I sold the rest. The pictures fetched a deuced poor price. I hope that if the Clare pictures ever have to go I shall have more luck with them."
"I wonder you don"t offer to sell me," said Dorothy, bitterly.
He squeezed her arm affectionately.
"Sha"n"t have to do that just yet awhile. I"m going to have a lucky year. I felt that when I pipped that mouflon. Ever since I broke the gla.s.s at one hundred and twenty-nine I"ve been deuced uneasy. As soon as the house was sold I began winning at ecarte, and then I pipped that mouflon."
V
The sale of the house in Curzon Street revived all Dorothy"s worst fears. If Tony could successfully hide from her knowledge such a transaction he was capable of announcing one day that Clare itself was gone. Life had not offered much stability since that fatal June except for the brief period when Tony"s career upon the turf had accorded with the traditions of his order and had seemed to possess the dignity that confers itself automatically upon those who put forth their hands to claim their due, her existence had been periodically shaken like a town in the shadow of a volcano. Was not his marriage judged from the outside a contribution to failure similar to the running of Moonbeam in the Derby? Was she herself much more than a disappointing race-horse? She had failed to keep her cla.s.sic engagements at Clare; she had failed to carry her weight in the big handicap at Curzon Street. Was the flat in Halfmoon Street a selling-plate? Oh, this flat, how it was haunted with the ghosts of old ambitions! The color schemes and patterns of the chintz might be different, but how familiarly the bells rang, how familiar was the sound of the doors opening and shutting, and the light upon her dressing-table ... and the rumble of the traffic ... leading whither?
"Tony, what _do_ you want?" she asked, pa.s.sionately, one morning when the sparrows were maddening her with their monotonous chirping praise of the sunshine.
"I want to win the Derby," he said.
"And lose everything else, even me?" she asked.
"And lose nothing," he maintained, obstinately. "Starkey fears nothing."
Starkey feared nothing! Starkey with his long, thin nose and red hair!
By now two of Tony"s yearlings stood out well above the rest. Of these a bay colt by Cyllene out of Midsummer Night and, therefore, a half-brother of Moonbeam, had run well in the Brocklesby Stakes at Lincoln, still better in the Westminster Plate at the Epsom Spring Meeting, and had cantered away with the Spring Two-year-old Stakes at Newmarket. He was considered to be a certainty for the Woodcote Stakes; but on Starkey"s advice Tony ran instead a chestnut filly by Spearmint out of Blushrose, who won with considerable ease, beating horses that had shown up well in the previous races. Clarehaven was jubilant; Starkey feared nothing; they had next year"s Derby in their hands. It had been just after this last victory that Tony had affirmed his only ambition in life to be the Derby. At Ascot, still running unnamed, the filly won the Coventry Stakes; half an hour afterward Moonbeam took the Ascot Stakes by five lengths, and two days later, starting as an odds on favorite, he won the Gold Cup without being extended; finally on the same day the Midsummer Night colt won the New Stakes and was named Full Moon, for certainly the fortunes of Clare seemed in their complement.
"There"s never been such an Ascot," said Tony to his wife.
Houston had had to go to South Africa soon after he returned from the Mediterranean cruise; while he was still away, Tony"s luck touched its zenith when Moonbeam won the Eclipse Stakes at Sandown Park.
"Though it"s lucky Mr. Houston sold Chimpanzee to that Australian syndicate," said Starkey. "Because I give you my word, my lord, that Chimpanzee was a better horse than Moonbeam, just as the filly is better than the colt."
"I think you"re wrong about Moonbeam," Tony argued, "though you may be right about the filly."
When Houston reached England in July he motored down to Winsley with the Clarehavens to discuss future plans with the trainer, and when the old argument about the respective merits of Chimpanzee and Moonbeam began, as usual, he laughed, saying that for him the discussion was a barren one, because after this Derby victory he did not intend to tempt fortune any more.
"I wish you could persuade Tony to follow your example," said Dorothy.
"Don"t be silly, old thing. I haven"t won the Derby yet," Tony proclaimed, in a hurt voice.
"Don"t be afraid, my lord; you can"t lose it next year, not if you tried. Of course I"m not going to say yet for certain whether it"ll be with the colt or with the filly; but I think it"ll be with the filly."
"Which reminds me," said Tony. "We haven"t given the lady a name yet."
"Why not Vanity Girl?" Houston suggested.
"Of course," Tony shouted, gleefully. "Vanity Girl she is."
Dorothy protested that the name would bring bad luck and begged for Mignonette instead.
"Mignonette won a race at Liverpool only yesterday," said the trainer.
"But there must be plenty of other names that haven"t been used,"
Dorothy insisted. "As we"ve got the Full Moon of Clare, why shouldn"t we call the filly Supporting Angel?"
"Well," said Mr. Starkey, "with her ladyship"s permission, I prefer Vanity Girl. It sounds like a winner."
Tony and Houston were emphatically in favor of Vanity Girl, and the filly was named accordingly. Dorothy stayed behind to contemplate the beautiful creature in her box, the fair, shimmering creature lately anonymous and now burdened with what was surely a t.i.tle of ill omen.
"But you have no ambitions," said Dorothy. "If you fail you won"t mind.
What do you care about your purple clothing with its black border and its silver coronet?"
Dorothy left the dim, cool stable and emerged into the glare of the July noon. She felt sad about the filly"s name, and, unwilling to meet the others until she had recovered from her depression, she walked away from Starkey Lodge, walked up the sloping single street of the little village of Winsley, the houses of which seemed to have drifted like leaves into this cranny of the bare downs. At the top of the street the village ended abruptly where a white road ran like a line of foam between a sea of gra.s.s that stretched skyward to right and left until the horizon faded into the summer haze.
"Thirty next March," said Dorothy, aloud. "And what have I done with my life?"
She envied the thistledown that floated by, envied its busy air and effect of traveling whither it would; compared with those winged seeds the blue b.u.t.terflies seemed as irresolute and timorous of the future as herself ... herself.... A voice shouted that lunch was waiting, and there was Tony waving to her from the road. Lunch was waiting for herself; but for that thistledown what was waiting? Dorothy"s clear-cut personality was becoming blurred; she never used to speculate about thistledown in cloud cuckoo land. Everybody noticed the change. Some had heard that there really was something between Dorothy Clarehaven and that fellow Houston; others knew for a positive fact that Tony Clarehaven neglected his wife; and all the women decided that she must be well over thirty by now.
Tony began to bet recklessly as soon as Houston returned, and by the autumn he was again in difficulties. Moonbeam failed to give two stone to a smart three-year-old in the Jockey Club Stakes, and he lost much more than Full Moon had made for him by winning the Boscawen Stakes the day before. But there had been no purchase at Tattersall"s, no ambitious yearlings from Doncaster, for Tony had given his word to Dorothy that after next year"s Derby he would retire from racing. In fact, to show that this time he was in earnest he sold all his horses except the two sons of Cyllene and Vanity Girl. The filly had just won a severe trial and on Starkey"s advice was preferred to Full Moon for the Middle Park Plate. She was heavily backed, started a hot favorite, and was not placed. Tony declined to accept her running as true and backed her heavily to win the Dewhurst Plate. O"Hara was brought over from France to ride her, and she was again unplaced. Some people declared she was no stayer, some that her victories at Epsom and Ascot had been flukes; others spoke of coughing in the Starkey Lodge Stables; a few murmured that a coup for next year"s Derby was being carefully engineered.
"I knew it would bring bad luck to call her Vanity Girl," Dorothy lamented. "Sell her. Get rid of her. Get rid of them all."
"Sell the Derby winner?" Tony e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed. "My dear Doodles, you surely must realize that her form at Newmarket was too bad to be true. If she can beat Full Moon at home, and if Full Moon can beat the winner of the Middle Park as he did in the Boscawen Stakes, one or other of them _must_ win the Derby. We"ll see how they winter. Meanwhile I"ve sold Moonbeam to Houston. He paid me twenty-six thousand pounds. He intends to start a stud; I"m bound to say he got my horse cheap; whatever Starkey says, Chimpanzee would never have beaten him again; but I wanted the money."
"I"m sorry you"ve had to sell Moonbeam, but do sell Vanity Girl, too.
Don"t bet any more on any of them. Run Full Moon for the Derby, and if he wins be content with that. Then we could start a stud at Clare ourselves. But do get rid of Vanity Girl."
She felt as the dowager must have felt when she was trying to dissuade Tony from marrying an actress; she instanced every disadvantage she could think of for the filly; but Tony was obstinate.
They were going out that afternoon to the Pierian Hall. Sylvia Scarlett, after over two years" absence in America, had returned to England and suddenly taken the fancy of the public with a new form of entertainment that was considered very futurist. Dorothy did not think that her performance deserved all the praise it had received, but she felt jealous of Sylvia"s success and, turning to Tony in the interval, said, fiercely, that sometimes she wished she had never married him.
"I should have done better to stick to the stage," she vowed.
"If you"re wishing you hadn"t married me because you"d like to be doing this sort of thing," said Tony, "you can spare your regrets. This, my dear Doodles, is the rottenest show I ever saw in my life."
"But it"s a success."
"Only because it"s so devilish peculiar. If I walked down Bond Street in pajamas I should attract a certain amount of attention the first time I did it, but people would get used to it, and I should soon be forgotten.
By the way, would you like to send round a card?"
"No, no," said Dorothy. "I"ve seen quite enough of her from where we are."
"Don"t get bitter, Doodles. I don"t know what"s come over you lately.
You seem to hate everything and everybody."
That winter was a miserable one, because Tony took to baccarat again, and, having been accustomed to bet on the turf in large sums, he carried his methods to the tables with such recklessness that Dorothy, unable to stand the strain, left him in London and went down to Clare. She had a notion to kill herself out hunting, but even in this she was unsuccessful, for in February all the hunters, including Mignonette, were sold. Moreover, at the end of the month a valuer arrived with an authorization from Tony to complete the details for a forthcoming auction of the whole property as it stood, pictures and all. Dorothy hastened up to London and demanded what was the matter.
"The matter is that I"ve got to sell Clare."
"Sell Clare?" she repeated. "I suppose you mean mortgage it?"